her brother is hot. i feel like i know them, (chunky and fam) like they are friends or cousins or something. this channel makes me so freaking hungry!!! i have to try that guac and mango salsa or ceviche? also she is a makeup inspiration for me!
So I attempted to write about everything last night when I came home, course it was all drunkish. Here's the deal. Yesterday, I had my car inspected and it passed. I then had my appt at the Lehigh Valley Mall for my makeover. The guy did my makeup nice, but he didn't do it the way I would do it. It was too plain. He used the naked heat palette, (which I ended up buying), but he didnt eyeline my waterline or make the eyeliner as dark as i like it. i took pictures of my look tho. I payed my New york bill too. So, it was still rather early and I have off today. I stopped by Mikes for pizza, then figured I'd pick up some beer and hang out here and watch videos and youtube and make a video for youtube. So I picked up a 12 pack of yuengling, and I came home and made a video of chilling and chatting. Joe and Joyce were being loud outside however. i went outside to see how they were doing, talked to them for a bit. I kept noticing the neighbor guy down the ways window was open, and i heard kids. I remember shannan telling me shes been hanging out with keith/kevin every day. she did call him keith but i guess now its kevin, just like that guy mike was moses and then mike again. so odd. she latches on to strange guys. no, i mean, that guy seems nice. he would sit outside and play his guitar. phyliss told me he liked me. when i was walking to shannans, he was talking to me. i thought he looked cute. idk..so when i went to shannans (this was last week), she heard him playing guitar so we walked up there. so she was heavily hitting on him and he walked her home. i guess since then, those two have been inseperable, they even finish each others sentences according to her. well, thats just great! i mean, you know whatever. personally, i never had the thought of some new guy to hang out with, but i guess she did. i always say, i cant just date like that. i mean, not even date..for me, i cannot just see some guy and start liking him like that. shannan can. she was messing with mike moses, then ryan again. now this guy. but this is the thing that is bothering me. my codeine pills are gone. i know she took them, but she keeps denying it. then she told that keith or kevin guy that i accused her of stealing them, (which i know she did), and how i get black out drunk. oh yeah, of course she trash talked me to him.) i might of misplaced it. this was the night mike came over and made that salad and i made dinner, shannan and her kids were over too. i think she planned to come here to take my pills. shes a lowlife scumbag. she is a user. she uses people. she told him bad things about me. why? why trash talk someone whos supposed to be a friend. well, while i was talking to joe and joyce last night, (or jose, JOCE as i call them), i see shannan go outside that guys house for a cigarette. i said hey! so she said to come down so i walked down there. shes all comfy and cozy and the kids are all there with their new daddy. she was drinking pony beers. i guess he just bought a 6 pack because after a while, i had to start providing beers, as always. if this guy really likes her and know she likes to drink, then he can buy shannan her beer. why am i always providing? fucking annoying, mate. yeah so, i was bringing down MY beer for her and him. also, i had to keep hearing her and him talk about her. her her her. how shes such a great mom this and that i dont know. i mean, i dont care. i shared that i thought i was happy for her. im not jealous because i could care less. if that guy likes her, well great! i lose interest in someone who chooses a friend or sister or whatever instead of me. i have an ego, so if you like me, then you are cool right! if you like me, hey you have good taste. of course, that doesnt mean im going to get with you either, so get with the girl it will be easier to get with! but i came down, out of my time you know. i would of preferred to sit at my home and chill by myself, and finish making my youtube video, instead of sitting there hearing about how great shannan is and how much this guy likes her. doesnt mean im jealous, just means id rather leave those two be. everytime i hang out with shannan with another guy, (like if i have a boyfriend, well, i am only with mike now, ) but she always does this. gang up on me and make it seem like i am in need of attention or if i dont get it i get upset or that you know, whatever. no i dont care about attention, im just bored and would rather go home!!! of course when i would say that, she wanted me to stay (probably so i can get her more beer)...i was starting to feel the beer too and i wanted to read. i was going to watch that chunky video with the oysters. idk!?? but i was going to just chill at home. why sit there and hear he trash talk me in front of my face? then she whispers to him. well, i was like, 'so do you guys think im cool?" idk, i was sick of hearing them gloat amongst each other. then shannan whispered to her like im a baby who needs attention. im fucking bored and i want to go home fuck you! she thinks i always need the guy to like me when truthfully i dont give a fuck what that guy thinks of me. im sure now he thinks of me in some sort of way after shannan had to expose me so to speak, as a drunk alcoholic or whatever the fuck she said. whatever you know. then i kept expressing how i wanted to go home, and she kept saying to stay. then ryan called that guy and asked where shannan was. so shannan had to go home. keith/kevin was going to walk her home but then she said for me to walk her home, because shannan told ryan she was hanging out with me. so i had to wait for her to pack up her three sleeping kids to stroll them home. she didnt even walk home with me. i strolled the kids and she walked a different way with kevin. then when i got to her house, she told ryan she was with me. i heard her say to him from her house, 'shes an alcoholic'. bitch what? now your trying to act like i was so drunk i kept her at my house? huh??? i went inside and i was like, whats going on? she used me to make him think she was hanging out with me, while she was really with her new loverboy. dont bring me into this shit. and she is not a real friend if she has to bring me down to bring her up. and i know she stole my pills too. this is ludicrous. get me out of this projects asap. and i need new friends. im going to clean my house finally tho. and learn some more spanish. maybe later get some starbucks with my parents.
these two are so cute and sweet together. i thinks so. i want to find my partner. i know, mike..yah im comfortable with him...but im just not like..jump on top of him attracted to him anymore. i think its because he doesnt treat me like i am like, super sexy hot. i like it when i know my man gets all flustered i dont know what the fuck im talking about HAAAA (i havent watched this actual video yet but i just watched a bunch of chunkys vids right now...i just dont watch the full thing i get impatient
Hey yo...uh..yeah. So I am sure people may wonder, 'why you work at walmart? dat da best you can do?" um..well, no. i chose to submit an application because at the time i just need a job. i am not planning on staying here forever. its good for the time being. i have plenty of experience working in warehouses; packing, shipping, receiving, inspecting, as well as finding correct files for major league baseball uniforms, running up to 6 printers by myself, obtaining the correct colored sheets and fabrics, making sure it measured up, counting the correct numbers. i worked in so many departments at majestic. to tell you the truth i do sort of miss it. i liked wandering the empty warehouse at night, (i worked in my own department which was nice.)...i was alone. not have to deal with customers, aka people. this job now..its just a filler job you know? i do not plan on being a walmart cashier forever. i thought it would be an easy, cozy cushy job, but its starting to get on my nerves. oh, lately i have been noticing people coming through my line, as if they want to speak spanish to me. well, they ARE speaking spanish to me, refusing to speak english. like, YOU GOT THIS! many jobs i worked at, many spanish speaking people. it is good to know espanol around here. so i just started rosetta stone and i am learning the basics. of course, often times, (like with pharm tech, i learned alot of medical stuff, terms, conditions, formulas, algebra, percentiles etc...which i FORGET NOW!) so if i learn spanish, it will be hard to remember unless i communicate as well as listen and watch spanish shows. i get rosetta stone BECAUSE i work at walmart. i just got my three days off. now mike wants me to go to the job fair at aldis tomorrow. yes, aldi does pay more, and for being a cashier. 11.00 for cashier and 17.00 for warehouse. i have experience in BOTH! but i want to learn spanish first!??!?!??! ughh...ya know? so no, i dont plan on staying at walmart forever ok? yes, i know i can get a better paying job. hey, i may even go back to school for training for a career. ive been thinking of seeing if i can go back in the military too..im not sure about that tho. but i have options. i dont have to stay at walmart, but its fine for the time being. and i dont plan on living here forever either. i can do more for myself. we will see. i am just starting to move forward you know? just got a car that is a good step! tomorrow i have to get it inspected. then job fair (if i go..), and then my appt at sephora. i had starbucks and i swear tho, i feel weird now. i have to be up early damnet....
i never wear jewelry because i have no where to wear it too. id like to tho however!??! same goes towards dressing up. or wearing makeup. i mean, why? i dont go anywhere to be seen. i wear khaki colored pants and white/navy blue shirts at work. its lame.
i have the next 3 days off, but i have to get my car inspected, clean my house, go grocery shopping, wednesday i have a makeover at sephora (its for my bday month) and a free gift but i have to spend 50.00 too so i probably will get the urban decay naked heat eye pallette. i also have to pay my NY and co bill. sage is back too.
thursday not sure yet. relax. maybe i will just hang out and watch movies ALONE weds night!
i am not going to break down this video, but it shows all her alter/personas. especially in the end. she promotes suicide. "look what you made me do" is from the sixth sense, where the ghost shows how she killed herself. also, it shades 13 reasons why, "look what you all made me do!" the ending of the video is creepy because it also shows all her personas in a hell-like pyramid, and they all argue amongst each other. taylor swift herself resembles leena levey, who is founder of satanist daughter, anton levey. is the old taylor really dead? maybe she is now a clone who looks much more manly. taylor is also a transgender. she is really a male.
I was scrolling through vice and i saw an article and its about that show, the OC. as my eyes were getting accustomed to what i was looking at, i heard, enjoy your SUMMER and i realized, the girls name in the show is Summer.
so, yesterday i asked, what do you put on your oatmeal? today, at work...and i even had a feeling. someone was going to mention oatmeal. granted, its a grocery item. however!!! and i mean HOWEVA!! no one goes through lines talking about oatmeal. this couple was in line..mid life, buying oatmeal...and the little girl behind him kept talking about oatmeal. then the dad keot talking about oatmeal. the little girl mentions cinnamon. "What do you put on your oatmeal?" cinnamon! after i rang them up, the little girl asks me how i like working at walmart. um, i aint gonna be mad at a little girl, but obviously some weirdo adult told her to ask me that. how do i like working at walmart? uh not really, its weird. the dad made some rude joke too, i said, 'well, its really busy!" and he said something i dont fucking remember. i really do not know how much longer i am going to want to work at this place tho. i really just dont like the hours plus i dont like dealing with customers. i thought i wouldnt mind it, but i do, i truly do.
i better orda somethin from sephora, before my bday gift is ova!!
shes a tranny from atlanti, (i made up a rap about that but now i forget..i also make up funny comics and stuff but then i forget!!)
i forget being creative. i forget feeling attractive. i forget having fun. I FORGET!!!
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Sunday, August 27, 2017
I am so tired. So I need a game plan. Something to look forward too. I want to start working out again. I hate the extra fat on my stomach. I want to be lean and thin again. I am getting bored with everything. Last night I drove to Weston and Larins to watch the fight. Mike was there too and some other people. They had wings. I wish I was able to set up an online account so I could bet on Mayweather to win. Of course he won, he is more experienced and boxing is his thing, not McGregors, who does MMA fighting. I could of won some good money, but I was working. I would of bet too since the odds were all in favor of Mayweather winning. Work takes up all my time. Working till 11pm on wknds. Fuck this! I need a normal job, normal hours. I start my 3 days in a row off, but who wants to have off during the week? That is just lame. Mike slept over last night, but he didnt want to drive since he thought there would be checkpoints (there wasnt)...so he wakes up so early and I went to sleep at 330. I kept waking up knowing he wanted a ride back. So I got up at 930 and I was so tired but wanted to drop him off to come home and sleep peacefully. He got my Burger King breakfast, which was gross. I wanted a steak and egg bagel meal (no egg), from McDs. I hate biscuits from Burger King they are so hard. I hate fast food. I need to start working out! I do, and eating healthy, but what Mike fails to understand is I am not motivated with these hours! working from 2-11 gives me no time. I guess I can work out in the morning, but I want to join a a gym and get workout videos. I go all out. I can always walk like I am late to work in the mall. I walk very fast if I am afraid to be late. It doesnt matter what I do, I am just sick of weighing the same as Conor McGregor. I am also sick of hearing my doofy neighbors voice. I need to get ready for work, this sucks.
oh my goodness this guy is cute, but its a female to male. also, the breasts will be assymetrical.
these videos and all this transvestigations and whatever make me want a baby even more. i am A TRUE WOMAN AND I AM ABLE TO GIVE BIRTH! I HAVE OVARIES, A UTERUS. I PRAY TO GOD TO HELP ME WITH THIS.
I ALSO WANT TO LEARN TO RIDE A MOTORCYCLE MYSELF. FUCK IT! I'LL LEARN TO RIDE AND BUY MY OWN MOTORCYCLE! I DONT NEED SOME MAN TO GIVE ME A BIKE RIDE, I'LL DO IT MYSELF!
and that ftm looked like jennifer lawrence and conan o brien
I just noticed this key word when reading about the cure for wellness. it is a very confusing movie...albeit.
Volmer is a coolly sinister, dapper villain with a German accent. Lockhart is an American frat boy with a brain but no heart, who needs to learn a little humanity. And I will include pics of ftms and pictures of the actor who plays Lockhart in the movie. Very feminine, very..interesting looking
small delicate features
this is a female to male
another female to male
holy fuck! now watch this video: and just go to youtube and watch female to male. you will see. EDIT oh my gosh in that video below, or click to watch it on youtube, hes actually really cute, and hes outdoorsy? why am i attracted to that? see? thats how this works. its crazy.
A beautiful...man. Reminds me of my cousins son Oliver, (looks like him), also reminds me of my friend Jonathen, who used to model and is a fashion designer now.
So, I always felt that my body sort of resembled hers, (well, when I am skinny of course), which is hard for me to think she is a transgender. But, they say she is?!? I mean, I dont believe everything I read ok? Miley says she feels genderless and ageless...or whatever. This picture is funny tho: (i heard the lady say meaner on this show, "weiner" , she also said butterflies. Miley is posed as a nude butterfly in some photoshoot. The article also said Hilary Clinton, with one L. I know that doesnt prove anything, still tho!
"Michael Jackson, Hilary Clinton, Rihanna and Lady Gaga will also be featured in the art book, the photographers first in a decade.
Miley is gearing up for her hotly-anticipated perf
Her hips also start curving above the belly button...
look at where that FOAM glove is pointing. i was working at penn foam during that time lol
is miley cyrus really...a boy? shes so mkd tho.
i cant really find any transvestigation videos on her and her body looks like a real females, but she has very broad shoulders. who knows? she might have an x chromosome but has a disorder that was put there in the womb to create female genitalia. yes its a thing.
I just watched this movie. It has beautiful imagery and lots of elements that stood out to me. Water. Eels. Teeth falling out, (much like dreams), not aware of dreaming. this movie is like mind control and messing with your head, brainwashing. even satanic ritual abuse, reptilians i dont know!??! im still confused. checkerboard floors, submersion, edinochromes, sorry, adenachrome, which is harvested adrenaline. (conspiracies say they harvest this by torturing children to get their blood. it keeps the elite youthful or something. its a creepypasta, but you never know??). also, it subliminally connects to the movie Get Out, with the stag. that movie mentions 'coagula' which is the spirit of male and female, baphomet. the guy in this movie is an ftm. he is a transgendered female. the face is small and no brow ridge. assymetrical breast tissues. I just googled coagula and found this: Coagula (real name Kate Godwin) is a fictional character and former member of DC Comic's Doom Patrol. Kate is a transwoman, one of the first transgender characters in comics, and remains one of the only transgender superheroines.[1] The character was created by transgender science fiction writer Rachel Pollack. According to the Comics Journal[citation needed], Rachel Pollack based the character's civilian name on two friends of hers. The friends in question are transgender writer and actress Kate Bornstein and the transsexual activist Chelsea Goodwin.[2] Rachel wanted to create a positive portrayal of a lesbian transgender lady.
Interesting. I am still confused about this movie I just watched tho...and the girl in the movie looks and behaves like a child, but then she had a nude scene...i wont give spoilers, but it was very disturbing.
i have to read reviews now. i am certain this movie is about mind control aspects, and mk ultra. also, there were fat people swimming in the pool with black bathing suits. again, it reminded me of beauty. i almost forgot, there were ASMR aspects to this movie too.
Brainwashing, mind control, asmr, adenachromes, transgender, hidden msgs, mk ultra, illuminati, satanic cult, ritual, pedophilia, incest, as above so below, ouroboros, circles, water, stargate, baptism, as well as big huge buildings!! asylum or spa center! also, switzerland CERN?? etc. this are hints and elements this movie hides.
Oh my goodness, I spot transgendered in Hollywood everywhere. Like, for instance, Harry Connick JR (his show is on now and Ashley Graham is a guest)...are they both...born opposite sex from what they are now? Ashley Graham is a man! Harry is a woman! AUGGHHH...this video shows how male an ftm can pass as a man. yet the features are less...masculine. the eye structure...idk...who knows
I'm waiting for my access for Rosetta Stone, that is why I keep checking my emails. I'm supposed to be able to access Rosetta Stone now. I want to start learning Spanish. Truth is, I do not want to work at Walmart anymore. Lets see how it goes with my 3 days in a row off first tho. I thought it would be cool to be able to chill and what not. However, last week, when Mike came over for dinner, Shannan came over with her kids. I do not trust her in my house because I had those tylenol with codeine pills. She stole them. Now I cannot find them anywhere, but strangely, those other tylenol pills were placed in my room. When I asked her about it, she just smirked. It's not funny. She stole from me. Fuck her. I still hung out with her tho. I just wanted to sit outside. I didn't even really want to drink either. I don't care for drinking anymore. I mean, I'm outgrowing it really. What I do want is a baby. And when I have a kid, I WILL NEVER DRINK in front of my child! How can someone fully take care of a baby if they are drinking? It doesnt matter if they go to sleep, you still have to deal with it in the morning, and if I get a hangover, its the worse thing and I could not imagine having a hangover and taking care of my child. I just...yes, I say I want to do things like travel, go to the Playboy mansion one last time, whatever. How would I be able to do that stuff if I have a kid? It would be ok tho, it will be different and I will have to deal with it. I'm not planning on doing it now tho, I told Mike we HAVE to get married first. Anyways, last night I bought a 12 pack and we shared it. She took off and left me with the baby. (Not Genesis...right now on American Dad he said, you familiar with the verse from Genesis?) no, Sela. Anyways, they were not in the house. Not in front of the house. She always does that shit. Disappears. Then she came back with Moses, after she says she doesn't talk to him anymore and he is a stalker. She talks about people behind their backs, but then she was talking to him like they have so much to say. She mentioned drugs earlier, she doesn't do it, but everyone else she knows does. So her and Moses walked off and kept talking. I wanted to just go home. Then Shannan says she hears a guitar. The guitar gently weeped, and she heard the song. I told her (told me, just heard on tv), that as I was walking to her house, the neighbor guy asks me a question or so. He always sits outside and plays his guitar. So, I said to her he's cute. She heard his guitar, and wanted to walk up to it. So we did and we chatted with him for a bit, but she was really hitting on him. I must of been more buzzed than I realized because I couldn't see straight. It sucks when you are trying to talk to someone new and you are in that condition. I actually didn't really feel like being there. He brought out his guitar and Shannan started singing. He was talking to us. Ehh...I guess he was cute. Italian or whatever. The thing is, I cant imagine trying to even hang out with someone else. Like, date anyone. It wouldn't feel right. See, the thing is, now, where I am at with life, I feel I should already be involved with someone. Married, you know? Loyal. I do NOT want to date strangers or anyone new. Yes, I would love to find my PIC (partner in crime, so to speak..at least)..someone who likes to travel, rides a motorcycle (love motorcycle rides!!), camp, wine and dine...uhh idk whatever. I am so used to Mike tho. I honestly cannot picture being with anyone else. Seriously. Some people can't wait to cheat, or be single so they can date around...not me tho. When I was younger, like say, in the army, there was always alot of cute guys, so I was younger and hooked up. I was college age, idk...but now...nope. I don't want that! I want to be loyal and have my one man, you know? Someone to make me feel safe. I hate when any stupid guy hits on me and thinks they have a chance. YOU DONT! OK? sorry!
wow! 10k for a VIP table? I guess if people pitch in. they dont do sponsored tickets anymore? id rather feasel my way in. Id rather go to the playboy mansion halloween party
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My parents said it was so sad when Beauty passed. She was crying and looked scared. They were crying too. ughh so sad. I wondered (I have been hearing words I read being repeated on tv. like now, wonder. also this happened a bunch of times yesterday and earlier today). I was wondering if I was going to see a sign of sorts. Well, I did!
I was walking in Easton, and I saw a store. I glanced at this weird "Richard Simmons" looking painting of someone wearing a bathing suit. As I looked closer, it resembled Beauty. The store was even called Beauty. There was also a flamingo in the store, and I love flamingos!
I saw another girl who lost a pet saw angel syncs concerning the number of angels on a license plate and the vanity plate ANGL on a plate right next to it.
I wish I could do this. you can make almost 4300.00 for 19 days of work!!??!? Damn!! I wish I didnt work, because I could use that money.
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Rate: Up to $4,370/event ($23/hour) ALSO, I keep meaning to blog about this...but I never get around to it. I see that a playmate who dated Sam Rhima, (whom I met because I did work for Playboy a few times), suddenly died. There is an investigation going on concerning her death. I see on thedirty.com, that another girl is getting posted because she was seen in Las Vegas with sam rhima, and the playmate that died was supposed to be her friend. Now this girl is threatening suicide if Nik Ritchie doesnt take down those posts. I see the post says she is out partying in Vegas with Sam Rhima. She says she wasnt with him. I believe her. I mean, ok, the girl that died is...Kim Fattorini. http://www.wehoville.com/2017/07/28/woman-found-dead-west-knoll-identified-model-kim-fattorini/ https://thedirty.com/city/hollywood-city/sam-rhima-wants-to-hit-40k/#post-2206039 If you read comments on all these posts, it seems she was doing drugs or something the night she died. Kind of strange tho. Anyways, I got an email for that event in Las Vegas, the one where that girl was in the picture with Sam. https://thedirty.com/city/las-vegas/what-do-you-do-when-your-girlfriend-dies-go-to-vegas/#post-2208606 anyways, this is the email, so its not like she was messing around with him. he probably just did the event. i miss doing fun events and such. i would love to do that shoe promotion too, id just need a place to stay in the city, unless i can drive in. idk tho, dealing with ascent talent is a pain in the ass, but if they dont pay you you can sue them. seriously. it took a long time for me to get my paycheck for that event i did last summer.
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so today i got up and went to the library but they ran out of glasses. i wasnt worried too much about it. mike wanted me to make this really good lemony garlic chicken pasta i saw on delish fb page, so i went to get the ingredients at stop and shop, a grocery store i never shop at. i just didnt feel like going to walmart...even tho now i get a discount. after i met my parents at starbucks. i said to my mom, "how many times have we looked at the sun accidentally tho?' and she said, "its different now." and the song on starbucks said, "yeah its different, its different'. then i went home. oh yeah shannan came over earlier to borrow my vaccuum cleaner. then i went to her house since she said she got two eclipse glasses so i went there and we were looking up at it from time to time. it was pretty cool but the crescent kept moving? like, in different shops. grocery store moon astronaut thing (blog i have to do)
so anyways someone here had a telescope with the camera attached which was pretty neat too. shannan wanted to come over so she brought her kids and we sat outside in the dusk and i brought out the few beers i had and we sat outside and had some beer. not alot tho...but it was nice to sit outside. then mike came over. he made a salad with chickpeas and avocado with light italian dressing which was good, and i made angelhair pasta with lemony, garlicky chicken. ]
Lol this is kind of neat. its funny how everyone freaks out tho. oh weird conan just made a joke about people watching the eclipse without glasses and he says, "hi im ryan gosling", which is weird because mike and i just watched a movie on amazon prime with ryan gosling in it. hes a jewish nazi. the believer.
I just got a synchronicity. Rick and Morty is on adult swim. Im reading posts on the dirty.com. i commented with my disqus account (pagana). it reminded me of the old commenters, such as tricia evans. i thought about baiting her by submitting a post about her. next post, was a tricia evans post. so i look for her instagram, and i see a really cool photo, right here, when it says summer. i just heard them say SUMMER on rick and morty (the sister) https://www.instagram.com/p/BWtxqX9gYH4/?taken-by=misstriciaevans
then i heard morty say TRICIA
((I had to share somewhere. gonna watch decker then watch some youtube)
ive been thinking tho, I NEED CHANGES!!! i know i will be much happier when i have my days off to look forward too. before i never knew when they were going to give me days off. now at least i know i will have 3 days in a row off.
and i plan on changing life, very soon. i need a change.
I AM WAY TO BORED AND UNHAPPY WITH THE WAY MY LIFE IS NOW!
i want to go on trips BUT NOT WITH MOSS! i want to go on trips THAT I WANT TO GO ON!
i need a husband. a fun one.
i will never get that with mike. i also want to road trip to atlanta georgia for FISHCENTER! events coming up in october
GARLICFEST, BACONFEST, PORK ROLL FEST,
ADULT SWIM IN NYC, NYCC
lots of things. what fun will i have if i have to work on the weekends? i can just take off thoo, im sure.
Well, I never post about my pets like that, but the one to the right was my first pet.❤ Beauty came to my house on Halloween, when i was about 2. I named her after Beauty & the Beast, which is funny because later on I owned a dog named Beast too.. I thought she was a beautiful cat, so thats how she got her name. She was my best friend growing up. She always purred, always was so calm. She definitely wasn't one of those hateful possessed cats. The most she done was bit my toe on accident when I dipped my toe in milk to "feed" her.😂 Beauty was my baby, and was such a good kitty. We had many years of fun together. Cats are normally boring and don't do anything special like dogs can, but this cat, she was more than that. She was so comforting. All it took is a single touch for her to pur. She was very scared around most people, but she was such a good kitty. Last night was her time to go. God reached out and swept her up into Kitty Heaven, and she is an Angel now. She was going to be 17 come Halloween, but now she is doing greater things and living her eternal life in Heaven. You may have been just a black cat, but you were a very special cat, Beauty. I cannot believe this time has come, and Im sorry i couldn't be there with you in your very last moments but I will be sending my prayers as I dance and sing for the very best travels for you as you make your journey to heaven. I still cannot believe this day has come this soon. This isnt my first time experiencing a lost to a pet, but no matter what, it's always heartbreaking and sad. Pets are more than just animals, they're family. Especially when they grow up with you. But I cannot be selfish, and dwell on this. It's time for you to enjoy your greater life. Love you, Beauty❤💕 Rest easy, my Angel ❤😇
Im really not trying to work at walmart much longer. I am almost about to graduate tho, meaning I will be there 3 months, (actually, I HAVE been there 3 months. So now I need my raise and benefits.) I also want to learn Rosetta Stone. Spanish that is. I figure, stay at Walmart for a few months. Quit before Christmas. I learned a CSM quit. Danielle, she was cool. I remember the other CSM sort of bitched at her. and I heard two other people complain about working there. Two other cashiers who has been there a while. well, we will see. like i said, i aint trying to stay there forever ya know? id like to learn spanish and enjoy my three days off during the week tho.
maybe i will go back to school. i inquired about social services or something...idk. we will see.
i also wonder, do i want a kid right now? i mean, what do i want to do before i decide to have a kid? Oh, get married. id love to have my own day, my wedding. my cousins on my dads side and lisa all had their day. why cant i have mine? i dont think mike will ever propose, and honestly, is he my partner? the thing is...ughh im not trying to go through a dating thing anymore. im just not. im too old for all that. i want a kid and i want a country home. yes, i would like to meet someone who has a MOTORCYCLE AND SOMEONE WHO LIKES TO DO OUTDOORSY THINGS LIKE CAMPING!! even if i have a kid with mike, that doesnt mean we have to stay together either.
i know...i have to get ready for work. i felt i wanted to blog more, but i cant think right now
The family cat Beauty died. She was very weak. Its so sad. I based my little animation off her. Beauty the Halloween cat. I will revive the story, in lieu of Beauty.
So, a projects guy who added me on fb, who I met from going to shannans house when they had beer, always msgs me and tries to hang out. first off, who does he think he is? i mean, yes guys want to ask girls out. i work all the time and on my days off, i hang out with my parents or mike. im not going to hang out with him PERIOD! only if im at shannans and he is there. i really do not like these guys thinking they stand a chance with me, cuz um, ya dont! sorry. im not going to be mean and rude, but i will stand my ground and be upfront. this guy always makes a weird joke of sorts, he says, "frank and dots are giving out free beer. wanna go?" or. nortons is giving out FREE BEER. so, yesterday, he msgd me asking me what im doing. "working". wanna get FREE BEER?
so, i was ringing people up. these two guys waiting next in line were talking about gossip magazines. then the guy acts like he didnt know about my tattoos. "OH THATS A COOL TATTOO< are you a jersey girl?" like, he didnt already know about my tattoo ahead of time. weirdo. then he says, 'its so busy tonight. is walmart giving out FREE BEER?"
i was like, bitch i didnt even hear that. HA! i mean, come on! is that a synchronicity, or was it just to fuck with my head? Whatever people are weird
so tonight, someone comes through my line. people are always asking about my tattoos. never in my life have i got so many comments about my tattoos. i dont mind when women ask about my tats tho. anyways, one guy saw my weird nj and he started talking about the satanic cults in nj. as he was leaving, i saw he was wearing the devil horns hand signal on his shirt!???
oh my freaking goodness what is going on? is this satanic gang stalking???? or what?
Earlier, while on break at work, I saw more posts in that secret account group. I saw someone had funds put into their bank, but then it got reversed. It seems most people get their funds reversed after thinking they pulled a quick one on the lesser banks. They feel they are owed this money, and try different ways to obtain funds and pay off their car payments, student loans etc. I personally feel that this is unfair, and I do not agree with what they are doing. I even feel it is risky being in that group, but it is just interesting to me reading the posts. It even seems they are getting paranoid as to who is in that group. I remember seeing someone post about a Heather, so I searched the group for Heather, and found out Heather Tucci was a member in that group. Her and Randal Beane, who are now in federal prison for conspiracy to commit money laundering. I feel this is justice. Earlier, when I messaged you those names, I did it because I was on break, and needed a way to remind myself to research them later. You were on msger so it was just easy for me to quickly post about those two. I added a quick explanation, which you didn't seem to comprehend, or, you feel you are too important to even understand what I was talking about. (sarah silverman just said more important in this movie mike put on..sync-school of scoundrels. its like she parroted how moss feels for reals. also, those criminals are scoundrels. im not)...
So, I explained to you why I wanted to research them, yet you comment about me going back to jail and for me to scam a bank. The reason why I want to read about Heather Tucci and Randal Beane is because I want to see that people who cheat the government go to prison, yet you seem to continously categorize me in the same group as hardened criminals. I had DUIs, yes, but that is not because I am trying to be a sleazy person. I am not a criminal who wants to cheat the system, Do you honestly believe that I am? I thought you were my friend, but if this is how you feel about me, I see you are not a friend at all. It really hurts that, after me explaining to you my interest in this matter, YOU STILL think I am trying to scam banks! Didn't we talk about this before, or this just doesn't sit on the Moss radar so you forget about it?
Im done. BTW, I curse because I am so disgusted at how you view me. You view me as a low life criminal. Thank you for that.
I am just interested in that secret account group, because these people truly believe they can get away with scamming the government. They believe they found a way to pay off major bills, student loans, car payments, and order junk off amazon prime etc, get funds transferred into their fidelity accounts. whatever the case may be. these people truly believe that we are owed this. that when we are born, our social security number holds bonds and whatever...that straw man account or other things we are owed, but its held secret. these people in the group do manage to get things payed off, but then it reverses. im not sure anyone really got anything payed off, but im always reading the posts, just because it interests me, this does not mean i want to scam the government or partake. and frankly, it seems to complicated to me. you find your lesser bank and put a zero in front of your name, or whatever you have to do...who knows? im just curious about it, but it does not mean i want to try it. i told moss this before. i said, "I am interested in it much like i am interested in serial killers or murder cases, doesnt mean im going to go out and kill people." (i also like to shoot guns, doesnt mean im going to shoot and kill people once the gun gets in my hand.) moss thinks this way. so anyways, today, i was at work and got reminded of how i want to research 'heather tucci and randal beane' because they used to be in that group but now they are in prison. see, these people WILL get caught and go to prison. so i msgd the names to moss. i also said, 'heather tucci and randal beane' they had money put in then reversed. they were in that ach group.
that is easy to understand. the group that he left. i told him this. he says all rudely, WHO?
i said i left the names so it will remind me to research it later.
he didnt use context clues, and he very easily could of googled the names himself, if he wanted to know WHO!??!
I GOOGLED THE NAMES AND THIS IS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME UP
also, i used key words that he could of taken context clues to figure out.
this is what that disgusting motherfucker told me
" Scam a bank if you want. Go back to jail.'
WHAT? EXCUSE ME?? FUCK YOU MOSS! IF YOU THINK I AM TRYING TO SCAM A BANK, AFTER I HAVE TOLD HIM IN THE PAST AND EXPLAINED ALL THIS TO HIM BEFORE, YET IT DIDNT REGISTER HIS ASPERGERS BRAIN AND HE STILL THINKS I WANT TO SCAM A BANK? DOES HE THINK IM A CRIMINAL? DOES HE REALLY THINK THAT LOW OF ME??
I SPIT ON HIM. HE IS SHIT TO ME! IF HE REALLY HONESTLY THINKS I WANT TO SCAM A BANK, HE IS SHIT TO ME! HE IS NOT MY FRIEND! HE THINKS SO LOW OF ME, HE IS DISRESPECTFUL TO ME AND THINKS ITS FUNNY. HE THINKS HE IS TOO IMPORTANT TO PUT CONTEXT CLUES TO COMPREHEND WHAT I WAS SAYING WHEN I TOLD HIM ABOUT THOSE TWO. HE IS TOO GOOD TO CARE ABOUT TOPICS I FIND INTERESTING. I WAS AT WORK AND NEEDED TO REMIND MYSELF SO I MSGD MOSS ABOUT IT. I DIDNT WANT TO GO TO NOTES ON MY PHONE.
I WANTED TO SEE WHY THOSE PEOPLE FROM THE GROUP ARE IN PRISON NOW. MOSS THINKS I WANT TO SCAM A BANK. MOSS CAN GO TO HELL WITH HIS DISGUSTING SELF.
THEN I CALLED HIM AND SPOKE IN THE MOST POSSESSED VOICE EVER, SCOWLING AT HIM. HE THINKS THAT LOW OF ME? HE LAUGHED AND HUNG UP ON ME. HE LAUGHED GLEEFULLY LIKE HES SO COOL. MOSS KRIVIN IN A LOSER! HE THINKS HE IS SO GREAT BUT HE IS SO WEIRD, SNEAKY, AND DISGUSTING
KEVIN IF HE WAS A TRUE FRIEND HE WOULD KNOW BETTER ABOUT ME. HE THINKS I WANT TO SCAM A BANK. HE THINKS IM A CRIMINAL, A FUGITIVE. HE IS NOT MY FRIEND THEN. IF HE THINKS I WANT TO SCAM A BANK. HE CAN GO FUCK HIS SMARMY SNARK.
fuck him.
i blocked him on fb. i dont even want him in my life. hes a creep
I always hear that sledgehammer song at work
Peter Gabriel
Yeah but it reminds me of vegas during avns
Remember
Oh yeah
Heather Tucci Randal Beane
In jail or prison. From that ach group
People get things payed off but then it reverses
Who ?
Look up
I put it for me to remember tho
<<Heather Tucci Randal Beane>>
Idk what or who you're talking about.
I got eclipse glasses.
Do you know what context clues are? Use them you dumb ogre
Moss, look at what U wrote, and what concerns it. Its not that hard
uh..
I said from that ach group and i said people get payed but n it reverses. If you arent a moron you can figure it out. I also said its mostly a reminder for me to research those ppl. Of course if you really wanted to know youd do it yourself
You lost me a while ago. What are you talking about ??
You cant figure it out moron
No, b/c idc and I don't wanna play mind games.
Tell me what you're talking about...or don't. I'm good either way.
No, you just cannot piece context clues together
Because you have aspergers
Moss, I explained to you why I gave you those names. I was at work and had to write down SOMEWHERE those names so I know to google it now. i said the ACH group, (that group i added you too and you left it.) i also mentioned they are in PRISON now ok? then i said they had money sent to them but it reverses. COMMON SENSE!! Put the puzzle pieces together. people from that scammer group. its not hard to figure out. geez
i was telling you about people from that group, but i just needed a reminder to google heather tucci and the other name. i mean, you are so self centered and conceited to even give a thought to what i was talking about. you are too good for me so you are too good to use your fucking brain
you said you had no idea who they are a quick google search will show you
those people were in that group i added you too
I have NO IDEA what story, or group, or people you are talking about.
ARE YOU A FUCKING MORON OR SOMETHING?
that group i added you to and you left. we discussed this before
are you that dumb
that group where people try to scam the banks
I'm busy. Again...tell me what you're talking about...or don't. I'm good either way.
THAT ??!!
the group where people try to scam the banks. hello?
yeah you dumb fuck
I am So done with that
i told you the reason why i put those names here
Go scam a bank Lori...I'll write you in jail again.
so i can remember to google them later. i didnt put them in notes it was easier to do it that way. i was on break at work and not able to google it then
FUCK YOU PIECE OF SHIT
YOU FUCKING THINK I WANT TO SCAM A BANK ASSHOLE
FUCK YOU
YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND YOU FUCKING DICK
WHAT IS YOUR NUMBER
I don't talk to anyone who screams and curses at me.
Anyone.
Have a good night.
i dont talk to anyone who thinks i want to scam banks
fuck you moss
im really hurt and upset that you think so low of me
that is really awful you actually think i want to scam banks after i TOLD YOU NUMEROUS TIMES
YOU THINK SO LOW OF ME AND YOU DISRESPECT ME
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU THAT I DONT WANT TO SCAM THE BANKS ITS JUST INTERESTING TO ME. IT SICKENS ME THAT YOU THINK THAT AND I SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE
YOU ARE SHIT TO ME
i have told you many times and explained this to you yet you still think i want to scam a bannk
fuck you. SPIT! i spit on you
you are disgusting. unless you apologize i want nothing to do with you
thats so rude that you are assuming i want to scam banks. after i told you its just interesting to me like certain topics are interesting to you.
hes just disgusting to me
if that little scumbag would of took it upon himself to google the names, he would see articles like these. and personally, this is how i felt. i felt it was unfair that these people get loans payed off, money transferred into their accounts etc, i do not feel this is fair, and I WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THESE PEOPLE GETTING ARRESTED OK? SO me researching about those two that did get arrested, it makes me feel good. this is what i tried to show moss, but that moron didnt even want to give me the respect of listening to what i was saying. instead, he plays dumb, acting like WHAT? WHO? WHAT?? UHHH DUHH IM A MORON WHO IS JUST JERKING OFF TO PORN STARS
1: 7/6/2017: BEANE transferred funds he did not own, via wire, using· Federal Reserve New York, routing number xxxxx-1452 and fictitious account number ending xxxxx-1135 to purchase CD number xxxxx-4613 in the amount of $500,000.
2: 7/6/2017: CD number xxxxx-4613 in the amount of$500,000 was closed and funds in the amount of $499,909.59 were transferred, via wire, to one of BEANE’S personal bank accounts at USAA, account number ending in xxxxx-3062.
3: 7/6/2017: BEANE transferred funds he did not own, via wire, using Federal Reserve New York, routing number xxxxx-1452 and fictitious account number xxxxx-1135 to purchase CD number xxxxx-4623 in the amount of$999,000.
4: 7/6/2017: CD number xxxxx-4623 in the amount of$999,000 was closed and funds in the amount of $998,819.36 were transferred, via wire, to one of BEANE ‘S personal bank accounts at USAA, account number xxxxx-3062.
5: 7/7/2017: BEANE transferred the sum of$493,110.68, via wire from BEANE’s personal account number xxxxx-4026 to Whitney Bank account number xxxxx-4960 belonging to B.G., whose identity is known to the Grand Jury, for the purchase of a 2017 Entegra Cornerstone 45B; 45 foot diesel motorhome. All in violation of Title 18, United States Code, Section 1343.
COUNT SIX: BANK FRAUD (18 u.s.c. § 1344) COUNT SEVEN: CONSPIRACY TO COMMIT MONEY LAUNDERING (18 u.s.c. § 1956(b))
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Damn. if only they had indicted Killary this fast & she has committed thousands of crimes & treasons with no arrest.
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We all know the accounts are real but look who we are seeing here A government that has gotten rich off of stealing from us for years and years
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If there was no Account how did the funds get transferred this is a lie, they are hiding everything. If you try to purchase anything with an account that is nonexistent there will be no funds transfer because the account does not exist. We need to get together and pray for these people. They’re trying to make an example of them and this is wrong, this is what they always do. God bless them I will have them in prayer.
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If they actually win the case, it may change America for ever.
I worked at a bank and if you have a transaction more than 10,000 they put a hold for investigation!
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I’m glad you understand that! A case site from this case turning out for us would really change the world!
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Right!!! Even if you buy a car over 10grand it flags the authorities. Keep that shit under 9000.
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The government is going to make a example of them unless they prove their innocence.
