Megan Fox's hip placement is too narrow

Did you see where my hips jutted out? Yeah, pretty wide. Look at this pic of Megan Fox. This is how a transgender male looks like after taking hormones and getting a brazilian or whatever..fat deposit on the legs. the bottom of the legs. its just all wrong

Miss Alexia inter-sex

Sorry, do not mean to offend anyone. I am just so curious about this all. I think men do make beautiful women...but..it hurts to know that so many real females hate their bodies thanks to seeing all these thin men posing as women. Some of these celebrities may be inter-sex. This instagram model came out as intersex. Click links:

https://www.instagram.com/missalexiaofficial/

I never go on the dirty anymore, but this is where I learnt about her.

https://thedirty.com/city/hollywood-city/miss-alexia-ceresani-is-actually-intersexed-a-secret-he-has-been-hiding-for-years/#post-2204676

Is Sean Van der Adonis belt trans?

Sean...that youtube guy...ex of trisha paytas. I have a feeling so...

This is a trans man, who was a female (but looked masculine as a female)...looks like that sean van der...whatever

http://www.boredpanda.com/transgender-man-before-and-after-jamie-wilson/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=link&utm_campaign=noxmedia

actually, i just google imaged sean van der wilt. i do think he is a real man...howeva

the next 2 pics..is a trans man..used to be a woman...

from this link: http://www.boredpanda.com/transgender-man-before-and-after-jamie-wilson/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=link&utm_campaign=noxmedia

sean , above. he has adonis belt and an adams apple. real man.

Sean Van Der Adonis Belt!!!
but WAIT!!!

looks like an adonis belt!??

another sync

so i see this commercial, where "Pax P...something I forget", well, he used to be an addict. now he runs passages rehab facility. the guy always reminds me of weston. weston seems, hmm...a little...uh...fruity if ya know what i mean. anyways, so mike and weston went on a trip to gettysburg a few wknds ago. mike didnt even invite me, but whatever...after i saw that passages malibu commercial, i started thinking about how mike and weston went on that trip. well next commercial is danny trejo and its for sling. he says something about a 'bro vacation'...so odd, cuz thats what they did. a bro vacation..

oh yeah, yesterday i did NOT want to go to work. it was way too nice out to be going to work. so...i went to work and this song is playing. "I dont want to work..I just want to bang on my drum all day"...a song came on.  after i texted mike, 'whatever'..it says 'what ever you may do"...on some song that was on.

i am off today and i want to do something. not clean.

not cut out my recipes and scrapbook. nahhh. i want to...do something fun. the fair is going on. 

New Money

I am on this Taylor Swift kick man!?? So, for some reason..I HAVE NO IDEA!?? i am watching taylor swift ok? in this video..she sings, NEW MONEY



ok heres the sync! today, at walmart, this old man comes through my aisle. i never pay attention to the customers really. im friendly and nice, but this guy was buying..i forget...?? a sexy song was on, i dont remember right now? but this old guy was kinda hot. he had that twinkly blue eyed crinkly going on. like a crinkly in the corners of the eyes? if that makes sense. i go to give him his change, and it was 'fresh dollar bills, the kind that smells nice but are so crisp they stick together. he says, 'new money' and winks with his crinkly blue eyes..idk? but now...NEW MONEY!??



 i was like..thinking, well...thats nice!??!



NOW I HEAR TAYLOR SWIFT SINGING ABOUT NEW MONEY!>????!??!

More syncs!

So, today was national lipstick day, so I went to Ulta with my mom. while there, I got my free lipstick, and I picked up a face mask. I came home. (mike was here watching amazon prime. we watched daddys home with will ferrel) then i put on my mask. mike left and i was looking for something to watch on amazon prime. i see this. (which totally looks like my mask i wore)

a movie on amazon prime:

 MY FREE LIPSTICK!!

ALSO!!!

since i do not work until 2 pm tomorrow, baby, i am drinking a few beers. sue me! 

when i drink, sometimes i watch music videos. 

so earlier today...oh...i was going to tell the story tomorrow or whenever. too lazy to explain now...

basically, someone in the mandella group...um...its a funny story. i wasnt intending to tell the story tonight. HOWEVER!! 

oh..this cant wait. damnet. so yeah, in the mandela group, a woman posted about how her 'alter' self sent warning to her 'this; self. another version of her from another parelell universe that is. this woman was in france, where in 2012, something happened. i tried to tell moss this story and he was so confused because he has no imagination or concept of how science fiction works. he read the words, 'mandella effect' and his dumb eyes glazed over. 

i will copy and paste the convo

i am

moss

you want to hear something funny

ok

so, in the mandela effect group, this lady said she left some videos for herself. she didnt remember making the video, and after much convincing, she finally shared the video footage of her "alter self" warning her now self of something that occured in 2012. she was in france and that was a key point where things majorly shifted. i was skeptical. of course, i thought the whole thing was a big troll fest, but reading the comments, these people wanted to believe so bad. finally, upon much adieu, she went and shared her footage. it was all edited and artsy like. upon further investigation, people find out she is an actress! here is her imbd. i commented a few times. i was like HAAAAA!!!! and i said a few other things and then she commented back to all the skeptics saying she is hurt and she should of never trusted us to share. anyway, here is her imbd:http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0183041/?ref_=ttfc_fc_cl_i21

Leslie Cottle

Leslie Cottle, Actress: Confessions of a Dangerous Mind. Leslie Cottle is an actress and director, known for Confessions of a Dangerous Mind (2002), The Woods (2006) and Out of Control (1998).

imdb.com

she since deleted her 'found footage' off her youtube. she still has her other videos tho

Um..ok

oh nevermind. whats so 'um'?

its just something funny thats all

i shared this thing and thats how you react? i wasted my time with you typing all that

i just thought it was funny idk

No, If you appreciate it, that's fine.

its nothing about ME's its just a funny story. that actress trolled all those people. do you comprehend?

do you even comprehend the gist or did your eyes just glaze over when i wrote 'mandella effect?'

I guess. I'm not really a Mandela guy.

its not about mandela. re-read it. you have trouble understanding things.

I. REPEAT. IT. IS. NOT. ABOUT. MANDELA. I SAID. AN. ACTRESS. TROLLED. ALL. THOSE. BELIEVERS. IN. THE. GROUP. you just glazed your eyes over didnt you? i wasted my witty explanation on some moron.

i said this woman said she left videos of her other self to her self she just found them. oh forget it youre just a retard

I don't get this: <<shared the video footage of her "alter self" warning her now self of something that occured in 2012. she was in france and that was a key point where things majorly shifted. >>

are you stupid? do you have any sense of creativity or sci fi?

are you that much of a dummy? wow moss

do you have sense of imagination or sci-fi wits to you?

Makes no sense: <<she left videos of her other self to her self >>

of her parelelle universe self to her former self! what is so hard to understtand

her self in a parellel universe. its sci fi shit.

Like Family Guy

They do that...but funnny

or quantum physics, tanglement, string theory, whatever else

i dont know, i knew she was trolling

I'm hungry

but it was funny to see all the people hoping to believe her ya know?

until she shared her videos

ok

its her showing off her acting chops

LOLLLLL

uh you dont relate at all

I'm hungry

need food

OKK so hopefully you get the gist. so i go to this womans imdb, i see she played HEADMISTRESS...

so after a few beers i watch taylor swift videos (some song sounded similar to a taylor swift song which prompted me to watch her videos)

i watch bad blood.

HEADMISTRESS!!!?!??!

btw, the lady who is trying to convince the ME group that her other self left her a video is french actress Leslie Cottle...

do you COMPREHEND??!?!?

Mike

I still need to blog about the Canada trip, but...I will. I just have no time. I am so done with Walmart tho. The hours are just not my doing. I do not like it, I will much prefer DAYTIME m-f. I walked today at Walters park with my parents, tonight. Dusktime. I just...I miss running. I miss working out and being healthy. I miss life. This summer has not felt magical for me. It used to be fun and magical, I guess. I never had problems getting into a summer fling/relationship. Cept all well into my 30s. Throughout my 30s, I have only really been with Mike. I have not dated anyone else or met anyone else. I messed around with that TSA guy for a bit...but other than that, nope. I mean..yeah. Mike tho, I have been on the verge of having a kid with him, but...I CANT. Just his attitude. He lusts after all these stupid actresses or whoever. Who does that? Honestly, I have never been with a guy who made such a big deal over  it. We watch a movie and he always makes comments, like, WOW God damn or whatever. Last night we watched Nerve on amazon prime, and he was just catcalling that girl, maybe trans even, that actress, Emma Roberts? Or something...it just gets old. Not to sound conceited, but I am way better looking than Mike, so he should treat me with respect and make me feel attractive, but he has NEVER did that to me. He has NEVER made me feel attractive. He doesn't compliment me or even look turned on by me ever. Thats not hot. I like to know that the guy I am with think Im sexy. I know Mike does, of course, but he doesnt want me to know. He wants to make me feel insecure. Do I want to be with that for the rest of my life?

My arms hurt tho. Fuck walmart. the hours are fucking stupid. Oh and mike will start arguments with me in public, or he started shouting all loud because i was trying to show him that most of hollywood is not what they say they are. cameron diaz, MAN! Look at her body. its not a womans body!

instead of worrying about scarlett johansson or any of them, why not try to make me feel good? you know? why not try to make me feel special. sorry to of burst his fantasy, but for real.

i want to meet someone who makes me feel awesome. and someone who i am thoroughly attracted too. someone who can communicate, who makes me laugh. someone i feel comfortable with. i have to admit, im not really attracted to super hot good looking guys. i just do not feel comfortable around super hot guys, i just..idk

my shoulder fucking hurts. its the way i sleep on it. im about to take a codeine. i just took my 800 mg iboprofen. did not work.

sticky sync

hi!!!

sticky synchs
i heard jennie garth on her interview, say her line in growing pains was STICKY STICKY STICKY

then...i heard sticky but i forget where since i did not write it down right away...oh yes, asmrtist amal...she made a honey and cinnamon face mask and said STICKY

my hips #violin hips, hip dips

ok so i guess its only fair if i include pics of my hips....dont mind uh...yeah. its just to show my hip shape. i have gained weight, and i was reminded twice today of how skinny i used to be. anyways yes, i need to tell walmart i need to change my hours, or, i just dont want to work there anymore. oh and i since cleaned my room. its nice and clean now so dont mind the mess. see how my hips start curving above the belly button. i also included pics of my weird violin hip dip jut...also..what else..oh i saw another guy on fb who is actually a male stripper, he is friends with moss, i was going to take his photo and post here but i decide not too, he has the indentation above the belly button. i think alot of men get this curve...doesnt mean they are FTM...so, idk. and you can see, it kind of looks like adonis belt on myself...so...just saying