proof of mk beta models

why would they willingly be 'hookers'? paris and kim k have money, so why would they need to do that? because THEY ARE PROGRAMMED TOO...heres a blind item from that website..

http://www.crazydaysandnights.net/2012/04/todays-blind-items-hookers-return.html

also this:

http://gawker.com/5284783/book-ron-burkle-hired-hookers-paid-paris-hilton-for-girl+on+girl-action

there is a pic of brooke burke wearing a shirt that says hooker, (yes the musician but doulbe entendre)

what i try to say is...RESEARCH MK BETA SEX KITTEN etc etc etc!! oh my goodness but this is their life. its what they know. hollywood is really kooky....and sad :/ i wish i can help in some way??? how can i help?

The 2012 Mayhem Festival Cruise

this looks like a fun cruise!! but it happens while we are on matt and lisas wedding cruise. maybe i'll go to the one the next year eh????

poison paradise

i cant find the episode to capture a screencap, but i see someone else noticed it too, from this tumblr
http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/the-simpsons?before=1335748157

boyonfire:

Because I'm such a crazy Britney stan

I was watching The Simpsons before, and they briefly showed somebody singing karaoke, and I noticed that the screen said “With a taste of poison paradise” and I freaked out. I swear to god!
They seriously only showed it for a brief moment, but I noticed it.

donald marshall and the songs he made

so he says the one britney spears song shows a cloning center....what else? i dont know? i asked him to make a song that we will all be like, "donald marshall wrote this song"

Donald Marshall

what do you think your listening to,... ok heres 1 nelly furtado, just came out is there anybody out there, i sang that there and thought they wouldnt use it, anyway there is a woman on a site helping me and she said we should have a banner, i said ok, they let me say in the rappy part of the song "there goes nina showing off her banner, shaking up the crown make the boys go bananas, not crowd, ALSO Ok not bragging but I was forced to make all the songs for Nickelback, even name the band, except for theyre latest, song just released, they showed me at the cloning station, um called youve gone too far? i think, latest anyway, but it's supposedly about me as theyve said and how mad they are at me, they even said in it the only thing that will be saved is the banner that you wave to be wrapped around your grave, youve gone too farrrrr who do you think you are? just look it up,... only made a couple sonngs because they said if i could think 1 up i could leave unharmed that night, so i did. look those 2 songs up, also good feeling by florida and some woman is by me, about me, go to sleep when the lights dim all kindsa references in it, i do that, n they just let me

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yes ok yeah sure sure? do you really think this is true um NO! ok and MILA KUNIS BTW YOU HAVE LEMUR YANG SANPAKU EYES!!????!?!?? YA GONNA WHACK ME WITH A BOARD NOW?

donald marshall pt 2

http://www.missteribabylonestar.com/donaldmarshall2.html

also  he wrote this on his fb page, (i havent read it yet, but ppl believe him?)

UPDATE---> Well they got me last night bad, Elizabeth had me in a small room just off the concourse of the main arena of the cloning center, said so I'm a pig-faced smelly hag am I? smiling at me. I said "yes you are among many other things a child murderer a drunk a senile pervert and a remarkable pathetic loser" all said with a straight face, I was chained to a black wooden cross, upright on a wooden base, been there many times, she leaned in and bit me on my cheek growled and shook her head around like a dog, then grabbed my testicles and crushed them in her hand slowly, all the while shaking her retarded fat head around, snarling wierdlike. Trying to look evil for the others in the auditorium who don't even like her, I couldnt breath or scream just seized up couldn't curl up into a fetal position, was chained hand and foot to the cross,... then she let go and left the room laughing saying something I missed, was too hurt to register it. Then Phil Reece came into the room, said oh Donny she's furious, as if she has a right to be. I said leave me alone retard in a messed up voice, could barely talk, he said you called us heathen filthy perverts Donny, you said god hates us and your talking about us too much, I shrugged said its true and I have no choice but to talk about this, he started punching me, face head body just kept going then he had a bat and was literally smacking me in the face with it,... all went black, Ah I was whole again and in the main arena in a new clone, still shaky and messed up from the last death, couldn't walk or talk good for a while, when I could, my mother and the Cohoons (her married in family) were talking to me from the front row, just behiond the hockey boards, saying so Donny were a bunch of Gaolers are we? (Gollers Incestious pedophile perverts) The Cohoons think theyre celebrities themselves there just because they know me. Think I'm theyre link to the stars at the cloning center, so they were talking down to me for a while, the celebs don't even like them, they told them themselves, they think theyre some of the grossest human beings there are for selling me out theyre own relative (married in) the celebs like to think well yeah I do scummy stuff at the cloning center but at least I'm not like one of those Cohoons. The Cohoons came out and attacked me Gordon Tom and Tony ,brothers, step father and 2 step uncles, smashed me all up bad for "insulting" they're good name and including them in the letter which theyve done before. Then all went black again and I was on that cross in the main arena now, whole body again, and who was looking at me when my vision cleared MILA KUNITZ!!! Actress from that 70's show, "Go on Mila" Elizabeth said... Miss Kunitz was shaking and looking down, I said what the hell do you want you scummy little whore? Oh you gonna hurt me? what a surprise. She said I'm mad at how you said I look like a ring tailed lemur, saying my eyes are huge in your letter" I said yes I did and whatcha gonna do? your eyes are abnormally large yes and I included you in the letter because you hurt me WHILE I was writing it. So too bad bitch go back to your home planet, She brought a bat up and pointed it at my face, I said " oh my a bat" she was shaking as if she didn't think it was right, then Elizabeth said "Mila!" and she started smashing me with it vertically, hit right above the forehead then top of head top of head, and she kept going, all went black. Elizabeths ugly pig face apperaed then, around her head cleared and she said smugly, were not afraid Dun, we will be bringing you here for the rest of your life you will make the new songs or you will be tortured." I said nothing, was too dizzy and messed up from the hurt before, she said just kidding Dun, this was a grand finale smiling, were not bringing you heya anymore, your boring anyway, stop talking about us or we will bring you back for more. My hearts weak today. Help me spread that letter my friends or I am going to die. DOC2 (document part2) will be coming very soon.

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yello!

yeah so, im home!! comfy and cozy on the new fuzzy fleece, in sweatpants and chillin out watching animation domination. oh yeah, they had 'welcome to a poison paradise' on the simpsons. it was thrown in there because it doesnt make sense? a poison paradise, for the cruise ship? yeah so, yeah!! i'll try to take a screencap of it. so, i feel kind of goofy that i drove so far for another IBER party lol! y'know? i dont know, i felt like going. but i felt kind of goofy too, and mike got mad of course. it was 8 ppz from the boards. ravie, giuliano, kateyes, rogue, jeff, railroadengine, and drew, (whoever he is) and me, poisonbella. idk? ha! it was fun tho, a gathering and yes we did post on asmb and also tinychat. so yahhhhhhhh!!?? and drank. lots. lots of alchohol lol! i took a few pics maybe i will post them later? shrug. im just glad to be home tho. i start work tomorrow. oh yes, so crayola! i went to the orientation, there were others too starting. im thirsty!!! there is a snapple but its in the car. darnet! oh, rogues clutch went out so they are all stuck there. i picked up railroad in conneticut and i didnt realize how far boston mass was for some reason i kept thinking his party was in conneticut and i even told mike that, when i called him friday he said when did you get there, we got there at midnight friday. he start screaming at me because i told him i was in boston and he started calling me a liar. i dont understand? you know? and i definately did not mess around on him ha! why did i go? why not? they aer my friends from the boards. we're IBERS. but yes next one i go to will have to be in PA. so back to crayola, i always like working at warehouses, but i will be making crayons. we only get a 20 minute lunch, and two 10 minute breaks. the cafeteria is all colorful too. there is also a crayola store where i can get crayola items at discount prices. i took off the second wknd of may for the south carolina trip. ok i need to get the snapple.

Donald Marshall pt 2

this person who asked him ?s msgd me on fb so i guess he asked donald marshall ?s however, i think the guy, donald marshall..i just dont believe his tale!?? idk? heres the questions

http://www.missteribabylonestar.com/donaldmarshall.html

4/26/12

Hey...so I really need to go food shopping for dinner. I was going to make a slow-cooked meal...but its 330 already. Im not going to make a slow cooked meal now. I have other things to do. i need to get vegetable shortening since mike used the cast iron skillet i got before i got the chance to season it. im going to order a webcam, i feel like making a vlog. i have things to do tho THINGS TO DO I CANT THINK! MIKES EXPECTING DINNER!!!! i just wish i started a slow-cooked meal so i can just...forget about it! and do my errands. well, i called staffmark, they said 230. so, tomorrow at 230 orientation. oh, then im driving, yes im going to drive, to conneticutt for guilianos epic extravaganze/orgy/bacchanalia...why not? you know?? sure im kind of like...ahh i'll go tomorrow around 4...get there like 8 or 9...stay saturday night leave sunday. mike knows im going. so, thats another thing...that guy!!! you know, that i like? or whatever??? uh, he asked for my facebook. well, thats the thing you know? i was going to vlog..about it. so, its like, say for instance, (not the case here im just primarily saying...) ok, so, you see someone you are interested in...ok? right? you see someone you are interested in. so, its like, you find them on facebook, and if you are an expressive person, they can see everything about you and vice versa! it takes the fun out of things! i understand how celebrities might feel, but now, everyone can feel like all their biz is out there what/not...no more mystery or learning things about the other person, just facebook/google. (although i have googled my name plenty of times and never see anything come up ha! as is the case w/ most ppl)...but if you know their email address you can stalk out their facebooks, twitter, tumblrs? whatevers!!! i had a point but i cant think plus marble is playing with a medicine cup she found. so, i need to figure out what i need to get...you know? i cant think!! last night mike went to sleep but he always rustles about at 12...its like the ogre comes out of the room im like, 'great' and he comes out of the room thundering and loud, and im like, ughhh!! and he says, "what did i tell you about keeping the tv on?" and he kicked the couch. im sick of that shit!!! i have to shut the tv off at midnight, like some little kid! fuck that! than he goes back in the bedroom then he goes to sleep in the basement but when i went to sleep like, 10 minutes later i see he has pulled off all the sheets and blankets that i made. that made me feel bad, so i go in the basement where he was and see him on the couch down there, WITH THE TV ON!!???!! WTF??? what a jerk! im getting sick of it i really am! and now this guy just added me and sees i live w/ someone...i dont know tho, maybe he found this blog thats why i got worried because on feedjit i saw another allentown (not me) checking out this fucking blog!!! thats why, you know, dont write things online!???! i dont even know why i am, frankly!???! ya know? frank??? frank rizzo!!! ahhh ok so, i went downtown to drop off the letter verifying what i made during march, like they wanted. ok? i snapped some pics, i was also hungry. but i did not want fast food! im SICK OF FAST FOOD!!!! sick of it! so, i got gas in NJ and decided to get a gyro! oh yeah, i always pronounced it 'euro' like espanol way, gyro...and i always notice ppl would say, 'thats not how you pronounce it!" and i used to always say, YES! that is!! i just realized, when i was at presidio of monterey, i used to hang out w/ this nerdy guy who was learning spanish too and we went to get gyros but he pronounced it 'yeros' so ever since then, i have been, and today i went to hot dog johnnys and i ordered a 'yero' but then i was like...ahh!! its GYRO!! GY-RO!!! i need to go to the store tho, i dont care about dinner but apparently i have a timeline...or...rather...yeah timeline? i dont know what im saying!???! i dont feel like going to grocery store! what should i make for dinner? pork chops? ughh....yeah so i ordered a gyro from johnnys or whatever its called...no not hot dog jonnys thats buttzville!

and its belvidere not buttzville? i want to go shopping, but i dont? i need to know what i need!! oh so i found this while searching for johnnys easton, ha! imagine this girl finds this vid? (unless it was the girl video-ing him?) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrbH7AO0UN4

so, here are a few pics i snapped and instagram'd...

ugh judge judy keeps saying 'prrroperty, thats your prrroblem'

i spy buttefly

then

now

free bridge

GYRO!

marble!

delete!!!

maybe i should DELETE THIS!!! THIS WHOLE BLOG!!! DELETE DELETE DELETE!!!!!!1 wow i need a nap! who knows??? whatever!

Crown Crust Burger

i really dont know what to think? hey did you see this this looks so disgusting! a fatty pizza slice is filling enough, but then you have to consume a cheeseburger or two in order not to waste your food? enough of these fatty novelty type items!!! (yes i just saw tosh.0 posted this on facebook. so....im worried now. i just want to take care of things..like the stupid snap card...i need to take proof of my income to the office this week. i swear, i did send my paystubs in. in fact, i know i did, i gathered everything needed and included them all in the envelope. if paw just wants to mess with me, i'll just move out of this state. move back to california or whatever!!! yes so i really just want to start crayola, but im getting frustrated,she told me to call today, so i did...ok? well then she says call after 1, which i did, then..call around 3, which i did. then she puts 'mike' on...i think hes the same guy who was rude when i first signed up w/ staffmark a year or so ago. he just says, 'call back tomorrow morning' thats it!?? so i was like, no im supposed to start orientation at  crayola? sigh...so i am going to call tomorrow morning im just getting that 'its too good to be true' sense....you know? like, they are just going to keep telling me crayola isnt starting orientation....i know its temp but thats fine!?????! and my mom says, 'well, if it doesnt work out' dont say that!! i just want everything to be taken care of for me...i need this job...why? a. it builds and establishes a resume b./ m-f 1st shift....
i want it to work out., i dont want to be at the airport, oh, unless i can get into tsa job, which i can apply for when LVI is hiring....i just hate dealing w/ customers when they mosey on up...i used to work at mcdonalds, true, but that was different...because A!!!! we got breaks....B!!! it was busy...C!!! we didnt get lost in a book or internet, or werent eating our lunches and having to get up to deal w/ customers SEE????

im just frustrated primarily b/c i just want to get in w/ crayola for the time being now im worried and my mom keeps saying, 'dont worry if it doesnt work out'....

back @ airport

i did go back to sleep...for about an hour and a half. so tired still tho. plus, we have nothing here! no food! i feel bad you know? wow i can..i just forgot what i was going to SAY!????! hmm....nope!?? i just do not remember!?? too many customers that i get annoyed with! well, ughh!!! i need a NAP~

cant sleep

ok, well, since i work at 12, i usually go to sleep later...i mean, last night ,or early this morning rather, i went to sleep at 130 am....so mike gets up around 630 or something i dont know? well, right now i cant sleep because i am too riled up. i dont know what i did to deserve him calling me a bitch. i am getting very sick of it tho. he can be nice, but i think its when he wants to distract me. or does it even matter? i was sleeping, he came in the room...im not even sure what i did that was so horrible? i said, mike, because he opened the door to the front porch thing to get his steel tip boots? why were they in that room? i just said mike, then he sat on the floor to put them on, then, he said real quick, (in a joking way i guess), alright bye see you later...he said that real fast like he couldnt wait to get away from me but i wanted to be able to fall back asleep, yes he did say something to be in a loud voice, long sentences which made me more awake...but i didnt say anything about that. i just know i was still tired and wanted sleep. well, when he went in the kitchen to leave i did get upset, that he said, 'alright bye see you later' that i shouted mike. im sorry but i like to get a nice hug before he goes to work, im going to be waking up early soon which i dont mind, but i got upset i like getting a hug and a nice bye. so i yelled, ALRIGHT BYE SEE YOU LATER....madly...and you know how he replies? unnecessary and caught me off guard he says back in a mean voice, "fuck you bitch' or something like that. ok now that will really get me upset and he slammed the door. what did i do?  what did i do that was so bad to be called a bitch? and i am SICK OF BEING CALLED BITCH! cunt!! thats disgusting! i was upset b/c he said alright bye see you later...but i did not deserve that response. so of course i start crying...because that was hurtful, so i tried calling he never answered i kept calling nope no answer kept calling he hangs up on me called again he turned his phone off. so yeah at that point im awake and upset, crying....that is a form of mental abuse because what he did was make me feel like i did something wrong. and by not answering his phone and shutting it off like that, made me feel like i did something wrong, what did i do to deserve to be called a bitch? and so early in the morning? does mike not realize that by him treating me this way, it makes me want to maybe, start thinking about other guys? i would not cheat on him, frankly, it would not feel right and im not like that. i have a boyfriend ok i wont cheat. but, i will start to think about other guys...i mean, most guys ARE CHEESY but the tsa guy is cute and seems nice? idk but it doesnt matter, does mike not realize this? ok, im selfish and i would not want him thinking and wondering about other girls, even tho he always says, 'hello' and checks out other girls, well he doesnt not around me at least? he just makes comments and it doesnt make me feel hot! beautfiul...im kidding! im not making excuses im just upset b/c that was very mean this morning. i would like to be sleeping but i cant now. im going to lay back down in bed and try to sleep but i doubt i can. i usually just get up at 10....leave at 1120....yeah so....its 757 am...almost 8 ha...another thing i wanted to write is, females are wired differently than guys, yes i was tired but i wanted a hug before he went to work. i got upset that all he did was a quick, bye see you later, but that didnt hurt what hurt was him calling me a bitch and not answering his phone because i was crying upset. guys dont get emotionally sensitive...especially mike, who is not 'bound by emotion'....but then again, what girl wants a wimp? im sure some girls seek affeminate wimpy guys who know how to shed tears, but i dont....i would not be attracted to a wimp type sorry! wimp types!! but i think i deserve respect. so...thats my rant and i dont care. im upset. perhaps if he would of answered the phone to hear me out...i would not come on blogspot and write about it, i just need to write because im upset! not to be mean or anything. this is getting me mad tho because every couple of sentences it freezes and i have to wait. im going to go on sims social to put in a job skill, flip burgers at the fair which will be ready in 6 hours so at 2 to do that sheesh. than lay down but whats the point? oh i might be able to get an hour and a half of sleep. i like sleep!

@ the airport

i really cannot wait to be done, well, i mean, i like it here where else can you be on the internet and get payed and tips? oh i have been saving my tips too, so i probably have a nice chunk of cash...oh oops i shouldnt...say that on this stupid internet tho!!! i figured, soup is good for lunch and certain soups have like, only 50 calories, well the french onion, and it feels you up because it just does...i had this potato and leek soup before work im fine now...might have yogurt or fruit when i get hungry. so yes plus my parents like to visit me here. the thing is, customers annoy me! i never am rude, but, you see...i get wrapped up in the internet (plus i need a break from the INTERNET!!!) so having a normal job is actually good. when you have breaks and lunch, it helps the day go by quicker, it truly does. but i get wrapped up in what i am doing, than...oh boy customers....its just annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so, i was going to put up kim k and kanye west...what do you think of them? (to bring in more visitors!!! i get alot now! over 300 a day!??? mainly for, was courtney stodden born male? and, i aint gonna lie, i would like to get payed!?? for my blog? or...figure something out? im just rambling right now...i heard poison on conan last night...i dont feel like writing about all that now tho! just cuz....whats the bother? ok...well they had the guy morgan spurlock who made documentaries about mcdonalds, and remember that whole pony thing??? the pony? so i knew i would hear poison and i knew it would be the comedian and so yeah it was....also kathy griffin talking about being banned and i related because i was banned from the adult swim forums...and then she said lisa rinna depends and conan said i never heard of that so of course i linked this dumb blog on their facebook page, so yeah...quite ridic....and i tell ppl they say, 'im sorry to say but they have no idea who you are' or...you want to believe it so bad ' stuff like that!?? i ordered some shirts last night....some clothes but i want more more MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! say biscuits! oh, i hear ashley isnt working here anymore!?? apparently, she offended the new guy he quit...she..got fired? idk its like drama on airside lol!!! but she was telling me how she gets ppl upset but she has trouble w/ ppl i forget? i dont know? i just made an everything bagel tho...tsk

Lisas bday dinner and party

fun!!

i got her this

but he disappeared?

i dont know who that was or where he came from...

crescent moon?

wow that was annoying trying to upload all these pics from blogger...it always is tho

Mary Kay® Compact Commercial

MK Cosmetics??? all seeing eye!??

now watching

this...sort of hypnotic with the imagery...and we are magicians seems very crowley-esque...with the synchronicities, no wonder weng wants to shut off his synchs..we are invoking and evoking evil...like this morning, i thought to myself, i do not want to evoke the devil...(yeah the devil haha!) i looked at my fan, and it was actually a five point downward star...with the fan parts..i dont feel like taking a pic tho. i actually just want to do some shopping!?? i cleaned...well, here is what i am listening to now:

oh i had onion soup....im sort of still hungry it was only 50 calories...oh well

http://freemantv.com/hollywood-mind-control/

they  speak of the lady in red/scarlet woman...

i want to make a video compilation of her, and music lady in red etc...i need to get that mac soon i have a bunch of videos i want to make dude.. and dudette..lol

Child of Rage The FULL Documentary

I shouldnt of said that about the beta programming tbh sorry meow meow...


lets see...so i watched this yesterday from EKS page and i cant get this girl off my mind. she is very adult like in the way she speaks, and she speaks so clearly, very smart, but its a sad story...although, i hear she grew up to be a nurse or something...

Just a question:

Is it normal that I have some jealousy issues here? While I know creating DID and identity disorder, via project monarch or whatever is wrong, i just....i see that minnie mortimer, her style is SO dull, and dual..duality stripes, but thats all she does!? its all just, striped dresses...just very plain and boring. she was 'programmed' to be a designer tho, so she naturally makes it. i mean, all of them, programmed to be someone important, ie...Fashion Designer. Actress. Philanthropist. Doctor. Psychologist. Singer. Country Singer. Lawyer. ok? these people are all programmed to be successes, according to whatever....its like...before i knew about this, i thought it would make a good sci-fi book, where one can program themselves to be whatever they like/choose. Ok? Like I said, I always wanted to be a fashion designer! Ok? I always wanted to be an author, ok? Its just not fair really, like the weezer song states, its something that your BORN into, and i dont stand a chance...(but for real, i am against the torture techiques) i was just wondering is it normal to think that way sometimes? and then you see all the beta sex kitten imagery? what makes them so hot that a normal girl cant be? ughh although...you know, i want to  really investigate more. i want to see alter switches in front of my eyes....i need to really take a shower tho...

Spa Water

So i bought a spicket...whatever. its plastic not all fancy, but i want to start making my own iced teas and spa water. You can make spa water, try to buy one of those big bulkster jugs of clean water, dont use water from your sink...in other words. You can use sliced oranges, strawberries, lemons, limes, mint leaves etc..do give it that extra flavor.

here is a recipe i found too:

Ingredients

• 1 orange, sliced
• 1 lemon, sliced
• 1 lime, sliced
• 1/2 grapefruit, pink or white, sliced
• 1 cup fresh mint leaves

Directions

Add all of the ingredients to a clear pitcher and fill with ice water. Best served slightly chilled or at room temperature. 

i  need to stop drinking soda tho. mike always gets soda and its just easy to pop open a can with dinner..ugh i need to really do that juice cleanse too,..(maybe just a breakfast/lunch juice then sensible dinner) i need to start being active again too. i actually cant wait to start working at crayola as well..(remember when i was upset i couldnt find a job!) now cvs and crayola i should call cvs back tho to tell them....yeah..

do the synchs never end?

once again, as i was perusing this blog, i hear on tv, (a commercial for a new movie...forget the name) he says, "today is more of a bunny day"

Do you know, that time, that place between your dreams and reality? Where time does not matter and that you can be at another plane?


do you know that place between sleep and awake? that place where you still remember dreaming?
sorry i am goi
once again, as i was perusing this blog, i hear on tv, (a commercial for a new movie...forget the name) he says, "today is more of a bunny day"

Do you know, that time, that place between your dreams and reality? Where time does not matter and that you can be at another plane?


do you know that place between sleep and awake? that place where you still remember dreaming?


so i had trouble sleeping last night. during that place, above mentioned, i heard really loud, annoying talking outside the front door. it sounded very high-pitched, like the voice of a....a midget. (i was watching tmz just now on tv, and i saw a midget, on a masonic floor, and two masonic pillars behind him...so i googled midget masonic floor and there, is the eye...see? https://www.google.com/search?q=midget+masonic+floor&hl=en&prmd=imvns&source=lnms&tbm=isch&ei=UISVT9SzHcf46QGPmKSKBA&sa=X&oi=mode_link&ct=mode&cd=2&ved=0CCEQ_AUoAQ&biw=1366&bih=645&sei=UoSVT-KaHu6f6QH4oay5BA


i dont go on tmz website anymore i am now because i want to find the image, but i guess it was from friday night so...ahh forget it! i gave up,, i didnt see it? i did find the germany thing where the guy says he went to sick parties in germany, GERMANY, where they pay 150k hostel style to murder and im perusing the comments how clueless are these sheeple sorry to say but yes sheeple...http://www.tmz.com/2012/04/19/scorpions-bassist-germany-fetish-party-video-tmz-on-tv/#comments-anchor


fucking 'elite'...so yes, i heard a very high pitched voice, on two occasions, as if people were walking by on the sidewalk but talking EXTREMELY loud, and it was real because it woke me up, but i was still in that gummy state before you fully awake...i heard those voices outside...we have that first porch and then the bedroom. its weird because i NEVER heard peoples voices outside the door like that...it was almost street theater meets targetted individual, (almost in the way that that loiter squad show street theaters people on the streets of hollywood, hollywood blvd)....


so it woke me, but i was still in a heavy slumber state, and i started dreaming again, of my blog. there were so many people commenting...people i had no idea who they were (although i did see a comment from thursday on my dream blog thrown in there, amidst all the other commenters)....actually, two went by katy perry...she said, "i'll have to check this out later" and also a 'haden panetierre" she spelled in haden...(it even had the new reply option)

so while i was thinking, 'i have no idea who these people are' ...i heard an alien voice, one not from my formulated thoughts, (yes i was in that aware state)...i woke up again, wondering...who were those people commenting? and i heard a voice say, 'they are devil worshippers'
then i remember during the cheesy movie we watched last night, the phantoms...he was reading a book that said, 'devils from the internet'


im not going to look for a screencap, but i did find this...its taking too long to load...nevermind...it was a rotten tomatoes review on the movie...problem loading page...


so during that magical state, i always have the best designs...like fashion designs, even in my dreams. i always wanted to be a fashion designer, but now i understand the avant garde style and that of the elite, just how the hunger games made a mockery of the style...elite avant garde, and magazines such as V, (which i do i'not read)...ELLE, harpers bazaar, vogue...all of those high end type of fashion magazines,,,all very occult

sorry sometimes when i try to type it puts my words in other places its really annoying. i will put my designs i had from this morning up later, i dont feel like it now. i had a few interesting 'avant garde' styles, not like from the movie but i had this sort of whale bone (idk?) corset dress that sort of...it wasnt a corset but you put it on over a very intricate mesh bodysuit, then the dress where it gives an exaggerated silhouette of the female form, accentuating the bust and hips, and a beautiful silk embroidered chinese pattern fabric over the whalebone shape...and it all looks very 'avant garde'....the color is a light stained pink....very delicate and demure..


i also thought of this weird bra thing, (i can draw later), and another cool dress, but i can come up with really interesting designs while im sleeping or in that half sleep/half awake state.




again about fashion design, i saw this on i spot butterflies blog, about a 'fashion designer;...she was 'born into it however'


oh i was going to write undercarriage instead of whalebone, and i wish i can add a clip of ditzy jessica simpson playing daisy duke, when she says 'undercarriage', also i was going to write something about demonology, and i was going to add courtney loves old band, hole, singing about demonoligy (thoughts i had this morning_) oh the midget voice occurred twice, about 545 am...


ha i found where she says it, all the way at the end of this preview http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=edfy8jwBEIA


hmm....her blog is always changing!??? its good, but...i cant find the elite fashion designer DID


http://ispybutterfly.blogspot.com/
here she is, "minnie' mortimer...(i havent watched this one yet)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=v3RHNluenpAng to add a few things like clips...

OK  i just watched that...she says she always wanted to be a designer since a girl, private catholic school? red shoes on the first picture...

HOWEVER!! i do NOT LIKE HER STYLE!!! boring! too classic...too classicly BORING!!! if you go on i spy butterflies page, there are more images...

you know, my friend jonathen is a 'couterrier' i want him to help me, i have lots of desings. damnet why couldnt i be programmed to be a fashion designer? KIDDING!! i am...

For other uses, see Couturier (disambiguation).

A couturier (French: [ku.ty.ʁje]) is an establishment or person involved in the clothing fashion industry who makes original garments to order for private clients. A couturier may make what is known as haute couture.^[1] Such a person usually hires patternmakers and machinists for garment production, and is either employed by exclusive boutiques or is self-employed.


OK so im going to eat/take shower/clean/online shopping?

The Matrix "Red Dress"?

just wanted to add this..the lady in red...distraction...i'll post more about this later....just weird how i saw a crazy looking woman wandering around the movie theater after the movie, she was dressed in all red and gave me a sort of crazy expression, like when i saw that weird old man wearing the pepto bismal shirt who later made me sick from the shrimps/tim and eric...shrimps do you like shrimps? sigh...also when i visited a friend in uh...ft you know...ft whatever? i forget, it kentucky, and someone drugged me again, (acid laced gobstopper)  back then...some weird lady wearing a wizard robe started talking to us...there were also guys wearing cowboy hats and top hats on the bus....talking about me and having me work for them...seriously? they were saying things, like..i dont know???i dont remember exactly it was just very strange

so strange....(yes my friend saw the wizard lady too)

OH  YOU NEED TO GO TO YOUTUBE, ITS BEEN EMBEDDED SO YOU KNOW...I FORGOT TO MENTION, THE OTHER NIGHT WHILE I WAS LISTENING TO SOUNDSCAPES AND DRINKING WINE, I HEARD THE SONG USED IN THAT SCENE...RED DRESS SCENE...yeah, also, in this weeks whatever...weekly..the voice? there was a joke that was about schizophrenia..

Hunger games EDIT

i just watched the hunger games...oh, well, so yesterday we went to lisas party. i had trouble picking an outfit but eventually i just wore jeans and a shirt, and my heeled sandals..painful!!! so...we went to river grill, expensive! we got a rustic pizza and i had these cucumber gins...it was nice a bunch of people came, then we went to drinkys, and mike even went. which i was worried he wasnt going too but he did. it was fun! i enjoyed myself! so, today, we went and saw the hunger games. its nice to have the weekends again, to be able to go to the movies and stuff...ok so spotted lots of symbolisms in this movie...(plus i couldnt get all the stuff supposedly going on in the backgrounds, and if that guy messed around with the little sis, than that shows you how hollywood really is)...first thing we see is KATniss, and there is a 'feisty cat' there...symbolic of her cat programming? a butterfly lands on her, also noticed plenty of covered eyes, (all seeing eye), the shh trigger that lenny's character does to her, the number 13, grids/holograms, cameras everywhere, she does the subliminal devil horns, the word sacrifice constantly being used, the ridiculous outfits the elite wear, to symbolize how sick they truly are, fancy and debaucherous, and there were the poison berries of course...(i thought i used the name poisonberry on adult swim...anyways..) i found this..http://www.adultswim.com/search/index.html?queryText=poison

back to more symbols, the pyramid of artillery, pyramid worship...after i walked out of the theater i was in that misty world you sometimes get from triggering movies...oh yeah i noticed that, in that world, the woods of the games, her love interest saw her kiss another guy which made me think of the blind and how it could of been mileys boyfriend who was messing around her with the main actress...

i saw a sign that said, WATCH MOVIES SEE MORE...which was weird, i also noticed a strange looking 'lady in red' that was supposed to get my attention, and i saw a chair and a setup for the new johnny depp movie, so you can take pictures all the kids that sat in that chair lifted up their left hand. why? also a little girl looked at him and started crying. so i was still in some sort of movie trance, then mike wanted to go to walmart! what? i felt a tinge of paranoia, and then i ran into two girls i went to school with, lara and erin, and i knew i probably looked all out of it, but i tried to be friendly which was cool but later we saw them, they didnt see us, and i heard her talking about a picture of olive oil, didnt i have olive oil on my blog at first??she was laughing too...

thats the problem with these freaking blogs you really dont know who the hell is reading this shit! i also saw a sign that said eye of circle steak, i thought it said eye of horus, so i was bugging out and i did not want to be at walmart, but we got some steaks and stuff we just had for dinner....



back to more links...tonight i noticed on family guy (well they showed a clip...) this clip:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MC9PTsDbN1I

this is the movie they made based off reality and how sick the elite are

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Most_Dangerous_Game
(she hunts deer too in movie such as FOXES do fox!!)

in mocking me, mike said marbles paw is a sign, her left paw is lowered...he said in the simpsons ned flanders has the leftorium its an evil sign what??? and the kids were all raising their left hand almost in a masonic way now he tells me he threw in a i love lisa yesterday what??? yeah he did he was imitating dean when we saw him at mothers a few weeks ago...wtf? so hes saying he loves lisa?

is that true about left meaning evil? HA!i have to check it out..




but yeah so here is an excerpt of the most dangerous game where dick cheney loved to play that sick satanist
http://www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/hardtruth/dangerous_game.htm

 whoa weird penis said on the simpsons its their 25th anniversary fox apparenly and kat and peta anagram penis...after that she says the cat thrown from the mountain, killing cats/sacrifices...for fox

so...lets see...here is the blind again..
BELOW edit, notice how she, (or the person doing the blog) said rabbits..."we fucked like rabbits" also, she says she was not chosen because of their craft, just because they are primed to be the next big stars. here is what former matilda star has to say about jennifer lawrence, specifically (at first i thought she was going to be annoying but i did like her in the movie) "To paraphrase the show tune, anything I can do, Anna Kendrick or Ellen Page or Jennifer Lawrence (or any actress from the plethora of actresses waiting to be 'discovered') can do better. I think that there are many much more talented, much more conventionally attractive actresses out there who are taking the roles I would have been offered."

Today's Blind Items - The Hunger Games

I have been saving this one for a few months in anticipation of this week and when everyone bis ready to see the movie. Over 2,000 screenings are already sold out and the reviews are great. But what happened while the movie was being made? Someone in the cast who was shooting almost everyday filled me in on every detail. They are also one of the stars of the blind. I am going to let her tell it in her words with just a little editing by me to add the identifiers.

"From the first time all of us were together, it was pretty amazing. I think we were all excited to be part of a movie that was going to be a big hit. This was not just any movie. We all knew we won the f**king lottery by being cast in the movie and it was not about the craft or anything else, it was about us making it as actors and actresses and having the opportunity to be known.

From day one, I knew this now B+ actor, but relatively unknown actor wanted me. I wanted him. Problem? We both had other people in our lives. So, after a few days of flirting on the set a million miles from our partners, we decided f**k it and we f**ked. Like crazy. Like rabbits. Everywhere. We needed to get it out of our system and we did. Then the next thing you know he is dumping his celebrity girlfriend and telling me he wanted to be with me and then I kind of woke up and realized I loved my boyfriend. It took a looong time before he would speak to me again, but he did manage to get back together with his celebrity girlfriend and she visited once. Idiot.

There is another male lead, but honestly, there are no sparks and it is only because we became good friends and that he is such a good actor that you see any sparks with him on screen too. For as many young people as there were there were not a lot of drugs around. Tons of boozing, underage and otherwise, but it was mainly the "grownups" as we called them that were treating the woods of North Carolina like their very own hot box. One of the grownups is so damn sexy that I almost forgot my vow to be faithful to my boyfriend after my slip. Oh, I did slip one other time, but it was just making out. I think that guy was gay anyway.

So, this sexy hot grownup. Smoked pot everyday and the sexiest body I have ever seen. Seriously. He might be older, but when he speaks and moves, people look. Total pot head though. The only person I saw keep up with him was the girlfriend who visited the actor I had sex with and this other B++ list now movie actor but got started in televison. The thing is about our sexy actor/celebrity is that he kind of likes them young. Not young like one of the other former B+ list actors likes them young. That guy does not care how old you are but you better look 15 or he is not going to be interested. He gave everyone the creeps and he was always showing up in strange places. He was married too and he told people he had married his mistress after cheating on his wife with her. Creep. He was way into this about to be a B+ lister who is way under age. I don't know if they ever did anything because she kept to herself and thought she was better than all of us. She thought she was mature so she might have thought it was cool to have sex with guy 20 years older than her, but I don't know for sure. They did spend a lot of time together in their trailers and his hotel room.

Going back to the sexy actor, at first he was hitting on this B list actress from television and movies and one very hit network show and we all thought they made a great couple. Turns out though she was interested in him, but he turned her down. He ended up having sex with this production assistant who was 18 and got the job because her dad owned some buildings we used for filming. He was always very nice to her, but she was in love with him and everyone was jealous of her.

There was one actor who I mentioned above who was a pothead. He was basically treating this movie as his personal playground. It did not matter if you were gay or straight or old or young, he was going to hit on you and if you were up for it he was going to have sex with you The guy must have had sex with two different people each day and is married so it was kind of disgusting. He was probably the biggest star that everyone wanted to meet when he was on set and he knew it. I also heard he took photos of a lot of the girls he had sex with. He never tried to hit on me, but he did hit on this girl he thought was 20 because of how she looks but was really 12. I also have never seen anyone so stoned act that well. He was very good.

What else? One pregnancy for sure during filming. Multiple breakups and getting back together. Always funny when a girlfriend or boyfriend would visit and everyone would pretend that the other party had been totally faithful. No one was faithful except this one older actor who is so good. He was about to get married and he was such a good actor and behaved himself. He was about the only one. It was like people had never been away from home before. I hope this was what you were looking for.

EDIT: katniss was standing in front of shattered mirrors too...weird ok so just watched a movie, mike wanted too, and it reminded me of 1408 another movie i saw that triggered me and made me paranoid it was when i got drugged, i see 1408 adds up into 13 and this movie has 13 in it hunger games. the movie mike and i just watched here was called phantoms. stupid movie but it had the number 23 in it, and alluded to reptilians? idk? i put on family guys just now, it had a hologram in the sky, also said something about a bar called the shnitzel, who i saw a friend on facebook post about going to the schnitzel bar, weird..just now the tv talked to peter/peta...peta the white rabbit...(he closed one eye while the tv told him to kill a man...)

whoa that was because of dick clark? i guess he was the voice oh no the monarch butterfly ipad commercial?! and there is a little indian girl, also someone posted a picture of a butterfly on lisas facebook...im just weirding myself out?

hmm.....ughh. i just read peta looking for the white rabbit and at the same time i hear a temperPEDIC commercial,.sounds like peta..
oh my god just heard, perfect hair/hare..rabbit hare when i was looking at the white rabbit

i will do another post about peta in a bit, however....another thing i wanted to mention was how pissed people got that rue was played by a black girl. i thought the girl was very beautiful and cute and i think she was a good cast for the movie, but others did not think so...

http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=2&ved=0CD0QFjAB&url=http%3A%2F%2Fjezebel.com%2F5896408%2Fracist-hunger-games-fans-dont-care-how-much-money-the-movie-made&ei=E8aUT97RIoGF6QGxjZ3GBA&usg=AFQjCNF9ghNRqtweKJLzsxkzbIpSMhuDVg

i think that was a distraction, those tweets whos to say those were real?  i just recollected something but i forget where!?? i see 'the claw' on family guy...and it made me think of something...i just heard talk about claws all over me...like a beta programming but i dont remember where!?? this is bothering me! oh btw, i never had a pic of olive oil, it was ethel, big ethel from archie...i was being paranoid that time.??? shrug

just noticed, a white rabbit in the costume store (eyes wide shut style over the rainbow store) on family guy just now...

i  cant find the video but i found this, tv talking to peta asking what would he do for a klondike bar

i can find the pic of the store with the white rabbit if i really feel like it...sigh...maybe in a bit i will

ok here it is oh adult swim new show 666 all over it...loiter squad

are they calling me a schizo??

also noticed what looks like an eye while searching for this episode at the bottom of the site

ok about loiter squad, he said lisa left eye lopez...left eye? hmm...and they have 666 also the one kid always wears the  dickhouse shirt..dickhouse? with a rainbow on it??? ok enough thinking for tonight but tyler 'the creator' is satanist he wears all the signs...i'll do a post about him and loiter squad later

oh  heres a screencap of eyes wide shut store...i need to shut off these weird synchs whatever it is..tsk...(noticed shrimps asking if i like shrimp too on the side of the schizotv video...)

btw, while searching for these images in my folders, i come across the tlc singer doing the 666 a-ok sign....and on loiter squad they said lisa LEFT EYE....wow, and they had bam margera on and i think dickhouse is also for that weird show jackass...i dont know anymore but now i know why weng wants to shut off his sycnhs because it doesnt feel healthy and im just...tv is schizo! ughhh

bored

its friday night how lame is it to hear your boyfriend snoring in the other room? i hate this! and i dont want to be alone tonight im sick of the internet i want to be around people i want to enjoy myself. im really questioning being w/ mike yes we did nice things but....im not excited with him. i want to just hang out and watch movies he falls asleep. i hate this! its only 11 pm! i need to do something! i want to go out and flirt with cute guys! mike does not entice me anymore. i hate to talk shit tho didnt i learn my lesson!? i just...i dont want to sit here and hear him snoring!!! i want to go out! i think its too late now...1118....damnet!

prosciutttttttttoh!

oh yo yo!!! i miss california! i was looking through my friend from back there, his facebook, and, i just miss it y'know? so im hap...seems i got my tax returno...so i went and bought stuff. yes stuff. ok for lisas bday i got her a card and a 25.00 gift card...visa...i got lisa a visa...so then mike and i went out to eat. we went um....ok i need new clothes these clothes i have now are tired!!! i need some new threads! im going to order them up in a bit. yes we went to applebees for dinner...on me! walmart afterwards where i bought a table and chairs, windchimes, a butterfly thing that looks cool and trippy...a little mosaic frog for the yard, water pot or whatever its called? more plates, square plates! also bought a cast iron pan...hmm...i forget what else? still want to get some nice clothes, you know...shoes! make-up...i mean, i still need to save some too. jewelery...etc etc etc! band t-shirts....cowboy boots!!!! im getting these too!

http://store.alloy.com/item.do?categoryID=38&itemID=54857

i just want to start looking the way i want to look, sick of these 'soup girl' clothes i have...what mike describes my look.

tyra fires nigel and the jays

http://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-news/news/tyra-banks-fires-americas-next-top-models-nigel-barker-j-alexander-and-jay-manuel-2012204

why would she fire  them?? she fired a bunch of people ughh what a bee!

ok im back

i need to clean...so, im starting to feel more normal now..tsk. anyways, i called back the lady who is doing my case i will just need tiffany to write a letter stating what i made in march. paystubs. because i cant find them i know i sent them!!??? i know i did!!! you know? what else? oh i see that i got my tax return! it went direct deposit into my account!! hip hip hooray!!! so now i can get the patio table and we are going to grill tonight. so, thats that. now, clean! i must clean! oh yeah, i can now go shopping!!! also, um...another tattoo perhaps?? playstation 3? i dont know?

4/20

so today is my sisters bday, but its also a very sacrificial day...

http://adventofdeception.com/awareness-upcoming-occult-holiday-420-cannabis-day/

so i woke up at 10, but i was tired  i dont even know how late i stayed up but i know i got banned again, even tho...who knows!??? also i think i hit on some guy who works for conan on facebook ( i think i asked him if he has a girlfriend? well i think hes kind of cute im so lame tho! wow!!!)
but i do not even  WANT TO THINK ABOUT THAT!!! UGHHH so i woke up turned the tv on and went back to bed i heard the tv then the interview for my food stamps called, she tells me i did not submit my paystubs but i did i specifically REMEMBER INCLUDING MY PAYSTUBS NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT I CAN DO IF I SENT THEM THEN I DONT HAVE THEM ANYMORE i should of made copies of them! im kind of hungover i just...i feel helpless right now thats what!

i dont know what im going to do about the food stamps now! because i know i sent the paystubs....

sick of salma hayek

and her commercials...this one, and this one...
((edit the one above is the wrong one, its this one...i didnt watch it before i posted hold on)
I MEANT TO PUT THIS ONE OK??
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsDqnNgmpt4  (NOW CLICK THE ONE UNDER AND MIKES SCISSOR KEPS MSGING ME)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GT_Qd2SfTc0

im hungry? oh what? we love salma hayek? yes i liked her in this scene:



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vdvwQPbhq1E

i will NEVER work at tmz!!

i used to think it might be cool, but they are all tools! i mean, they have to know about what is going on, they just hyuck hyuck it all up....smug and what not!!! anyways, check out this SNUFF FILMS MURDER TORTURE

http://www.tmz.com/2012/04/19/scorpions-bassist-germany-fetish-party-video-tmz-on-tv/#.T5DQ6tV2S4o

wow and tmz just jokes much ado about nothing....as if we will all hyuck hyuck w/ them!

oh and THIS...

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-451414/Slaughter-Horror-Sonys-depraved-promotion-stunt-decapitated-goat.html

EDIT!!  i had to ad this busey at the powow

http://www.tmz.com/videos/0_pe05ot4w

jeffree star

remember jeffree starr?? i jsut thought about him perhaps cuz i thought about crystal starr..yes that must be it? also thought about his jonbenet ramsey tattoo....hmm...hes myspace days is he still doing pink hair? oh you know!!!!!!!!!! i so bored!!!

heres  the video where he shows his jonbenet tattoo...lol! he also has sharon tate tattoo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLBHooqolaw

there is a skunk that just sprayed and it is so strong it is giving me a headache! wtf!???

HOWDY!

so im just chillin by meself....listening to eric clapton and jefferson airplane and such!! yeah groovy!!! drinking the rest of the blush wine shannan and i had the other night, i have my eucalyptis mint candle lit!! i wish mike would want to hang out but he never does. he just is so tired! all the time! well he worked. its only thursday too! *^^* hmm so yeah i think its fair if i think another guy is cute right? :/ because...oh forget it! it doesnt even matter!!! well anyways, today i planted the flowers in the back...like i said, however, i might want to put bushes and/or shrubbery there but the girl upstairs wants to plant more flowers. whatever! i want to get the table and chairs damnet! and make it more inviting..more cool stuff!!! hmm...so today i made the wild mushrooms, shallots, olive oil, rosemary, fettucine, pancetta...i'll put a pic up. i wish i had someone to chat and flirt with! like i said, i love the summertime it turns me on! i love farmhouses....country! cornfields!! hmm....cloudy blue skies!! skinny dipping in the river! i used to do that kind of stuff!!! now, well now things are just...blah! boring!!!!! mike and i dont share that....you know? its not enticing, enthralling...exhilerating!!! dont mind me i think im feeling this wine and listening to good tunes!!! anyways, heres some pics of supper!

yes i know the pentagrams in the wine glass...it was dollar store! only one they had!

stock photo...get your paneling done!! its probably cluttered mess in there!

thats a little bit better!

Jefferson Airplane -White Rabbit-

Cream - White Room