FTM Actors Macaulay Culkin

just so weird all of this. imagine having like, sex with him or an FTM actor? no wonder i cant picture any of these famous celeb 'guys' pure fucking. anyways..yeah..weird. i always feel like he has been sexually abused as a kid, most likely yes. it is sad really. especially if they do puberty block them and raise them as the opposite gender. i wonder if seth green is ftm? his wife clare grant is def an mtf...



idk..its all just weird and sad to me...

healthy foods to eat

what to eat:

legumes, (black beans, chickpeas, peanuts etc)

milk and dairy. yogurt

sweet potatos

salmon

eggs

broccoli, dark leafy vegs such as kale and spinach

lean meat (beef, pork and chicken)

oranges

bell peppers

cod liver oil

berries (strawberries, blueberries, blackberries, raspberries)

whole grains

avocados, bananas

WATER WATER WATER!!


breakfast: smoothies . fruits with almond milk and ice...

lunch: turkey sandwich with spinach, peanuts, drinkable yogurt

dinner: chicken, brown rice, broccoli

snack: dried fruits, almonds, walnuts

poem!

when will you look at me again? 
when will now be then?
when will it not be the end, 
back to then..when?

closing eyes much to my despise..
i await a moment that will never rise.
i am stuck never to realize...
stuck in a matchbook of lit up lies.

♡HOW TO BE AN E GIRL♡ (makeup, hair, clothes)

another youtuber with an adams apple. girls are not supposed to have adams apples or adonis belts. am i right here?? or maybe ...ahh i just see so many 'females' on youtube who have adams apples its so weird!??

Do you ever feel like you need to get to the point of pure loneliness to move on to a part of life where you feel as if you can move forward. pure isolated depression...venturing into uncharted territory. life created, one life to caring for another. selfish to selfless.

Grimes & i_o - Violence (Official Video)

Miley Cyrus - Slide Away (Official Video)

I really like this song. i kept avoiding watching it because i thought it would be a boring ballad. anyways..i really wanted to do a photoshoot at the pool this summer. that didnt work out. next year i plan on really working out and working on my appearance however.