Friday, August 31, 2012

Outfit of the week

I am going to do a new thing where i post what I will call, 'outfit of the week'. I am going to find outfits that I like, and this week it is Leann Rimes. Mrs. Rimes, (is she married? yes!) is in the middle of a lawsuit, in which a brandi glanville fan called her and recorded her over the phone calling her a bitch then she denied it a minute later. well, she is now in treatment for anxiety? uh, last i heard, when normal people have anxiety, they deal with it! xanax helps and so does alcohol, but who goes to treatment? but then, who forgets what they said a minute ago aka lindsey lohan calling paris hilton a cunt and forgetting about it when she got triggered by her handler in the backseat. weird stuff....:/ nonetheless, leanns outfit is nice and you can tell it looks like its well over 1000.00...tsk



Thursday, August 30, 2012

pics

here are some pics i guess i will upload them here?? not the best quality but you know, whatever!??! shrug

kind of cheesy...i need to lose weight and get better clothes too i have nothing to wear on shoots! i need a really good professional photo shoot tho...i dont know??? yuck


























movie etc niagara falls

Hey, so....Monday my parents picked me up quite early, and drove me to meet moss at his moms in suffern new york. it was about an hour and a half drive. moss got his panties in a bunch because we were not there exactly at 10am. we got there at 11. my parents got me late! so yeah late start, but then it was his fault when he wanted to specifically get wendys for lunch and we made a turn on the highway to find the damn wendys, took us 45 minutes out of the way just to eat there. then he sat in the car to text, and we got out, he sets his ray bans on the table because i had to charge my phone, (bought the wrong charger, i left mine home, acually, the peice to my car charger was not attached damnet!) so he said he had to use the bathroom so he went to the bathroom but was taking so long! i was hungry. what was he doing there? taking a shit? jerking off to jenna haze? HAHA!!? but i was hungry so i got in line for my lunch and i got it and sat down, well, he finally comes out 15 minutes later, (i bought my own lunch!), :/ anyways...i guess he was texting in there. whatever?ha!..so we got to rochester and we went on a road and nicole, (one of anand jons victims, how moss described her..i hate the word victim tho) hmm...we met up with her. i chatted with her on facebook. she was there. we went to moss's friend who does real estate for a meeting since he wants to rent out property well he wants to invest. INVEST INVEST INVEST!!! so we sat there, then nicole suggested we go somewhere, someone brought up the garbage plate... but first we stopped at this cool cozy little tiki bar by the beach had a drink then went to ed tahous, i guess...i'll get the name later...here is a video of what makes 'the garbage plate' oh yeah..watch this too, its nicole and ron, this was all fake tho ha!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iErX2NVybo4 

(btw when you do these court cases on tv, they will pay you...she only got 300.00 she should of gotten more...moore?)


 also have some pics



garbage plate, watch video above to see what it consists of ha i had to try it tho



so, after that moss still wanted to hang out even tho it was late so we went to this middle of nowhere new york bar for a beer but she got anxiety it was late too and we still had an hour and a half to get into niagara. so we finally got there, i saw mist coming up i knew it was the falls. i wanted to walk over and see it lit up. well we did walk there, and it was cool but it was the usa side. we saw a place where we can walk to canada, but i thought it was closed. i saw these spinning doors made of bars so i walked through, not really thinking you know, i thought i would be able to get out but i got stuck and i couldnt get out. i had my purse in the car. well, i eventually had to go into the building and the border patrol police accusingly asked me why i dont have a license i felt like i was in trouble seriously. it was annoying i was tired and i just wanted to get out of their eventually they found my information and had a smirk on their face so it made me sort of paranoid.."are there notes in my files?" i thought to myself...who knows? at that point i was tired. when we got to the econo lodge i couldnt even get wifi. it was so cheap. ughh and i got so mad at moss for some reason he makes me scream at the top of my lungs! he started yelling and i was like, shut the fuck up!! i dont remember why now? he wanted me to go to the car and i didnt want too, plus being in that gross hotel room made me feel weird, and i was like, "i just want to be home!" ha who knows tho?

i only got about 4 hours of sleep. oh yeah, why doesnt moss ever put his bags in the trunk? he always puts them in the back seat. just weird lol!

so we got our call time for 10am and went to where they were shooting. it was fun. oh i have a copy of the script.....of my part, and the part after it, oh where is it??? i dont feel like looking for it now...but after my part, the girl says, "they are poisoning you" huh!?? poisoning??? (oh yeah nicole thought her ex boyfriend was poisoning her..) really?? it was funny because we got to spurt out stupid questions later, i called out, " what do you think of snooki's baby?" moss kept asking, "do you go by poison on your blog?" "do you poison your baby?" LOL! hope one of them make it in the film!

i have pics too. i snapped one of the guy we know well he was wearing a shirt with satan on it. reminded me of when jonas ackeland,(???) director of lady gagas telephone video, wore the satan shirt see?


see? on lady gagas set HA!!



 
all seeing eye??

so anyways, after we were done shooting, i wanted to walk into canada, (i thought i could with our licenses) to see the falls and to get poutine. apparently not. we needed our passports. i didnt eat all day and moss kept wanting to go back to the troma offices. i wandered downstairs because thats what i like to do, wander around!!! it was this huge warehouse with big rooms and air mattresses and spray paint and TROMA posters, it was pretty neat. i guess the crew and actors all sleep there while filming. i saw stairs leading downstairs DUH...ha! so i walked and saw graffiti spray painted but there were people sitting at a table this girl was like, "can i help you?" IM JUST WANDERING AROUND LET ME BE!! geesh!!!

i didnt say that i was just like, 'no im waiting for him upstairs' and flashed my copy of the script i had. we walked back to the office after we couldnt get into canada and at that point i was starving and moss wanted to get online. i started getting upset because he didn't want to leave and people were like, "are you staying here" aka, "your still here?" aka,"what are you doing still around?" HA! i was like, 'we never seem to leave!???!! FINALLY we left and stopped at a spot to find poutine at this place in buffalo new york.

about 20 minutes away. i saw it was a fancy establishment, in a fancy, 'hipster' part of collegiate town buffalo new york. it was at a brewery, with all types of fancy you know.. brewery type beers. nice place! we waited another 10 minutes so we could be seated outside. fuck it i ordered a red wine. ahh! moss went to use the bathroom so i just enjoyed being outside in this nice town of buffalo new york. buffalo. sipping and enjoying my merlot, (or whatever red wine it was)...lovely! this is what its about. enjoying a red wine outside at dusk...(it was getting darker but it was nice). then moss comes back. ruined! im kidding!!! LOL!!! but he was telling me facts and information but i was trying to listen to the bluesy music playing...

aww heck...so i knew the poutine would not be the correct proper canadian poutine. usually you get your poutine at a stand or a restaurant, not in some fancy shmancy brewy place, and it kept saying duck poutine...

turns out, duck was in it!!??! maybe it was foie gras?? i have the menu lets see...nevermind i dont have it. the restaurant was called the monk or something...

anyways, got home late. mike texted me to prove i was in niagara falls.


i had a photoshoot last night. it was a payed shoot which yes meant some nude pics but classy, never anything graphic or pornographic...i told mike this. in fact, i wanted him to come with me. when i used to model more, i would have payed shoots but most were for some nude shots too. and i would bring a friend or jeremy (NOT ron)  used to go with me. not a big deal. so we had the shoot in a luxury RV, and it was kind of weird when the guy closed the door, i dont think he should of did that seriously, that was weird. so mike got all upset and said, 'what the fuck are you doing' and started yelling and made me feel like i was doing something wrong. i need money and it was a payed shoot. plus i got images for myself! he kept calling me liar and slut and all of this, and even broke up with me. whatever. i cant take this anymore. he doesnt support me or care about things i do or want to endeavor. he doesnt care that i had that little part in the movie, he just doesnt care, or understand.

the guy payed me half of what he was supposed too, (200.00 for shoot SOME nudes so whats? nudes that word is dumb) i dont care about being naked! yes before it would be a big deal for me but alot of women do nude photoshoots so what! its not porn!

mike makes me feel like im such a bad person. im just sick of it. i need to figure things out. this aint working of course i love my marble!!!

she was posing



free drinks!

i just remembered, i got this in my email a while ago. i really wish i had more friends who like to do stuff like this. im going to post this to remind me:

Lori!

Happy Birthday month! See its your birthday coming up in Aug, wanted to reach out and give you an option for one of your birthday celebrations!

On behalf of Raymie, Demi Monde would like to invite you down for birthday drinks for you and your guests whatever day and time you choose!

Depending on how many people you have in your party would love to offer you a couple of our house made boozy carafes and up to a bottle of vodka paired with our house made specialty sodas for mixers (Strawberry tarragon soda/ Celery soda/ Grapefruit Soda).

Sexy space, cool ppl, good music, AMAZING drinks! Let me know if you're into it and I'll send you an email with more details. Happy Birthday!

--
Warm regards,

Janelle Pascual Boumel
Special Events Coordinator
Reservations/ Events/ Sponsorship
DEMI MONDE
90 Broad Street (Enter on Stone)
NY, NY 10004
O. 212.248.7220
C. 786.683.8852
E. janelle@demimondeny.com
www.demimondeny.com

Thursday, August 23, 2012

HEYZZZ!!

Ok i really really really need to figure something out, because THIS is not working! whats not working!? well, NOT WORKING for one! i keep telling moss, "i need to get a job!" i have to wait for filming, which i do want to do, because hey why not!?? at the same time tho, i need to start saving money. this morning i woke up when mike did, and as i sat there, i started thinking. well actually i went into the living room, which is much cooler due to windows being open, which omits a nice morning breeze, which i love! so i went back in the bedroom, i was like, ughh..i hate that room. its so dark and stuffy, there are no windows directly to the outside. it sucks. i had my own room in bethlehem which was nice. i want my own bedroom! for my clothes, beauty products, you know, posters...stuff like that. and i used to like sleeping there because i would feel the cool gentle breeze in the AM. well, i started feeling kind of like, what am i doing with my life? you know? as much as i felt lost on the west coast, i kinda feel like i should go back there, but the longer i stay here in easton pa, the farther it seems like those dreams will be. what dreams tho? i just want to get into the entertainment industry somehow. why? im creative? curious....i want to try!??? but uh....hmm.....i just feel like my life is pointless. im out here and i dont even work. this sucks! i want to do things with my life. i need friends too. everyone does. i asked mike, "when was the last real moment we had together?" and he seemed to take offense and start putting me down, making me feel like a bad person. he always reminds me that im a liar this and that and quite frankly it gets old and annoying. who wants to hear that shit all the time? you know?? plus, i just feel like no one is rooting for me. i feel alone. mike and i do not really have real moments or share real conversations. when i say this, well, past relationships, like glenn or whoever, i mean...i dont give a shit about past relationships tbh and i dont care about ex-boyfriends anymore! i dont give them much thought and i havent had alot but you know what i mean, we were able to hold conversations that were equal, us talking to each other in an equal, respectful manner, as adults AND AS friends! mike and i dont really have that....our relationship is this, ok and im not complaining i love mike, we know each other well, but he works alot and i dont. SUCKS! i want to work i truly fucking do this is insane doing absolutely fucking nothing with my life fucknuts! HAHA anyways...id take a job as a cashier in a grocery store. whatever!? there is a job, 3rd shift tho i dont care i would work overnight for the time being. like i said, i want to get a MAC and set up the office as a workspace where i can really start writing not fucking around on the laptop...i love fuckery flying fucknuggets fishsticks lispy....

NEXT TUESDAY! SHIT! datz when the scene is so GREAT SCOTT anyways...good so then i can start working!!! well...thats good i suppose but moss wants money for gas etc...i dont really have that, but whatever fucking A!

ehhh.....so yes mike works, i stay home. he comes home, tired. we eat, we tease each other, he goes to sleep. wknds is a hit or miss, fight or not but living with each other that tends to happen! im just...at the point i am feeling very you know....i cant think of the word...restless! i was thinking reckless. i need to start figuring things out for damn sure and after this i cant just have all these things going on...i need to work, save up money, then figure out what is best for me! sure i definately do want to go to see when ron tapes for conan, uh-oh, uh...since i just wrote about, yeah, that is going to end up NOT happening, just my luck. 

ok well thats all folks
oh yeah forgot to mention, i went to michaels yesterday got some art supplies and i went to target saw my mom as i was walking out of the bathroom haha! got some shirts i think im going to go to the mall again i need more clothes. i dont really have alot of clothes to wear. what else....oh so i went to shannans watched reefer madness and painted haha









Tuesday, August 21, 2012

wow

vigilents site actually has good comments, for once. i'll post them tomorrow tho its late and im tired and i just have an unsettling feeling....which i have had all night?

Sunday, August 19, 2012

a message from my mind

and soul, et cet et cet et cet anyways...so, i think im going to stop blogging. stop blogging!???! yes, stop blogging. why? well, despite all the views i get per diem: (i got 504 views yesterday) I DONT FEEL LIKE PRNT SCREEN AND PAINT NOW THO but yes...i just....i don't find it necessary to post/...uh, well, yeah i was going to say, despite all the views, im not making any money from my ads, although you would think i should be right? before adsense deleted me i had about 120.00 in a month...so....yeah i dont know? plus, i dont even know why im blogging??? hmm......yeah whats the point? also, why do i post so many updates on facebook? its actually quite silly. but anyways.....i also wanted to say, i posted in the mk page, how joey kovar just died and i was like, does dr drew gets perks and rewards per sacrifice? anyways, this sparked someone to say, 'you shouldnt go on the show!" because i dont want to go and die! well moss said he wants to get me on the next rehab show, so i posted that on the page. so anyways ppl started asking me questions, (like when weng showed me the conversations they were having about me) so they are like, 'you are a beta sex slave' HA!! because someone looked through my pics and saw pics at the avn etc so its just gotten to the point where i dont feel comfortable posting there anymore. and when i try to explain how i get subliminal msgs directed at me, (well, used too...i dont think i do anymore or lately, unless i havent picked up on it? shrug...living this life makes me dull...makes homer a dull boy ) yeah so........hmm......so ppl cant comprehend how this is possible so i dont even bother explaining so fuck it! so we went bowling friday night laser light, went to the pow-wow saturday it was a small powwow but cool also fish hatchery, and later that night we met jose at macgradys and then went to mollys we actually had fun and mike and i didnt argue. today we made burgers with sauteed onions bbq sauce and bacon and chedder with tater tots. oh friday i made korean short ribs in the slow cooker, theres some left in fact. hmm........yeah today...oh we rented casa de mi padre with will ferrel i actually liked that movie.

welp, thats all for now really. im tired.....damnet. i felt like i wanted to say something else but..i forget? oh well! oh oh OH! yes almost forgot so the MK page blocked a guy, some guy named grim le rogue...well turns out its THIS guy:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=1Bk0E_vnu0M


http://bossip.com/297609/nutso-fan-tries-to-challenge-a-rod-for-camerons-love-during-yankees-playoff-game12006/








Friday, August 17, 2012

Iggy Azalea - My World (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

someone just posted this in the group, she is like the white version of azalea banks...duality....black and white...she thinks shes the next tupac HA!! yeah right.....

scary

i wasnt going to share this, but i think i will now, because its just weird. well, i have some photoshoots set up, and one of them i actually just did the other day, which was a bondage style shoot. i looked at his model mayhem page, and it seemed like pretty safe bondage stuff, nothing too scary...heres the page: http://www.modelmayhem.com/1690029#VIEWALL  here is a description in his bio :
About me
I have been a photographer for many years and I enjoy meeting and working with new people. I own several web sites and I am always looking for new and interesting models.
     
      I always enjoyed creating images of woman tied up. I think it can be very artistic as well.
     
     It is always important for every one involved to have a nice time. There is a lot of work to modeling and taking pictures , but there is no reason that it can not be done in a fun stress free environment.
     
    The damsel in distress has always been a fascination in mystery books such as Nancy Drew and the old time cliff hanger serials of the 40 's and 50's. In the end the damsel always comes away smiling and that is part of what makes it all work out in the end

  You may always bring a friend along for a photo shoot.

  Always feel free to ask any questions and all models must be 18 years or older. Thanks
ANYWAYS...i did a bondage shoot before in california and that really freaked me out. another girl picked me up but she didnt do any modeling. i thought i was going to suffocate. he put a sock in my mouth and wrapped my face in pantyhose, so i couldnt see plus i was tied up so i couldnt move! i couldn't breathe! i thought i was going to suffocate to death! ugh i dont really like talking about it. anyways...this one seemed tame so i went to his weird apartment to shoot. yeah it was weird. Again my mouth was covered with duck tape and i had a sock in my mouth or a ballgag, (yeah weird i know, this was during different sets)...anyways...i got worried a few times, and when he took the ballgag out a LOT of slobber drooled out. gross! hmm....oh yeah i also notice the photographers who do bondage shoots seem very nice. very nice almost effeminate, gentle i guess, but then they seem to like seeing women in bondage and tied up idk?

but i just saw researched this one porn star who died during a bondage shoot, (someone posted about porn stars who died on the MK page)...and i found this hitting close to home..




scary huh? what about the snuff films that never get national exposure? there are so many cases of this that go unknown. it is pretty scary, i'll say....



Thursday, August 16, 2012

its tresstreetresstrielle

Hi, so this morning, I woke up around 10:30. I go back to sleep after Mike leaves. This morning I was feeling extra emotional or something because Mike got me really upset because he was just mocking and mimicking me. He kept making asinine statements when i was trying to ask him questions and it really annoyed me. He also always talks about Lisa which is weird!? He does it to tease me but i have asked him time and time again to STOP and that it bothers me but then he goes and says, 'like you cheating on me' am i going to hear this every day?  Anyways, so I went back to sleep and woke up around 10:30, and i layed in bed some more so i was on the verge of falling back asleep, and its at that point where the most random thoughts make its way into your head. Thoughts you are event thinking about. For instance, I thought of a scene, in a book or movie, where the girl was kidnapped and in a car, and she kicks her foot out the passenger side window. The guy driving is her ex or whatever, who has a foot fetish perhaps, and she puts her bloody foot on her face, leaving blood on his cheek and mouth. I dont know where or why that thought made its way into my mind. I also had another thought too, but i think because i knew if i got up then (10ish) i could of caught rachel ray) but instead i layed in bed some more, so i had a thought about 'the view' and they were doing a show, and during their show, NONE of them wore make-up.,..or had their hair done. they just looked like their real selves. that would be a good idea tho. i hardly ever wear makeup or i never do my hair so its not a shock, but when its someone you are used to seeing with cake-loads of makeup and hair done, (aka katy perry) its quite shocking to see them sans makeup...speaking of katy perry, why do they always talk about her 'large breasts'? i dont ever hear them talking about, say, kim kardashians large breasts but i guess her ass gets in the way...katy perry has an average size chest really..http://popdust.com/2012/07/05/katy-perry-part-of-me-movie-russell-brand-five-things/  in other words, what made katy perry queen of the large breasts? (its funny because look at where the 'sour patch' is...also in her alter personality pic, yep there is the cat, (beta sex kitten katy perry!) and the white rabbit. oh i got a white rabbit here now!)

anyways, i had another random thought too....hmm........what was it!?!!! i dont know?

so i have things i need to do but its already 2pm!! shit!!! i need to go to the store. ok?

-buy axe to cut down dead tree in yard
-go to walmart to pick up items
-buy painting supplies
-buy ribs for slow cooked ribs
-clean bathroom
-buy stationary

so i better get a move on! damn this sucks!! i hate sitting around.










Wednesday, August 15, 2012

cheesy wedding video

ok i remember hearing about this video which got alot of hits, somewhere i dont know? so alright whatever...kind of lame i guess, kind of...original?? or IS IT?? i just saw this same scene on The Office which makes me wonder...who got the idea from whom?? did this wedding party get the idea from the office or vice versa? ill now its like, even more lame!???! stupid!!!

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

iLLUMINATI HOLLYWOOD-The Final Destination-subliminal symbolism

i noticed they were playing this specific final destination, (one where none of the actors are recongnizable by name btw and one of the characters names is Lori...) anyways, they were playing it on MTV, which brings recollections of 'final destination' type deaths, such as that dj...DJ AM, remember, and also, jessica redfield, who was killed in the movie theater, well you see....they just had the movie theater massacre , and as you can see in this video, all the masonic symbols were set into place....oh forgot to mention, in this specific movie, there is a scene where everyone dies IN THE MOVIE THEATER!!!

The Bollock Brothers - Harley David (Son of a Bitch)

son of a bitch!!!

Monday, August 13, 2012

"Alex" - Mobile to any Mobile Commercial

i just saw this betty page lookalike in ANOTHER commercial! SCORE TO YOU alex!!! she was in a MULLER yogurt commercial now! of course, i cant find it. i want to start featuring these commercial actors. i always notice them from commercial to commercial haha! you know tho??


sunday

hey so...this guy is such a creepy weirdo! i keep telling him he is WEIRD!??! he will msg me and get mad if i do not respond right away. i dont owe him anything! heh...im not a mean person, unless behind his back because..come on! i told him too, but i think he is not all there...mentally wise. whatever...its kind of funny but im too nice to say 'yes i will delete you' when he gets worried and asks me if i will delete him he just asked me if i will talk to him if he calls me! no, sorry! i just feel kind of sorry for him because he posted some video of him and a kid singing and that did make me feel bad and it was nice so im not going to be mean but i dont want to give some internet weirdo any ideas! you know??

((the msgs ..i feel bad putting these convos here..oh well! im tired)
im looking at pic of what u have for ood the bread looks like ut has mold on it dont eat it it will cause cancer
i dont eat moldy bread LOL!
what pic is it?
send a link
my friend sent that haha!!!
o ok tell your friend they will get cancer
tell her or he dont eat molded bread
ok lori want to play truth or dare
i think it is chocolate chip bread
o ok i see it clearly now
do u want to play truth or dare
i have a lot of dares
lori do ya
question
what
are u wearing thm shorts now
i seen tht pic it toook awile to put my toung back in my mouth
what shorts
back
dang lady you so darn beutiful
question
would you talk to me if i called u
no its late and im tired
did i say right now
when would u want me to call
when ill be nice
why do you want to call me?
 
HES ANNOYING I FEEL LIKE SAYING NO I DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU QUIT ASKING ME! THERE IS NO REASON FOR ME TO TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE I DO NOT EVEN KNOW YOU! PLUS I HATE TALKING ON THE PHONE GET REAL!!!
 
 oh by the way, its fun looking like a real idiot blogging on the idiot oh boy what if future job employers google my name, heavens forbid!

WOW!!!

did i say right now
when would u want me to call
when ill be nice
why do you want to call me?
ok u live in pa i live in ky does it hurt ow
your a friend right
pluss i want to hear your oice
u do talk english dont u
uh obviously
please dont keep me hanging
well i dont know if u talk englidh or not that why i asked
if i didnt speak english....i wouldnt be writing
haha
do you speak english
 
alright enough! im being weird by posting this convo now huh? and yes i have gotten weird msgs i get msgs and i dont respond back but this guy just annoys me until i do. i probably shouldn't entertain him at all. maybe i really ought to just block him
 
 
anyways, tonight was the last night of musikfest. well mike and i took a walk across the street where they had the park full of nice and old cars you know, mustangs, corvettes, hotrods...then we walked a bit but came back here there was another party actually, hot rod hustle, going on but we didnt go it was in nj. 
 
ALRIGHT...this is enough. seriously, he is like this really annoying dog that keeps bugging me. im tired and i dont need to be clicking over to read msgs anymore!
 
yawn....so we went to musikfeset but we didnt stay to watch the fireworks. i got upset because mike got a london broil sandwich which we were SUPPOSED to split so he ate half and i had two bites and then he wanted some more so i gave him the sandwich thinking he was going to take a small bite and let me have the rest, well he took TWO BIG WHOPPING BITES leaving only a small corner i actually started crying like a little baby haha! i was hungry and that was just so un-courteous! crying was the best way to express myself but he got mad so i ended up acting like it wasnt a big deal and we walked around and held hands but i think we both know the inevitable...i would of liked to of seen the fireworks too but you know...ok well im going to go to sleep i cant watch this whole closing ceremonies of the olympics...oh cool even tho pet shop boys are performing!! what the hell are they driving around...those silent hill type monster things...now its one direction performing their smash...on top of checkerboards. how funny..this is hilarious. why? it jsut is! the pyramids and that wheel...
 
pyramid head. this guy thinks he can get pervy with me, uh NO now he is pissing me off and i really dont want to be mean so im going to log off of facebook now!