robot chicken

that GHILD thing is really weird...he draws a robot on the wall, and later he talks about chicken. chicken may be a code name, for children? since seth mentioned the chicken...robot chicken or robot children, children who get abused and turn robotic in a sense.

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http://www.yarvoproductions.com/ghild-short-film/#/ghild-short-film/

isaac kappy says yarvo is a real monster...he also mentioned seth green. im not really sure how its all connected but this short film in particular stood out to me, with the spiral in the word child...

Seth Green gets Un-Broke Cribs style

this is really weird. this is an old video, but it could of been the house. my heart, (no! not heart! the pedo symbol heart!?!) my, heart dropped...anyways, when i saw...there is a bookshelf. is that crib in malibu? do they still live there? when was that guy at his house? you have to question and investigate. i mean, maybe this is a game. maybe its a lie. maybe its truth. maybe its disinfo. i dont know? these are serious allegations, nonetheless. seth green really ought to address this.

pedo symbols

https://www.neonrevolt.com/2018/07/27/isaac-kappy-blows-the-whistle-on-the-partymonsters-hollyweird-greatawakening-pizzagate-pedogate-nomore/

the swirly...heart and spirals..appearing in some movie 'ghild' that looks like Child

and ice cream such as good humor, (um no sorry pedo jokes are NOT good humor)

and Magnum. now there is a brand of condoms for 'bigger sized'. and this ice cream is magnum. ice cream truck , ice cream...associates with kids. kids love the ice cream truck. raping a child, it would be a bigger size for a small child. i know, its sick, but these shits make jokes about it. i cannot understand at all, how you could do that to a child. how someone would even be attracted to a child?? its not normal or natural. i just dont understand.

also, MM with that symbol tattoo...steve-o used to have a tattoo of a man raping a baby.

i mean, these people. shaking my head. how? why? i mean, really? (i just met bam margera this past weekend...idk)

oh by the way, the police are in on it. they cover it up. read that article from the first link.

"Steven Spielberg Is A Pedophile" - Isaac Kappy Names Names #PedoWood #p...

at 5:37 he starts talking about it, thing is, he doesnt really give details...he doesnt explain what exactly HE heard or SAW. he says seth admits to chicken? i mean...just listen to it. and who is yarvo? i clicked on it and i see something that says GHILD and looks like CHILD with the pedo symbol in it.



yarvo produced it?



http://www.yarvoproductions.com/ghild-short-film/#/ghild-short-film/

Hollywood Actor: "It's Worse Than You Think"

Seth Green Freakout! - Funny

i lost a lot of my shazams with this new phone. im really upset because there are songs on there that i want to download. the songs i have now are all from last year. well what about 2018??? i just shazamed a bunch of new songs too. really upset >:( anyways, there is this guy, isaac kappy, who is calling out hollywood pedophiles such as stephen spielberg, colbert, even seth green and his wife. he said he was at seth greens house, they wear the pedo symbol, the one that shows up on ice cream all the time. seth admitted that he is a pedophile, in fact, that is their religion. that is what they grew up around. i dont know. the guy seems legit. he was in a bunch of movies hes an actor and worked on those guardians of the galaxy, the one where director james gunn was joking about pedophilia with lloyd kaufman..i dont know. i do not think those jokes are funny. seth green tho? he has a hidden room for the child? im going to find a link to isaac kappy making these claims. he even begins to cry when he says he found out. marilyn manson and johnny depp wear the pedophile symbols too. i just dont get it. well, its about fracturing minds. i dont know. its sick i hope it all gets exposed.

ASMR ideas

nostalgic perfume asmr
retro 80s back to school supplies
regular back to school supplies

of course the older ideas

movie theater attendant
hangover asmr

i really want to start focusing on my asmr channel more.

the guy who does the paint and sip workshops asked me if i want to help him and i could paint for free. normally its 30.00 a seat, but i got to paint the starry nights for free. that was cool. he wants to see if i want to help him at balloonfest, passing out his business cards. idk...sunday is my day off. i dont know if i want to do that. last sunday i had that photoshoot. anyways, saturday is a free concert, the 90s, in easton. im going with sherry, shannans sister. i dont talk to shannan anymore. shrug.

going down the vigilant citizen rabbit hole again

what is up with hollywood tho? trying to make baby rape funny? they succeeded with rape jokes, but now baby rape? its not funny its disgusting and filthy and sad. it's really sad.

rick and morty person dan harmon had a video in which he raped a baby doll surface, the video is gross. it shows his fat, naked body raping a baby doll. i mean, who thinks this shit is funny? they try to normalize this kind of humor, and they want to desensitize us. bob saget did the same thing with a baby doll.

and these tweets, making jokes about underaged kids? no...its just gross. be adults ok? why make jokes about babies and kids? you are adults! you are supposed to be mentors, not MEN tor (like lloyd kaufmans joke tweet even)

shaking my head.

https://vigilantcitizen.com/latestnews/disney-director-james-gunn-fired-after-tweets-about-abusing-children-uncovered/

Speech of Aristophanes

this is weird. i can make a native american story, scary. i can use a character, whose head was on backwards. the face was facing the backside. this creature would appear, deep in the woods, when hunters would go out searching for buffalo (or something..idk)

Britney: Piece Of Me Tour - Bethlehem, PA (07/17/18)

the concert i was at. oh yeah, she really did have a gymnast like, male back. her back was larger than her hips. it was like an upside down triangle. idk whatever. it was a good show i thought, but i did have to wait for lisa to get a drink at the bar, missing toxic. lisa said she wore underwear the whole time, well, shes performing. shes not going to wear jeans and a t-shirt now!?? anyways..lots of views.

im watching casino. its kind of weird because well, they wire various peeps places, well last night, moss fb called me, although he didnt know it. this was at night. i sat there for 20 plus minutes listening in on what was going on. hes at nudes a poppin now. i heard him talking to ron, well, i heard his blabbering. i heard his stories. there was some girl there. i heard him pee!?? i mean, eww. i was tired but im sure i could of listened to more. he didnt say anything interesting, just alot of moss rambling. in fact, i forget what i heard. stupid stuff. thats what. some joke, that no one found funny..idk, but made me think of listening in. robert deniro is not italian in this movie btw, hes jewish. i mean, vegas WAS run by the mafia back then. now...not so much, at least, not that i know of? anyways...

what else? the other day, mike wanted to watch snowden. about targetting, they targetted that guy, they set him up to get a dui . hacked into some girls fb emails, read them all etc etc. i know that happened to me. listen, paranoid is the people in the targetted individual fb group. those people think that store clerks are coughing a certain way to get to them. they think that bystanders are doing shit to harass them. those groups actually start to make me think that customers coming in are doing shit to fuck with me. they are putting their items all haphazard and willy nilly to fuck with me. well actually another cashier thinks one customer doesnt want to pay for about 40 items, to fuck with her. if someone changes their mind, we are the one who has to put that shit back. some people dont want meat. MEAT! cold items! i started to think, people are fucking with me!?? i mean...i can write a book about this. 'thanks alot' or, 'thanks slut'. 'what did you say?"

thanks alot...

i have so many ideas i want to write about. also, paying for friends. paying for buddies. not prostitution, just paying for people to hang out with! i can make it an interesting story. targetted individual story.

so im wondering about getting pulled over. everything was so weird that night. i dont see and think shit, but then shit happens...i shrug. i mean, hey. i dont know. this movie is long. im tired. i might just finish watching it tomorrow, most likely.

Saturday night

I am glad that it is rainy out. It feels nice to come home from work, take a shower, chill...maybe have a glass of wine. The only problem is, I have a photoshoot that has been planned for a long time tomorrow morning. I am just SICK of appointments and things to do. I just want to relax! Do my own thing. Photoshoot is going to be with christmas lights. i still have my model mayhem account so i do get offers. there is a really good artist who reached out to me. now that i am free, i would love to work with him.

i do want to do more photoshoots. what else do i have scheduled? erghh...i dont know. i need to figure out what im going to do about that suspension thing. i had no idea that my license even was suspended. i can go to jail, especially since im still on probation. welp, i give up.

so....i felt i had a bunch to say but im going to just play my video game.

so, i felt good to know that reese is in fact, a real bio female, but i felt sort of upset that jennifer lawrence is. idk, maybe im jealous because shes so perfect. having her a male made it easier, but i think she really is a female due to her skeletal structure! well back to work

im pregnant! ha (lets see this get back to moss)

Me Dating Other Men\Woman + T talk...SIS |AngelaVanity

another trans woman, just watch. she really resembles female celebrities tho

LOSING WEIGHT ON THE "WATERMELON DIET"

I like Jason, he seems like a good person, like the kind of man you WANT to meet and be with. someone who makes you feel about life. i dont know, he just reminds me of feeling LIFE! i cant with mike. i cant! he doesnt make me feel that way. i mean, why is it so hard anymore, to find a guy who makes you feel THAT WAY!?? geez....just watching this video, releases endorphins, because of him. i dont know ha!

Shopping!

I remember, I could not WAIT to have my own place! I was envisioning how I would decorate it! Now, I want to minimalize a bit. My place is small, so I want to really de-clutter. I also want to get rid of clothes that I just do not wear. I want to start cooking again. Things I want to do, *but never do*...

- Finish my list of songs I shazamed and add it to my ipod.
- Update my list of things I want/need
- Rosetta Stone
- Write!
- Paint
- Go through my magazines and cut out recipes and tips, add to my scrapbook.

There are just so many magazines, so many scrapbooks, it's virtually impossible to do all this!?? So, do not stress over it either. Do a few recipes here and there.

The trips are done. Nothing on my agenda. No more planning, except of course, Moss is planning Thanksgiving. He's obsessed!? He wants to go to the Pburg/Easton game. What is his deal tho? No more Vegas trips, nothing.

I can now focus on myself! What do I need to do, to make myself happy? Fulfilled. Meet new people. Start working out. Get pregs??!?? I need to get married tho, and I do not see that happening with Mike. He doesn't make me happy OR fulfilled. Maybe I can start dating.

Now, shopping!

Ulta, Home Goods, Marshalls, Hobby Lobby! Mall! These things make us happy, they make us feel safe and fuzzy. Shopping is good. It's nice to buy nice things. Makeup. Remember a few years back, that whole instagram/makeup/fun goodness!??? Why not bring back those feelings?

My parents are supposed to drop things off but I want to lay in my bed and just watch makeup tutorials, home tours, mukbangs and asmrs. I have been so busy these past few weeks, I just want and need to chill out.

Jennifer Lawrence Transvestigation

Jennifer Lawrence FEMALE! 

Jennifer Aniston Transvestigation

YAY! jen A is presumably FEMALE! good to know!

where the hips? the shoulders are broad broad broad!!

Jessica Chastain Transvestigation

MAN! oh man, are we being FOOLED!!! we know her as a female actress, but really...watch this video. please. oh yeah bonus pic of jenna jameson NO HIPS they get fake ones tho

Cardi B

named her baby, culture. why? or is it Kulture? like a culture sample? That is what it makes me think of. also, shes not going to show her baby for a few months. makes me wonder why? I think she faked her pregnancy, because she is not a true woman. neither is jenna jameson. she shared a pic on instagram STRAIGHT FLAT BACK. a womans back CURVES under the shoulderblades, that is just how it is. it CURVES for pregnancy!!!?

jenna jameson called me rude once. on instagram. she looks totally different from when she was young, so this other girl made a comment that she thinks she had plastic surgery. well look at her than and look at her now!? obv she did. i said looks like maybe a nose job, and she got all upset. 

Im going to make a video of how womens hips look and these fake hips. There are also instagram models with super thin waists and hips that start at or below the belly button. A real womans curve starts above the belly button. there should be no meaty adonis belt either. the back should curve in. even kim kardashian, her curves are not actually feminine at all.

Britney show

So Moss got me a birthday card, with emphasis on my 40th, (geez thanks...thanks for reminding me). in it, he chicken scratched, 'remind me of britney tix next summer'. i didn't really think anything of it. then he kept questioning me, "Lori, didn't you see what it said inside the card?" um , what?

it was tickets to britney this tuesday at the sands. i mean, i didnt know he really got me tickets!???! so i was like wow! i tried to ask scotti and stephanie if they wanted to go, but they had other plans, and stephanie cant leave because she has to stay home with her daughter. so i asked lisa and she said, 'yeah sure!" im glad i went with her tho.

so, tonight. we picked up the tickets. watched the show. at one point, there was an audience member who they bring on stage, she says, 'aw so cute' (that reminded me of lila, she always says that)...we were also standing by a norm mcdonald lookalike who kept talking to us, (well lisa mostly), that was weird tho..? but yeah the concert was really good.
after lisa wanted to walk around in the casino. i didnt drink. she had a few, not sure how many? but we walked around she wanted to look at the table games. so she was checking out the craps table. we went to the bar/club thing. some girl approached lisa, and they were talking and dancing. i mean, the girl didnt acknowledge me at all, again weird. i think it was some targetted individual stuff meant to make me feel bad. well lisa found a table and she actually got a guy give her chips to play, so she was rolling the dice and kept winning for everyone! i said, ' i want to roll' and i got 2 7s on the come out and an 11, which won me some money. i had 30.00 worth of chips that i wanted to keep tho, until he grabbed three chips and put it on the table, to double it, but i didnt want him to do that. i ended up rolling a 7 and crapping out so those chips were taken. ughh. lisa won money too. after that, i noticed my phone was calling people and it changed the language to french. for some reason, my screen was not going out and when i would put it in my pocket, it was calling people and changing my languages. stupid phone. i couldnt even video properly because its a terrible camera.
well finally we were driving home, i took the wrong exit, so we were going the wrong way through bethlehem. that was funny. then, finally on the way to pburg, by the mall in fact, i see a cop turned his lights on. he said he ran my plates and its suspended. i really had no idea it was suspended i even told him, 'there is no reason for it to even be suspended'.
he said it was because of the surcharges, but i pay them every month. i payed 100.00 yesterday. (actually it was today). i never knew i had a specific date to pay it by tho, and usually there is a month grace time.
i didnt drink but he said he cant let me drive so he said lisa can drive he didnt check her license and she has been drinking!?? 

i mean, i make sure i pay my surcharges EVERY MONTH now i have to worry about a fucking ticket? well two.


i got no letter in the mail about it being suspended now i have to take off tomorrow to take care of this!??? 

whatever. lisa had fun. it was fun. im just worried about this ticket now.

vegas

Vegas. So, Mike was very excited about going on the plane. We arrived pretty late tho, and Moss was there. He msgd me and said, 'meet us at Harrah or Hard Rock before you get your room." We didn't. well, mike wanted to get the room and drink. It was 1145 but the line for registration was very long, moss kept msging impatient, he called up and was whining about us not meeting them. he said we planned it 6 months ahead of time i was like HUH??? no we didnt!?? we were tired and we wanted our room. it was so late too. i was not showered. i didnt want to walk around a casino grody. we finally got back to the room. mike went to go get some drinks at a liquor store. he was only able to get some twisted canned stuff. we had one drink and he fell asleep. its ok i was tired. next morning he wanted to go to Ihop/ihob?? so we went there for breakfast. then...we went to hard rock casino. moss got us tickets for some paranormal show at 4 pm. i dont really know why he felt the need too tho, it did kind of mess us up. we finally met up with him at hard rock. him and mike actually got along pretty well. well we had a mission to get to the show. moss told us to park at treasure island since parking is free. well we did that, and it was a 20 minute walk to ballys, where the show was. i almost felt like saying to mike, 'wanna just turn around?' but we didnt. it seemed exciting. we had our seats, i mean, yeah it was cool IF, we didnt just have two full days in vegas. the guy was french too, mike hates the french! it was a mind reading type gig. so you know, on the plane ride over, i watched tv and i was watching the carbonaro effect, about magicians. that show tho, i dont know? a few days prior, we watched interview with the vampire. when they head on over to france, they encounter that french vampire, who was reminiscent of a busker. (i just learned what busker was, actually, last year while we were in ottawa. there was a french busker, sort of sad clownish, doing an act. the french are really into that sort of thing..) anyways, the carbonero effect. there was a woman on it, that looked like a female version of moss. i kid you not. it was the container store, (i wrote it down but i forget now)..the show is just weird. it was like, a mind control thing done on me or something. there was something else weird too..i forget now. i watched tombraider too. so we also went to the worlds biggest general store. so after that show, mike was upset because he felt like it was a waste of time. oh during the magic show, i noticed the email they projected said kate spade, then the kate disappeard and the spade was revealed. made me think of like, kate spade death. in our casino, a david spade lookalike actually walked past us. it was just weird. i commented something on a charlyne yi instagram post, and she replied. well on the shuttle to the car rental ,there was a charlyne yi lookalike too. shrug. idk. i wish i can remember the other weird thing that happened tho!??? hmm...so after that mike kept talking about how he wanted to drink. so we went back to the room. we did go swimming and all that, but when we got back and showered we did drink but then mike fell asleep!???! eventually moss picked us up and took us to fremont street. then we went to casinos and what not then we went to the sports betting place westgate so mike could check it out. we were so tired so we went back to the room and went to sleep. we slept a bit then we woke up and went swimming i believe. we also ate at the luxor buffet. we then drove to check out the pawn stars store. after  that we went to the room again. i think? hmm...we tried to go on the ride but it was closed. insanity. mike really wanted to go on that ride. we went to the neon light museum, it was cool. mike thought it was overpriced. we went back to the room and we hung out at the casino and had some drinks. we ate at the diner in the casino then we went back to room and went to sleep since we had to get up super early for our flight at 6am. we had to wake up at 315 am.!???! so yeah, 2 days was really not enough, but mike started to run low on funds. it wasnt enough time. 

Pics

Im a rebel. I am drinking and smoking, despite dentists warnings. I even did a photoshoot!!

Real man vs fake man

Real man!!! ALRIGHT!! Nice!! round of applause..

 Fake man...ughh...nah thanks. boooo

Yes. Jared Leto was Born a DUDE!

Yes! A real man! Jared Leto!! (Now I am getting more into BIOvestigations.) There HAS to be real true genders in Hollywood, I mean, COME ON!!! I am so happy to know Jared is a REAL MAN THO!! WOO HOO!

The Curious Case of Claire Danes

She did one on Claire Danes. Now, this one...THIS is NOT A REAL FEMALE! i mean, look at the pictures!?

Reese Witherspoon Transvestigation

what a breath of fresh air. reese witherspoon. she reminds me of my cousin kim, somewhat, and my cousin sarah (kims sisters) little daughter hazel, whom we actually just saw today. hazel looks like a mini reese witherspoon actually. hazel has a big skull too, but she is a girl and no, my cousin would not transverse her (unless doctors do it unbeknownst)....INVESTIGATE YOUR DOCTORS, so they wont transvestigate! sigh. its good to see REAL MEN not these femme hollywood men. she says reese is a real female, well, i hope so! i mean....i don't know anymore. real females are great tho! and real men! TONY THE TIGER!

Christina Aguilera is a man

ew you can see her..freakin..adams apple and shit. and no she DOES NOT HAVE HIPS!! man oh mann

#wanderlust

Travel vlogger and instagrammers were killed the other day, when they slipped off a waterfall. I never saw these people before, and the article had a link to the one guys instagram. PER. FECT. LIFE. so many youtubers, instas, etc...capture the perfect life. they use the best cameras, recordings, the best drone cameras, all of it. they encapsulate perfect images, visiting countries such as Bali, Mexico, Indonesia, etc...they have perfect, young bodies. i mean, why is it so important to capture our memories, why is it so important to have the best stories? the best photos. life is meant to be lived, not to documented. i mean...idk, but his instagram, is envious. even tho the guy is dead now. https://www.instagram.com/rykergamble/ he is actually kind of cute, but you know how these big time youtuber types are, kind of annoying. 

well anyways, today was that riverside party. i was looking forward to it. i don't go to parties anymore, and i figured it would be fun to go too. sometimes, yeah, i enjoy being around people outdoors, music, hot dogs, hamburgers, beer, fireworks, bonfire, etc. the thing was, i had to work till 5. i was not really able to find anyone to go with, and mike said he would want to go anyways. i was kind of like, ehh, i dont really want to go with mike, well i got out of work at 5, i gave debbie a ride to her house. she invited me to go swimming tomorrow at her house. but i came home, took a nap, then cooked some black bean and chicken taco type thing, then i got ready mike came over. mike...sigh. HES SO FUCKING BORING THO!! i remember, a time when i loved the summer. summers were exciting! fun! thrilling! i remember when i used to get excited to see my boyfriend..idk...i used to like listening to music while taking a shower, and then finding something to wear and doing my makeup etc. it was just fun, and i felt good and i liked when, say, dennis (for example) would pick me up. and we had fun. well, yes, i know im not in my 20s anymore. so its not a big issue to go out, but yeah, it is nice to do why not. well mike sees it as , "its not a big deal to go out." and he comes over and i ask him how my outfit looks, (which i changed anyways), he doesnt ever say anything , such as i look nice. hes a lug. so we drove to my parents house, so we could walk across the bridge to riverside. my parents were home so we went inside for a bit. then we headed on down. normally, i find a night like this exciting and adventurous. the summer air brings forth new wonder. i've always loved the summer. im a summer girl and i have always enjoyed summer nights. there is something very sexy and sensual and comforting about the summer, even tho it was quite cool tonight. comfy jeans and a hoodie would of been ideal. i just had jeans and a flannel. summer, summer, summer. they didnt check our bags, meaning i could of threw in some cans in my bag. it was 8.00 to get in, and i bought mike and i a beer, 5.00. why so expensive? usually a guy offers to buy a beer. anyways, there was a tent with food, hot dogs and what not. i saw a sign that said candied bacon, 3.00. i was like, "look mike, bacon!" he just mocks me and goes 'ooh' in a mocking tone. he always mocks me. i said, 'look at the stars mike!" (because the stars are always so nice and you can really see them in harmony and those parts, actually riverside is across the river) ...he says, 'ooh so what' in a mocking tone. ughh. like, i am a nature girl, im an outdoorsy girl, i love the stars, all of that. mike is not fun and he does not appreciate the same things i do. every time i mention camping to him, he never seems interested. he was in a bad mood too the whole time. i wanted to check out the band and he was complaining about bugs. he sensed i was upset so later he was like 'ok lets get it over with'. the party was cool. they had the whole outside open, tents with food, beer tents, lots of people, they had a band playing ozzy and throwback shit, the usual ya know? it could of been fun. could of. depending on the company. i used to go to parties and it was always fun being around people, plus you drink a bit and talk and meet other people. thats why i wanted to go to this party too, just to be around people, but mike was in a bad mood, (he also has to work early tomorrow)...he just..its always like that with him. i dont think i ever really had a good time with him.  i told him, all my exes, well, i usually met them during the summer, and we always did so many fun things...ughh mike is not on the same page as i am. i cant with him. i told him this too. I CANT WITH HIM!!!

he doesnt understand me, he mocks me. he patted me on the back really hard and it hurt. im just...if i have a kid with him or marry him, i will be stuck and he just does not make me happy. 

so around 10, he was like, 'if these fireworks dont start by 10, im going home' so i suggested walking back to the bridge and watching them from the bridge so we did that. but they werent starting. i was disappoint. it would of been romantic but no, not with mike who was bitching the whole time. he says i have an attitude, hes the one with the attitude! he cant even enjoy anything. no environment. so we headed back but by the time we reached the end of the train tracks, the fireworks started going back so i told mike im going back to watch them. he went back to his truck and i ran back to the tracks (there were teenage girls there). the one time there were loads of people on the bridge, drinking beer and smoking, but this time no one was there except for those girls. so i just watched them by myself. i tried to call my parents to come down and watch. as i was heading back i saw two people it was my parents. they were going to watch them from the bridge but it was over. oh well.


to be honest, im glad i didnt stay and drink too much, but just the point. like, i want to find someone with the same adventurous spirit as i have. shrug

my muscles hurt from my job. constantly lifting objects like 24 packs of water yeah it hurts.

Human Anatomy: Male Skull

YES! This! I MEAN...rilly.. i watched a movie called BROTHERS on amazon prime the other day. (it was about ptsd) tobey maquire was in it. tsk. im tellin ya, he looked. like. eminem. he. looked. like. a. woman. once you know what to look for, it is SO easy to spot! i mean...it's so easy to spot...theres a pic of justin beiber looking like a woman too.

So, I had a busy weekend. Friday I went to bed early, it was still light out. I had to be up early the next morning, 515 am. I worked till 330, but afterwards I came back to my house to take a nap and get a shower. Then I drove to my parents house. I fed the cats etc, then later I drove to Southside Easton, to meet Mike at Scott's house. I don't know why I couldn't just go to Mike's and head up with him tho...grr. He's been pissing me off lately. We had some grilled vegetarian stuff. Veggie burgers, so good! And some grilled portobellos. We hung out there for a bit, had some beer. I was getting bored. Well, Mike always hijacks the convos about politics and LGBQT rights, surnames and stuff like that, but it gets boring that I just zone out. I drove back to my parents house and watched the twitch stream, then went to sleep. 

shucked corn, cherry toms, jalapenos, oregano, sherry vinegar, olive oil char it ham steak (RECIPE) mustard honey on corn..?

sunday...mike asked me if i wanted to go swimming, so i met mike and we went to weston and larins. he bought a pizza, mike did. he never gets normal pizza tho its always super doughy...that boxy pizza, ugh i forget what its called now!?? sicilian pizza. i dont really like that kind because its too doughy. i was mad that he didnt JUST. GET. A. NORMAL. PIZZA. STYLE!!!

we went swimming in the pool, its not a deep pool tho. its waist level. mahhh...well we stayed for a few hours, but lisa wanted me to go there for burgers, so i drove home and got a shower then went and picked up mike and we went to lisas. matt and lila were there of course. i did alot of driving tho. and my parents were heading back from canada. i drove back to my parents house and was beat. i fell asleep in the HOT living room because they were gonna sleep in their AC room. no ac in the rest of the house.

oh yeah, moss kept msging me about KEVINS WEDDING! he was name dropping all the producers and incubus brothers and lawyers who were there.  CONGRATS TO KEVIN AND HIS NEW WIFE!!! he told me that the guy who used to work at robot chicken was there. um ok. so he talked to him and said something like, 'you know seth green?' and he was like, why you wanna meet him? he said, no but my friend Lori would like to meet him. i was like, 'what why? why did you say that moss??" i already met him, i do not have this  long lost hope of meeting him again. moss! shaking my head. oh my gosh kristen cavalerri on the chew. MAN SKULL! but yeah so...ok. moss also told me he met the pot guy who owns that abandoned mansion on runyon canyon where they have pot parties. i follow this guy, "Big Mike" on instagram. i would like to go to a pot party there tho. he always has extremely hot, blonde models around, i saw one of his live shows. two almost tranny-like babes. i mean, ok. thats his thing. hes like the 'dan bilzerian' of pot i guess. so moss tells me he asked if i can go to a party of theirs, he said he hyped me up. so im wondering, 'how did moss hype me up?" so i asked him. so, he must of said, 'oh my friend lori. shes really pretty she used to model' WHAT!? NO! why did you say that moss!?? now they are gonna see me and be like, 'say what? thought she was a model.' i told moss NO! i cant compete with those kind of women. i do not call myself a model! i really don't. why did he hype me up? im just me, im not some ten, top notch, fake boob 20 something blonde model, nor do i want to be!?? MOSS! dafug

sigh...but anyways, yeah. so monday (yesterday)...i wanted to hang out and chill at home MY HOME! i slept at my parents, in my old bedroom. there were lots of fans. i hung out there for a while, had some scrapple on toast. finally i gathered my stuff and came home. i cleaned up here a bit, chilled. mike is always commenting on scottis posts tho, i noticed, so i was kind of miffed at that. whutever. if he is so obsessed with her, fine! i can meet other guys, im sure. even tho i DO NOT HAVE THE PATIENCE TO DO THAT! Im not in my 20s anymore. dating isn't easy, its not fun. too many douchenuggets. i'll be 40. i dont want to date anymore!!!! i mean, really! i should already be MARRIED at this point in my life. i should already of had a family. sigh. yeah, i dont want to be a swingin single anymore. a swinger. nah, thats not for me HA

i want a baby. i might just have a baby with mike. i cant get married to him tho....maybe he will propose in vegas ? nah i dont see him being sweet or romantic like that tho...laurin was like, 'when are you guys getting married??"

but anyways...her post was about not having friends who dont backstab, so i messaged her and said, 'i need more girl friends. lets hang out soon'. well around 5pm, i layed down on the couch and took a nap. then the phone rang it was scotti. she said, hey whatchya doing? she wanted to go get dinner at mesa and hang out after. so i go to her house, she has a nice car and a jeep. she makes money. shes a dealer at the sands. she lives with her mom and the house is nice, but it was so hot. it was just disgustingly humid all day, and her house was hot. the first room was all antique style, tea pots and dolls, betty boop. she said she invited her mom to come out with us. her mom is funny. well we went in her jeep, it was hot in there she had ac on but i didnt flip the vents. we put in change to the meter. then we went inside and i had the cod tacos, which she recommended. it was her fave. it was ok, i didnt care for the chipotle sauce. i like mesa tho, its a fine dining atmosphere with affordable prices, but for some reason, the guacamole costs more than an entree, which was around 8.00. and we had water. there was no ice in the water tho!??? and we waited for so long. her mom said i reminded her of megan markle..megan...harry? what is their last name!?? prince william, prince harry....um..? who wants to be a millionaire is on! i do hope they call me back to be a contestant....tho! I would have to pay my way out there, however. And bring a plus one. I think Mike would be a good candidate, so would Moss and Jay. They know alot of trivia. 

after dinner she still wanted to hang out. she wanted to play cards of humanity. she said to call mike and she was gonna try to call more people too, to play. so we went back to her house and went to her room, which had AC. we played the game ourselves for a bit, with a ghost. it kind of reminded me of sleepover parties. we werent drinking. her room is cute, like how your room is from when you were a kid. she had pillsbury dough boy plates hanging up. mike showed up and we played the game, talked about alot of things. it was fun. she has alot of health issues. but it was nice to hang out with her. we left around 1030pm. mike wants to see gotti tonight but my parents want to see jurassic world. mike does it again. >:( i told him, when we get back from vegas, im going to try to start dating again!!! so yahhhhh

my new tattoo

honestly tho, this tat signifies my poison.

who? whos that girl???