so....lets see. im craving yogurt. i used to not like greek yogurt but now i like it..i like it on salmon with some dill and lemon juice. anyways, uh....oh yeah the other day the boss said food poison and ziti salad remember? then i ordered chicken parm and they brought it out with ziti (last time it was angelhair pasta) and i got food poisoned. was i triggered or hypnotized to get sick, so that i had to call off, and in turn, lose that job? wtf does it mean? oh some one left a rude comment to a blog about dying my hair blonde or keeping it natural...calling me fat ugly and stupid. wow ok!? whatever
hmm so i just cant wait to get my own place tho. that is my goal! by the summer i want my own place! i just want to be able to feel complete and happy.
i dont feel like blogging anymore tonight. so long!
Saturday, December 28, 2013
Monday, December 23, 2013
food poisoning
so, this weekend i basically stayed home. my parents had left to pick up sage in s. carolina, and i had to stay here to feed the cats etc. friday mike came over for a bit and we went to the mall and grabbed a pizza, but i got upset with him for some reason...idk? i went back to my parents and went to sleep pretty early. saturday i went to mikes hoping to pick up my check, which didn't arrived. i used his shower then came home. i was going to try to make plans for later that night but i had received a text from my dad, actually from sage. she said she was sleeping over and wanted me to go to church the next day. so i waited for them, and i was about to head out but decided to stay in with sage. we watched elisa lam youtube videos and the alien apple logo youtube and stuff. next morning went to church, then had cookies and coffee afterwards, then we came back to the house. lisa and matt were there and my mom suggested we all go get lunch so we went to the italian place with the lunch specials. it was all pastas and chicken parmigian lunches for 4.95 i had chicken parmigian...itchy feet! so later they left and i was so tired i went to sleep at 10 because i had to wake up early the next morning..oh yeah after sage and them left i went to the mall with my mom to get some gifts. i told my mom it felt like i have been punched in the stomach. it did tho!?? and at the mall i kept smelling these weird candles at yankee candle like buttered popcorn and 2X4 and football scented, which made me feel nauseous. when i fell asleep i woke up because my dad had the heat on so high. i thought it was time to wake up or 4 in the morning, and i went to the bathroom and looked at the time, it was wasnt even midnight, but then when i layed back down, i could feel all this food grumbling around and i had diarhhea cramps...or whatever. i was up for two hours trying to just sleep because i couldnt go to the bathroom when i tried. finally i started dry heaving and i felt i had to puke so i went to the bathroom and started to puke but i also started getting diarhhea (gross i know!? sorry!) so i sat on the toilet, and i started puking in the tub at the same time it was awful!!!! and i kept heaving about 4 or 5 times till all the chicken parm and penne vodka (why they gave me that instead of spaghetti im not sure? im not much of a pasta person either too heavy)...it was awful but my belly was emptied and my bowels...ughh terrible! but then i wanted to clean out the tub so i got buckets of hot water and washed it down the drain and then i poured bleach in the tub too, but i was exhausted so i went back...this morning i woke up at 4 and i had more diarrhea..(why!? i dont know? i have been eating lots of sweets too...) i dont know why i am writing about this!??! anyways..i woke up for work and i came downstairs but my body felt like i fell off a roof onto concrete and i knew if i went to work i would feel faint and get sick again, so i called off...but they ended my assignment...
all day today i felt weak and chills...and tired. i layed on the couch all day, falling in and out of sleep while fox news and cnbc (yes i turned it on because something about coolest jobs were on and american greed)..i kept falling asleep while the tv talked about those vietnamese group who scammed casinos out of millions were on in the background.
i didnt even eat today, save for an orange, and half that sandwich my dad kept telling me to eat...(which was too fluffy starch bread and ham...and thick cheese ugh) that kind of food doesnt settle well in my stomach...
also gatorade.
so yeah thats that!
all day today i felt weak and chills...and tired. i layed on the couch all day, falling in and out of sleep while fox news and cnbc (yes i turned it on because something about coolest jobs were on and american greed)..i kept falling asleep while the tv talked about those vietnamese group who scammed casinos out of millions were on in the background.
i didnt even eat today, save for an orange, and half that sandwich my dad kept telling me to eat...(which was too fluffy starch bread and ham...and thick cheese ugh) that kind of food doesnt settle well in my stomach...
also gatorade.
so yeah thats that!
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
my day
so yes i was thinking of ideas. so, if you are told something would you feel special? would you even stop to think you are being used as a mere puppet?
anyways, at work we had a free lunch. hoagies and chips. nice. before the lunch we had a meeting, and the head guy (not sure his name but he always makes sure to tell us poids ((cant think of the word now!?? lowly workers who get excited about wegmans food...)) HA! anyways we always have meeting and he always makes sure to remind us to clean up after ourselves in the breakroom. lol! hmm...uh, i forgot what i was gonna write now. he said he tried the food before and he didnt get food poison. alrighty then....they sent a few ppl home early i had to stay till 5. oh work...do i blog about it? hmm seems i do...
gahhhh!!!(oh yeah i saw one of the managers had a notebook with good ol' sirius DOG STAR on it too) LOL!! rolly polly LOLLY
anyways, at work we had a free lunch. hoagies and chips. nice. before the lunch we had a meeting, and the head guy (not sure his name but he always makes sure to tell us poids ((cant think of the word now!?? lowly workers who get excited about wegmans food...)) HA! anyways we always have meeting and he always makes sure to remind us to clean up after ourselves in the breakroom. lol! hmm...uh, i forgot what i was gonna write now. he said he tried the food before and he didnt get food poison. alrighty then....they sent a few ppl home early i had to stay till 5. oh work...do i blog about it? hmm seems i do...
gahhhh!!!(oh yeah i saw one of the managers had a notebook with good ol' sirius DOG STAR on it too) LOL!! rolly polly LOLLY
Once you get your top secret security question, you need to answer some basic job placement questions, a few of them being mathematical. One of the questions is, you are assigned a roster of family households to monitor per work day, (8 hour shift). If you are alotted one minute per hour per household, then how many family households will you have to monitor per work day?
When you start entry level they will train you on cues to look for while monitoring your assigned family household. You will start off evaluating a series of set number per day, and the more trained your eye gets, the more households you will be assigned.
Why am I asking such absurd questions? Oh, I am merely thinking of some sort of *jazzy hands* "sci-fi, totalitarian, police state, orwellian based novel, (sort of like how Brian the Dog Star writes novels). Within the plot, one of the monitors will get attached to the families. This monitor will begin to feel like some sort of protective shield, looking over their nest like a protective wheel in the sky. Observing, emoting human feelings of attachment over their families. In a meeting, said monitor finds out that one of the household's has been put on footnote, (meaning on the targetted list). How is this possible? The monitor kept a log of the family, and the activities, as assigned, but how and what did they do to be put on the footnoted T.I.s list?
The monitor decides to forwarn the targetted household by finding ways to subliminal inject messages to them. This takes place in a series of subliminal, (yet not smug), messages in the newspapers that the household reads, the radio station they listen too, hidden messages on the news that will strike a chord, even hearing specific piano notes being played while they sleep coming through radio waves being directed into the house. Which is helpful, or which are made to direct them to psychotic nuerosis? Or is it all designed to do a little bit of both?
The monitor is not even aware that they are being used as well, while thinking they are being helpful, they are really playing into what they were programmed to do from the get go.
On another note, about 5 years ago, if someone were to say to you, "you know, they can read your emails if they want," how would you reply? "Why would they? Why would they read mine, or yours? You are nothing important? You are no one special." In this novel, I will address how it is part of the monitors jobs to review their set list of households. "They" consist of those monitors that would for the NSA. "They" log down their households activities, their phone calls, their text messages, their emails, their social networking, and everything else about them. "They" need to make sure to 'footnote' and submit files of any suspicious activity as well. "They" are trained to believe this is all for national security, and as it slowly gets leaked to the public about these procedures, no one questions anything because they were all slowly being manipulated, distracted, and injected with 'dont question, listen, behave and obey' mantras all their lives.
While this is merely a 'novel' idea I would like to embark on, just take another moment to think of Edward Snowden, who got in trouble for wiki leaks, for example. "Pssh! Yeah, we all knew that!" Knew what? Oh, that they can go through anyone emails if they like? Sure, yeah, we know! (Five years ago no one would of agreed to that notion, however.)
Go and buy your XBoxes with the attached cameras. Sure! Invite your monitors into your household! Make them feel welcome!
Enjoy! (again, this is merely a novel idea I have. I get bored at work and I think of things like this. I have been thinking of story ideas since I was a kid, hey, it is what I do! ;) ) Oh on another note, if you knew secrets, would you be subliminally smug about it, forewarning in a deciphering manner, attached with a code of conduct or some sort of moral to the story heroics behind it? Would you write a song about it? How would you lest be known all the while not lest be known? Do you catch my drift? Tokyo drift? idk...mumbles away...
When you start entry level they will train you on cues to look for while monitoring your assigned family household. You will start off evaluating a series of set number per day, and the more trained your eye gets, the more households you will be assigned.
Why am I asking such absurd questions? Oh, I am merely thinking of some sort of *jazzy hands* "sci-fi, totalitarian, police state, orwellian based novel, (sort of like how Brian the Dog Star writes novels). Within the plot, one of the monitors will get attached to the families. This monitor will begin to feel like some sort of protective shield, looking over their nest like a protective wheel in the sky. Observing, emoting human feelings of attachment over their families. In a meeting, said monitor finds out that one of the household's has been put on footnote, (meaning on the targetted list). How is this possible? The monitor kept a log of the family, and the activities, as assigned, but how and what did they do to be put on the footnoted T.I.s list?
The monitor decides to forwarn the targetted household by finding ways to subliminal inject messages to them. This takes place in a series of subliminal, (yet not smug), messages in the newspapers that the household reads, the radio station they listen too, hidden messages on the news that will strike a chord, even hearing specific piano notes being played while they sleep coming through radio waves being directed into the house. Which is helpful, or which are made to direct them to psychotic nuerosis? Or is it all designed to do a little bit of both?
The monitor is not even aware that they are being used as well, while thinking they are being helpful, they are really playing into what they were programmed to do from the get go.
On another note, about 5 years ago, if someone were to say to you, "you know, they can read your emails if they want," how would you reply? "Why would they? Why would they read mine, or yours? You are nothing important? You are no one special." In this novel, I will address how it is part of the monitors jobs to review their set list of households. "They" consist of those monitors that would for the NSA. "They" log down their households activities, their phone calls, their text messages, their emails, their social networking, and everything else about them. "They" need to make sure to 'footnote' and submit files of any suspicious activity as well. "They" are trained to believe this is all for national security, and as it slowly gets leaked to the public about these procedures, no one questions anything because they were all slowly being manipulated, distracted, and injected with 'dont question, listen, behave and obey' mantras all their lives.
While this is merely a 'novel' idea I would like to embark on, just take another moment to think of Edward Snowden, who got in trouble for wiki leaks, for example. "Pssh! Yeah, we all knew that!" Knew what? Oh, that they can go through anyone emails if they like? Sure, yeah, we know! (Five years ago no one would of agreed to that notion, however.)
Go and buy your XBoxes with the attached cameras. Sure! Invite your monitors into your household! Make them feel welcome!
Enjoy! (again, this is merely a novel idea I have. I get bored at work and I think of things like this. I have been thinking of story ideas since I was a kid, hey, it is what I do! ;) ) Oh on another note, if you knew secrets, would you be subliminally smug about it, forewarning in a deciphering manner, attached with a code of conduct or some sort of moral to the story heroics behind it? Would you write a song about it? How would you lest be known all the while not lest be known? Do you catch my drift? Tokyo drift? idk...mumbles away...
Monday, December 16, 2013
Sunday, December 15, 2013
Oh hai!
So listens....uh..still get upset sometimes to see how biased certain ppl can be when it comes to fb...so kim was posting a bunch of selfies, like she always does. i dont care, but i notice that lisa likes kims selfies. i just keep remembering how she told me she doesnt icheck facebook in the morning because she doesnt want to see my posts!? and how she told me her friends had to ask her what is wrong with me and they had to delete me (i think its when i was sharing sandy hook conspiracy videos)..i noticed ppl deleted me (i had that friend deleting detection thing...also noticed that when i used to take pics of food i made and food stamps ppl get weird. im not getting into that tho. so i decided to do an experiment, i posted my white rabbit mask selfie pic and kim was whats that on your head i said its the white rabbit mask im looking for answers!
it was my fall down the rabbit hole whatever...because yeah when im out in LA i am in exploring mode and why not? i research stuff so who cares? well later lisa made a post about how she is so joyful about her life and she doesnt need to look for answers anymore because she has everything she needs (matt and his family..forget about her own family tho) shes more close with matts mom than her own...:/
oh whatever sage i hope your not reading this. im just kind of upset but it was so disguised that i could just be a disgusting creep (like she thinks of me)...yes lisa told me she would not want to know me in real life if we werent related. that hurts.
so i reposted this
No matter who you are, what you look like, or what you share with the world, there will always be someone who doesn't approve. There will always be someone who thinks you’re too much or too little. Someone who thinks you’re too loud or too quiet. Too weird or too boring. Too overbearing or too uninvolved. Too emotional or too needy or too outspoken. And that’s okay. You don’t live for other people. It isn't your job to conform to their idea of what constitutes a “worthwhile” human being. You are who you are, and you’re enough.
Instead of focusing on all of the people who don’t approve of you, try to take some time today to remind yourself of all the people who do appreciate and accept you. They’re the people who matter. Let go of the rest.
so i told moss in advance when i wanted a ticket back in which told me he was going to get my ticket well he never got it till last minute then he sprung it upon me that i had to pay for 30.00 of it (what??) so now i owe him money...
oh and we all have our own problems so i should feel like i am not allowed to feel upset about things? nevermind im just an ungrateful selfish disgusting creep right?
it was my fall down the rabbit hole whatever...because yeah when im out in LA i am in exploring mode and why not? i research stuff so who cares? well later lisa made a post about how she is so joyful about her life and she doesnt need to look for answers anymore because she has everything she needs (matt and his family..forget about her own family tho) shes more close with matts mom than her own...:/
oh whatever sage i hope your not reading this. im just kind of upset but it was so disguised that i could just be a disgusting creep (like she thinks of me)...yes lisa told me she would not want to know me in real life if we werent related. that hurts.
so i reposted this
No matter who you are, what you look like, or what you share with the world, there will always be someone who doesn't approve. There will always be someone who thinks you’re too much or too little. Someone who thinks you’re too loud or too quiet. Too weird or too boring. Too overbearing or too uninvolved. Too emotional or too needy or too outspoken. And that’s okay. You don’t live for other people. It isn't your job to conform to their idea of what constitutes a “worthwhile” human being. You are who you are, and you’re enough.
Instead of focusing on all of the people who don’t approve of you, try to take some time today to remind yourself of all the people who do appreciate and accept you. They’re the people who matter. Let go of the rest.
so i told moss in advance when i wanted a ticket back in which told me he was going to get my ticket well he never got it till last minute then he sprung it upon me that i had to pay for 30.00 of it (what??) so now i owe him money...
oh and we all have our own problems so i should feel like i am not allowed to feel upset about things? nevermind im just an ungrateful selfish disgusting creep right?
Tuesday, December 10, 2013
hey
hello! i havent really blogged in a while since i am so tired anymore! i work alot, and by the time i get out..its time for bed! at least i will be able to save up money now. i have been feeling quite depressed lately...because of lack of sun i think. i glimpsed some of the sun glistening off the new snow during lunch. so pretty! oh im tired!!!
yes thanksgiving came and went. i was so worried about it. i zoned out during the game..it was ok tho we went to matt and lisas.
what else? oh so since i have been back (and being in california helped too) i GAINED 10 pounds! yeah bcuz i am not cooking for myself! im eating crap food!
lots of starches, red meat, hibachis, etc...not alot of fresh veggies...also, i havent been liberally working out like i used too. no time and im tired, no money for LA fitness although snap is ok, they just dont have spin class. i walk on treadmill at brisk pace for 20 minutes tho and i do the equipment. i think i am going to focus on my arms tho...lots of equipment for my arms i want muscular big bulky arms. yeah i want a nice bulky tone!
just kidding. i want these peircings (below)
STUFF!!! yah yah yah1
i forget if there was anything else but im going to bed
yes thanksgiving came and went. i was so worried about it. i zoned out during the game..it was ok tho we went to matt and lisas.
what else? oh so since i have been back (and being in california helped too) i GAINED 10 pounds! yeah bcuz i am not cooking for myself! im eating crap food!
lots of starches, red meat, hibachis, etc...not alot of fresh veggies...also, i havent been liberally working out like i used too. no time and im tired, no money for LA fitness although snap is ok, they just dont have spin class. i walk on treadmill at brisk pace for 20 minutes tho and i do the equipment. i think i am going to focus on my arms tho...lots of equipment for my arms i want muscular big bulky arms. yeah i want a nice bulky tone!
just kidding. i want these peircings (below)
STUFF!!! yah yah yah1
i forget if there was anything else but im going to bed
lounge music playing while the buildings died 911 (the day the music died?)
She can kill with a smile
She can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child,
But she's always a woman to me
She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth
But she'll never believe you
And she'll take what you give her, as long as it's free
Yeah, she steals like a thief
But she's always a woman to me
CHORUS:
Oh--she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh--and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind
And she'll promise you more
Than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me
--Mhmm--
Bridge
CHORUS:
Oh--she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh--and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind
She is frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases
She's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me
--Mhmm--
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fo9Xj6AgjZI
She can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child,
But she's always a woman to me
She can lead you to love
She can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth
But she'll never believe you
And she'll take what you give her, as long as it's free
Yeah, she steals like a thief
But she's always a woman to me
CHORUS:
Oh--she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh--and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind
And she'll promise you more
Than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best
And the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
Cause she's always a woman to me
--Mhmm--
Bridge
CHORUS:
Oh--she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants
She's ahead of her time
Oh--and she never gives out
And she never gives in
She just changes her mind
She is frequently kind
And she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases
She's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted
She's earned her degree
And the most she will do
Is throw shadows at you
But she's always a woman to me
--Mhmm--
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fo9Xj6AgjZI
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Paul walker mysterious death
Whenever I hear of a celebrity death, I always wonder what the MK group will have to say about it. Paul Walker just died in a FIREY car death, and TMZ and PEOPLE plaster continuous reports (along with facebookers) all over the place. we are literally consumed with paul walker incidents, just as we were littered with the death of Brian, from Family Guy...all over fb. that just reminds me, i clicked on a link where brian had a msg for us...there was a countdown on the family guy website page. im wondering if....that countdown ended when paul walker died? coincedence or predictive programming...BRIAN is also the name of paul walkers character fast and the furious. in the episode in which brian the dog died (dog star sirius?) he got hit by a CAR! mark dice makes fun of us, calling us brain dead crack smoking idiots, when all his videos are just rants of him sounding like a big bully. oh well!
all right, so...paul walker...hmm...i noticed sunday was a big SACRIFICE night on the walking dead, where a bunch of walkers you know, walk around...what else?
oh the episode i was saying of family guy when brian got killed they were taking guns from the indians fast and furious program: Gunwalking", or "letting guns walk", was a tactic of the Arizona Field Office of the United States Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives (ATF), which ran a series of sting operations[2][3] between 2006[4] and 2011[2][5] in the Tucson and Phoenix area where the ATF "purposely allowed licensed firearms dealers to sell weapons to illegal straw buyers, hoping to track the guns to Mexican drug cartel leaders."[6] These operations were done under the umbrella of Project Gunrunner, a project intended to stem the flow of firearms into Mexico by interdicting straw purchasers and gun traffickers within the United States.[7]
(nothing is just something )
synchronicities happened today. the simpsons episode had krusty smoking a CIGAR then the episode was about homer KILLING CELEBRITIES he mentioned drunk driving...i will share link about ryan dunn another porsche 911 sacrifice they say drunk driving. this is usually a ploy/decoy car crash etc
speaking of firey car crash paul walker ad in back of satanic serpent 25 years (25 occult number google it how many celebrities died on the 25th) paul walker COOL WATER ad opposite fire/water
im not too much into occult numerology im terrible at math...but its there! predictive programming on ellen (again i will link it)
25 Michael Jackson died on June 25th,2009. Farrah Fawcett died on June 25th, 2009. Sky Saxon died on June 25th, 2009. James Brown died on December 25th, 2006. Dean Martin died on December 25th, 1995. Eartha Mae Kitt died on December 25th, 2008. Tupac Shakur died at 25 years old. Lisa (Left Eye) Lopes died on April 25th, 2002. Roger Troutman died on April 25th, 1999. Aaliyah Haughton died on August 25th, 2001. Static Major died on February 25th, 2008. Eminem’s famous hip-hop/sacrifice/Illuminati song, 25 to life. It’s like a prison sentence, 25 years, or the number 25 itself. December 25 is Horus/Lucifer’s birthday. That is why there are so many sacrifices on this day. The Sum of the numbers 2 and 5 equal to 7. On June 25th, 2009, there were 3 celebrity deaths. Writing these numbers out as digits gives us (2+5)(2+5)(2+5)=777. 777 is part of the 11:11 phenomena and as we have already seen, the number 11 was key to the September 11th attacks on the World Trade
here is link on ryan dunn another illuminati sacrifice (born to be sacrificed?)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5daTgXZ6-w&feature=youtu.be
cut and paste:
he single-car crash occurred around 3:30 p.m.<mentioned above <edit: sorry on my thread>> on Hercules Street <Satan/Lucifer aka Pan/Saturn/Hercules> near Constellation Road <false gospel in the stars> in the Rye <fbi is Catcher in the Rye?> Canyon Business Park, fire officials said.
st realized James Dean of course, died in a Silver 550 spyder porsche . . .then we have Paul Walker dieing in a 2005 Porsche Carrera GT . . .so 550 = 2005 meaning 2 5's essentially. Yesterday at 2:52pm · Like · 2 Angel Sparks crap & 550 spyder porsche pictured has 205 on it, then the vin number, the year of the car/truck he crashed into was 1950 of which 3 of the numbers match the license plate on Walkers car ie 7CCY590 . . .don't ask me what it all means!? smh lol "James Dean's "Little Bastard" Perhaps the most famous of the first 90 Porsche 550's built was James Dean's "Little Bastard" numbered 130 (VIN 550-0055) which Dean fatally crashed into Donald Turnupseed's 1950 Ford Custom at the CA Rt. 46/41 Cholame Junction on September 30, 1955.[3] As Dean was finishing up Giant’s filming in September, 1955, he suddenly traded in his 356 Porsche Super Speedster at Competition Motors for a new 1955 Porsche 550 Spyder on September 21st and immediately entered the upcoming Salinas Road Race event scheduled for October 1 and 2.[4]"
all right, so...paul walker...hmm...i noticed sunday was a big SACRIFICE night on the walking dead, where a bunch of walkers you know, walk around...what else?
oh the episode i was saying of family guy when brian got killed they were taking guns from the indians fast and furious program: Gunwalking", or "letting guns walk", was a tactic of the Arizona Field Office of the United States Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives (ATF), which ran a series of sting operations[2][3] between 2006[4] and 2011[2][5] in the Tucson and Phoenix area where the ATF "purposely allowed licensed firearms dealers to sell weapons to illegal straw buyers, hoping to track the guns to Mexican drug cartel leaders."[6] These operations were done under the umbrella of Project Gunrunner, a project intended to stem the flow of firearms into Mexico by interdicting straw purchasers and gun traffickers within the United States.[7]
(nothing is just something )
synchronicities happened today. the simpsons episode had krusty smoking a CIGAR then the episode was about homer KILLING CELEBRITIES he mentioned drunk driving...i will share link about ryan dunn another porsche 911 sacrifice they say drunk driving. this is usually a ploy/decoy car crash etc
speaking of firey car crash paul walker ad in back of satanic serpent 25 years (25 occult number google it how many celebrities died on the 25th) paul walker COOL WATER ad opposite fire/water
im not too much into occult numerology im terrible at math...but its there! predictive programming on ellen (again i will link it)
25 Michael Jackson died on June 25th,2009. Farrah Fawcett died on June 25th, 2009. Sky Saxon died on June 25th, 2009. James Brown died on December 25th, 2006. Dean Martin died on December 25th, 1995. Eartha Mae Kitt died on December 25th, 2008. Tupac Shakur died at 25 years old. Lisa (Left Eye) Lopes died on April 25th, 2002. Roger Troutman died on April 25th, 1999. Aaliyah Haughton died on August 25th, 2001. Static Major died on February 25th, 2008. Eminem’s famous hip-hop/sacrifice/Illuminati song, 25 to life. It’s like a prison sentence, 25 years, or the number 25 itself. December 25 is Horus/Lucifer’s birthday. That is why there are so many sacrifices on this day. The Sum of the numbers 2 and 5 equal to 7. On June 25th, 2009, there were 3 celebrity deaths. Writing these numbers out as digits gives us (2+5)(2+5)(2+5)=777. 777 is part of the 11:11 phenomena and as we have already seen, the number 11 was key to the September 11th attacks on the World Trade
here is link on ryan dunn another illuminati sacrifice (born to be sacrificed?)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5daTgXZ6-w&feature=youtu.be
cut and paste:
he single-car crash occurred around 3:30 p.m.<mentioned above <edit: sorry on my thread>> on Hercules Street <Satan/Lucifer aka Pan/Saturn/Hercules> near Constellation Road <false gospel in the stars> in the Rye <fbi is Catcher in the Rye?> Canyon Business Park, fire officials said.
st realized James Dean of course, died in a Silver 550 spyder porsche . . .then we have Paul Walker dieing in a 2005 Porsche Carrera GT . . .so 550 = 2005 meaning 2 5's essentially. Yesterday at 2:52pm · Like · 2 Angel Sparks crap & 550 spyder porsche pictured has 205 on it, then the vin number, the year of the car/truck he crashed into was 1950 of which 3 of the numbers match the license plate on Walkers car ie 7CCY590 . . .don't ask me what it all means!? smh lol "James Dean's "Little Bastard" Perhaps the most famous of the first 90 Porsche 550's built was James Dean's "Little Bastard" numbered 130 (VIN 550-0055) which Dean fatally crashed into Donald Turnupseed's 1950 Ford Custom at the CA Rt. 46/41 Cholame Junction on September 30, 1955.[3] As Dean was finishing up Giant’s filming in September, 1955, he suddenly traded in his 356 Porsche Super Speedster at Competition Motors for a new 1955 Porsche 550 Spyder on September 21st and immediately entered the upcoming Salinas Road Race event scheduled for October 1 and 2.[4]"
vin numbers VIN DIESEL co star (paul walker talks about his funeral end of fast and furious 7)
so i got a synchronicity attack heres what happened...
while reading a link about hey whats going on!?? be normal!!
- why is it doing this!!?? i dont want bullet points!!
why cant this be normal now!!!
i had syncs on this show CSI they started talking about CIGARS (i work at a cigar place now) they said SECRET when i read secret they said CRASH when i read crash then they said LORI
HA! I KNEW IT!! NOW The SHOW IS Saying he died of POISONING!!!
today at work (cigar place) they talk about poisoning...whatever!!
im gonna share some pics maybe that will help
so apparently he had said this so i was wondering why would he be smiling? whats smile have to do with it? then i saw someone posted this of course RZA trying to get his face in the tmz news
look at the name of his song
now watch the trailer to the skulls his character 1:40 talks about digging his own grave if you dig too deep..the skulls about secret societies
(more links i didnt read yet http://truthernews.wordpress.com/2013/12/03/10-reasons-why-fast-furious-star-paul-walker-was-assassinated/
he was on ellen too just youtube it ahh i dont feel like finding it just shows them racing on the 1130 line placed pyramids checkeboard FIRE lane..
also WHEEL of fortune just had a puzzle fast and the furious...WHEELS ON THE CAR ARE SPINNING the wheel in the sky keeps on turning song about drones perhaps a drone killed paul walker??
there are more clues and hints all a big puzzle it seems...
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
oops i did it again
i dont know!??
you know, i am well aware of those tickets. i am. moss has been pestering me about it every day, and i asked him nicely to please stop. i told him it is kind of disrespectful of him to be continuosly bothering me about those tickets. its as if he thinks i am going to forget, as if i am so incompetant as to not remember, and that is plain out rude and disrespectful. i told him i was going to get them, he should respect and trust me. yes of course i was going to get them, in fact, i woke up this morning fully intending to pick them up today. of course i am sick. moss does not care about this all he cares about is me picking up these tickets. and he still thinks i am going to sit outside tomorrow night amidst all the wind and snowstorm, while being sick! look, i admit, i am going to start this job tomorrow, but that is because it benefits me! that is because it is FOR ME! i need a job! i need a paycheck! going to the football game does NOT benefit me. why did i say yes? well, let me explain something. first of all, whenever moss talks to me, he throws out a constingency of verbal....a pillage of verbal floodgates, and my eyes glaze over and i just stop. i. just. stop. i no longer know what i am listening to it gets to be too much. and when i stop to hear what he is BAMBLING about...i realize that its a story he already told me of! he also said he would get me a plane ticket back home. well ok heres the story.
i told him with much days in advance WHEN i wanted to go home! ok? i told him i need to be back by SATURDAY (specific date because i wanted to see the business in reading that next sunday.) he was well aware of this. he knew what date i had to be home. he was telling me yes he was going to get the ticket...yet days went by and he never did. so when i asked moss about it, he said yes...finally, about 2 days before he was going to get the ticket, he said that he cant pay the full amount unless it was the TUESDAY after that sunday i wanted to go home! are you serious moss? he kept making it seem like he was going to buy the ticket, but according to that, ONLY IF it was 120.00 or else i would have to pay for the rest? how sleazy and weird is that? he did not tell me this prior! not at all!!
i was under the impression that he would buy me my ticket home (i payed for my ticket there btw) he said if i agree to go to the pburg/easton game this year, he would get me my ticket. i agreed. right?? ok then....so comes about, i have to pay moss 35.00 (the extra cost for the 160.00 the ticket for me to fly back on the date i wanted to) fine! FINE!! whatever. he just threw that on me but whatever. i was ready to go home. and IM WRONG THO! cuz moss is so great and he does all kinds of cool things for me. i never asked him to bring me to concerts. yes i did go to LA, but he knew the reasons why! i even wrote them here, remember? i wanted to go see conan (he was aware of this), i wanted to see festival supreme (which he told me about), i wanted to go to the governors ball (which he thought we wouldnt be able to get into and guess what it was JENNIFER AND I who got into that, OURSELVES!!! moss was glass half full!! he knew those were the main things...he also knew that i really wanted to go to the rob zombie thing (AGAIN, WHICH HE TOLD ME ABOUT!!!) so those were the main things of me going out to LA. he didnt pay me while i was out there, well thats both our faults. or maybe he just used that as bait for me to think i would be working too...hes kind of creepy like that. i dont know moss..i do, but then i dont. i dont know the true reasons why he is really in my life? like i said, i always felt he was set up, but no one believes me. people wonder who is he or what hold he has over me? its weird??
so i now owe him money for some reason...? (i didnt read the fine lines meaning i didnt listen i just wanted him to shut up! and yes he does drive me crazy! hes too much! i zone out alot around him. i am capable of having normal conversations with him, when he doesnt bug me) i cant be around a person for too long! srzly!
moss makes it appear as if i am using him. like im a stupid girl. i think he might be chauvinistic. like katie. katie always made comments....misogynistic comments...about 'porn stars and prostitutes'...moss has that same sort of way about him!?? hes a caring guy, but maybe he enjoys finding girls who are troubled, for a reason? like jen and 'his jailbird' who im not sure they really talk anymore?
and of course my sister thinks im this whiny selfish spoiled bitch.
listen ok? i do not need to be (whats the word??) oh i cant think! when uhhh i cant think!!??! when someone does something to make you look bad...it sounds like pledgerize but its not...'dont __erize me"
pesterize??? badger? anyways....
it was disrespectful and rude of him to keep asking me, even tho i already assured and told him i was going to get them. he felt the need to remind me as if im some sort of classless, haste (well i am hasty at times)...idiot who just wants to smoke ma blunts all day, peeling off the couch to venture to the local 7-11 (which i would have to drive to btw) for some papers...stoned and high all day, poppin valiums and xanaxs...."eh ill get around to it WHEN I DO!" um no i was fully intending to get those damn tickets!
and he knows this! i am sick. top priority is getting better. not yes'ming HIM appeasing HIM!!! right?? to get him HIS tickets! are you kidding me!?? really??
and this morning he msgd me on facebook. "Please get those tickets today!"
i didnt even get to finish looking through all my fb msgs before he bugs me! so i took it to my wall! to haste and squeezy like a squeezy heezy! stressy ball! (usually i customize it so lisa brown piwowaryczk dont see it because she just sees me the way moss wants her to see me)
i was intending to delete it but whatever haha!! im silly like that!
PATRONIZE!!! patronize!!!
i am looking for that 90s stressy eraser colored thing in a hat from spencers to post here as a pic
you know, i am well aware of those tickets. i am. moss has been pestering me about it every day, and i asked him nicely to please stop. i told him it is kind of disrespectful of him to be continuosly bothering me about those tickets. its as if he thinks i am going to forget, as if i am so incompetant as to not remember, and that is plain out rude and disrespectful. i told him i was going to get them, he should respect and trust me. yes of course i was going to get them, in fact, i woke up this morning fully intending to pick them up today. of course i am sick. moss does not care about this all he cares about is me picking up these tickets. and he still thinks i am going to sit outside tomorrow night amidst all the wind and snowstorm, while being sick! look, i admit, i am going to start this job tomorrow, but that is because it benefits me! that is because it is FOR ME! i need a job! i need a paycheck! going to the football game does NOT benefit me. why did i say yes? well, let me explain something. first of all, whenever moss talks to me, he throws out a constingency of verbal....a pillage of verbal floodgates, and my eyes glaze over and i just stop. i. just. stop. i no longer know what i am listening to it gets to be too much. and when i stop to hear what he is BAMBLING about...i realize that its a story he already told me of! he also said he would get me a plane ticket back home. well ok heres the story.
i told him with much days in advance WHEN i wanted to go home! ok? i told him i need to be back by SATURDAY (specific date because i wanted to see the business in reading that next sunday.) he was well aware of this. he knew what date i had to be home. he was telling me yes he was going to get the ticket...yet days went by and he never did. so when i asked moss about it, he said yes...finally, about 2 days before he was going to get the ticket, he said that he cant pay the full amount unless it was the TUESDAY after that sunday i wanted to go home! are you serious moss? he kept making it seem like he was going to buy the ticket, but according to that, ONLY IF it was 120.00 or else i would have to pay for the rest? how sleazy and weird is that? he did not tell me this prior! not at all!!
i was under the impression that he would buy me my ticket home (i payed for my ticket there btw) he said if i agree to go to the pburg/easton game this year, he would get me my ticket. i agreed. right?? ok then....so comes about, i have to pay moss 35.00 (the extra cost for the 160.00 the ticket for me to fly back on the date i wanted to) fine! FINE!! whatever. he just threw that on me but whatever. i was ready to go home. and IM WRONG THO! cuz moss is so great and he does all kinds of cool things for me. i never asked him to bring me to concerts. yes i did go to LA, but he knew the reasons why! i even wrote them here, remember? i wanted to go see conan (he was aware of this), i wanted to see festival supreme (which he told me about), i wanted to go to the governors ball (which he thought we wouldnt be able to get into and guess what it was JENNIFER AND I who got into that, OURSELVES!!! moss was glass half full!! he knew those were the main things...he also knew that i really wanted to go to the rob zombie thing (AGAIN, WHICH HE TOLD ME ABOUT!!!) so those were the main things of me going out to LA. he didnt pay me while i was out there, well thats both our faults. or maybe he just used that as bait for me to think i would be working too...hes kind of creepy like that. i dont know moss..i do, but then i dont. i dont know the true reasons why he is really in my life? like i said, i always felt he was set up, but no one believes me. people wonder who is he or what hold he has over me? its weird??
so i now owe him money for some reason...? (i didnt read the fine lines meaning i didnt listen i just wanted him to shut up! and yes he does drive me crazy! hes too much! i zone out alot around him. i am capable of having normal conversations with him, when he doesnt bug me) i cant be around a person for too long! srzly!
moss makes it appear as if i am using him. like im a stupid girl. i think he might be chauvinistic. like katie. katie always made comments....misogynistic comments...about 'porn stars and prostitutes'...moss has that same sort of way about him!?? hes a caring guy, but maybe he enjoys finding girls who are troubled, for a reason? like jen and 'his jailbird' who im not sure they really talk anymore?
and of course my sister thinks im this whiny selfish spoiled bitch.
listen ok? i do not need to be (whats the word??) oh i cant think! when uhhh i cant think!!??! when someone does something to make you look bad...it sounds like pledgerize but its not...'dont __erize me"
pesterize??? badger? anyways....
it was disrespectful and rude of him to keep asking me, even tho i already assured and told him i was going to get them. he felt the need to remind me as if im some sort of classless, haste (well i am hasty at times)...idiot who just wants to smoke ma blunts all day, peeling off the couch to venture to the local 7-11 (which i would have to drive to btw) for some papers...stoned and high all day, poppin valiums and xanaxs...."eh ill get around to it WHEN I DO!" um no i was fully intending to get those damn tickets!
and he knows this! i am sick. top priority is getting better. not yes'ming HIM appeasing HIM!!! right?? to get him HIS tickets! are you kidding me!?? really??
and this morning he msgd me on facebook. "Please get those tickets today!"
i didnt even get to finish looking through all my fb msgs before he bugs me! so i took it to my wall! to haste and squeezy like a squeezy heezy! stressy ball! (usually i customize it so lisa brown piwowaryczk dont see it because she just sees me the way moss wants her to see me)
i was intending to delete it but whatever haha!! im silly like that!
PATRONIZE!!! patronize!!!
i am looking for that 90s stressy eraser colored thing in a hat from spencers to post here as a pic
Monday, November 25, 2013
i just made this! watch! (oh saw a poison ad on adult swim a few mins ago NICE!) it made me chuckle!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30Z60vLmyys&feature=youtu.be
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=30Z60vLmyys&feature=youtu.be
Sunday, November 24, 2013
hallo
sigh...i dont know, nothing really interesting to report back on..just, life happens. i do, however, need to get a JOB! srzly tho! for real...i actually did go and apply at a temp agency and they told me about a job 7am-7pm (12 hours @ 3 days a week one week, 4 days the next week) plus its good pay too...i can do it. i need some money. problem is, well, mike told me about it. its his temp agency. see, i kept the rcn bill in my name, and now he is only going to pay for half of it end of month, when i dont even use the cable or even live there anymore. why should i pay half cable bill if i dont live there? but now that i might get this job, well...i would be staying there because it will be easier and closer for me to get to work...but then of course mike will want me to contribute towards rent. i dont want to live there anymore. i just dont. so he says to get all my stuff out end of the week and he will pay me back. best bet, do that. why cant i see the cursor now? this is annoying. its just weird...but yeah...i just want my own place!! oh i would decorate it so nice! good cursor is back! now i know where my place is...
so yes! i would make it very cool! lots of lights too! i mean, electricity bill might be kind of high. all i ever wanted was just to have my own place, and not worry about anyone else. if i want friends and company over, then yeah come on over! we'll have a dinner party! my goal is...by summer get my own place, and within two years, i want to get pregnant and have a baby! GASP! uh yeah!?? well....that concludes me getting married too. :/
so, yeah, moss keeps mentioning this football game and what not. pep rally, but um..for one, im sick. i even made a YT video of how raspy my voice is! i hear wednesday night there is going to be a big snowstorm...bitter cold winds and what not. yeah not good idea...and then im sick so i cant run. this year just isnt a good year. think about the cold weather moss. its not like LA out here, it gets cold! and i dont want to get more sick either. plus i need to make a dish for thanksgiving dinner by 230. when am i going to have time for this?
you know??? i never even went to pburg high school so it holds no connection to me. whatsoever, other than my cousins went there. why does moss always want to go? people wonder this too...idk....:/ i know he bought tickets, but its just not in my heart. im not feeling it. i do not want to go. im sick!
he just betrayed the guy that brought him back the governor. the governer is annoying....walking dead.
sigh...
if i had my own place, i would keep heat cozy and warm. i would have candles, christmas lights, neon lights, waterfalls, plants, incense and lit up pictures everywhere. i would have cool paintings, including my own ones too, i would have bookshelves full of interesting reads. i would have its own scent to it..a little woodsy and cedary, with vanilla and lavender. i would have rugs! fuzzy rugs and persian rugs. fuzzy blankies over comfy couches, southwestern blankets (my breaking bad one from the party!), and i would hang up a native american usa flag along with my other cool backdrop, and the comic con panel backdrop (i mean uh...nevermind you!)
i will have a hutch or something full of knick knacks and gemstones and cute little collectibles, and my kitchen will be nice and full of all the essentials.
i would have a big screen flatscreen with ps4 and surround sound. lots of good dvds as well, id have my mac pc set up to it too. oh heck yeah it would be all good! good sound system! i love listening to good tunes on the weekend, oh i would have a bar with a bunch of various licquors, and a few bottles of wine in the kitchen. it would be a cool, chill, fun spot.
i would have a fish aquarium set up and marble will be living with me too. she will be so happy because she will have her own cat perch and maybe some more fun lil cat homes to play and chill in.
of course, the way i am speaking of having my own place, i feel as if this will never happen, :( its just not going to happen huh?
and moss is going to want me to move out there. say i move out there, and get a job there. i have no money saved. so i will be staying at moss's place huh? and you know how crazy he drives me. i would get so annoyed. i mean, hanging out with moss every once in a while is fine...but when you are LIVING with him!! uh...its just too much! and the way he lives is not the way i live. i told him time and time again to get a garbage bin which he refused. they why did he ask me what to get at walmart!? get a garbage bin. he uses paper grocery bags to throw his garbage in, but they are so small and garbage adds up, so he has these bags full of garbage hanging around in the kitchen. i never had room to throw the garbage so it started to smell like rotten garbage in there. sure i could of helped clean, and i did...but ugh...i mean...i cannot imagine me staying out there anymore. it doesnt feel like home to me. im happy that he lets me stay there for free, when i do go out there. thats nice. appreciate it. but i just dont know about moving there and living with him and working. i can save up money tho...and then get my own place right? 900 plus a month for some sort of studio apartment. heck, cant i just work on writing (and honey i have LOTS of ideas that i WILL write about! i can write them in the comforts of my own home tho!) yep! i can always visit LA.
i need to start figuring shit out but like i said, by summer i want my OWN PLACE!!! and i can do it! i just need to start saving alright???
i cant live with mike because he gets annoying and he would never want company on the weekends. if he wants to come over and hang out i cook him dinner chill watch movies then FINE other than that i want my OWN DAMN PLACE! and i will make plenty of youtube videos! give tours of the house! play around! be silly! it will be OH SO WONDROUS!!! :)
so yes! i would make it very cool! lots of lights too! i mean, electricity bill might be kind of high. all i ever wanted was just to have my own place, and not worry about anyone else. if i want friends and company over, then yeah come on over! we'll have a dinner party! my goal is...by summer get my own place, and within two years, i want to get pregnant and have a baby! GASP! uh yeah!?? well....that concludes me getting married too. :/
so, yeah, moss keeps mentioning this football game and what not. pep rally, but um..for one, im sick. i even made a YT video of how raspy my voice is! i hear wednesday night there is going to be a big snowstorm...bitter cold winds and what not. yeah not good idea...and then im sick so i cant run. this year just isnt a good year. think about the cold weather moss. its not like LA out here, it gets cold! and i dont want to get more sick either. plus i need to make a dish for thanksgiving dinner by 230. when am i going to have time for this?
you know??? i never even went to pburg high school so it holds no connection to me. whatsoever, other than my cousins went there. why does moss always want to go? people wonder this too...idk....:/ i know he bought tickets, but its just not in my heart. im not feeling it. i do not want to go. im sick!
he just betrayed the guy that brought him back the governor. the governer is annoying....walking dead.
sigh...
if i had my own place, i would keep heat cozy and warm. i would have candles, christmas lights, neon lights, waterfalls, plants, incense and lit up pictures everywhere. i would have cool paintings, including my own ones too, i would have bookshelves full of interesting reads. i would have its own scent to it..a little woodsy and cedary, with vanilla and lavender. i would have rugs! fuzzy rugs and persian rugs. fuzzy blankies over comfy couches, southwestern blankets (my breaking bad one from the party!), and i would hang up a native american usa flag along with my other cool backdrop, and the comic con panel backdrop (i mean uh...nevermind you!)
i will have a hutch or something full of knick knacks and gemstones and cute little collectibles, and my kitchen will be nice and full of all the essentials.
i would have a big screen flatscreen with ps4 and surround sound. lots of good dvds as well, id have my mac pc set up to it too. oh heck yeah it would be all good! good sound system! i love listening to good tunes on the weekend, oh i would have a bar with a bunch of various licquors, and a few bottles of wine in the kitchen. it would be a cool, chill, fun spot.
i would have a fish aquarium set up and marble will be living with me too. she will be so happy because she will have her own cat perch and maybe some more fun lil cat homes to play and chill in.
of course, the way i am speaking of having my own place, i feel as if this will never happen, :( its just not going to happen huh?
and moss is going to want me to move out there. say i move out there, and get a job there. i have no money saved. so i will be staying at moss's place huh? and you know how crazy he drives me. i would get so annoyed. i mean, hanging out with moss every once in a while is fine...but when you are LIVING with him!! uh...its just too much! and the way he lives is not the way i live. i told him time and time again to get a garbage bin which he refused. they why did he ask me what to get at walmart!? get a garbage bin. he uses paper grocery bags to throw his garbage in, but they are so small and garbage adds up, so he has these bags full of garbage hanging around in the kitchen. i never had room to throw the garbage so it started to smell like rotten garbage in there. sure i could of helped clean, and i did...but ugh...i mean...i cannot imagine me staying out there anymore. it doesnt feel like home to me. im happy that he lets me stay there for free, when i do go out there. thats nice. appreciate it. but i just dont know about moving there and living with him and working. i can save up money tho...and then get my own place right? 900 plus a month for some sort of studio apartment. heck, cant i just work on writing (and honey i have LOTS of ideas that i WILL write about! i can write them in the comforts of my own home tho!) yep! i can always visit LA.
i need to start figuring shit out but like i said, by summer i want my OWN PLACE!!! and i can do it! i just need to start saving alright???
i cant live with mike because he gets annoying and he would never want company on the weekends. if he wants to come over and hang out i cook him dinner chill watch movies then FINE other than that i want my OWN DAMN PLACE! and i will make plenty of youtube videos! give tours of the house! play around! be silly! it will be OH SO WONDROUS!!! :)
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
thoughts
well, not sure if these are thoughts...well they are, more like, observations. so the other day on instagram, i noticed something that stood out to me, on lindsey lohans instagram. it made me think of had received some sort of, well, imessage on my phone, until i realized this was some sort of copy pasta regram LL Bean like, regrammed...it was her phone or something that said imessage from danny ....uh...danny mcbride (from this is the end and eastword bound) i was like, whats an imessage? cuz i aint never received an 'imessage' from my iphone? maybe she was on an ipad or something? or maybe it was like...who knows? i never did facetime on my phone either...so mike wanted to rent 'this is the end' and since i did not see 'the end' of it, i was like ok. well, i cant stop thinking of that movie...(first of all, im sure they all just basically smoked pot and came up with the storyline which was no better then a movie any one of us can come up with, and those guys just seem so darn relatable, like we can be friends with them or hang out idk...they just seem relatable? but they made so many gay jokes..gay reference...it makes me wonder if they had to do gay masonic acts to get where they are!??! yah of course they did! its a secret society..i have been wondering about hollywood alot lately...
that guy who imessaged lindsey (in the movie) said, 'i listen to everything you say" ((was this his, or their (in general) msg to me?) or to you for that matter not just me. was it satan projecting a message?
i have been so close yet so far. first of all, who am i? i am back in this little boring (although safe) town here....just sort of hanging out i suppose...i mean, im nothing special AT ALL!!!! im no one special!
i dont practice santeria i aint got no crystal ball, i dont drink blood, nor will i ever! i will not take oaths or sign away my life IN BLOOD!
what am i talking bout!??
so is everyone in hollywood really MKD? this would have to be mean that they are all programmed? they all go into delta waves then how do they get programmed? they are all just fragments of a personality that another programmed programmer programmed into them!?? it all gets so darned confusin'!???! i really find it hard to believe, because while i read HOW they get someone into this programmable state, never have i read the LOGISTICS on HOW they program.! how do they attach a floppy disk infused demon who only speaks of the kabbalistic tree of life druidism language or....oh who knows!??! anyways, heres a video about mirrors.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjcXR16l-iEhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjcXR16l-iE
that guy who imessaged lindsey (in the movie) said, 'i listen to everything you say" ((was this his, or their (in general) msg to me?) or to you for that matter not just me. was it satan projecting a message?
i have been so close yet so far. first of all, who am i? i am back in this little boring (although safe) town here....just sort of hanging out i suppose...i mean, im nothing special AT ALL!!!! im no one special!
i dont practice santeria i aint got no crystal ball, i dont drink blood, nor will i ever! i will not take oaths or sign away my life IN BLOOD!
what am i talking bout!??
so is everyone in hollywood really MKD? this would have to be mean that they are all programmed? they all go into delta waves then how do they get programmed? they are all just fragments of a personality that another programmed programmer programmed into them!?? it all gets so darned confusin'!???! i really find it hard to believe, because while i read HOW they get someone into this programmable state, never have i read the LOGISTICS on HOW they program.! how do they attach a floppy disk infused demon who only speaks of the kabbalistic tree of life druidism language or....oh who knows!??! anyways, heres a video about mirrors.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjcXR16l-iEhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjcXR16l-iE
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
hello
so i am back home and i dont have many exciting things going on, which is good because i get too lazy a-typing about it all. so, oh i think i forget to blog about going to the los feliz observatory. well, it was good.
too lazy now..tired. its late. i really do like seeing the shows at the planetarium tho. we saw the flight of the valkyrie which was the norse gods and the north pole and the enchantment of the midnight sun. and sunspots and northern lights...most ppl in LA never seen a true beautiful starry night (unless they drive to las vegas. wow the stars out in the desert is just beautiful!)
so i had my flight back, slept a bit. nothing special. i hate flights. i need first class next time! with a good meal. all i ate were snacks! cookies and crackers. my parents picked me up and since it was saturday i wanted to see marble. well yeah, i went to mikes, and mike wanted me to go see his friends chem d play (in another cover band tho) at pearly bakers...i was still feeling california tho and mike didnt want to hear it instead he started a fight with me. asking me questions oh who knows...annoying! we didnt even stay out long. lame! the next night we went to reading to see one of his favorite bands, the business, (punk band been around for a long time), play. they had several bands play prior. it was ok. it wasnt a big NIN concert, (which i LIKED!) dont think moss could handle being at a real punk band! lol!!
and no i didnt need to backstage meet the band take pics. it aint like that!
anyways, so i stayed over mike took off monday so i ended up hanging out there. i actually met my mom at our new gym in phillipsburg, they had to give us a PT test, evaluation. so, i chest pressed 40 lbs, i walked for 5 minutes for her to measure my heart rate, and i did 29 situps in a minute...also she checked our body mass index and mine is 29 which is normal. i weigh 132 so that means that i GAINED weight since i have been out in LA! BOOOOO
so yeah, after that we came back to my parents my mom made me grilled cheese and tomato soup and then i took a nap. i ended up going to mikes tho (i forget why?) oh yeah, cuz for veterans day we wanted to go to golden corral for free meals so my uncle went and my parents and mike. mike drove us in his truck. thats why i went back there. i just slept there too. well i miss marbie!!! i told mike i am not moving back. i told him i plan on staying at my parents, but we can still be friends. things change tho. ill make a vlog later.
um...so, today i just...oh yeah i met my mom at the gym and she showed us how to use the equipment, so that when we go tomorrow morning we know how to use it. its good! they have tanning too so i might do that as well. what else....
oh...then we went to dunkin donuts for a brunch, and they dropped me off so i could do laundry at mikes and take shower there . (sorry but no water pressure at my parents house at all!), so i did laundry and read my magazines and what not....mike came back and i made cheesy broccoli and chicken pasta bake with some fried onions (those skillet meals)...and then...........um....we gave marble a flea bath...then...i just drove back here! to my parents! now i need to go to bed.
i will write some ideas i have for youtube, vine, as well as art ideas i have...and i need to do a vlog!!
oh yeah i also need to write a dj set i would do!! yep! cept it will be classic rock mashup!!!
too lazy now..tired. its late. i really do like seeing the shows at the planetarium tho. we saw the flight of the valkyrie which was the norse gods and the north pole and the enchantment of the midnight sun. and sunspots and northern lights...most ppl in LA never seen a true beautiful starry night (unless they drive to las vegas. wow the stars out in the desert is just beautiful!)
so i had my flight back, slept a bit. nothing special. i hate flights. i need first class next time! with a good meal. all i ate were snacks! cookies and crackers. my parents picked me up and since it was saturday i wanted to see marble. well yeah, i went to mikes, and mike wanted me to go see his friends chem d play (in another cover band tho) at pearly bakers...i was still feeling california tho and mike didnt want to hear it instead he started a fight with me. asking me questions oh who knows...annoying! we didnt even stay out long. lame! the next night we went to reading to see one of his favorite bands, the business, (punk band been around for a long time), play. they had several bands play prior. it was ok. it wasnt a big NIN concert, (which i LIKED!) dont think moss could handle being at a real punk band! lol!!
and no i didnt need to backstage meet the band take pics. it aint like that!
anyways, so i stayed over mike took off monday so i ended up hanging out there. i actually met my mom at our new gym in phillipsburg, they had to give us a PT test, evaluation. so, i chest pressed 40 lbs, i walked for 5 minutes for her to measure my heart rate, and i did 29 situps in a minute...also she checked our body mass index and mine is 29 which is normal. i weigh 132 so that means that i GAINED weight since i have been out in LA! BOOOOO
so yeah, after that we came back to my parents my mom made me grilled cheese and tomato soup and then i took a nap. i ended up going to mikes tho (i forget why?) oh yeah, cuz for veterans day we wanted to go to golden corral for free meals so my uncle went and my parents and mike. mike drove us in his truck. thats why i went back there. i just slept there too. well i miss marbie!!! i told mike i am not moving back. i told him i plan on staying at my parents, but we can still be friends. things change tho. ill make a vlog later.
um...so, today i just...oh yeah i met my mom at the gym and she showed us how to use the equipment, so that when we go tomorrow morning we know how to use it. its good! they have tanning too so i might do that as well. what else....
oh...then we went to dunkin donuts for a brunch, and they dropped me off so i could do laundry at mikes and take shower there . (sorry but no water pressure at my parents house at all!), so i did laundry and read my magazines and what not....mike came back and i made cheesy broccoli and chicken pasta bake with some fried onions (those skillet meals)...and then...........um....we gave marble a flea bath...then...i just drove back here! to my parents! now i need to go to bed.
i will write some ideas i have for youtube, vine, as well as art ideas i have...and i need to do a vlog!!
oh yeah i also need to write a dj set i would do!! yep! cept it will be classic rock mashup!!!
Saturday, November 9, 2013
another blog....??
i dont know? i dont know last thing i really wrote about so i will just assume the blink 182 concert...ill write about.
ok so, i always wonder...well, ok those british kids we met were posting a series of new things they did every day, and i would be like, ''wow now they are at venice beach! oh now they are going to las vegas! oh now they are getting tattoos!" but soon their fun days ended and the posts stopped.
ok so....i always wonder what ppl think of all my postings of all this stuff i seem to do, every day? keep in mind, 2 months ago, my life consisted of waking up early, going to work, working out and cooking healthy. of course, i felt i needed to leave. when mike screamed at me and made me cry on my bday, and then took off the next day, i told myself, i need to get out. i need to leave. i wasnt sure how so i jumped at the chance of going out to LA for a break.
going out just to get away...i was running away because i did not know what else to do? so i gave my job two weeks notice and booked a flight out. yes i bought my ticket out there. moss of course would let me stay with him for as long as i wish, in fact i can stay here and get a job and work and save money! his brother dean told me about a good job at a rehab center, and moss keeps saying 'lori i can get you a job in entertainment'
i have known moss for over 6 years (he would know the exact days, months, hours...) hes sort of like a rainman, but uh..(we heard something somewhere in a movie, i forget) im typing this quick before my flight and we have to leave. it was 530 and the air shut off bc moss forgot to put it on ON he left it on auto...so it shut off. i wasnt really sleeping anyways...
yeah, so i have known him for that long. i of course think he was set up to be in my life, (thats my weird mind)...you know? i mean, im not going to write about that now but anyways...he just wants me to be happy. he constantly talks about me living out here, getting a job out here, everything!
so, i always wonder what ppl think on facebook. like, why would this guy spend so much money on me? well, heres the deal. i VISIT him i sleep on the couch! he respects me! we do go out to eat alot and he buys food. thats it. we get into concerts but those are always free (cept tonights NIN but that is because thats his fave band..more on that later)
he invests and was just able to make alot of money that he has. he wants me to start a roth IRA. so thats how he can afford all this. i know it may look kind of funny to others, especially when there is something going on every night...
and yes, i love moss but i do get irritated by him and he does things that really annoy me! but that is him. hes a great friend and if you treat him well he will be loyal and always be there to help. i mean, i sometimes treat him so mean, which i do feel bad about. i just get annoyed sometimes it is hard for me to be around people to long. i cannot be around someone all the time without having my space or down time.
so wedsneday i had my dr. judy appt. i really didnt feel like going but it is good to talk to her. im glad i did i do like talking to her. moss sometimes sits down for five minutes and i find it weird that he prints things out off of facebook to show her. i told her that he makes me feel like a child sometimes...
but we didnt talk about him during my sessions. anyways,
so moss scheduled us in for some concerts, and i just go with it. its plans, you know?
i tell moss, im not a big concert person. while i do enjoy outdoor summer fests like mayhemfest, or if there is a band id like to see, i dont really worry about it to much, but moss is a big concert guy.
he wanted to see blink 182 so he was trying to scurry to get us tickets and what not....and he needed ron. of course! we walked to the palladium and annoyance started to emerge because i wasnt in the mood for waiting around and not knowing what was going on...but catherine was on the way and moss really wanted to see show. i did too but wasnt a top priority for me. but i heard an old song that reminded me of stuff, and i was like, yeah...so they gave us tickets and stuff and we were able to go upstairs to VIP and watch the show from there which was nice. cat eventually showed up. we tried to get backstage but the security was adament and even tho ron knows the band (he introduced them one year), we could not get in since we didnt have the right credentials...
its ok..after that we drove around because some girls told ron of a party. we were in rons car and it started puttering and dying everytime he stopped. then he wanted to go to rainbow when we couldnt find the house this party would be at. he wanted moss and i to go in moss' car but cat didnt want to be stuck with ron! she didnt want him hitting on her lol she told me to stay with her. (moss actually told ron that cat wanted to be his date even tho she didnt..moss just wanted to be sure ron would show up for the concert) the whole thing feels skeevy...huh? so ron thought she was into him? but we all met up at the rainbow and everyone was there...you know, michael lipman, zhu shu (or uh...i forget what else she goes by?) that other ron guy...so of course we all sit at the table and moss loves to talk...we went for a drink with zhu upstairs. oh its 6 am now ok i need to wrap this up!!!
ahh i dont know?
thursday...hmm...uh...oh yeah corey feldman book signing. i wanted to give him words of encouragement so i did. i thought book would be 15.00 but it was more then that. oh well i gave him words of encouragement. it was at barnes and noble. spotted a checkerprint sneakers in front of me and the guy asking him questions was a MJ impersonator....also........hmm...idk?
devil horns done (by the nerdy kind of aspergers guy who knew the whole goonies oath or something..two girls wanted to be goonies? idk) MK store outside michael kors...
i did not mention or ask him about project monarch or anything like that...corey was very nice. something about him reminds me of a kid, sort of like he has a peter pan uh...quality. plus his skin was actually really smooth like a baby and his eyes were glistening and warm and smiling.
what else? after that katie and her friend the girl who called me dorothy (who happens to be an actress) picked me up...we went to birds my friend met up and one of her guys showed up who was cute and cool but the girl was upset about this other dude so i felt like leaving so i wouldnt have to worry about heading home so moses and i took off to the 101 diner, and that cute guy actually met us there (he got sick of the girl drama)
bars were gonna close tho so moses wanted to get some beer and hang outside so we got a 12 pack and i was talking to that guy but then he tries to make a first move and this and that and said for me to leave with him but i was like, 'i cant do that!'
seriously! i dont do that. so that was that. i havent hooked up with anyone since i have been here so why start when im about to leave anyways you know??
last night-friday....moss really likes nine inch nails he has seen them in concert 16 times!!??!! wow really? again, im not a big concert fan but he bought us tickets (because his fave band is NIN) and it was general but so what? i found a nice spot and it was cool. tony hawk walked by i dont know where he was going? lol...enjoyed show took lots of pics youtube video etc...
i got bored a few times but i do like alot of the new songs. we also said hi to stryker afterward from kroq moss knows him. after concert moss really wanted to go to rainbow. i kind of wanted to head back home (moss' place so i could pack and rest and relax),, i didnt really feel like going to rainbow but im glad i did because they were all like, 'were going to have a party for you when you come back' ha!
we ran into those guys again...
ok so i dont know? i just wonder what other ppl think when i post all this stuff!?? concerts...pics...hey you know i guess i have an interesting life!???
even tho its so overshadowed by certain entities. i need to GET READY!! FLIGHT BACK EAST
ok so, i always wonder...well, ok those british kids we met were posting a series of new things they did every day, and i would be like, ''wow now they are at venice beach! oh now they are going to las vegas! oh now they are getting tattoos!" but soon their fun days ended and the posts stopped.
ok so....i always wonder what ppl think of all my postings of all this stuff i seem to do, every day? keep in mind, 2 months ago, my life consisted of waking up early, going to work, working out and cooking healthy. of course, i felt i needed to leave. when mike screamed at me and made me cry on my bday, and then took off the next day, i told myself, i need to get out. i need to leave. i wasnt sure how so i jumped at the chance of going out to LA for a break.
going out just to get away...i was running away because i did not know what else to do? so i gave my job two weeks notice and booked a flight out. yes i bought my ticket out there. moss of course would let me stay with him for as long as i wish, in fact i can stay here and get a job and work and save money! his brother dean told me about a good job at a rehab center, and moss keeps saying 'lori i can get you a job in entertainment'
i have known moss for over 6 years (he would know the exact days, months, hours...) hes sort of like a rainman, but uh..(we heard something somewhere in a movie, i forget) im typing this quick before my flight and we have to leave. it was 530 and the air shut off bc moss forgot to put it on ON he left it on auto...so it shut off. i wasnt really sleeping anyways...
yeah, so i have known him for that long. i of course think he was set up to be in my life, (thats my weird mind)...you know? i mean, im not going to write about that now but anyways...he just wants me to be happy. he constantly talks about me living out here, getting a job out here, everything!
so, i always wonder what ppl think on facebook. like, why would this guy spend so much money on me? well, heres the deal. i VISIT him i sleep on the couch! he respects me! we do go out to eat alot and he buys food. thats it. we get into concerts but those are always free (cept tonights NIN but that is because thats his fave band..more on that later)
he invests and was just able to make alot of money that he has. he wants me to start a roth IRA. so thats how he can afford all this. i know it may look kind of funny to others, especially when there is something going on every night...
and yes, i love moss but i do get irritated by him and he does things that really annoy me! but that is him. hes a great friend and if you treat him well he will be loyal and always be there to help. i mean, i sometimes treat him so mean, which i do feel bad about. i just get annoyed sometimes it is hard for me to be around people to long. i cannot be around someone all the time without having my space or down time.
so wedsneday i had my dr. judy appt. i really didnt feel like going but it is good to talk to her. im glad i did i do like talking to her. moss sometimes sits down for five minutes and i find it weird that he prints things out off of facebook to show her. i told her that he makes me feel like a child sometimes...
but we didnt talk about him during my sessions. anyways,
so moss scheduled us in for some concerts, and i just go with it. its plans, you know?
i tell moss, im not a big concert person. while i do enjoy outdoor summer fests like mayhemfest, or if there is a band id like to see, i dont really worry about it to much, but moss is a big concert guy.
he wanted to see blink 182 so he was trying to scurry to get us tickets and what not....and he needed ron. of course! we walked to the palladium and annoyance started to emerge because i wasnt in the mood for waiting around and not knowing what was going on...but catherine was on the way and moss really wanted to see show. i did too but wasnt a top priority for me. but i heard an old song that reminded me of stuff, and i was like, yeah...so they gave us tickets and stuff and we were able to go upstairs to VIP and watch the show from there which was nice. cat eventually showed up. we tried to get backstage but the security was adament and even tho ron knows the band (he introduced them one year), we could not get in since we didnt have the right credentials...
its ok..after that we drove around because some girls told ron of a party. we were in rons car and it started puttering and dying everytime he stopped. then he wanted to go to rainbow when we couldnt find the house this party would be at. he wanted moss and i to go in moss' car but cat didnt want to be stuck with ron! she didnt want him hitting on her lol she told me to stay with her. (moss actually told ron that cat wanted to be his date even tho she didnt..moss just wanted to be sure ron would show up for the concert) the whole thing feels skeevy...huh? so ron thought she was into him? but we all met up at the rainbow and everyone was there...you know, michael lipman, zhu shu (or uh...i forget what else she goes by?) that other ron guy...so of course we all sit at the table and moss loves to talk...we went for a drink with zhu upstairs. oh its 6 am now ok i need to wrap this up!!!
ahh i dont know?
thursday...hmm...uh...oh yeah corey feldman book signing. i wanted to give him words of encouragement so i did. i thought book would be 15.00 but it was more then that. oh well i gave him words of encouragement. it was at barnes and noble. spotted a checkerprint sneakers in front of me and the guy asking him questions was a MJ impersonator....also........hmm...idk?
devil horns done (by the nerdy kind of aspergers guy who knew the whole goonies oath or something..two girls wanted to be goonies? idk) MK store outside michael kors...
i did not mention or ask him about project monarch or anything like that...corey was very nice. something about him reminds me of a kid, sort of like he has a peter pan uh...quality. plus his skin was actually really smooth like a baby and his eyes were glistening and warm and smiling.
what else? after that katie and her friend the girl who called me dorothy (who happens to be an actress) picked me up...we went to birds my friend met up and one of her guys showed up who was cute and cool but the girl was upset about this other dude so i felt like leaving so i wouldnt have to worry about heading home so moses and i took off to the 101 diner, and that cute guy actually met us there (he got sick of the girl drama)
bars were gonna close tho so moses wanted to get some beer and hang outside so we got a 12 pack and i was talking to that guy but then he tries to make a first move and this and that and said for me to leave with him but i was like, 'i cant do that!'
seriously! i dont do that. so that was that. i havent hooked up with anyone since i have been here so why start when im about to leave anyways you know??
last night-friday....moss really likes nine inch nails he has seen them in concert 16 times!!??!! wow really? again, im not a big concert fan but he bought us tickets (because his fave band is NIN) and it was general but so what? i found a nice spot and it was cool. tony hawk walked by i dont know where he was going? lol...enjoyed show took lots of pics youtube video etc...
i got bored a few times but i do like alot of the new songs. we also said hi to stryker afterward from kroq moss knows him. after concert moss really wanted to go to rainbow. i kind of wanted to head back home (moss' place so i could pack and rest and relax),, i didnt really feel like going to rainbow but im glad i did because they were all like, 'were going to have a party for you when you come back' ha!
we ran into those guys again...
ok so i dont know? i just wonder what other ppl think when i post all this stuff!?? concerts...pics...hey you know i guess i have an interesting life!???
even tho its so overshadowed by certain entities. i need to GET READY!! FLIGHT BACK EAST
Wednesday, November 6, 2013
miley tsa #23 paramus mall shooting LAX connections
so..a few weird things about the LAX and even the paramus (and there are connections to aurora and sandy hook)
first, method actors. here is a link to the same guy from 9/11 world trade centers, and he is interviewed as "nick pughs"
http://thelibertydigest.com/2013/11/05/same-crisis-actor-interviewed-at-lax-shooting-and-911-twin-towers/
what is strange about his name (name holds hints)...the shooter at the new JERSEY name is Richard Shoop (shoop shop MALL...rich hard shoop...name sounds like a code within itself?) shoop ryhmes with SNOOP (snoop dogg)...SHOOP POOHS poohs (nick pughs?)
some more connections: a while back, miley cyrus filmed a commercial where she was found by the tsa
link here
miley has been in a video wearing a JERSEY (shooter from NJ along with the LAX shooter...CIA n CIA
Ciancia, an unemployed motorcycle mechanic who recently moved to Los
Angeles from the small, blue-collar town of Pennsville, N.J., also told
police a friend had dropped him at LAX on Friday just moments before he
shot a Transportation Security Administration officer at point-blank
range and wounded three other people, including two more TSA workers.
Miley wore the JERSEY with the number #23 on it. 23 is an important number. Paul CIAnCIA was 23 years old.
back to shoop/snoop #23 is the number for sirius...sirius is the DOG STAR...snoop dog is a D o DOUBLE G STAR (now he goes by lion tho??) oh this is weird im trying to google information on 23 being the number for sirius and this comes up:
poison elves? issue #23 SIRIUS http://www.ebay.com/ctg/Poison-Elves-23-Jun-1997-SIRIUS-Entertainment-/85427734
this is strange...shoops brother seen at a press meeting wearing a masonic compass...
kind of strange that the girl next to him (who was the last person the guy texted) is wearing a jacket that i have...
i might be forgetting more details...but 23 is an important number...and the shooters were mind controlled/hypnotize/drugged/mkd
mossy syncs
EARLIER today moss was talking about that nudes o poppin (o'possum irish possum)
WOW!!! anyways...what the point to his story?? i can relate!!
so anyways, moss was talking about going to indianna (long a's) and said something like, 'thats not your cup of tea' and he said that WHILE he was raising his cup of tea. he didnt even comprehend what he said or did!??!
before we watched the episode 'one minute' he said, 'ill be over there in 'one minute'
mossy syncs
WOW!!! anyways...what the point to his story?? i can relate!!
so anyways, moss was talking about going to indianna (long a's) and said something like, 'thats not your cup of tea' and he said that WHILE he was raising his cup of tea. he didnt even comprehend what he said or did!??!
before we watched the episode 'one minute' he said, 'ill be over there in 'one minute'
mossy syncs
A MSG TO SNL (are there still good writers?)
to SNL please make a skit involving a really annoying "OCD" retard....someone who has to hear every single word or line in a show, and if they do not, they have to keep rewinding it (DVR) until they hear it, because you know how it is so crucial to make sure you just hear every. single. word. (its the episode of breaking bad where hank is in the hospital and he says something like, 'the tooth' and the dr says...whatever he said...then later moss rewinds past a few scenes and fast forwards it and says, 'that scene with the box wasnt important'
UM MOSS...NEITHER WAS HEARING WHAT HE SAID!!!!
but that is just how moss is...and he wants you to know dat!!!
OMG we are watching the next episode and he just freaked me out. it started with her SINGING A LULLABYE AND HE JUST SAID, 'WHAT DID SHE JUST SING?'
ARE YOU REALLY BEING THAT INEPT??? really? its a SONG!!!! daddy loves you and so do i!!
WOW its 245 am and i just want to finish my synchronicity TSA #23 LAX PARAUMS MALL NJ JERSEY 23 Miley cyrus shoops poohs pughs crisis acting....dog star sirius@23
OH MY GOODNESS THE EPISODE WHERE HE IS LOOKING FO A FLY GUESS WHO SAYS HE IS A BIT OCD...THEN NEXT JESSIE SAYS SOMETHING ABOUT POISON....
UM MOSS...NEITHER WAS HEARING WHAT HE SAID!!!!
but that is just how moss is...and he wants you to know dat!!!
OMG we are watching the next episode and he just freaked me out. it started with her SINGING A LULLABYE AND HE JUST SAID, 'WHAT DID SHE JUST SING?'
ARE YOU REALLY BEING THAT INEPT??? really? its a SONG!!!! daddy loves you and so do i!!
WOW its 245 am and i just want to finish my synchronicity TSA #23 LAX PARAUMS MALL NJ JERSEY 23 Miley cyrus shoops poohs pughs crisis acting....dog star sirius
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
oh amongst the red carpetees for the opening night was the guy from children on the corn lol!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJYAZaArS-k
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJYAZaArS-k
weekend update
there is so much going on out here that i just loose track, laurie, i just lose track...sigh. ok friday we finally went to the rob zombie thing, without ron so that sort of...i guess..lowered our chances shall i wanted to get a pic with rob zombie, but its ok at this point its like whatever. we SHOULD of went opening day except that...except that moss was so tired and he didnt want to see 3oh!3 (we already seen rob zombie perform so what difference does it make?) oh whatever i dont care anymore!??! but yeah...so....kevin lyman was there and he was like, 'tell me how you like it' (everything, the stages the excitement etc)...so yeah, i was waiting on moss, as always, to hurry up so we can get through. he was getting patted down while holding some sort of paperwork in his mouth, he had his crotch filled up with plastic beach balls (no that was...mayhemfest this summer sorry), whatever he was doing it took forever for him to be done with and by that time these two monsters said to me, get behind the cage..(?) then they went, "im kind of slow" "i forgot my helmut' at that point i just laughed but later i got annoyed because it was MOSS that was kind of slow...in all due respect and in all ways, and moss is the one who forgot his helmut ughhh. i was just waiting on HIMMMMMMM
i really wanted to go through the haunted house thing and it seemed like moss just did not want to go. i got the impression that moss was too cowardly to go. he kept whining about seeing the stage and that we were going to miss robs performance even tho we still had an hour to see it, and with our VIP wristbands, that would allow us NOT to wait in line for the haunted houses!! so we did check out the stage, which i really liked. powerhouse 3000 was playing and i liked how it was inside this arena, it was the sort of place i would have fun exploring around IF IF IF i was with a cool, fun GIRL friend or something! or if i was 14 years old and hanging out with karen...(it just reminded me of an ice arena sort of, in canada, but with BEER! and FOOD!)...i sort of feel dulled when i hang out with moss, but he gets me into fun places and yeah i was happy to be there! i wanted to have fun because it was a fun place to wonder around!! they had monsters everywhere, there was a merry go round that we went on. it would of been a very fun place to go with someone you loved and uh (wth am i talking about!??!) like going with your lover to an amusement park!!! ahh splendor and joy!???!
hat OH NO IT JUST ERASED IT ALL!!!
i hate when that happens its so annoying :( i said moss seemed afraid but i was like, "lets go!" i said the girl from the lords of salem movie singled me out and jumped off her pedestal thing and followed me and got up right behind me and stared at me<insert pictures here>
it was kind of unnerving since i was not sure what to expect inside the haunted houses!!!!
when we got inside there were these cloaked monsters who put on these masks over us, and if anyone was claustrophic this would not be the thing for them! it felt like we were being led to our execution!! we had to feel around in the dark this maze while hearing loud bangs and clanks and screams, i wasnt sure what to expect or how long it would be!??! i kept feeling the backs in front of me, but i think they had to hold us back so we get stuck alone...because at one point i was alone but i kept seeing figures materialize in front of me but when i put my arms out, nothing or no one was there!??! finally i felt myself go through a curtain and they grabbed my mask off, and i could BREATH again. i saw a piled of dead naked women on the ground and some sort of strange angel like woman above the pyramid, but that room brought me a safety net as my body was getting used to cooling off and being able to finally see, and she raised her hands like an angel, and i had taken a pic...with my cell phone. i was going to move on but i wanted to wait for moss. he apparently was so behind me i guess, because i was waiting for him for 5 minutes till his big looming body made its way out of the execution maze.
the next spot was really cool it was all flourescent glow in the dark trippy psychedelic. they gave us 3D glasses and we went through that barrel and it was so trippy. it was funhouse, but i enjoyed it!
3rd one i got singled out AGAIN because , well they put on red fake blood on my forehead as a cross and i was like, eh...ok...(seemed a little bit, like a lamb) i was like, does this make it extra scary for me
he said it means that they can touch me. not allowed to take pics in there but i really liked the sets and i liked the feel for it, (old hillbilly house of 1000 corpses style rooms). it was pretty cool i liked it!
so yeah...it was fun! maybe i will put some pics up here but im getting hungry all we have our microwaved stuff tho, or chicken salad but i dont feel like it.
concert was good too. we spotted andy gould sitting there but he had long disappeared by the time the concert ended. we were gonna see if he can somehow help us with a pic or what nots...
moss doesnt really want to try...hes too glass empty. we did see this girl slide under the gate there was this part to slide under to go backstage so we took her cue and did the same. moss kind of got stuck but he snaked his way through. all we saw were people, hanging around and talking. oh, that reporter woman moss knows was there too...i forget her name!??! her alter is connie monroe tho...
what else? another band was playing but that backstage deemed us nothing in particular except having to go past the security back into the crowd it did not lead us to the magical, promising place of backstage amongst the bands and free beer and famous people like i was sort of hoping but at the same time i sort of knew and gave up on the whole meeting rob zombie or just taking a pic with him (i mean vice versa whatever!) the first night was the red carpet with jeffree star, andy dick, walking dead ppl etc except that moss was too TIRED LAURIE IM SORRY IM SO BAD WHAHHHHH
as we were walking by this guy had me get inside a coffin which felt freaky but what was freakier was that he closed the lid and made it sound like he was locking it. he kept it closed for a little over a minute i would imagine, and i was like um...this is so bizarre. i started to feel panicky but i wouldnt allow it to be. yeah, having the lid close while you are inside a little coffin is weird...
when he opened it the plastic was over it and everyone was just staring at me. i should of been closing my eyes then OPEN THEM REAL WIDE AND PUT MY HANDS ON THE PLASTIC PART
moss was going to take a picture but my phone died so i was trying to have him ask anyone to use their cameras and have them email me it but he just didnt get it...
so i got out of the coffin i wanted a pic like that and one behind the hearse but damn phone had to fucking die!!
if i had money i would of bought shirts and paintings but i didnt so i didnt...
it was fun and i was hoping we would go with ron next night too also i knew candi wanted to go as well and i would have fun if she went....
it was a long drive, pomona, and i had terrible motion sickness because moss is a california driver meaning its gas, break gas break accelerate decellerate honk honk
like overweight homer with a mu mu (later i ran into overweight homer with a mumu)
saturday
SATURDAY!!!
really wanted to go to comikaze so we went. we went to the troma panel we were kind of late but still. my contact lenses are too strong i think because it was so hard to focus...
after that we walked around the convention center. it was cool, a mini comic con. i cant wait to go to comic con next summer for sure! (i would like to bring a friend i can have fun with and explore tho) i mean yeah i would love to get into the parties but i also need a buddy in crime too!!! moss doesnt drink and we get into bickering alot blah blah blah!!
i keep intending to make a moss blog. i will...
maybe i dont know? we left the comikaze around 5 or 6 and went back. i was kind of going to stay in and watch breaking bad but everyone was texting me about going out so we went out oh i met george at parlour room and then we started talking to this girl i know.
well george and i were talking about how LA ppl are hard to talk too. not very welcoming where as back east you can be buzzing it BEE i said HES A BUMBLE BEE when we were at the convention center he went to use the restroom as he calls it and he was taking FOREVER!!! so i shouted out for moss in the mens room i said moss what are you doing pooping!???
what man takes 10 + minutes in the restroom? i even went to the womens room and peed and was out he was STILL in there!
he texted me saying Lori dont shout at me in the bathroom you upset all the men!
i was so annoyed and then he asked the way to the troma panel, rather then looking at the signs (he knew what room it was moss just always has to ask questions and talk to ppl) so the girl gave us the WRONG way and later she said, 'oh i lied to you sorry' and moss said THATS OK in a buzzy bee voice so i said, HES A BUMBLE BEE i heard someone laugh...
uOH YEAH almost forgot before i met up with george i was waiting to cross the street and these two people were waiting to go the opposite way and the guy started talking about blood and the rob zombie show!???!
it was just...odd? i was about to ask him oh you went when the light to walk occurred and their conversation walked away with them...
i had blood on my forehead at the rob zombie
show night before how strange is it that at that moment a couple would be talking about that too???
another weird thing we were sitting in the back by the indiana jones shrine and this sort of group of LA hipsters waltzed in. none of them ordered or had drinks. ODD!! one of the girls was wearing a black and white striped leggings (like a girl at the rob zombie show night before i noticed), another one wearing a nirvana shirt (like craig robertson at supreme fest) under a black and white blazer....this guy got up and started dancing, at first i was like....oh they think they are so coool so cooooooooool and i was drinking so my concept was off but i knew george and i were sort of a big ol' joke! because george starts to ramble about booooring things like his job and about wanting to find the right girl but the more i drink the more advice i can dole out or i can tolerate listening and saying this and that whutever!?! i told him about the rob zombie conversation and he said sometimes you will hear a word and it stands out so while he was getting a drink i heard someone say "Lori" so i was telling him about it then this sort of weird comedy troupe comes in and did their spiel and then they just...disappeared!???? oh yeah forgot to mention after comikaze we went to islands in um...some other dark california town van nuys NO STARS in california!!! there are NO STARS in california!!! i had a burger. it was good. his brother dean said, 'his spiel, (then he said) shpiel) i think i blogged that other day spiel or shpiel???
i was like, 'that was weird' (the comedy troupe) also later some girl that was hot started hitting on me and wanted my number LOL!!
well anyways...i had a glass of wine and then i went home and went on IB trying to chat but no one payed me much attention and all my posts probably remained till opening morning still lingering around like stale cigarettes and pizza.
next day (sunday) i texted candi about meeting me of course she says she is feeling sick throwing up so she wont be able to make it to the nuke em high screening. i knew it. i slept kind of late but i figured i wanted to go see the show so i got and we made it well actually i missed a half hour. i went in by myself and got my own seat but later moss lumbered in complete with cow and his 90s night at the roxbury party green glittery shirt and sat down next to me.
ugh moss! i felt like a teeny bopper embarrassed by her dad or something. but whatever feeling passed and i just kept watching the movie. i dont feel like putting down all the details of comikaze at this point i wrote so much...bla bla!!!!!!! said hi to angus oblong again...what else! what else???
oh i dont know anymore. oh yeah so after the movie i went to a room for the 'geeky awards' i just wanted to check it out rather than aimlessly walk around the convention. i like to see panels sometimes, but i had no idea what 'the geeky awards' were nor what they were talking about but i was waiting for the women and body issues in hollywood panel...
while we were all sitting there toxie from the toxic avengers and TROMA came in...sat down, and then he got a phone call and he started talking on his phone "whats that? what now? ok" then he got up and was like, "everybody! theres been an accident! an emergency! everyone evacuate the building now!" and then he ran off. that was the most interesting thing about the geeky awards, to me...they all laughed and said, 'ladies and gentlemen, method acting' or something like that...
the womens panel about body issues and such was really good. i like that and wanted to stay till it was over but moss kept texting me about louie anderson and to come to the stage and see him. i wanted to stay tho but i left when there was about 15 minutes left. wish i would of stayed but i got to hear louie anderson joke and answer a few question idk? i forget now. the camera focused on someone asking a question and moss's cow was in the way and i put my face in the camera too i think i made a weird mouse face...or rabbit face...
oh yeah moss knows the guy who voiced roger rabbit we saw him the day before i spotted him again wheeling his suitcase around. what else??? i want to bask in the sun! before i go home to cold.
after comickaze we had sushi which was good, then went back watched tv. simpsons family guy walking dead. i was invited to see moses' band at loaded but i was exhausted.
yesterday we had pizza then i met up with george and moses at parlour room and it felt like around us were mocking our conversations. mean evil dream people (ppl in my dreams are mean like that), playing off our words. george was talking about 2003 being a good year 2004 being a bad year, wait no 2003 was a bad year...even numbers were good years for him WHAT THE HECK!??! and someone said 2004....and then he said something else and someone else played off his words. it was so weird and sometimes im around weird ppl but that doesnt mean im weird!?? well i am! i am weird but so the fuck whaaaaaaaaaaaaa
no i havent had the chance to feel sparkly and shine, and just feel comfortable. george asked me. is he really that way or is he playing a part? you know?? and moses really likes music but he reminds me of ppl from when i was early 20s, he appreciates all the good music...we met up with his wife at loaded. she looks like this girl i know from childhood, this cute little blonde girl. she was at dance rehearsels and moses is this kid who works with all kinds of bands from paul mccartney to pink etc he sets up sound and all that and he has long curly hair and glasses and just loves music. he just reminded me of ppl i knew who really love music and all the classic bands etc...drinking beer. real ppls ya know? anyways...yeah i miss being in my early 20s pre-moss...well moss thinks hes the most important thing in my life? while driving, this old song 'dont mess with my man! whatever' came on he wanted me to turn it i was like, no it reminds me of a few years ago he said the song says it came out 2004. then he started asking me how old i was. back then life was different. you know? it was just...normal! ok? i was just normal. i hung out with normal ppl...young and beautiful!
i wasnt around comedy troupe set ups...or weirdos that are weirdos...i just hung out!??? we drank beer in the cornfields, we had fun. we partied. (moss calls everyone real big fat guy its annoying. sometimes they arent really big fat guys either. more on mossiness later, maybe..or maybe i wont make a blog about him!!)
anyways, he got a 30 pack and we went and hung out at their place for a bit. everyone lives in this vicinity its cool. i told them how old i am wow i SOUND old i feel different then i used to be tho. i dont have that spark...i dont know? i dont have that...feeling. i think its because who you hang out with. you need to hang out with ppl who allow you to release your endorphins. having a good laugh is the normal thing that good friends do. sharing stories and conversing is what normal friends do. listening to the doldrums without laughing is very draining in a way....tbh. sigh.
anyways...i just hung out but it was kind of weird and i got tired and didnt want to drink anymore so i walked back here.
now is a new day! wonder if and what is going to happen its almost 3pm. i want to bask in the sun but im busy with this blog post.
ill look for links i guess....
i really wanted to go through the haunted house thing and it seemed like moss just did not want to go. i got the impression that moss was too cowardly to go. he kept whining about seeing the stage and that we were going to miss robs performance even tho we still had an hour to see it, and with our VIP wristbands, that would allow us NOT to wait in line for the haunted houses!! so we did check out the stage, which i really liked. powerhouse 3000 was playing and i liked how it was inside this arena, it was the sort of place i would have fun exploring around IF IF IF i was with a cool, fun GIRL friend or something! or if i was 14 years old and hanging out with karen...(it just reminded me of an ice arena sort of, in canada, but with BEER! and FOOD!)...i sort of feel dulled when i hang out with moss, but he gets me into fun places and yeah i was happy to be there! i wanted to have fun because it was a fun place to wonder around!! they had monsters everywhere, there was a merry go round that we went on. it would of been a very fun place to go with someone you loved and uh (wth am i talking about!??!) like going with your lover to an amusement park!!! ahh splendor and joy!???!
hat OH NO IT JUST ERASED IT ALL!!!
i hate when that happens its so annoying :( i said moss seemed afraid but i was like, "lets go!" i said the girl from the lords of salem movie singled me out and jumped off her pedestal thing and followed me and got up right behind me and stared at me<insert pictures here>
it was kind of unnerving since i was not sure what to expect inside the haunted houses!!!!
when we got inside there were these cloaked monsters who put on these masks over us, and if anyone was claustrophic this would not be the thing for them! it felt like we were being led to our execution!! we had to feel around in the dark this maze while hearing loud bangs and clanks and screams, i wasnt sure what to expect or how long it would be!??! i kept feeling the backs in front of me, but i think they had to hold us back so we get stuck alone...because at one point i was alone but i kept seeing figures materialize in front of me but when i put my arms out, nothing or no one was there!??! finally i felt myself go through a curtain and they grabbed my mask off, and i could BREATH again. i saw a piled of dead naked women on the ground and some sort of strange angel like woman above the pyramid, but that room brought me a safety net as my body was getting used to cooling off and being able to finally see, and she raised her hands like an angel, and i had taken a pic...with my cell phone. i was going to move on but i wanted to wait for moss. he apparently was so behind me i guess, because i was waiting for him for 5 minutes till his big looming body made its way out of the execution maze.
the next spot was really cool it was all flourescent glow in the dark trippy psychedelic. they gave us 3D glasses and we went through that barrel and it was so trippy. it was funhouse, but i enjoyed it!
3rd one i got singled out AGAIN because , well they put on red fake blood on my forehead as a cross and i was like, eh...ok...(seemed a little bit, like a lamb) i was like, does this make it extra scary for me
he said it means that they can touch me. not allowed to take pics in there but i really liked the sets and i liked the feel for it, (old hillbilly house of 1000 corpses style rooms). it was pretty cool i liked it!
so yeah...it was fun! maybe i will put some pics up here but im getting hungry all we have our microwaved stuff tho, or chicken salad but i dont feel like it.
concert was good too. we spotted andy gould sitting there but he had long disappeared by the time the concert ended. we were gonna see if he can somehow help us with a pic or what nots...
moss doesnt really want to try...hes too glass empty. we did see this girl slide under the gate there was this part to slide under to go backstage so we took her cue and did the same. moss kind of got stuck but he snaked his way through. all we saw were people, hanging around and talking. oh, that reporter woman moss knows was there too...i forget her name!??! her alter is connie monroe tho...
what else? another band was playing but that backstage deemed us nothing in particular except having to go past the security back into the crowd it did not lead us to the magical, promising place of backstage amongst the bands and free beer and famous people like i was sort of hoping but at the same time i sort of knew and gave up on the whole meeting rob zombie or just taking a pic with him (i mean vice versa whatever!) the first night was the red carpet with jeffree star, andy dick, walking dead ppl etc except that moss was too TIRED LAURIE IM SORRY IM SO BAD WHAHHHHH
as we were walking by this guy had me get inside a coffin which felt freaky but what was freakier was that he closed the lid and made it sound like he was locking it. he kept it closed for a little over a minute i would imagine, and i was like um...this is so bizarre. i started to feel panicky but i wouldnt allow it to be. yeah, having the lid close while you are inside a little coffin is weird...
when he opened it the plastic was over it and everyone was just staring at me. i should of been closing my eyes then OPEN THEM REAL WIDE AND PUT MY HANDS ON THE PLASTIC PART
moss was going to take a picture but my phone died so i was trying to have him ask anyone to use their cameras and have them email me it but he just didnt get it...
so i got out of the coffin i wanted a pic like that and one behind the hearse but damn phone had to fucking die!!
if i had money i would of bought shirts and paintings but i didnt so i didnt...
it was fun and i was hoping we would go with ron next night too also i knew candi wanted to go as well and i would have fun if she went....
it was a long drive, pomona, and i had terrible motion sickness because moss is a california driver meaning its gas, break gas break accelerate decellerate honk honk
like overweight homer with a mu mu (later i ran into overweight homer with a mumu)
saturday
SATURDAY!!!
really wanted to go to comikaze so we went. we went to the troma panel we were kind of late but still. my contact lenses are too strong i think because it was so hard to focus...
after that we walked around the convention center. it was cool, a mini comic con. i cant wait to go to comic con next summer for sure! (i would like to bring a friend i can have fun with and explore tho) i mean yeah i would love to get into the parties but i also need a buddy in crime too!!! moss doesnt drink and we get into bickering alot blah blah blah!!
i keep intending to make a moss blog. i will...
maybe i dont know? we left the comikaze around 5 or 6 and went back. i was kind of going to stay in and watch breaking bad but everyone was texting me about going out so we went out oh i met george at parlour room and then we started talking to this girl i know.
well george and i were talking about how LA ppl are hard to talk too. not very welcoming where as back east you can be buzzing it BEE i said HES A BUMBLE BEE when we were at the convention center he went to use the restroom as he calls it and he was taking FOREVER!!! so i shouted out for moss in the mens room i said moss what are you doing pooping!???
what man takes 10 + minutes in the restroom? i even went to the womens room and peed and was out he was STILL in there!
he texted me saying Lori dont shout at me in the bathroom you upset all the men!
i was so annoyed and then he asked the way to the troma panel, rather then looking at the signs (he knew what room it was moss just always has to ask questions and talk to ppl) so the girl gave us the WRONG way and later she said, 'oh i lied to you sorry' and moss said THATS OK in a buzzy bee voice so i said, HES A BUMBLE BEE i heard someone laugh...
uOH YEAH almost forgot before i met up with george i was waiting to cross the street and these two people were waiting to go the opposite way and the guy started talking about blood and the rob zombie show!???!
it was just...odd? i was about to ask him oh you went when the light to walk occurred and their conversation walked away with them...
i had blood on my forehead at the rob zombie
show night before how strange is it that at that moment a couple would be talking about that too???
another weird thing we were sitting in the back by the indiana jones shrine and this sort of group of LA hipsters waltzed in. none of them ordered or had drinks. ODD!! one of the girls was wearing a black and white striped leggings (like a girl at the rob zombie show night before i noticed), another one wearing a nirvana shirt (like craig robertson at supreme fest) under a black and white blazer....this guy got up and started dancing, at first i was like....oh they think they are so coool so cooooooooool and i was drinking so my concept was off but i knew george and i were sort of a big ol' joke! because george starts to ramble about booooring things like his job and about wanting to find the right girl but the more i drink the more advice i can dole out or i can tolerate listening and saying this and that whutever!?! i told him about the rob zombie conversation and he said sometimes you will hear a word and it stands out so while he was getting a drink i heard someone say "Lori" so i was telling him about it then this sort of weird comedy troupe comes in and did their spiel and then they just...disappeared!???? oh yeah forgot to mention after comikaze we went to islands in um...some other dark california town van nuys NO STARS in california!!! there are NO STARS in california!!! i had a burger. it was good. his brother dean said, 'his spiel, (then he said) shpiel) i think i blogged that other day spiel or shpiel???
i was like, 'that was weird' (the comedy troupe) also later some girl that was hot started hitting on me and wanted my number LOL!!
well anyways...i had a glass of wine and then i went home and went on IB trying to chat but no one payed me much attention and all my posts probably remained till opening morning still lingering around like stale cigarettes and pizza.
next day (sunday) i texted candi about meeting me of course she says she is feeling sick throwing up so she wont be able to make it to the nuke em high screening. i knew it. i slept kind of late but i figured i wanted to go see the show so i got and we made it well actually i missed a half hour. i went in by myself and got my own seat but later moss lumbered in complete with cow and his 90s night at the roxbury party green glittery shirt and sat down next to me.
ugh moss! i felt like a teeny bopper embarrassed by her dad or something. but whatever feeling passed and i just kept watching the movie. i dont feel like putting down all the details of comikaze at this point i wrote so much...bla bla!!!!!!! said hi to angus oblong again...what else! what else???
oh i dont know anymore. oh yeah so after the movie i went to a room for the 'geeky awards' i just wanted to check it out rather than aimlessly walk around the convention. i like to see panels sometimes, but i had no idea what 'the geeky awards' were nor what they were talking about but i was waiting for the women and body issues in hollywood panel...
while we were all sitting there toxie from the toxic avengers and TROMA came in...sat down, and then he got a phone call and he started talking on his phone "whats that? what now? ok" then he got up and was like, "everybody! theres been an accident! an emergency! everyone evacuate the building now!" and then he ran off. that was the most interesting thing about the geeky awards, to me...they all laughed and said, 'ladies and gentlemen, method acting' or something like that...
the womens panel about body issues and such was really good. i like that and wanted to stay till it was over but moss kept texting me about louie anderson and to come to the stage and see him. i wanted to stay tho but i left when there was about 15 minutes left. wish i would of stayed but i got to hear louie anderson joke and answer a few question idk? i forget now. the camera focused on someone asking a question and moss's cow was in the way and i put my face in the camera too i think i made a weird mouse face...or rabbit face...
oh yeah moss knows the guy who voiced roger rabbit we saw him the day before i spotted him again wheeling his suitcase around. what else??? i want to bask in the sun! before i go home to cold.
after comickaze we had sushi which was good, then went back watched tv. simpsons family guy walking dead. i was invited to see moses' band at loaded but i was exhausted.
yesterday we had pizza then i met up with george and moses at parlour room and it felt like around us were mocking our conversations. mean evil dream people (ppl in my dreams are mean like that), playing off our words. george was talking about 2003 being a good year 2004 being a bad year, wait no 2003 was a bad year...even numbers were good years for him WHAT THE HECK!??! and someone said 2004....and then he said something else and someone else played off his words. it was so weird and sometimes im around weird ppl but that doesnt mean im weird!?? well i am! i am weird but so the fuck whaaaaaaaaaaaaa
no i havent had the chance to feel sparkly and shine, and just feel comfortable. george asked me. is he really that way or is he playing a part? you know?? and moses really likes music but he reminds me of ppl from when i was early 20s, he appreciates all the good music...we met up with his wife at loaded. she looks like this girl i know from childhood, this cute little blonde girl. she was at dance rehearsels and moses is this kid who works with all kinds of bands from paul mccartney to pink etc he sets up sound and all that and he has long curly hair and glasses and just loves music. he just reminded me of ppl i knew who really love music and all the classic bands etc...drinking beer. real ppls ya know? anyways...yeah i miss being in my early 20s pre-moss...well moss thinks hes the most important thing in my life? while driving, this old song 'dont mess with my man! whatever' came on he wanted me to turn it i was like, no it reminds me of a few years ago he said the song says it came out 2004. then he started asking me how old i was. back then life was different. you know? it was just...normal! ok? i was just normal. i hung out with normal ppl...young and beautiful!
i wasnt around comedy troupe set ups...or weirdos that are weirdos...i just hung out!??? we drank beer in the cornfields, we had fun. we partied. (moss calls everyone real big fat guy its annoying. sometimes they arent really big fat guys either. more on mossiness later, maybe..or maybe i wont make a blog about him!!)
anyways, he got a 30 pack and we went and hung out at their place for a bit. everyone lives in this vicinity its cool. i told them how old i am wow i SOUND old i feel different then i used to be tho. i dont have that spark...i dont know? i dont have that...feeling. i think its because who you hang out with. you need to hang out with ppl who allow you to release your endorphins. having a good laugh is the normal thing that good friends do. sharing stories and conversing is what normal friends do. listening to the doldrums without laughing is very draining in a way....tbh. sigh.
anyways...i just hung out but it was kind of weird and i got tired and didnt want to drink anymore so i walked back here.
now is a new day! wonder if and what is going to happen its almost 3pm. i want to bask in the sun but im busy with this blog post.
ill look for links i guess....
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