Portraits...of a portraiture

Understanding #PizzaGate (Opening the Rabbithole)

CREEPS! ALL OF THEM! JAMES ELEFANTES, COMET PIZZA, JIMMY COMET, #SAUSAGE_PARTY

PIZZA ILLUMINATI CARD

wow would ya look at that...there is a SECRET MEETING...PIZZA ILLUMINATI CARD? you can't make this shit up!!?? PODESTA FUCKING PIZZA! ITS ALL PART OF THE GOD DAMN PLAN, PARDON MY FRENCH...

Tame Impala - The Less I Know The Better

good song weird video but the girl, she makes me think of young shelley duvall. also this new ginger asmr girl or la roux...

Dr Phil November 18 2016 (Dr Phil 11/18/16)

this is really hard and sad to watch. i think that she was exploited, for sure. for ratings. i think that she might of been hypnotized...amongst all the manic schizophrenic things she says, she also seems to reveal that she has been abused in her career and her life. she talks about hypnosis, being raped and molested, (at the end when she was in the car to vegas) and being bitten by some kind of bee....so this could be 'hollywood' induced too. maybe she was worried that she was going to get killed off, like her co-star robin williams. my mom always tells me i wanted to be olive oyl from the popeye movie. anyways..sad.

weird sign??

a few weeks ago i made this post. now, i see that shelley duvall has resurfaced, on dr phil. she is now crazy! people say i look like shelley duvall (in her younger days)...so, is this some sort of threat towards myself? like, dont diss dr phil or i will end up like shelley duvall!??!? ((just now i thought of submitting something to thedirty.com...and i heard him say elvira on the talking dead. elvira is a 'dirty celeb'...HA im just being dumb...

Hillary Responds To Creepy Joe Biden Caught Groping Dozens of Young Women

i was trying to just find a simple video showing him MOLESTING on camera a young girl, but found ALOT of footage of joe biden being touchy with young girls. you know that type...ughh shudder....

synchs

darla contacted me, so she was talking about chicken synchs. the other day, she was telling me about her dad who was feeding his birds, when a bird crashed into the window. when she said that, on dr. oz, he was talking to mr. purdue about chickens. darlas dad looks like purdue, and the chickens are birds. we had a sychronicity, while she was talking bout a synchronicity. then she kept noticing chicken things...and mentioned something about a chicken synchronicity. well, tonight, while watching the simpsons, i was reading a post in the group about the kim NOBLES dissociative 'art' depiction of MK abuse, I looked up..and I see the word NOBLE in the intro. see picture below:

then...in the intro, was a CHICKEN!!!

so...i dvr'd family guy, and one of the characters in the episode is named Daisy, (what Darla calls herself)...and, later, Peter says, "Arghh, Im a pirate"

WTF why did i have to scroll through days worth of shared posts she did? when this post is from TODAY!???

its just a pirate theme

also, mike was leaving and i said, 'your leaving?" then i heard it on tv...(family guy bcuz i dvrd it)

synchronicity

so....synchronicity..i was reading comments and i see 24-7, and at that moment, i hear them say 24-7 on tv...

De-Coding The Meaning On Podesta's Hands

Podesta Pool and Pizza Party!

Frankly, this just keeps getting worse. He is a pedophile! All of them are. Luciferians. Wikileaks released all these emails, and it seems that there are code words for pedo talk...(I did not know that? Well, it's not like I know of pedo code words...). I guess, pizza, hot dog, cheese, pasta, sauce etc are actually code words for young boy/ young girl. not sure where this info has been obtained tho..leary of that. but if you look into it, and dig deeper (the CIA are going into further investigation), looks like a child trafficking operation, being held under the guise of pizza parties at comet pizza and besta pizza. the logos resemble identifying logos for pedophiles.

here are some emails

>> Mary not free >> Would love to get a pizza for an hour? Or come over >>

 so who has pizza...for an hour? would love to get a "pizza" for an hour...

here is another one..
Bonnie will be > Uber Service to transport Ruby, Emerson, and Maeve Luzzatto (11, 9, and > almost 7) so you’ll have some further entertainment, and they will be in > that pool for sure.


Further entertainment??? they will be in the pool?

now...podesta has a favorite artist, he has artwork from biljana...something??? look at some examples of this persons 'artwork'

WOW! DISTURBING IMAGES OF ABUSED CHILDREN IN POOLS! BELOW IS AN EYES WIDE SHUT STYLE PIC FROM WEIRDOS JIMMY COMET LOOKS LIKE YOUNG ADULTS

AND HERE WE SEE A POSTER FOR A BAND THAT PLAYED AT JIMMY COMETS PIZZA AND IT IS DISSOCIATIVE ARTWORK. IN FACT, THE SECOND ONE IS ARTWORK FROM THAT LADY WHO HAS DID AND HAS MANY OCCULT THEMED ART AND DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER ARTWORK

HERE IS A LINK TO AN ARTICLE:

http://www.thedailysheeple.com/the-disturbing-disgusting-pedophile-code-hidden-in-the-john-podesta-emails_112016

synch..for some reason i was thinking about walnuts and then i was wondering about walnut oil, and what kind of salad it would go good with. so i turn the page on cosmo mag, and its a recipe for a salad which calls for walnut oil as dressing. WOW

what the fuckety fuck?? halos oranges took down the poison video?? ooh kay now

Podesta Pizza

Clintons supporter Podesta is involved with spirit cooking etc...as well as undercover child trafficking...

https://vultureofcritique.wordpress.com/2016/11/07/podestas-hand-comet-ping-pong-pizza/

videos on youtube etc...the symbols are just too telling...the simples for besta pizza and comet pizza...

Wonderful Halos Commercial 2016 Snow White

remember i shared a halo oranges commercial with the kids stuck (JUST HEARD STUCK ON IN THIS COMMERCIAL FOR CRICKET WIRELESS)...in a wall....this one says POISON in it

A friend of mines blog

My friend Jay, (who is a chemistry teacher and a sci-fi writer), wrote this. It's pretty good. Give it a read-see:

http://jaywerkheiser.blogspot.com/2016/11/why-hillary-lost.html?spref=fb

synch

looking through instagram, saw a suicide girl with a few lip PIERCINGS, and i heard on tmz, 'did he get a fish hook through the mouth?"

My blog views dropped

Look at my views..since I put it on BLOGGERS ONLY, i get no views! i did that for a reason tho, i just didnt want my blog to show up on google because i wrote my friend who just died, full name...and it was coming up when you searched his name...its still coming up in the search bars. i just do not want this blog to come up oh whatever

Trump was predicted

Trump was predicted so that they can use it to cause financial and economic crisis, as well as a racial divide. There may even be an assasination attempt. People are thinking that anyone who voted for Trump is racist, and that the country will be set back so much. Roe vs. wade, LGBQT rights...obamacare, medicaid. I like Obamacare, I have medical insurance for the first time in years because of it (now im on my works insurance plan) I have an obamaphone (my tax return said I was able to get one and I m saving some money before I get a smartphone again.) On another note, I felt...uneasy when President elect Trump gave his acceptance speech...however...Hillary does not care about the people. She lied to us, stole from us, she had soldiers killed etc frankly, i dont trust neither of them..but i did vote.

but anyways, the pairing Trump/Pence symbolizes Trumpets...the trumpets will sound. Recently, strange 'trumpet' sounds were heard in Israel. Trumpets signify an armageddon of sorts. Of course, trumpets are most definately Bluebeam and HAARP.

Trump was already predicted by the Simpsons, and also a Serta commercial. 11/9 is a reversel of 9/11. Very significant numbers.

Trump was elected and gave his speech 11/9. The numbers are on sheep, symbolizing the people. Sheep. Sheeple. baaaaaaaaaaaaaa

(and don't forget the Illuminati Trump card...oh yeah, they pulled the trump card)

I made this sign because I knew he was gonna win. Moss didn't . Moss was adament bout Hillary.

Pray for the new president, and pray for the country. 

um...what is going on here, jack be nimble??

looks like he puttin a candlestick up his butt and it caught on fire (i know, he jumped over the candlestick...but this picture...SMH)

strange dream i had the other day in which i will share: i was at a hollywood awards ceremony, and i saw alot of actresses etc...mila kunis..i forget who else. i had to wear a dress..it covered my face and it had a hat, and it was in black and white, it had gloves, and it zipped up in the back. the hat was carmen santiago style..you know? and i was completely engulfed by this dress, black and white stripes. my figure looked hourglassy...and i was fine, until i realize i felt trapped inside this dress..my face was covering and i wanted to get out of the dress but my hands were covered and it was zipped up in the back. it was like a lady gaga style dress...

i was starting to feel suffocated in that dress...

anyways..thats all for now

black cube mandela

so, you know how i said im obsessing over the mandela effect? i am actually getting quite bored of it, especially since it is getting overtaken by vice and buzzed articles, and annoying youtubers with flabby arms who talk loud....and riddle their screenshots with logos and what not. its just another trend, but this new trend consumes us. once someone, (with an imaginative mind), finds out about the mandela effect, they may obsess over it...but its all in fun. i do feel like it might not be the most healthiest thing, watching videos till 4 in the morning about it, but in no means am i a 'mandelian'

but last night, or early this morning, i found a video. ok, 'the seat of remembering and forgetting' this odd sculpture is in rochester NY...and it is based on a mandala or magic circle. mandala/mandela?? a seat of 'forgetting and remembering?" (mandela effect)...and the seat is a black cube..black cube is saturn, or satan...hell. hellraiser cube...etc

and the sculpture has faces stuck in the wall, like hell...its like hell, literally..

the video i watched is this, and the guy suggests that those faces are 'mandelias?" people who are lost and stuck with the mandela effect concept....

ok so it was made in 2001. um....but when i was watching it...oh heres the video:

so while i was watching it, he says these mandellians are people stuck inside the mandela effect, obsessing over whether it was fruit loops or froot loops? honestly, i think a lot of it is not mandela effect or quantum changes, its just...silly. it is. i do not worry or ponder about logos, and i am always skeptical, to me its just fun...and weird yes. but whatever

like i said, my two examples, personally, are..."momma always told me, life IS like  box of chocolate" because we used to say this as kids. and the 'hello clarice; thing, because a friend of ours,  a bunch of us watched silence of the lambs and rich was imitating 'hello clarice' and he kept talking about how creepy it was.

um, so one of the faces stuck in the wall looks like me, so is something saying i am or will be stuck in hell? because that aint gonna happen. i am not going to allow that face, (that looks like me!??) resonate in my head and grow and fester to cause my ultimate demise, that is, of being stuck in hell, in the cube. uh..nope sorry. i didnt even get freaked out when i saw it, just thought it was odd. its deception, and it wants to mess with you, it wants to get in your head, it wants to weed over all your thoughts and reside in your mind...tempting you, whispering to you...singing to you its hypnotic melody of death and despair, but it will not, because i was singing alright..i got dragged into the choir at church today wth? am i now in the choir? but at least i am on GODS side! yeshua!

here is the image of a face in that sculpture that looks like me with those features...my weird odd ugly features!??!

that face looks like me...it looks like that weird sculpture, is this supposed to relegate my head now? is it supposed to capture me..nah! it aint!

thats so weird tho...what kind of sculpture is this? the faces are supposed to be the youth, idk?

im like, it looks like im stuck in a hans solo black cube with all these other souls!??!

NO! im stronger then that. i am strong. i am  a warrior and im not as subjucated as they may think i am.


synch! i looked up and see a commercial for 'halos' oranges (helos? hell?) idk..it uses KIDS and the kids were stuck inside a wall...let me find it 

ok also beginning of commercial are geometric shapes (like a mandela) in the PARK

(like the wall above...they say the wall at the magic circle is supposed to be faces composed of the youth and adults in the community, just so bizarre)
speaking of commercials, i just saw one for Dell..and the guy is wearing  a white suit (God) and he says free shipping and handling. who does all the HANDLING oh yeah, I do...

(like God is a handler) blue glove...

subliminal msgs

btw halos sounds like helios greek god for SUN so orange means sun or SUN WORSHIP basically

WHERE DAT BABY GO!??!

so...im obsessed with mandela effect, but i noticed youtube seems to now be rampant with a bunch of...im gonna call them 'youtuber dodo heads'...annoying like...YoUtube personalities! talking bout the mandela effect...making it just another stupid topic and the fun and mystery is gone thanks to chicken wing youtubers oh my gawd!

ughh...so now mandela effect is another YT phenomenon...so i clicked on a vid explaining how we get false memories blah blah blah...you know, saying mandela is not real and its out minds, which yes, i think so too..because the more i think about it, the more i just feel like its this craze run amok...a mok?

but then i see this....THEN I SEE THIS! ITS IN THE VIDEO

so what i am saying is...

they fuckin with me? but also...i think...this is the damn internet! there must be many versions of that berenstein family..im sorry...berenstain...some with baby, some without..

who freakin knows i think they messin with me tho...the aliens

things seemed calm, and boring...but....wow ok

Glossy Black Smokey Eyes with a Pop of Blue | MakeupwithJah

more synchs

more synchs to take note of:

i thought to myself ....'what  a wonderful world" bear synch (bear on SNL)...

i thought how i couldn't bear to think of how someone dies so young...then i heard a bear on cartoon

i said to mike, 'what are you talking about' and i heard it parroted on tv 'what are you talking about?"

just now, i youtubed 'satanic ritual hollywood' (i just watched the neon demon...completely ritualistic, satanic movie which employs sacrifice, cannibalism and necrophiliasm (part of satanic rituals) just heard SATAN on SNL

berenstain baby?

so i have been obsessing over mandela effect...and i know the logos. i know them!! ok so....i know the berenstain/berenstein photo...doctored or what i mean, i remember...now i remember it as always being stain but um...like i was saying, been obsessing over it...so when i see this logo...WHERE DAFUQ DAT BABY COME FROM!??!?? and yes, i googled and see old berenstains berenstein welcome a new baby..ok we get that. im sure its always been there...

last week i could of sworn guns n roses did the 'live and let die' version while paul mccartney was 'live and let live' but i guess both versions are live and let live.

i think this obsessing over mandella effect is making me nutso, even more so then i already am. good night

Light post

you know in narnia, they have that lightpost? um...cant think of what its called now. there was one at the little party tonight, so magical. in narnia, that lightpost is some sort of checkpoint, its a figment from the other world, (the real world..and i say figment because apparently this is all a figment). other world...hmm...parellel universe. anyways, i saw a lightpost tonight at the house, and i said its cool to mike but mike thought i was dumb and thinks narnia is dumb. weird because im watching a mandela video, and it is mentioning 'tank boy' who got ran over by a tank in protest at tienemen square. alot of buddhist monks set themselves on fire so this seems plausible that the man, or 'boy' would go through such extremes in protest. right. well, turns out, he never had gotten run over. however, upon looking at an image, i notice ...LIGHT POLES! i noticed one tonight, and now i see this..and it signifies a checkpoint, to a parelell universe. just...odd and sort of synchronicity (its funny because the one lady who was there kept talking about the color blue and how its synchronicity!??! how the color blue kept popping up...) but anyways...i will include some pictures about this lightpost...i just think its weird and fascinating

this was from tonight. can you spot the light post?

mandela effect. was he or was he not run over? (i do not quite know)...note the light posts/checkpoint

MY FIRST TIME DRINKING ALCOHOL AND GETTING DRUNK

this is entertaining to me

TREEHOUSE ROOM TOUR!

and this guys is cute (looks kinda like my first REAL boyfriend Danny   but he did not have dreads  and danny had the most peircing blue eyes..but white guys with dreads are a ok with me )  i like foreign guys too...good outlook on life, layed back, sense of humor..like me!! i dont watch this channel but its recommended BYEE
oh about danny i wish i can go back in time and not ruined it..but whatever i cant...so be it. its cool tho

Things I like to watch on Youtube

Hi folks! (high pitched balloon voice)

things i like to watch on youtube!!!

-Make-up tutorials! 
-ASMR
-Mukbang
-Trisha Paytas, Minty Oreos, Eugenia Cooney, graveyardgirl etc ((but i do not really watch those peeps too often..))
-Abandoned tours
-House tours
-travels
-Mandela effect (which I am obsessing over lately!)
-conspiracy theories
-music videos (if im drinking that is)
what else? idk...but i didnt work today so thats what....

Synchs of the day:

I was thinking, " I need a car!" and i heard a commercial, in oprah like melodic rhythm, "you get a car, you get a car!" well ok than!

my friend msgd me to see if i can get her a steelers jersey, and i heard on conan, someone said, 'steely'

just now, i was scrolling fb, and i saw a post for MARVEL superheros..and i hear on this sports network, they MARVELLED' at his performance

I am starting to feel a few glimmers of hope and (feeling alive..whats a good verb for that?)...this job is very consuming, it makes me forget about creativity, living. I just...I cannot see myself working there for the rest of my life. Most people have been at Majestic all their lives, but I simply cannot do it. Especially these hours Very draining. 430-3am. I haven't travelled in so long, I need a getaway. I never thought I would get off sasi, but I will be going to Las Vegas in January. I think I will end up quitting then too. I can get another job. What else? Hmm...Moss is looking for a house and I get a chance to move in with him as  roommate if I wish. He wants to move to a beach home. I am more of a country chick tho...with the woods as my background. To me, the beach is overrated. I just want to meet my future husband, move into a beautiful country home, have littles.
i want to meet someone who loves to travel and explore the world. someone who enjoys good food, conversation. fun things. not someone boring who doesnt like to really do anything, like mike. mike wants me to move in with him again...and sometimes i consider it. i am getting lonely...and i need a change. i cannot keep doing this...working at majestic...sigh. not driving although i did get my license back i just need a  car. im still on sasi but i am on peach, so that is every 30-45 days.

ciau