similar actors?

i just saw a blind (i cant read those blinds from that site tho too many run-on sentences and its confusing to read...much like my writing style huh? its annoying to read too short attention span)

it said something about similar sounding actors (dylan mcdermott/dermot mulroney; bill paxton/bill pullman)

well i never saw these actresses ashley green? i thought they were the same person? they are both in twilight. well i saw ashley greene had naked photos before from some gossip site i didnt think she was pretty but then i thought she was when i thought she was anna kendriks (from the mason video)

ahh who knows?

 and keri russel is prettier than rebecca gayheart who looks like a drugster...but shes pretty too..?

i feel like im being immature, either that or kims personality is rubbing off on me. oh my gosh i need my ticket to go home tho!?? i feel like i cant breathe!???

so weird jennifer lawrence jack nicholson

some of that magick is in the air huh? this is so weird but i laughed when jack popped back

 http://abcnews.go.com/blogs/entertainment/2013/02/jennifer-lawrences-oscars-interview-interrupted-by-jack-nicholson/

watch the interivew...what is up with her tho? its like..i cant help but think of the sex magick ritual split personality alters...

THIS IS WHY i would of loved to of went to the oscar parties. moss knew he was going to go. he just doesn't WANT me to go. it seems. i could of very well went out there for seths party. i would of! i would of payed my own ticket. moss went last night. he invites me to the avn awards but never to the oscars or something like that. 

that is where i want to go. it would of felt so surreal...weird...freakish seeing all this in person...with my little stupid meaningless self...amidst all these established actors. you know how im like tho...

i think moss messes things up for me on purpose. i just get that weird feeling about him....

i would of went!?! oh and jennifer anistons hair was MESSY and unkempt. she should of wore it up or something...i want a haircut btw. 

oh and mike gets mad when i tell him i want to go to oscar parties and what not..he doesnt understand or know me. that is what i like. i want to investigate..  

 

blog post cincinatti

I don't know what to name the title...this is going to be a long blog..maybe!? ahh...ok im kind of tired but i decided to wake up. kim and the kids woke me up its fine tho. they were getting ready for school and work and kim was all frustrated. lets uh..lets put the size down a bit. ok...here we go! so, thursday night i wasn't sure if i should try to sleep or huwhat...since i had to be in trenton muy early next morning. so i stayed up. mike awoken to frankstenstomp into the living room to call me selfish. i dont know!?? so then..around 2 i went to bed and marble kept bugging me. marble loves me. so i did fall asleep for a bit but then of course...the alarm went off....and my dreams were shattered...symbolically i will come back to that...ok! so, so....marble woke up. my parents picked me up...door was left open marble got out. we grabbed her mike threw her back in the house i said bye and my parents drove me to trenton. it was still dark out, all the way until we got to trenton, where the sun started to rise with pinks and frosty blues. got there early. waited for the train. when the train arrived i quickly went inside and found a seat while my dad was pounding on the windows for me to wave. they snapped a quick pic of me in the train. i was happy to be on the train. it took off right away and i got settled in. i stretched out and looked outside the windows for a bit. even tho i didn't get much sleep, i did not go to sleep right away. eventually i did tho, but then more people showed up and unfortunately i had to seat mate with this business orientated woman. it was ok i mean, the train ride got to be TOO LONG THO!! OH MY GOODNESS! and on a freaking FRIDAY!??! wot the h!?? erghh...yeah it was very annoying i was just sitting on my ass all day...well, i do that anyways. damn i need to change my life! so yeah, you know...a little cute, black baby girl kept smiling and baby talking to me, she was in the seat ahead of me. i was going to snap a pic but that would be weird and someone was sitting next to me. she was heading to huntington va, and she didn't realize the 25 minute stop was HER stop so she was just sitting there, she thought the next stop would be hers. (rachel ray is annoying and there is this stay at home mom who is 35..a year older than me...but she looks WAY older then me!?? its so weird...when you get to your 30s its like...i dont know,,this isnt what my blog is about tho, but this mom really looks like, well...a mom..i used to think 35 was old, (when i was like..18..) but you know...ok my mind is wandering...(wondering and wandering about IDK wonderlands..) alright...so...where was i? oh still on the train!?? yeah so she almost missed her stop, at the last minute the uh..train worker person asked her where she was getting off..."oh this is your stop" the train was about to take off, it was in fact...but they stopped the train so she could get off. silly! next stop was mine and kim was waiting. i saw the city of cincinatti, excited about being able to see a new city!??!! 

anyways....yeah. so she picked me up! we went to target for some reason...i followed her around. she was driving a nice, new car and got her iphone5. i forget why we went to target...too long ago. i was super sleepy tho. she kept warning me about her house being a mess and raccoons in the attic...?? is there an attic? idk!?? it was late tho..around 230..oh yeah we went to the grocery store, 'krogers' and she was like, 'what do you want to eat?' i didnt even know...little did i realize, all there is too eat here are chips!??! oh yeah i just had a chocolate chip eggo which was already made now im munching on a thing of pizza flavored pringles...i hope kim comes back for lunch!??? so i think she wanted me to visit as a diversion to her boredness...and so we can post pics and whatnot on facebook. she told me it was hayden's birthday saturday...she forgot..uh..ok? so i thought we were going to go to the museum and visit cincy and stuff...she even said we would go out that night, me and her..i mean, i just was hoping to see cincinatti...another strange 'metropolitan' city...metro cities are weird...like boston and stuff odk? rachel ray tries to act like her tuna melt is healthy, with all its gruyere cheeses and what not...sanja gupta (?) was on the show promoting healthy eats and she was kind of making jabs at it..

ok so we got to the house and the house smells kind of funny, like leftover garbage mixed with hampster...(im so mean!??!)  im just annoyed right now and this is my only way of expressing it!??! im sorry! :(  the pull-out couch was made for me, only had a thin comforter she told me she just bought at target. luckily i brought my lil' blankie (had it on the train too) cuz i sleep with bottom and top sheets, and 2 comforters. i like to feel heavy blankets...comforters whatever!??! we talked for a bit and finally i was able to lay down and stretch out and be comfy. we didnt really talk we went on our facebooks..haha. i heard a loud p!nk song later, it was her husband waking up at 4 to go to work. 

so we didnt do anything saturday during the day. i woke up to hear some noises being made, it was hayden playing with his legos. i also heard video games being played from tristan. finally i saw someone looking at me it was hayden i said, 'happy birthday tristan' (idk?) oops! it was like noon. kim was still sleeping. we didnt go anywhere. i took a shower. kims husband matt came back from work and we all were going to the fuji steakhouse for haydens bday (its kind of weird that his birthday wasn't more planned...and that i am here visitng. i mean, kids usually get a birthday party right? with their friends??  i mean its planned in advance, i would think!?? ) hmmm

matt gave me some money to buy hayden a present and for spending cash for kim and i. i was like, 'oh no you dont have to do that!?" i feel weird. i did say thank you and told kim too. that was really nice of him tho.

so we went to toys r us (i guess they didnt get gifts prior..) i got hayden this doctor dread weird skull that makes edible brains and stuff!? it LOOKED cool...LOOKED!?!??!! i need food. maybe i will just walk but i dont know where the key is for the house...

so after we went to the steakhouse it was really good. you know, hibachi right there. i always tell mike, 'you need to INVEST in good steak!' he just gets cheap steak which turns out chewy. i dont really want to eat too much red meat, but if i do..i mean, get good steak!!! the hibachi chef made some bomb filet mignon cubes. i have never had steak so good! i always thought about going to a real steakhouse and getting the 25.00 plate..cuz i know it will be good. the filet mignon was DELICIOUS!!! it was so soft and tender and buttery, very easy to eat!! not chewy at all! YUM!

eww yum, what that guy always says ha! after dinner we went to play laser tag. i liked it!? i mean, skally wags laser tag. they had an arcade. i had some tokens but didn't get too play. laser tag is cool, but what i like is this....i really do like the blacklights and the UV paints. i just think its so 70s jefferson airplane lava lamp cool!? i mean, its cheesy but cool. i would love to have a hangout room like that..if i did, heck i would get a UV tattoo! i would! if i had the space and money i'd get a freaking stripper pole too! right!? that would be fun!?? why not!??! i want a nice SUNNY home! sunshine makes me so much more happier!!! i like windows in the bathroom too...for sunlight. i want my own place!!!! oh gosh! i need to be happy and alive again!!!

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7eoYnr47rTc 

that was just a link to a blacklight tattoo..i would get one tho!? maybe of an eye. imagine you were somewhere..oh say a strip club, and you were getting a lapdance or something...and you noticed a specific dancer...you were already paranoid...and she made sure you noticed her EYE blacklight tattoo...(im not saying i would be a stripper i just thought of that tho)...

i always wanted to do a blacklight themed photoshoot...and hang out in a blacklight room and stuff. i want one! 

hmm...so where was i? oh they even have glowing fish and cool blacklight neon fish aquariums! I WANT ONE!!!! which is why i need a damn job! i want my own apartment but i want to be able to go on trips, say, if i want to get into the oscar after parties (moss...mad at him now)

ughh i'll get to that. he knows i would of liked to of went to the parties. he knows..i would of definately flew out for that. 

anyways....i want my own HOUSE!! oh yeah kim has a 62" flatscreen i want one! cuz im dumb

but yeah, i was like, 'why am i writing about blacklights and stuff? yeah we played two games of laser tag. then kim and i left early to go to krogers for the cake decorating stuff and wrapping paper, to wrap the presents of course!

so i wrapped the gifts in the basement, (they came back!) the  they both had a friend over...it was funny because this little skinny kid, who was wearing a funny hat...maybe i will post a pic!! hehe! i will! kim took a video of her boy and this skinny kid dancing gangham style...so, the kid was like, 'raise your hand if you ever got punched by a 16 year old' i was like, 'what!?' scratching my head...'raise your hand if you ever got kicked in the head by a 16 year old' oh my goodness!? and they were saying it like it was a game!? and hayden was like, 'raise your hand if you ever got bullied before'....it was just like...weird. i dont think kim heard tho but yeah...his brother beats him up? (the skinny kid)...i dont know why i thought it was funny now!?? im a bad person...that should of raised alarm tho...right? yeah..

it was late after cake and presents, like 10ish...so the kids left. i wasn't sure if kim and i were going out because she mentioned it earlier, but she was tired so instead we watched twilight. i want to watch all the twilight movies...i dont know why not!??? i know she eventually becomes a vampire i think its the last movie..and who is ashley greene? it looks like two of the actresses in that movie could be 'ashley greene' also watched a movie last night, i saw keri russel but i thought it was rebecca gayheart? i dont know!? i'll do a post about it later...

'll rus
 ok so....sunday. nope nothing! played with the zombie thing i made a video its on youtube...blah...we stayed home. i took a shower because i had nothing else to do...kim didnt thook so...so.....yeah we didn't go anywhere just stayed home. matt came home and kim started to do dishes. what did we eat? oh saturday we had cinnamon rolls for breakfast..buns whatever...sunday we had chips and pizza rolls. i later heated up my leftovers from the steakhouse. i helped kim dry the dishes but she kept mumbling and whispering and complaining about not getting a dishwasher for v-day she got the iphone5 instead...but she was really upset. dishes were piled up for days because her husband and kid just pile up the dishes and it was all full of dishes and leftover pizza was everywhere too from friday night dinner..i felt kind of awkward because she started complaining or whatever with her husband...so i just kind of humbly dried dishes and tried not to make any facial expressions expressing disdain either way...none of my business really..im nuetral. i mean, i just thought, 'do the dishes...or, dont have as many dishes!??! she has so many dishes...old dishes too, like 1950s old!!! tupperware corning hen cornish hen whatever i dont know!?? and lots of baby bowls. i think if she gets rid of extra dishes and just has a few it wouldn't pile up. then after each meal, just do the dishes!?? but her husband never does them they should take turns. he works and she works...he works more tho. i can see her point but you know...i felt kind of weird...matt also gave me money so her and i could go out..well, we watched a simpsons repeat and then watched the oscars but halfway through she wanted to go to target for a cover for her iphone..oh im back kim oh i saw a number on my phone...i thought it was an ohio # 513 it was 516...so i answered it was anands pi....sigh. i'll get back to that...

so yes kim came back for lunch she made us chicken salad on a whole wheat pita with craisins and romaine lettuce, and an ice cream. she works for a law firm so she was telling me stuff about legal issues...

so we went to target last night it was closed so we went to walmart she was on her iphone the whole time. she just got it but it got really annoying after a while!?? she has adhd tho, she says. i just started to get irritated following her around while she was chat/flirting with some guy she knows...you know? it was funny tho, i guess...she wanted to get a drink somewhere so we went to applebees which was closed...(you know, metropolitan area?!? a strip of highway and weird restaurants like, 'shady jacks' (just kidding that doesnt exist..)...shakey bones or something...stuff like that. highway towns i guess you can call it..weird supermarkets like 'kroegers' and all that although i haven't seen a fast food place anywhere!??

so we saw this shady little bar called adis place it looked very shady she was all nervous about going so i was thinking of thelma and louise for some reason, like a rapist was in there waiting...weird. i was like, 'we'll be ok' so we went inside. it was all seedy like, like the kind of bar one would be afraid to go in. two normal looking guys, (our age im assuming by their taste in music and the one later said something about 17 years ago i dont know!??) WHOA ALERT ALERt!! WHY DOES THE BLOG POST, 'IS JILLAIN ANNE STILL AROUND' GETTING SO MANY VIEWS!?? most of my posts only singly get 5 or so views, this one has 92 views. did jillian anne and her amigos find that post!?? after googling jillian anne? man is she that popular!?? i better change the title...(just like i deleted any anand jon post because i do not want to be associated with him!!!)

the two guys...kind of preppy/ohio/local bar/pool shark/average joes/cute for average girls...guys came up to us and was like, 'craigslist?" 

i guess according to the one he posted on craigslist for girls to join them at adis they will buy them a drink. i would of been like, 'oh yeah thats us. get us a drink then!" but i didnt say that...*crinkle face*...kim and i played pool but we were AWFUL!! the guys were at the jukebox and picked songs 15 years or older, like songs during our high school years like uh..candlebox!??  dave matthews band (college music circa 2000ish)..hootie and the blowfish, blind melon (when that song came on kim said she was a bee for halloween one year i was like...oh my! lol! kim!??! i didnt say anything but later i told her, 'they probably put that music on because they thought it was the kind of music we liked. like they could tell how old we were!?? oh yeah they played 4 non blondes 'whats going on' and it made me think of that charlize theron whats going on post i made..remember? how she heard that song and made a face in that one movie...or whatever!?? 

i felt silly tho. we both had an amoretto sour which tasted like popsicles or icy pops...ugh i never watch wendy williams but whatever

kim reminds me of the women family guy sometimes poke fun at...IM SORRY! i cant help..it. i was super frumpy. my hair was straightened oh yeah i forgot to mention...when i was talking about kim in the bathroom she started putting on her makeup i waited to put on makeup because i wasnt sure what was going on...so i put makeup when she did..thinking we would go out...which we did..

and my hair was straightened, like i said. but i was wearing frump clothes, not the cheapy dress i would of gotten from deb if i had been able to fly to LA and go to seth macfarlanes post oscar party!!

ugh jennifer lawrence...do you think she does that on purpose, her slip-ups...to make her seem more likable and down to earth...like her dress mishap at the golden globes or her tripping on the stairs to get her oscar...ahh silly silly SILLY!?? 

WOW ETHAN HAWKES STATEMENT!!! i was just thinking...yes i would enjoy going to oscar parties in fact i would try to watch the movies...but then again...its quite silly. i will post ethan hawkes statement in a bit...i like it. 

wendy williams hushed to whisper a secret and at first i felt like she was sharing this secret with me and i got suckered in...to realize...its all media manipulation...

she respected his opinion tho. thats cool.

oh anyways...lets finish this blog! we played two games of pool and left, (they were closing anyways)...

oh yeah sunday i tried to text mike he was not answering my calls or replying back so i got upset but then i was like, whatever im over it. i need to move on anyways then later he called me. he went to your welcome inn. he got mad because i said, 'did you meet someone? good for you' and he got mad!?? so weird.  

blah same old same old im getting sick of blogging

anand jons PI called me, like i said. he kept calling the girls 'conspirators' he said liars too im like, no i dont believe that. i encourage any woman or girl to come forward and not be afraid if they get sexually assualted abused whatever...
this is slowing down now errors...ugh wrap it up!

he wanted me to give permission to access my emails and phone statements and instant messengers and facebooks from 2006-2008 i was like, no way im not giving you permission to go through my stuff!?? im so against that too! what the hell!? im not trying to help anand i just dont care!?? he is guilty aint no conspiracy!!?? 

so yeah...ok im going to finish this freaking BLOG!!!!