Looks like Gal Gadot...who is..a tranny! and jennifer garner. these are not real women! wake up! ellen page just came out as transgender because guess what, SHE REALLY IS!
Friday, December 25, 2020
Thursday, December 17, 2020
transitioning Girl to BOY!!!!!
i havent blogged in a while. but anyways, kind of resembles 'male' celebrities. him showing his photos as a little girl..makes me wonder. how would these transgendered celebrities look like, as children and now, if they were allowed to be then gender they were supposed to be? I was watching a movie, with chloe moretz grace. who obviously is transgendered. i mean, i would really like to know how they were all suppsed to look like :(
Saturday, December 5, 2020
Thursday, October 15, 2020
Industrial Loft Apartment Tour
sharing because i want to live in a warehouse! also i love the playlist! also i need to find someone with the same adventurous spirit as i do. i dont feel it with mike, he doesnt exhilerate me. :(
se!
se!
Monday, October 12, 2020
Thursday, September 3, 2020
How Midsommar Brainwashes You
i like to hear the occult symbolisms in movies like this, and i knew this was not about it..but yeah. i didnt feel happiness for her end of movie, but a little bit yes. and this video is making me think of all the times i was almost indoctrinated, from going to those CYI youth group rallies, christian church, army, even while in the army, a girl (not military) befriended me and wanted me to be part of their cult, this was in monterey california. then...working for anand jon...even moving out to hollywood. idk, but i totally understand and i have been part of cult like whatevers. life is weird...life.
Friday, August 28, 2020
Wednesday, August 19, 2020
i want to order some stuff from
fashion nova
flamingo
nasty gal
gap
i need to make sure i will be getting my unemployment. also..i need to go back to work. i had my d&c today it was so weird but didnt hurt. i was put under via anesthesia. at least now i can start feeling normal again. yes i miss my baby growing inside of me but i am not WILL not give up! they took blood samples as well as tissue from the uterus. were goign to do testing as to why i was getting miscarriages.
my mind is thinking good thoughts tho. i was feeling so depressed while this was going on. its a terrible feeling. also was so tired. i can feel my energy coming back now.
i need to google a few things. why do i feel heavy after anesthesia
why do i feel back to normal, more energy after dnc
why do they put that thing in your butt to open cervic. (dont while i was out)
why does antibiotics make me nauseaus
Tuesday, August 18, 2020
ORGY skin palette synchron icities
So this is really weird...last night I was watching youtube videos. I watched the new Jeffree Star one where he is showcasing his new palette, named "Orgy". its a variety of nude eyeshadows, so its like an orgy of skin tones. on the packaging, he has naked people all strewn about, (this shoot has been done many times before in photos and music videos), anyways, so i have been watching the show "Hannibal" on netflix. that show...is gory! just a warning! anyways, the episode im on now, the guy says, 'it wasnt an ORGY of evidence he was showing." then, last part of this episode, it shows a naked man, and hes stuck to a patchwork of other naked people, like the cover of the jeffree star palette, even the criminal analyst said the guy was looking for a palette of skin tones...just very...weird!??!
Thursday, August 13, 2020
[ASMR] Worst Haircut Roleplay��
i feel like if this boy was born into the elite they would transgender him and turn him into a supermodel. smh.
Tuesday, August 11, 2020
I dont know what is going on right now with my pregnancy. They havent been able to measure the baby and I am at 8 weeks!? Did it stop growing like what happened last time? I just want to know? I don't understand why they couldnt of at least searched for a heartbeat? Im really upset.
I am also stil experiencing pregnancy symptoms such as sore breasts and I am always tired all the time. I just lay around and waste the day, when I could/should be doing things.
Things I can do at home:
Write my stories, make my playlists, edit videos, print out photos..pay off bills...
this is crazy
Tuesday, August 4, 2020
blog post!??
August. HURRICANE ISAIAH
anyways, i am looking at airbnbs local, because im hoping for a photoshoot soon.
its so weird..i was ready for the summer. i kind of wanted to get pregnant but then there was a thought to myself such as, no. i dont want too. i actually had some money saved and i was talking to a plastic surgeon, local ,about getting breast implants. plus i wanted to get more tattoos as well now that the shops reopened. the one saturday, i remember...mike and i went to eat outside, when outdoor dining was a thing. we went to tacos y tequila. i remember it started raining. then sara wanted me to meet up with her downtown easton, at standard, where outdoor drinking and tents were open . i didnt want to stay out tho, i had to work the next day anyways. actually, mike didnt want to stay and hang out because he is lame and boring and complains all the time. sara wanted me to stay but mike didnt want me too, i wasnt feeling it tho it was rainy and what not. well i did end up staying but it was lame so i called mike to come get me. i unreluctantly slept there. the next day he wanted to have sex and i didnt want too. i was planning to get breast implants within the next 2 fucking weeks anyways. i even told him, "I CANNOT GET PREGNANT!!!!" he knew. he heard me! i didnt want to have sex but he said it will be ok. so that was that time. the next time was june 29th when i went tubing with sara and saheed and kelly. we were drinking claws and fireball and smoking cigs down the river. it was fun! i had a good time! when i got off the river tho i felt tired. anyways i went home and wanted to sleep. mike came over. sara wanted me to go to sand bar so i did even tho i was super tired. angie was there too. i had a drink but i was so tired. before we went tho, mike and i had sex, i was drunk from the tubing. of course, he always puts me down. he shames me for drinking and having a good time. i had fun! i wish i had a guy who would like to do fun things with me!! i like doing summery stuff like that! anyways, that was the last time i got drunk! june 29th. that wknd , friday actually, we went swimming at westons pool. i had a few seltzers. i thought i was getting my period the day before, but then the bleeding stopped. so i decided to take a pregnancy test strip. a very light line came up showing im pregnant!??! i was like WHUT!??? the next day was riverside july 4th party. my plans were to stay overnight at my parents house, sleep in the rv, and walk across the bridge to riverside.
i always wanted to be with a fun boyfriend. someone whod want to chill in the RV with me, drink some. walk across the bridge to riverside. mike is not it. he shames me because i still like to enjoy life. in fact, that night he was getting impatient waiting to see the fireworks. he didnt want to go to riverside. not the first year he got impatient on the bridge. im a country girl, i grew up on the river. i grew up exploring and being adventurous. mike does not understand this. he gets crabby and hes not fun. sometimes i grind my fists so much I HATE HIM!!!
im not sure when i got pregnant was it or the 20th? i thought it was the 20th at first, but that would make me 9 weeks. when i went to my appt 2 weeks ago, they couldnt even see the baby it was too small . she said im only 5 weeks. so if i was 5 weeks (now 7) then it would of been the 29th. so i ovulated late!??? weird. and i got a positive result just a few days later!?? is that possible? that meant i probably could of went to the july 4th party and enjoyed myself, knock back a few...etc. it would of techinically been my first week.but of course mikes a boring grumpy person. i was actually trying to just get rid of him for good but that didnt end up happening.
that was the last time mike and i were intimate too. i tell him i have to wait until the dr says its safe. i dont know!??!
its august now. i still will go out but i dont stay out late. im not drinking or smoking. i had a white claw here and there or a glass of white zinfandel, but just one. and i sip slowly and have water with it. that happened seldomly. in fact, im going to stop doing that.
oh btw, i dont really like telling moss how i feel, especially about mike. like who the fuck ?? why does it matter to you? and yes im pregnant. he has absolutely no say in my life or my body. i really do not need to hear him telling me how hard its going to be.
i will be able to do it. i wasnt trying to get pregnant but thats my fault. i could of swallowed three birth control pills the next day. (it acts as the morning after pill)...but i didnt. im pregnant now so i am dealing with it. i am happy i am.
but about mike, in no way am i considering being with him. id like to eventually meet someone who is on my page. someone fun, adventurous, sweet, patient, encouraging, easy to talk too etc.
mike is too grumpy and hes just.. i cant. not sure why i went and actually BLOGGED!?? i think i had a reason!??? oh well...i forget now. oh because while i was looking through airbnbs and i see a bunch of lovely places to stay at. for example, one above the fish market in easton. very nice place!! if i had a fun openminded guy, i would love to get an airbnb, make a few drinks, have dinner at fish market, then head out to standard and rivals. i remember dennis and i used to get a room at the holiday inn when it was still in easton, and we would head out to the bars downtown easton then just stay at the hotel and we would have awesome, buzzed up sex then sleep and sex in the morning then breakfast at perkins the next morning, (no longer there now)...of course we were in our 20s then...but it was fun.
i could NEVER imagine doing anything like that with mike!? in fact, i have been with just mike all through my 30s! im 42 now!!!?? i didnt date anyone else!? yeah i did hang out with that guy from the airport a bit, but we werent dating. other than that..nope!? i went on a few dates off of plentyoffish.com WHICH WERE A BUST!! ughh! no thanks! but yeah..nope! oh and kyle doesnt count. those were hookups. he msgd me again lately but its not like were gonna go on some kind of date. whatever/
yeah im gonna have a baby. but it doesnt mean i cant meet somebody on my page! i guess time will tell..all i know is, i really CANNOT WITH MIKE! i mean...i dont understand!?? i am in baffle!
bafflement!!
anyways, i am looking at airbnbs local, because im hoping for a photoshoot soon.
its so weird..i was ready for the summer. i kind of wanted to get pregnant but then there was a thought to myself such as, no. i dont want too. i actually had some money saved and i was talking to a plastic surgeon, local ,about getting breast implants. plus i wanted to get more tattoos as well now that the shops reopened. the one saturday, i remember...mike and i went to eat outside, when outdoor dining was a thing. we went to tacos y tequila. i remember it started raining. then sara wanted me to meet up with her downtown easton, at standard, where outdoor drinking and tents were open . i didnt want to stay out tho, i had to work the next day anyways. actually, mike didnt want to stay and hang out because he is lame and boring and complains all the time. sara wanted me to stay but mike didnt want me too, i wasnt feeling it tho it was rainy and what not. well i did end up staying but it was lame so i called mike to come get me. i unreluctantly slept there. the next day he wanted to have sex and i didnt want too. i was planning to get breast implants within the next 2 fucking weeks anyways. i even told him, "I CANNOT GET PREGNANT!!!!" he knew. he heard me! i didnt want to have sex but he said it will be ok. so that was that time. the next time was june 29th when i went tubing with sara and saheed and kelly. we were drinking claws and fireball and smoking cigs down the river. it was fun! i had a good time! when i got off the river tho i felt tired. anyways i went home and wanted to sleep. mike came over. sara wanted me to go to sand bar so i did even tho i was super tired. angie was there too. i had a drink but i was so tired. before we went tho, mike and i had sex, i was drunk from the tubing. of course, he always puts me down. he shames me for drinking and having a good time. i had fun! i wish i had a guy who would like to do fun things with me!! i like doing summery stuff like that! anyways, that was the last time i got drunk! june 29th. that wknd , friday actually, we went swimming at westons pool. i had a few seltzers. i thought i was getting my period the day before, but then the bleeding stopped. so i decided to take a pregnancy test strip. a very light line came up showing im pregnant!??! i was like WHUT!??? the next day was riverside july 4th party. my plans were to stay overnight at my parents house, sleep in the rv, and walk across the bridge to riverside.
i always wanted to be with a fun boyfriend. someone whod want to chill in the RV with me, drink some. walk across the bridge to riverside. mike is not it. he shames me because i still like to enjoy life. in fact, that night he was getting impatient waiting to see the fireworks. he didnt want to go to riverside. not the first year he got impatient on the bridge. im a country girl, i grew up on the river. i grew up exploring and being adventurous. mike does not understand this. he gets crabby and hes not fun. sometimes i grind my fists so much I HATE HIM!!!
im not sure when i got pregnant was it or the 20th? i thought it was the 20th at first, but that would make me 9 weeks. when i went to my appt 2 weeks ago, they couldnt even see the baby it was too small . she said im only 5 weeks. so if i was 5 weeks (now 7) then it would of been the 29th. so i ovulated late!??? weird. and i got a positive result just a few days later!?? is that possible? that meant i probably could of went to the july 4th party and enjoyed myself, knock back a few...etc. it would of techinically been my first week.but of course mikes a boring grumpy person. i was actually trying to just get rid of him for good but that didnt end up happening.
that was the last time mike and i were intimate too. i tell him i have to wait until the dr says its safe. i dont know!??!
its august now. i still will go out but i dont stay out late. im not drinking or smoking. i had a white claw here and there or a glass of white zinfandel, but just one. and i sip slowly and have water with it. that happened seldomly. in fact, im going to stop doing that.
oh btw, i dont really like telling moss how i feel, especially about mike. like who the fuck ?? why does it matter to you? and yes im pregnant. he has absolutely no say in my life or my body. i really do not need to hear him telling me how hard its going to be.
i will be able to do it. i wasnt trying to get pregnant but thats my fault. i could of swallowed three birth control pills the next day. (it acts as the morning after pill)...but i didnt. im pregnant now so i am dealing with it. i am happy i am.
but about mike, in no way am i considering being with him. id like to eventually meet someone who is on my page. someone fun, adventurous, sweet, patient, encouraging, easy to talk too etc.
mike is too grumpy and hes just.. i cant. not sure why i went and actually BLOGGED!?? i think i had a reason!??? oh well...i forget now. oh because while i was looking through airbnbs and i see a bunch of lovely places to stay at. for example, one above the fish market in easton. very nice place!! if i had a fun openminded guy, i would love to get an airbnb, make a few drinks, have dinner at fish market, then head out to standard and rivals. i remember dennis and i used to get a room at the holiday inn when it was still in easton, and we would head out to the bars downtown easton then just stay at the hotel and we would have awesome, buzzed up sex then sleep and sex in the morning then breakfast at perkins the next morning, (no longer there now)...of course we were in our 20s then...but it was fun.
i could NEVER imagine doing anything like that with mike!? in fact, i have been with just mike all through my 30s! im 42 now!!!?? i didnt date anyone else!? yeah i did hang out with that guy from the airport a bit, but we werent dating. other than that..nope!? i went on a few dates off of plentyoffish.com WHICH WERE A BUST!! ughh! no thanks! but yeah..nope! oh and kyle doesnt count. those were hookups. he msgd me again lately but its not like were gonna go on some kind of date. whatever/
yeah im gonna have a baby. but it doesnt mean i cant meet somebody on my page! i guess time will tell..all i know is, i really CANNOT WITH MIKE! i mean...i dont understand!?? i am in baffle!
bafflement!!
july
july july...what happened in july??? ahh i dont know!? i learnt im pregnant???
but for real...hmm...
but for real...hmm...
REAL HOUSEWIVES = MEN! Denise Richards Lisa Rinna Lala Kent Transgender*...
to "hollywood' ( i am using it as a blanket term or whatever)..just come out and start admitting most if not all celebs are trans we are sick of all this lying deceipt. listen i am a real woman and i know real women and aint none of real nonfamous women look or resemble these celebrities! please! this is a travesty!
Tuesday, July 21, 2020
PROJECT APARTMENT TOUR ������ WHAT DOES IT THE INSIDE REALLY LOOK �� LIKE???...
wow she has a NICE public housing! shit!! for real. i know they do them up nice when someone moves out, the hop on in and remodel. phyliss has beautiful kitchen. i need A REMODEL!!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2020
Thursday, June 25, 2020
Tuesday, June 2, 2020
2020
Jan-Kobe Bryant and Gianna die\
Feb- Tiger King
March- Coronavirus
April- lockdown and quarantine
May- Murder Hornets
June- George Floyd and riots
Feb- Tiger King
March- Coronavirus
April- lockdown and quarantine
May- Murder Hornets
June- George Floyd and riots
Tuesday, May 26, 2020
ASMR plasma donation
im starting to donate plasma, and the initial experience was very ASMRish. they start off with a questionnaire, then take our pics. then we have to fill out the questionnaire. we go back for a physical and they ask us questions and ask about any tattoos or piercings. they show us papers while explaining to us the process, then we do some cranial nerve type stuff, like pushing down when they are pushing up. they give us crackers to eat while they explain with pictures what the procedure entails. cheese or peanut butter? give us a bottled water as well. check our lungs and 4 chambers of our heart. then they look at our veins. then we go to the bed thing when they hook up the needle and tube and we lay there for 45 mins. then they pay us. (well, they did that earlier) with a preloaded debit card. not bad. i want to do an asmr video of this!!!
i also want to do a pedicure one or something...idk
i also want to do a pedicure one or something...idk
Thursday, May 7, 2020
ELECTRIC NEON LINER | FESTIVAL MAKEUP
this is 3 years old..you can tell with the way its edited..but i still want /need to do this look!! i love neon i just need to get this look down i need the nyx white liquid liner..and certain kind of brushes. i can order with sephora...jc penney.
Thursday, April 30, 2020
hazard pay for workers!
yeah congress! please pass this. we essential workers need this.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/terinaallen/2020/04/22/up-to-25000-hazard-pay-for-essential-workers-one-of-our-very-highest-priorities/#4516566236d1
https://www.forbes.com/sites/terinaallen/2020/04/22/up-to-25000-hazard-pay-for-essential-workers-one-of-our-very-highest-priorities/#4516566236d1
how weird. now that girl is all over the news. i feel so bad for her. shes really scared and upset. i remember when i had a manic episode which i freaked out so bad i went to the hospital. i am still convinced that i was drugged and certain tv shows were saying things to induce me even deeper into that psychedelic trip. but yeah i didnt have knives in my car and threaten anyone.
secret service was following her for a while. how scary..
https://www.thedailybeast.com/a-qanon-devotee-live-streamed-her-trip-to-ny-to-take-out-joe-biden?ref=home
secret service was following her for a while. how scary..
https://www.thedailybeast.com/a-qanon-devotee-live-streamed-her-trip-to-ny-to-take-out-joe-biden?ref=home
Wednesday, April 29, 2020
Fall of Cabal [PART 5 of 10]
one of mosses friends went crazy and facebook lived herself driving to NYC where she was crying and calling herself the coronavirus. watching that was heartbreaking. very sad to watch. she was watching these videos and got all worried and upset also up for days possibly on meth...
sighhhhh...
chrissy teigen to courtney stodden
why was she so mean to her tho?? its really weird
https://ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com/117816508.html
https://ohnotheydidnt.livejournal.com/117816508.html
Monday, April 27, 2020
How To GREEN SCREEN Yourself using Android!
i dont want to spend over 100.00 on green screen setup, not only that but i dont really have the room in my place for a setup. i just want to do a ghetto green screen setup! i want to do it for my asmr channel that i have to recover, and for mukbangs!!! i could also set it all up at mikes house, in his basement. or, i can just move back in with him!??? ay yi yi...but anyways..jk bout dat
Friday, April 17, 2020
i have so many ASMR ideas! I need to get a green screen!!! i can use mikes basement as a studio im sure.
80s stationary! Lisa Frank! Trapper Keepers. erasers. pencil cases!! I will need to order my 80s throwback eyeglasses for these.
throwback perfumes!!
electric youth, loves baby soft, exclamation, navy, sunflowers elizabeth arden, ck one, white musk, gap dream, tribe, malibu musk etc etc etc!!! YES!!!
i have more ASMR too. but i need motivation. i wish i can get payed from youtube i already made 60.00 from it LOL
80s stationary! Lisa Frank! Trapper Keepers. erasers. pencil cases!! I will need to order my 80s throwback eyeglasses for these.
throwback perfumes!!
electric youth, loves baby soft, exclamation, navy, sunflowers elizabeth arden, ck one, white musk, gap dream, tribe, malibu musk etc etc etc!!! YES!!!
i have more ASMR too. but i need motivation. i wish i can get payed from youtube i already made 60.00 from it LOL
Thursday, April 16, 2020
Bar Essentials | Basics with Babish
working on my lil bar so i can make drinks for friends. need all the essentials!
Tuesday, April 14, 2020
March/ April 2020
- Joe Exotic Tiger King
April
Ozark on netflix, lays jalapeno and lime with cream cheese dip
Stimulus checks, loas,
April
Ozark on netflix, lays jalapeno and lime with cream cheese dip
Stimulus checks, loas,
Friday, April 3, 2020
Friday, March 27, 2020
Thursday, March 26, 2020
Transvestigation Game of Thrones
TO MOVIE AND HOLLYWOOD: I WOULD PREFER TO SEE REAL, NORMAL LOOKING PEOPLE. ENOUGH OF THIS SECRET TRANSGENDERS. FOR REAL. I WOULD RELATE MORE TO MOVIES IF THEY WOULD USE TRUE TO THEIR GENDER ACTORS AND SUCH. I WATCHED A MOVIE WITH MIKE ON NETFLIX..WHERE THEY MAN/WOMAN FROM 13 REASONS WHY THE MOM...SHE WOULD SLEEPWALK AND MASTERBATE IN FRONT OF THE GUY FROM AMERICAN PIE I FORGET WHAT IT IS CALLED...HE WANTED TO KILL HIMSELF. THE GIRL THO DOES LOOK LIKE A REAL FEMALE. SHRUG. POINT IS..STOP WITH THE SECRET TRANSGENDERS. OH WHY CUZ BAPHOMET IS YOUR IDOL!?? MMKAY DAN
tom hanks son
tom hanks is a weirdo...his son chet tho, is actually cute and looks like a dude not some FTM. he actually kind of looks like kyle, whom i havent seen in a while. i think he told others about us and he got fired. ive been staying at mikes so i dont know if he tried to come over...whatever.
who cares...
who cares...
Friday, February 28, 2020
Wednesday, February 26, 2020
Jobs the last 10 years
so...i had to write down ALL MY JOBS FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS!?? LIKE WHAT? i dont remember!?? so i decided to go through my blogger because im sure i can see my jobs through this blog here. im scrolling..man. see, i dont really post too much here anymore, and if i do, its kind of boring. you aint gonna find no juicy spill the beans gossip here anymore..primarily because, im too lazy to write about my life and i just..dont really feel the need too!? idk/ im older so who cares. i mean..i can. bitch. if i wanted too...right? ehh anyways so i just spent hours going through to write down all my jobs i had within the past 10 years. i never really kept jobs down..pretty much because moss always had me going on trips so id just quit. see, i dont mind working at walmart...ill work there, but im bored and need change and i am very interested in going back in the military. they will let me back in, but i had to do some homework. i had to get three refernence letters, so i had joe one of my supervisors at walmart write one out for me, terry my cousin had her husband carl , well, she wrote it. hes a firefighter (volunteer) so i thought that would look good, also the nursery coordinator at my church, to show that i volunteer with church, which i do! im going to start helping with the older kids too. then i am going to need 3 more references so i can use mike? weston, and moss i guess. who knows. i need someone who will talk good about me. but yeah. my blog in the past man..what the heck??! one night ill just read things i wrote, of course, theres a big chunk of blog posts that i deleted...i forget why i did that?? i think i felt like,,,i really do not remember...
here are my jobs i came out with (i did not include the polish restaurant i was working at, and i dont remember the temp agencies either>!???!)
2010-Daves Deli, LA Cafe at Lehigh valley airport
2011- LA Cafe, Heartland Pharmacy
2012- Crayola (temp agency?)
(unemployment) Telemarketing (forget the company?)
2013- Penn Foam, Cigar Works (temp agency? sherry works there ill have to ask her)
2014- A&H Swimwear (temp agency)
White Castle, BonTon
2015- Nutrisystem, Slimfast, peeps etc (temp agency)
2015-2017- Majestic
2017-Present- Walmart
here are my jobs i came out with (i did not include the polish restaurant i was working at, and i dont remember the temp agencies either>!???!)
2010-Daves Deli, LA Cafe at Lehigh valley airport
2011- LA Cafe, Heartland Pharmacy
2012- Crayola (temp agency?)
(unemployment) Telemarketing (forget the company?)
2013- Penn Foam, Cigar Works (temp agency? sherry works there ill have to ask her)
2014- A&H Swimwear (temp agency)
White Castle, BonTon
2015- Nutrisystem, Slimfast, peeps etc (temp agency)
2015-2017- Majestic
2017-Present- Walmart
Tuesday, February 25, 2020
Jason Aldean - Dirt Road Anthem
hey! any guy that listens to country music..not any guy. i just think its hot! LOVE COUNTRY BOYEES im drunk
Old Dominion - One Man Band
i heart this song..but im letting spirits attached to me. now i want to sleep!
Friday, February 21, 2020
Silicone vs Saline. Which Breast Implant Is Best For You?
i want breast implants. hes cute. but for real, i want em! for real
Thursday, February 20, 2020
Hot Cheetos Corn on the Cob DIY/Mukbang
mexicana chicana from san diego. its so weird how this is all the usa, but parts like san diego and southern california ARE SO DIFFERENT then up east whereabouts. but she is right, she DID change the game! the whole eating on youtube, hot cheetos dust on everything! speaking of. i STILL want to find a forever 21 cheetos tube top that will fit me!! CANT WAIT TILL THE SUMMER!!!!
Friday, February 14, 2020
Tour of an Edwardian Farmhouse built in 1905!
what a beautiful little fucking railroad town!? is this PA? deep pa?? LOVE DEEP PA! where is 'Alton?"...
1893 Authentic Restoration Farmhouse Tour | Ep 5
beautiful house...but too country quaint. i want to feel feelings. lived in homes. she talks too much. i hate house tours where they just talk so much. just film your house you dont have to explain where you got that peice of furniture from. around 11 minutes, that kitchen!! it made me cry. it just...something about that brought memories..even if they werent mine. just a time...where people were not overwhelmed and consumed with social media. the smells of a kitchen, scrubbies and cleaning materials, dog kibble...my grandmother abuelita...i dont know? i just adore actual country homes...but before people remodeled things to make it 'modern chic'...nostalgic breezes such as the military, kansas, wizard of oz...um...just times where things were different. hard to explain. shrug
Thursday, February 13, 2020
Manhattan shoebox apartment: a 78-square-foot mini studio
800 a month for this!?? this tiny ass apartment?? i mean...i could not imagine. WHY??? i have been to nice apartments in NYC too, suites. ahh i miss the city. i need to go back!
Wednesday, February 12, 2020
office space
I am super excited, I halfway cleaned out my closet and set up my PC and my printer in it. I am transferring it into my own little office space, ala King of the Hill style. I want to put some LED lights in it and some more posters and what not...I can even put some books in it etc. I need to get rid of my old washer and dryer and put some of the stuff from my office in that room. I want a new washer/dryer combo, one that is one tho. No excuses! I have an office, so now I can go there to write. I do not want to use it for the internet use. That will be for WRITING!!! I also need photoshop, flash and illustrator...and whatever other editing software they have so I can edit videos together and what not. I can also make more playlists and download music, I can make more of my 'transvestigation' videos, I do need a good editing software...I can get a language setup, like Rosetta Stone??
Things I want to write about..first, the anand jon story. I mean, why not? Also, my ideas that I have...but I need some new ideas. I can do my childrens story ideas. I can use my kitchen table for all my art stuff..painting and what not.
I do wish I had a bigger house, but for now, this is my home. Yes, I would love to someday live in a nice country house...with a cornfield out back. I would love to have my own job working from home!?? YAHHH!!
but anyways, I just do not want my life to be all about working at walmart then being so busy i waste my days off.
i need to start creating! doing something. i used to write all the time, and not just idiotically blogging. true writing.
things i need from walmart tho:
- scour pads, dish scrubbies, vitamins, LED lights, big hershey chocolate kiss valentines, 3.47 shirts for working out..
i forget.
Things I want to write about..first, the anand jon story. I mean, why not? Also, my ideas that I have...but I need some new ideas. I can do my childrens story ideas. I can use my kitchen table for all my art stuff..painting and what not.
I do wish I had a bigger house, but for now, this is my home. Yes, I would love to someday live in a nice country house...with a cornfield out back. I would love to have my own job working from home!?? YAHHH!!
but anyways, I just do not want my life to be all about working at walmart then being so busy i waste my days off.
i need to start creating! doing something. i used to write all the time, and not just idiotically blogging. true writing.
things i need from walmart tho:
- scour pads, dish scrubbies, vitamins, LED lights, big hershey chocolate kiss valentines, 3.47 shirts for working out..
i forget.
Tuesday, February 11, 2020
ABANDONED 1980s Time Capsule Mansion | Million Dollar Mansions
so im watching this, annoyed because the narrator is so annoying. then i read the comments. REPORT THIS HOUSE TO THE POLICE!!!
this video was made in toronto, and the owners were asian. commenters theorize that it was possibly an inheritance to the guy who was sex trafficking women from korea? thailand? mark chen was arrested in toronto for sex trafficking. the guy filming is a moron, or who knows. just very creepy and there are lots of filming equipment and boomboxes throughout..
Edit with updates after watching again with my wife: Report this house to the cops! That's my advice as a former cop. Don't worry about a trespassing charge, that's minor compared to what's going on in this house! This house is in current use and is likely a routing house for trafficking and/or sex with/video with the trafficked victims. There is likely a secret hiding place somewhere where people were hiding even while you were there. My guess would be a room you couldn't access or a hidden area off that walk in cedar closet you looked in. You can see a wire on the ground running into the wall. There are multiple newer style fridges in multiple different areas of the house. Did you look inside? Fresh food inside? The "ghetto blasters" in every bedroom, could be used to drown out screams. Plastic style sheeting on every bed with plenty of extra bedding stockpiled. Were all the suitcases full or empty? If empty then their contents were likely sorted out into the stacks of bagged items. Anything valuable is sold, personal items like the pictures torn up. The older style luggage doesn't necessarily mean it's been there a long time. Keep in mind some Asian countries are behind in trends etc and lower income families might have older luggage like that. Those old style light bulbs are used because they tend to last longer when left running all the time. I have lost of questions, probably too many to post and idk if this post will be viewed by the original poster
this video was made in toronto, and the owners were asian. commenters theorize that it was possibly an inheritance to the guy who was sex trafficking women from korea? thailand? mark chen was arrested in toronto for sex trafficking. the guy filming is a moron, or who knows. just very creepy and there are lots of filming equipment and boomboxes throughout..
Edit with updates after watching again with my wife: Report this house to the cops! That's my advice as a former cop. Don't worry about a trespassing charge, that's minor compared to what's going on in this house! This house is in current use and is likely a routing house for trafficking and/or sex with/video with the trafficked victims. There is likely a secret hiding place somewhere where people were hiding even while you were there. My guess would be a room you couldn't access or a hidden area off that walk in cedar closet you looked in. You can see a wire on the ground running into the wall. There are multiple newer style fridges in multiple different areas of the house. Did you look inside? Fresh food inside? The "ghetto blasters" in every bedroom, could be used to drown out screams. Plastic style sheeting on every bed with plenty of extra bedding stockpiled. Were all the suitcases full or empty? If empty then their contents were likely sorted out into the stacks of bagged items. Anything valuable is sold, personal items like the pictures torn up. The older style luggage doesn't necessarily mean it's been there a long time. Keep in mind some Asian countries are behind in trends etc and lower income families might have older luggage like that. Those old style light bulbs are used because they tend to last longer when left running all the time. I have lost of questions, probably too many to post and idk if this post will be viewed by the original poster
Sunday, February 9, 2020
Friday, February 7, 2020
What we EAT in a DAY as Victoria's Secret Models
the blonde one..whatever her name is? victorias secret model.. she looks like a dude. when they are in the kitchen, you can see the movements...resemble that of transwomen. real women have q angles. these are not real women. victorias secret and numerous other outlooks have us all brainwashed into believing these are beautiful, exotic peacocks..but truly, they were supposed to be men, that is why they look the way they do. women just have a different structure. i always disliked that there are no real looking people on tv or in movies. they make us feel like we just do not have that look, you know? its weird. i really wish they could use a REAL MAN and a REAL WOMAN! that would change HOLLYWOOD!!?? its just ridiculous
Wednesday, February 5, 2020
Celebrities with Habsburg Jaw
weird..i heard someone in a video mention 'habsburg jaw' i guess its a result of inbreeding. not like these children were chosen to be born into an incestual monarch bloodline..i guess...who knows...?
Sunday, February 2, 2020
Saturday, February 1, 2020
ulta tomorrow
Tomorrow, I might go to ulta and use my ULTA credit card to get some stuff...like the caroline herrera perfume and a kylie lipgloss...i need a new mascara too. sometimes i like to go shopping , ya know?
SO WHATEVER
also will hit the gym. then superbowl and weston and larins house.
SO WHATEVER
also will hit the gym. then superbowl and weston and larins house.
the other day, i was watching christina aguilera talk about her old looks on youtube, she said the one outfit was from abercrombie and fitch. the next day, i wore an abercrombie flannel that was too small to work, and i saw a guy with a shirt that said abercrombie and fitch on the back of it. i never hear anyone mention that store anymore...
tonight mike brought over a pupu platter from chinese restaurant. anyways, i saw an article about a turd cutter?? and i made a remark and someone was like, 'did you even read the article?" i didnt..so i clicked to read, and it said, ''poopoo platter'
HA! anyways.
also im put on 'the tourist' on netflix. my friend kim posted a pic of angelina in that movie with a dress im like HEY im watching that movie and she was like SO AM I!??
COINCENDANCE!~! YASSS !??!?
tonight mike brought over a pupu platter from chinese restaurant. anyways, i saw an article about a turd cutter?? and i made a remark and someone was like, 'did you even read the article?" i didnt..so i clicked to read, and it said, ''poopoo platter'
HA! anyways.
also im put on 'the tourist' on netflix. my friend kim posted a pic of angelina in that movie with a dress im like HEY im watching that movie and she was like SO AM I!??
COINCENDANCE!~! YASSS !??!?
Friday, January 31, 2020
5 Exercises That Will Transform Your Body In Just 4 Weeks
been trying to work out and eat healthy. its tough when my dad calls me after work and says lila is sleeping over and they are at joes steak shop, or they meet me for lunch and we go to mcdonalds...:youtube idea...no rhythm girl (me) attempts to follow twerking tutorials...
Thursday, January 30, 2020
i want to do a photoshoot back of an old pickup truck this summer.
more photoshoots! must do!
also, im talking to the recruiter on monday. id like to go back in the army, (national guard) for MP.
would like to get breast implants as well
trying to lose weight.
quit walmart...
etc etc etc
NEED CHANGES!! CHANGES CHANGES
more photoshoots! must do!
also, im talking to the recruiter on monday. id like to go back in the army, (national guard) for MP.
would like to get breast implants as well
trying to lose weight.
quit walmart...
etc etc etc
NEED CHANGES!! CHANGES CHANGES
Sunday, January 26, 2020
Thursday, January 23, 2020
Wednesday, January 22, 2020
Sunday, January 19, 2020
Tomorrows Plan:
so today, I spent the majority of it typing out that spreadsheet for my friend the bartender. I got payed 50.00 for that. i also watched Joker with Mike and we had arbys.
So tomorrow, I plan on cleaning my bedroom and fixing the closet to be an office. I also need to call Straight talk about my text msg problems, call my PO, call dr kristy about my insurance and my bloodwork. I also need to go to the gym, then to target to pick up my meds. I need to get some groceries as well.
what else?? later that night, youtube ideas. storytimes about my mom who went to boarding school.
but yeah..i need to get some healthy foods for the week as well.
so today, I spent the majority of it typing out that spreadsheet for my friend the bartender. I got payed 50.00 for that. i also watched Joker with Mike and we had arbys.
So tomorrow, I plan on cleaning my bedroom and fixing the closet to be an office. I also need to call Straight talk about my text msg problems, call my PO, call dr kristy about my insurance and my bloodwork. I also need to go to the gym, then to target to pick up my meds. I need to get some groceries as well.
what else?? later that night, youtube ideas. storytimes about my mom who went to boarding school.
but yeah..i need to get some healthy foods for the week as well.
Wednesday, January 15, 2020
L'OREAL X FIBER XTREME RESIST MASCARA PUT TO THE TEST | Beauty's Big Sis...
im going to get this. its a fiber but not scary
Tuesday, January 14, 2020
diet
Breakfast ideas:
Smoothies (bananas, strawberries, blueberries, almond milk)
egg whites with spinach/veggies/mushroom etc
rye toast with almond butter/or coconut oil
strawberries
whole wheat pancakes with fruit
steel cut oatmeal with fruit
turkey bacon
whole wheat english muffin with butter or jam
snack
almonds/walnuts
greek yogurt
cottage cheese
carrot sticks
apple
orange
low fat cheese spread on crackers
blueberries/strawberries/blackberries/raspberries
string cheese
lunch
whole wheat english muffin with marinara sauce and low fact shredded mozz cheese
whole wheat fusilli (or pasta) with marinara sauce
rye bread with turkey or tuna and low fat mayo
lean cuisine
salads
dinner
chicken
beef
fish
veggies, broccoli, asparagus, mushrooms, peppers, onions etc
sweet potato, baked potato
beverages
seltzer water,
water with lemon,
????
almond milk, flavored waters...
Smoothies (bananas, strawberries, blueberries, almond milk)
egg whites with spinach/veggies/mushroom etc
rye toast with almond butter/or coconut oil
strawberries
whole wheat pancakes with fruit
steel cut oatmeal with fruit
turkey bacon
whole wheat english muffin with butter or jam
snack
almonds/walnuts
greek yogurt
cottage cheese
carrot sticks
apple
orange
low fat cheese spread on crackers
blueberries/strawberries/blackberries/raspberries
string cheese
lunch
whole wheat english muffin with marinara sauce and low fact shredded mozz cheese
whole wheat fusilli (or pasta) with marinara sauce
rye bread with turkey or tuna and low fat mayo
lean cuisine
salads
dinner
chicken
beef
fish
veggies, broccoli, asparagus, mushrooms, peppers, onions etc
sweet potato, baked potato
beverages
seltzer water,
water with lemon,
????
almond milk, flavored waters...
Monday, January 13, 2020
I'm Coming Out.
I knew it~ I knew someone would come out and say they are transgendered. Playing it safe with a youtube makeup star. Testing the waters. Heres the thing. Nikki Tutorials has been masquerading as female this whole time!???! Sure, she is tall, but...she has been pretending to be a female. No one knew none the wiser. Now, she as so much support. No one is upset or confused. Everyone is happy for her. No one questions it. Ok well, thats great..just that..um, she aint the only one! Of course, someone like Margot Robbit will not come out and say, 'i was born a boy'..WHAT? IMAGINE!??! A sexpot like Margot Robbie or Scarlett Johanssen, or...you know...Grimes? Yes grimes! I have to do a video on her and elon musk. grimes is a dude. ALSO...did you see how manly Gillian Michaels looked!???!
ASMR Visiting Your Favorite Italian Restaurant
my fave kinds of asmr...restaurant and i love anonymous's videos!
Dead of Winter ASMR Part 1 (Zombie Apocalype Roleplay)
i really enjoy anonymous asmr, because its more creative then all the other boring asmr videos. its like a virtual story. i really need to start back with my creativity and develop videos that are stories. i also want/need to write asmr stories. i have an asmr story blog.
Sunday, January 12, 2020
cant get these images out my head now!!!
the screams are annoying but yeah...they are a transgendered couple
Thursday, January 9, 2020
The Last Residents of Centralia, The Town That's Burned For 40 Years (2003)
i need to explore here in the summer. i really just wish i can find someone fun to explore with. for real....:(
Wednesday, January 8, 2020
Tuesday, January 7, 2020
it sucks i am banned from adsense wtf? anyways...
imagine being frozen for a year? im gonna do a new thing. each month i will reference pop culture and news and such.
so far, jan 2020 consisted of...
- ricky gervais opening monologue
- war with iran?
- dont fuck with cats on netflix. you 2
- um...not sure what else???
imagine being frozen for a year? im gonna do a new thing. each month i will reference pop culture and news and such.
so far, jan 2020 consisted of...
- ricky gervais opening monologue
- war with iran?
- dont fuck with cats on netflix. you 2
- um...not sure what else???
Friday, January 3, 2020
Retiring Phillipsburg cop tears up as son delivers final dispatch call
I was driving past the firehouse when I saw this, I asked the fireman what was going on he told me police officer was retiring. I took pics and all. When my uncle Bob just recently retired, all the police in whitehouse nj held a party for him they looked at my uncle which such esteem. He is an honorary police man. also served in the air force for 20 years.
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