Kaley Cuoco and tuna-turtle

you know, first of all, i want to be with someone who has an affection towards me, an affinity towards me. actually, my ex-boyfriend glenn used to tell me he thought i was hotter than j-lo (and yes he was serious), of course, this was when i was 20 and super thin! but i tell 'm' that, and he just laughs. i'm sorry, but "J-lo" has a team of make-up artists, hairstylists, fitness instructors etc to keep her beautiful, and some may not even think she is even that hot. then mike said, "its like me comparing myself to brad pitt, or like comparing apples to oranges" WHAT!??? and glenn thought i was hotter BECAUSE he had an AFFECTION towards me! i think i am attractive in my own way!!! anyways, i'm not sure what kind of point i am trying to make, but when i was younger and skinnier, i looked pretty good, i think! :) and then i have to deal with "m" acting like kaley cuoco is the hottest girl, because she is on tv and stuff, yet he has no affection towards me. what does he even like about me, i wonder? ahh, anyways, kaley cuoco, yeah shes cute, but she also looks like franklin the turtle, (like jen aniston), also, she looks like tuna. see?

Mileys cock cake

This is an early interview, more like, the debut of masonic checked out young miley cyrus who 'loves willy'. im sorry, but look beyond the smoke and mirrors. look at her masonic dress, the woman on the shows red dress, billy rays checked shirt, the creepy CIA/handler willie nelsons creepy doll, the red lady keeps talking about teaching miley to flirt at a young age, how she is all perfumed up, how they make young miley say, i love willy...sickening. look at miley now...

eating a steaming pile of cock cake wth??

 she got her boyfriend this cake who does that? miley is programmed..she is PROGRAMMED!

Donkey semen on fear factor

you got to wonder if this was some sort of indoctrination, humiliation, ritual for these 'twins'...
 

The network appears to have decided against airing a segment in which contestants are challenged with drink a mug of ‘donkey semen’ – with a chaser of urine for good measure. 

The stomach churning segment was apparently filmed last summer and was set to air on Monday night.

The episode, called Hee Haw! Hee Haw!, is no longer listed on the network’s website schedule.

It has been replaced by a repeat of an episode entitled Snake Bite, which first aired on January 2, TMZ reports. 
Show executives had already expressed their reservations behind the scenes.

Host Joe Rogan hinted about the stunt in an interview with America’s Entertainment Weekly some weeks ago.

‘The one I want to give you, I can’t,’ Rogan said, when asked what was the grossest challenge that was shot for this season.
‘They’re not even sure if they’re going to air it. It’s so over the top and ridiculous. When they told me, I really though they were joking at first. I don’t know where the debate is, but NBC is not sure if they’re going to air it.’

The challenge required teams of twins to drink a full glass of donkey semen – with a glass of urine thrown in for good measure.
Contestants had to drain both glasses in order to qualify for the next round.

And the episode reportedly shows several contestants completing the questionable challenge.
It is unclear whether the ingestion of such liquids pose any health risk to the contestants.
The American sports stunt/reality game show is produced by Endemol USA, and sees hopefuls compete for a grand prize of $50,000.

The original Dutch version was called Now or Neverland.

The stunt is similar in nature to those on British reality show I’m A Celebrity… Get Me Out Of Here!.
On the ITV programme, contestants have to eat a variety of disgusting animal parts such as testicles and eyeballs in a bid to win meals for the rest of the camp.
NBC has not yet commented on the Fear Factor stunt.

i want to start writing again

not just blogs, but i want to sit at a blank screen and let all my mind and thougths and stories rag  together and bleed together onto the screen...i want to allow myself to create and to go with it, like i used too. i used to write. i jsut got a few ideas now, whilst reading about this 'lana del rey'.....anyways better go to bed NOW

Lizzy Grant/Lana del Rey

i found this video from reading about Lana Del Rey, (another hollywood *krayshawn*, except she is more old fashioned style. hollywood has alot of secrets....if only people cared enough to seek the truth. they don't. they can't comprehend behind what they are used to and comfortable with to even attempt to research and find out about project monarch/beta programmed slaves, delta programmed, etc...even clones? and mind kontrol anyways, here is the link here: http://vigilantcitizen.com/latestnews/lana-del-rey-an-artificial-creation/ of course the famous ones are not the only ones being manufactured, they at least get to live that kind of high life, but are still slaves nonetheless. there are also countless numbers of kiddie porn/snuff/rape/pedophilia horror stories going on as well....it is all very saddening and needs to STOP!! i wish this can be more exposed back to who is Lana Del Rey? read the article in the link, pretty strange...also i like the video but why are they always showing that one MK'd actress who kept slipping in the video? maybe to show another one of their slaves.

shakira gets handled by creep

i was going to save and post the pictures but im just going to link it...and i was only going to do that to say, 'shakira is not going to age well, sorry, but shes not.'  not like sofia vergara, who is in her 40s? but still looks good. i was going to say, hispanic women do not age well but her cover easy bresy beautiful cover girl commercial came on. oh but then that guy would be in the pic and well, so just anyways..here is the link:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-2093211/NRJ-Awards-Shakira-goes-high-school-chic-golden-girl-accepts-French-knighthood-NRJ-Award-day.html

here is a pic, shakira is going to look like her mother soon...

since i am blogging, i did all that, went to the bank/post office/gym...also made some phone calls but i had to go to my parents because as i was driving out of from the bank, a pole was there which i didnt see and it pushed my rearview mirror off, so my dad had to drill it back into place. oh yeah, also sort of wanted to rant. i guess saturday night, all them girls went out...(le salon clinique reunion or whatever), i saw pics on facebook dontchyaknow, with everyone there. i just got upset because someone could of invited me, you know? it was my sister, marta, jen, a few others that i know even matt was there, who never worked there!?? they could of called me to stop by drinky's. nope no one thought about calling me! whatever you know? if i was the cool sister of lisa, it would not be an issue oh yeah, lisa's cool fat sister lets invite her! oh whatever!??? i was just thinking of the sister who gets to hang out too cuz shes cool and fat. so she gets to be part of the gang...bla bla BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO BORED I NEED A JOB! i keep coughing *coff coff*...

i feel so blah! i have nothing to look forward to!???

weird, i jsut heard that song, the killling whatever from..psychedelic furs?? i dont know? echo and the bunnymen? i was like, huh where is that song coming from sounds like a song i downloaded ,it was from that audi commercial on my blog haaa weird

Monday

Hallo!!! I feel I am getting sick! I have a sore sicky throat and I also am sneezing...what I need to do today: Go to the post office, bank, gym to cancel membership, and get orange juice. I will do all that soon. Anyways, you know, I am getting sick of being treated like a child. I don't want to have to worry about Mike coming out of the room because I am still awake at midnight. So what? If he is going to start that again, I would rather move out. I don't want to have to worry about answering to anyone. I would much rather just live my life, you know? And he calls me at 10 in the morning too. I was having a strange dream around 5 am. I was sleeping on my back, and for some reason I was sleeping next to some sort of weird puppet. The bed was tucked in like a hotel bed, all tight and stuff. The puppet sort of told me that I had to go in 3 minutes, but I was really sleeping so in my dreams it was hard for me to stay awake knowing that I had to leave in 3 minutes. I was wondering if the puppet was going to drive me home, but I was too afraid to feel if it had legs.((i dont know why i was sleeping next to a puppet but i was lucid dreaming and mike was  Mike was actually the puppet because he was sleeping right next to me, which I could see very clearly. However, in my dream-state, I thought I was awake struggling to not fall asleep, when really it was vice versa, I was asleep trying to...something..stay awake? Yeah I guess...it was weird. I finally managed to wake myself up, and I got up to use the bathroom, still in that confused dream-world stage, and I saw that Marble got up and stretched, (so she heard me trying to wake up)....anyways, it was weird and I thought about writing about it but now I am just like, ok? So Mike's alarm goes off around 615, but he shuts it off to sleep some more, in the meantime, the anticipation of another alarm going off keeps me from falling back asleep. I can't do that. When the alarm goes off for me, thats it, I'm up. I don't want to go back to sleep because it will just be a tease, and then I would have to get up yet again, I would much rather just get up as soon as the alarm goes off! So Mike went back to sleep, but I couldn't go to sleep. In fact, I couldn't go back to sleep even after Mike left for work. It was 730 am. Well, then, i started getting tired and decided to turn my alarm off, (it was set for 930)...but I wanted some sleep, plus I am sick and all. Well, I did fall asleep but I had one of those dreams where you are in school/college whatever, and you know you have a class. I had a dream where I was in a class, but I was so. tired! I could hardly get up to go to my class, then i realized that i had another class, but i was not sure where? what room, or who the teacher was??? but then i heard my phone vibrate and it was mike calling, and he got kind of upset i had to pretend like i was awake, and he said, "what are you doing?" this and that. i do have stuff to do yes i know, i have things to do FOR ME so therefore i will get them done FOR ME! I will get everything taken care of BECAUSE I NEED TOO! i will be able to pay the rent, etc...ughh if i didnt live here, i would not have to worry about rent! i can live at home with my parents and not worry about what time i go to sleep or wake up, i can find a job and pay off my surcharges, and not have to answer to anyone. i miss my freedom. Mike and i have been getting along, but at the same time, this feels like his place. It doesnt really feel like my home. like when i was visiting moss, it was his place, his messy weird apartment, with a closet where i couldnt find the towels, or ziplock baggies and stuff everywhere, he used garbage bags as luggage, and he had all his toiletries inside of these big blue ziplock bags i found so annoying. his kitchen is a mess, and there are cds all lined up on the floor, amongst vhs tapes. (i took pics of his room), here, this place does not have enough sunlight, it doesnt feel like my home. i dont know? i just want to feel comfortable and happy! you know?! ew gavin degraw just sang, (your not on my mind), while doing the devil horns on the view...(i love you?) nope...allegiance to satan! this song is catchy but i remember seeing the video when i used to work, before i went to work, and the girl on it annoyed me, because she was just a pouty lipped model, not a girlfriend.and oh sigh, sad, she looks so sad. and if they are both not over each other, than why not get back together? why break up with someone if you are not going to be over them? i wonder if any of my ex boyfriends were ever not over me? "not over yOUuu!!" i used to hook up with glenn, even tho he had a gf, the one he cheated on me with. what a cheater! but usually, well, people move on....you know? PEOPLE DO GET OVER YOU! GET OVER YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
i only have had 4 serious relationships what i consider...which is danny, glenn, dennis, and now mike...i do not consider jeremy serious at all! and anyone else was just dating nothing serious. haha! danglennis (moss always brings up ex boyfriends , he knows their names HA weirdo) moss used to call me his girlfriend, even tho i never was!?? LOL! he would just introduce me as that, until i got annoyed and told him to stop. i have to go tho for real!

here i will put a link for the video...anyways, i have things to do!!! and yes i did call the airport back about a job, for the time being. so who knows??


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDWhfsQHq1o&ob=av2e

fran drescher abducted by aliens?

is she being serious?? or joking? or, she could very well of been electroshocked and programmed.


"The nanny from Flushing, Fran Drescher, may in fact be the nanny from outer space. That's if you believe the actress' dramatic story about being abducted by aliens -- something she truly believes happened to her.

"You know, it's funny because Peter (Fran's ex-husband) and I both saw [aliens] before we knew each other, doing the same thing, driving on the road with our dads," Fran tells me, in all seriousness. "We were both in junior high. A few years later, we met, and we realized that we had the same experience. I think that somehow we were programmed to meet. We both have this scar. It's the exact same scar on the exact same spot."

But ex-husband Peter Marc Jacobson wasn't so convinced of the couple's extraterrestrial pasts. He says Fran got the small scar on her hand from a a drill bit or burning herself holding a hot cup of water. But Fran says, no way.

"I said to him, that's what the aliens programmed us to think," Fran explains. "But really, that's where the chip is."

snooki

some have been saying that snooki is MK'd. really, snooki?

snooki looking starved and depraved

Programmed to be a cougar

Demi Moore has been PROGRAMMED to be a cougar, (while trigger song, 'somewhere over the rainbow' is playing.

was courtney stodden born male?

here are some pics as her as a kid, amongst strange pics depicting that she could of given hormones, also others have commented on how she has had missing time periods from age 11-14.

her younger

looks like a normal girl, right? or perhaps a feminine boy?

masculine features

without makeup

what is going on there?

eye hidden

her now (i wish i had that kind of body! haha) but was she born male??

looks like some sort of hairplugs?

Paris Jackson's Illuminati tweets

room at the hardrock

hey!! so, i guess when filming from my phone to tilt it to the side, and stuff. well moss made me mad because he consciously put his pburg shirt on the bed then filmed it, like wth moss? aint no magic HAPPENIN' in that bed! so stop insinuating!! (i have more videos but is it worth it?) if you think so, then visit my gmail account i had to make, at youtube.com/thepoisonbella thanks bye

More pics!!!

so, here are some pics, (i dont feel like putting the videos up, kind of boring anyways...) what else? oh i do have vids from my camera but i am mad becauzse coolio and 2 live crew, the audio is so bad!!

breckin meyer

flavor flav

coolio (i look gross!)

lloyd kaufman

my darkest days

tommy wiseau