I want someone to enjoy summer nights with. I see a lot of airbnbs around here that have full house, pool, patio, grill...lovely!! I just so want someone to enjoy life with. Mike doesn't get me. We really have never truly enjoyed just being with each other. I can't imagine staying with him. I can't do it. I need change. I do not want to be at walmart anymore, I do not want to live in the projects anymore. i just need change!! I want to enjoy this summer too...

oh my gosh i cant think

pleco

shrimp, driftwood,
algae wafers


Feed your pleco fruit and vegetables. Your pleco will enjoy a variety of vegetables, like broccoli, shelled peas, lima beans, kale, celery, cabbage, and zucchini. Though your pleco may enjoy small pieces of cantaloupe, honeydew melon, breadfruit, and papaya, you should avoid providing acidic fruits or veggies, like oranges and tomatoes.^[5]

• Simply wash and slice the fruit or veggies into small pieces to prepare them for your pleco.

i also need a bigger tank! more fish 

fresh plants

I'm pissed

ugh she says she is trying to make plans on how to come back to youtube? the other day she posted a video claiming she was coming off of opiods. yet she has not shown any of the symptoms of withdrawal plus her nonstop mukbangs and shopping videos she would make,during that time? she disabled comments so i cant comment,,but in this video..first of all she looks like bride of frankenstain (SCARY SCREECH)...also, she was trying to find a way to come back? oh by saying you are coming off opiods? because everyone HATES YOU over the avocado thing?? ohkay oh wait..so later..she says YOUTUBE Demonetizes mental illness posts, oh so that is what happened???

Multi-Level Marketing: Opportunity Knocking

been to plenty parties like this..i used to go to ceramics glasses with my mom...ahh. the 80s. what a time. those shiny ceramic things..id love to find those little things again, so sweet...not sure if i went to any tupperware parties..but sex toy parties, doterra, arbonne, avon...i never tried doing them tho. oh yeah also, longaberger basket parties...

this is funny

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OoUCINhY5dw

Arbonne high pressure

I want to make a youtube video about high pressure sales pitching, and joining a team...first it was syndey and miki spies..now its arbonne. angie wants me to join her team. i am not good at high pressure sales tactics. i'm just not the right kind of person..maybe if it was something on my own that i was promoting...but you know...no!

http://greatmindsandthinkers.com/arbonne-and-how-to-lose-friendships/

casey anthony tattoo

Im watching the casey anthony documentary...why is there an all seeing eye by her bella vita tattoo?

its actually oregon forensics..but why the pyramid and eye? its masonic i guess..

it just makes you wonder thats all...like, the parents wore butterflies on their shirt...the dad was accussed of sexually assaulting her as a kid..is she a product of monarch trauma?

im not defending her, but these cases are very odd...

Shortly after I tried to join illuminati on the website, strange things started happening. I would glance people looking at me then they would shake their head when i too note.

but yeah...

WEIRD!?? i was talking to jen about this guy we used to know, AJ ( because i saw our old friend kates baby daddy (( he was ajs roommate)) with their daughter who looks just like her. we havent seen or heard from her in years, since our early 20s, but we always wonder about her. jimmy, ((her ex that wanted to take me out, remember i went to dinner with him but as friends...i dont know? he wanted to take me out shrug)) well anyways, i was talking to jen about kate and AJ and all of a sudden i see a chinese food post, its from AJ...? it was his facebook post. we were just talking about him !? so weird

BROWN PAPER BAGS

ok before i go on...i have to write about how, before i flew to VEGAS and LA..they were talking about lori loughlin going to prison..and her husband mossimo..
so this is what i seen: PRISON LORI MOSS

POISON LORI
MOSS

prison looked like Poison...(yeah i changed this to mimi malibu..not even sure why...? i like that moniker but it doesnt fit me im more a jersey girl..)

ok so....

oh man i have to go to sleep soon..ahh

so...i have a cool hate..from VEGAS when i went with mike. i was watching pen15 today PENIS (veg/vag//) being weird..i have hulu so yeah i am watching PEN15 too. the asian girl is so weird, i always LOL with her. the other girl really resembles darla. i wonder how poor darla is doing now...? but yeah, they did weird things. like the episode i watched today, they stole another classmates thong and they took turns wearing it. i mean, who does that??? so weird! but then i remember when i was in h.s. or 8th grade...yeah. i pretended to be a boy and talk to my sisters friends older sister kelly and lisa pretended to be a boy who was younger for her friend julie. it was so weird!??

and one day they surprise visited and i had to run and hide in the bathroom because i didnt want the jig to be up. i was like, "oh no, im in the bath" it was so weird!??? 

fresh prince of belair was on before we found out they were on their way to meet the boys..

so in vegas, i had this hat. well, during this episode, the white girl had a very similar hat to my vegas hat. it kept playing tricks with me, like...it just felt so familiar..

speaking of familiar, that girl really looks like darla in those screenshots i took from my phone..weird..?? her facebook is gone..darlas is...:/ 

you can see the hats are quite similar tho...

here is another synchronicity. so i am watching a trisha paytas video...in the beginning, she says she is going to NEW JERSEY to see a MICHAEL BOLTON ..CONCERT...24 hours flying there ok? just to see concert..but anyways..

see everytime i fly, the sounds of the plane remind me of lunch bags from school, brown paper bags that contain peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. well, the sounds and vibe that happen before and after the plane land. not while in flight, but that bell sound when the plane is ok to unfasten seatbelt and the sounds..the air, it reminds me of how it would sound inside a BROWN PAPER BAG!??!

so i wrote the weirdest comment, i wrote that in the beginning, when i was still watching her land. so cut to later, 15:15 (i posted it in the comment..) she was talking about popcorn , and she says,....

BROWN PAPER BAG

heres is my screenshot of my comment...

also, BROWN..Lori Brown?

also, it might not just be a synchronicity. it could also be a subliminal plant, planted there for me to take note of...or something...you know?? 

hmm...
i want to make a youtube video talking about this..and i need to post to my synchronicity group..but not now! i need relaxation for sleep.

oh yeah, some red car drove by and right outside of MY HOUSE, someone screamed out the window. not the first time that has happened..suer...idk.

tom hanks bloody handprint

Tom Hanks and the single glove

bloody handprint (wilson) castaway

BLOOD/sacrifice

hand

single glove...significance?

i want to put up some hello kitty christmas lights in my room. im going to put the futon in the living room (i had to throw out my loveseat it broke)...i have my tv and ps4 and it would be cool to have someone to lay in bed with, watch movies, drink champagne and eat snacks with (idk about eating snacks tho)...i want someone to be interested in doing fun things with me. i want someone who is on the same wavelenght as me.

a few days ago, mike texted me about going to dorney park on sunday. i forgot it was mem day weekend. jen wants me to go camping with her and her family. so i texted mike and said, 'you never ask me what i want to do, its always what you want to do." and it is. its always where he wants to go to eat, what he wants to do. i have fun ideas but never once has he let me choose plans. i said jen wants us to go camping, we should go! then he texted me back mentioning how im selfish and all kinds of shit. how i did stuff that he didnt want, (like going to california or going to the ginuwine concert with sherry) like..what?? is he crazy? absurdity!

im like, what the fuck? i dont want to be with someone that doesnt want to do something fun like camping. i mean, hes so weird!?? i told him this on the phone then he erupted into screaming at me like a maniac. he is bipolar. i am so done.

today he calls me like nothing is wrong. i mean, i cant take this anymore.

i really just want to meet someone who is like me, fun, chill, layed back. mike says im selfish and says that i have no motivation..he says alot of shit about me well then just leave me alone.

oh jen tried to set me up with her neighbor (who turns out i graduated warren tech with)..he has a motorcyle. but...im not interested in him, i'll be friends with him tho for a motorcycle ride tho!

yeah id like to find someone who has a nice bike...someone who loves to do outside stuff.

whatever.

really weird, a jonah hill lookalike came in today. looked just like him. says he is glad he doesnt smoke anymore, too expensive. looked like skinny jonah hill. 

sometimes secret shoppers come in. 3 times, people gave me extra money. one was an extra 20.00 bill, one time was an extra 5.00 bill, and also, a lady left a dime A DIME! on the counter. i could of kept it, (i always find dimes)..but i let her know.

no i do not keep extra money that people accidentally hand over. happens alot. im sure a more dishonest person would just pocket that cash. 

i dont even think about it, i just tell them they gave me an extra twenty or whatever the case may be. 

things to do etc

Things to do with my down time

- Get Fish, bigger fish tank
- get plants and flowers
- clean car
- rosetta stone
- paint
- work out
- write
- get bangs cut
- tattoo
- download songs for ipad

i looked back at the issacc kappy thing. last video he was wearing a denim LAMBskin jacket. Lamb was used as a sacrifice. he was sacrificed...

this comment: Thanks VC for coming out so quickly with your article on this. It has led me a bit down a rabbit hole which I shall share here.

LOADS of bible references. Not least starting with his name Isaac (only son who God told his father Abraham to sacrifice).
In his last video he is wearing a lamb skin denim jacket. Several people on YT threads pointed out that was a bit weird for Arizona this time of year. Of course reference to a lamb is numerous in the bible – Jesus is referred to as the lamb, the sacrificial lamb. Also Kappy talks about that he has done a bad thing and is now one of them so maybe a reference that he is now a wolf in sheeps clothing?
He uses the reference ‘blink of an eye’ several times in his final video. Another biblical term which is apparently how quickly we will all change at the sound of the last trumpet.

The headline on every MSM was that he “forced himself off a bridge”. What a strange reference to a suicide! Jumped off a bridge, committed suicide, even a highway bridge suicide….but what is up with “forced himself off a bridge”. The fact that this was all over MSM as the headline or main tag stinks of code. MK reference maybe? (as in an alter did the suicide), or maybe a stronger statement that “he did this to himself” in a more emphatic way than a suicide victim.
The Tom Hanks post is very peculiar. Kappy literally was ‘road kill’ because all MSM articles say after he ‘forced himself of the bridge’, he was then hit by a Ford Ranger Truck….effectively Road Kill. Why name the car? Why not just say he was hit by an oncoming vehicle or hit by a truck?
The 2 witnesses on the bridge (2 witnesses are another biblical term) are teenagers and therefore minors which means they cannot have their details released and thus be questioned or asked for more info about it. Who were these 2 witnesses bearing testimony to Isaac’s death?

Finally there is a video circulating that is supposedly Kappy’s ‘Dead-Man’s Switch’. I’m not sure where the OP got the info that it was a video Kappy was holding for his own safety. It’s a weird 15 second clip of young girls under age 8 in a Turkish bath looking setting. 2 girls are dressed in skimpy white bikinis and appear to be washing the large flat stone (alter?). There are 2 other girls at the back dressed in red swimwear. There are black and white tiles with hexagons everywhere and the girls do not appear to be having fun or playing. The whole clip is weird BUT then again very tame for a ‘dead-mans switch’. (I removed the link because my comment wouldnt post with it inserted)

I read somewhere (or watched a video) that Jesus was actually 42 not 33 when crucified. It was on a decode of the movie the 42 Year Old Virgin which the OP said was actually a mockery of Christ. It came to mind when I saw Kappy was 42 years old.

The surname Kappy appears to derive from Kapp, an ancient Scottish trade name for someone who makes hooded cloaks.
Well that’s the rabbit hole I popped down, I’m sharing it here because the comments section on VC is a great place to learn more and explore various other opinions etc. A big thank you to VC and and to all the regular commentators here.

isacc kappy dead

oh my goodness...i feel really bad about this. isaac kappy is dead?!! this is weird. he was exposing things...dark, sinister things. he was always doing instagram live or that periscope thing...i just find it very eerily peculiar that he is dead now...

https://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/isaac-kappy-dead-bridge-suicide-trump-qanon

The Gypsy Rose Blancharde Story

i wonder if she had multiple personalities, MK ultra, the show seemed to dance around that. her wearing all those wigs, disney programming...butterflies in the show. her dr was weird with the bunny slippers, she pulled the eye off her bunny...things like that.

at 47:35 it starts mentioning both his AND her multiple personalities..also the mother was into witch craft.

Gypsy Rose ASMR! The character in the Act, not the real one. She likes to do makeup, paint nails, and she does roleplays with her wigs. I need to get back on ASMR and do gypsy rose asmr. i know its a sad story, i also feel its just so weird..who knows.

i am going to get a greenscreen too. Why not??? i also want to work on my ASMR stories..i have a page for asmr stories..i only wrote one story however.

first time i experienced an asmr by reading was when i was in jail and i was reading one of the books provided. i felt a sense of relaxation when i was reading about the dinner preparations.

the mom can be an asmr character too. and the neigbor, leila.

i like ASMR role plays i dont like the whispering into microphones. i like green screens and i also like asmr done in someones home. nothing too fancy. i like the more unknown asmrtists rather than the real big ones too.

"Once in a lifetime. Take advantage at this opportunity before you." I went on to study images of depictions, celebrities and the good life.

It was something which was sposed ta fell like da jakpot of all media!

Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet

i thought i would hate this song, but i like it!

family guy, the one with all the satanic stuff subliminally added in. played again, although, i noticed another thing i havent noticed. well something i just noticed. so on brians new girlfriends sex bucket list..she wanted to do something with chocolate??

but he couldnt do that because dogs are allergic to chocolate...but they did have sex in an elevator, the one from willy wonka and the CHOCOLATE factory, with charlie BUCKET...

charlie bucket ended up commiting suicide because he had to watch brian, (the dog) and his human female having sex.

then they had sex in front of children, (doing it at a school portrait photographer..) and accused (by that one guy..isacc kappy..says seth green is a pedo) seth green voices chris, who was the videographer of that all going down. kappy also accused tom hanks of being a pedo, and the next movie they mention in the show is 'catch me if you canCER' but catch me if you can...them being pedos? shows like this and simpsons always put double entendres...and what not. on the simpsons they also kept saying 'youre tearing me apart' and lisa said that so you think of the room YOURE TEARING ME APART LISA!!

but anyways, chocolate and bucket...

hmm...i imagine the chocolate thing involved feces which is another satanic thing they do..

but anyways, not sure why i wrote this all down. K BAYEEE

so i meant to say, as the song, summer of 69 was being jammed out by the band at losers, i told moss, i imagined ron being bludgeoned to death by that/or those..trick rollers. i got bored and walked back to the room (ron showed up with that girl at losers bar i guess. moss later told me..i dont know who she was nor do i care. moss was the one who instilled that paranoia in me tho)..thats when i thought something was amiss. 

we went to the pool on saturday...it was a topless pool. no big deal tho. ron was going to take me to the aerosmith concert, and sarahs cousin..who we just called, 'cousin'...but that didnt happen. while at the pool, someone else told moss about some party...but it was for another convention that was occurring that weekend...for something totally different..but there was free food i suppose...?

so we got back and the aerosmith concert fell through, even tho ron was still hoping to get us tickets. at that point, nothing really mattered. moss always gets a bunch of airplane liquors...but weird stuff...like some blue shit..and a weird fireball and fireball and rum..not enough vodkas. im not really into mixed drinks. too much sugar from sodas and juices. and who wants to just do shots?!? we also met some of the guys who were going to help us get into a party? i was so confused. eventually,, somehow we walked down to go to losers (since we had nothing else going on..??)...cousin confided that she didnt really want to go to that bar and she didnt want to be around people and what not. we ended up walking around the casino and doing some of the fireball shots..then we got a drink (free) at the bar because we were playing tableside poker..well the kind at the bar. we put lipstick on and put lip prints on the napkin to leave with a tip (my idea...just being dumb and a bit drunk)..

we ended up back at losers bar and saw sarah but she was really upset. thats when that weird shit happened. i really dont feel like writing about it tho. plus this music is so loud outside. i hope they shut if off or someone calls the cops. i want to move. why do people have to put music up so loud? its not always like this..when i used to have people over and we would sit outside and drink and hang out, the music would not be bassing it.

when i first got to that bar, some guy deliberatly was pointing his finger so that it hit my head. i said, "you just pointed your finger at my head"...he kept doing it tho, and hitting my head. it was on purpose. so i said, 'you keep doing it' he came at me like he was expecting me to start screaming or whatever. my heart was really beating fast and i felt really weird and gross, but i decided to be like, "oh its ok! Hey! whats your name" all over-friendly. he told me a name and i patted his back and was like, "have a good night! good to meet you"

its that weird, possessed energy that i dont like. so then cousin and i were hanging out, there was a roped off area..and this beefy guy, a beefier version of a country singer, later i found out was scotty mccreedy..?(a lookalike) in my head i felt they were lookalikes to get out attention. he was acting all nice to us and insisted on picking us up over the rope to that roped off section..(idk)..i was like , um..ok. whats over there? is that like, where old dominion is?? (they were at the bar the previous night..but we were at the david spade show. sarah got to see them tho)


so he lifted us over, but then he stopped talking to us..and i saw this other guy that looked like a roided up version of that chef with the red hair...bobby flay. the other guy who lifted us over was wearing some gas attendant shirt and his name was 'poopy'. so weird. the bobby flay looking guy had a dinosaur stare...i was like' that was really...weird" and he just stared at us with an al roker platypus like expression.

i saw cousin talking to the guy who was standing by the ropes, who was wearing a boy scout like shirt and had on really hard gelled hair. later she said, "this is really weird, lets get out of here'.

she told me that was a gay section. but still...i never have issues with gay guys, and she said the same..but that whole vibe was just..sinister and gross.

anyways..its really loud and i dont feel like typing anymore. its still light out. im sick of working saturdays. 

so yes i appreciate country music, just not really the whole ACM/vegas aspect to it tho.

there really isnt much else to write about..shrug. its over. 

there is always someone blasting 'ready or not' by fugees on this street. its annoying. or its the beat..whatever it is, its really loud and annoying. im in bed already and its 7pm. scotti invited me to her cards of humanity party at 7 tonight, but for some reason, i didn't really want to go..but now im just sick of working on saturdays and i miss my friday nights. i dont know what to do. i need a change. im so bored. im depressed. i dont want to be in bed when its still light out anymore. its friday night, although the weather has been miserable and depressing lately. i have been feeling really depressed. i think its because the weather is so weird. im starting to get money from my patreon, it makes me want to get more involved with that. id rather work for myself then work at walmart. im getting really sick of working there...might quit for the summer. ha idk. might just get a fun, summer job, part time. rent would be reduced. 
my car insurance is 120.00 a month. student loans 88.00 a month..phone bill is 40 a month..and i have credit card bills that i am constantly paying it seems (because i am constantly using them..) my service electric is about 60.00 a month..rent is 360.00 a month. 

i dont know what my plans are anymore...shrug. i have none. i dont know!??

but..i am single...i mean, i can do whatever. i just dont know...i dont fucking know. i have a cat, and a fish.

i dont want to be with mike anymore. too many chances. im over it. even tho hes still around like nothing happened. i feel stuck, as usual.

i want to move. i want to find a nice country home.

TRAITS i'd like to find in a mate...TRAITS IN A MATE!!

good family upbringing, respect for everyone. good job. charismatic. funny, easy to talk too. open-minded. likes to travel, try new things. rides a motorcycle, likes country music..HOT!, not a creepo, not a jerko. 

likes to explore...weird nj, would be interested in doing stuff for youtube..someone who enjoys outdoor stuff, camping, canoeing, boating, zip-lining, someone who is adventurous. someone who would be thrilled about going to canada with me to meet my native american relatives..someone who would enjoy having a board night in the dark, blackout night..as if the power went out and all we have are candles. one time, the power went out during the bad hurricanes a while back..i was living with mike.

i thought we could sit in the mudroom with the door open (screen door was in place), drink some wine by candlelight, chat and/or play board games. mike...nah. see, mike is the type of guy who is not interested, or not that, its just so DIFFICULT to have a fulfilling convo with him...we just don't click.

no, i cannot possibly see him and i moving further. we do have a trip next month coming up..florida..

but, we will see how THAT goes. i want to go to disneyland (world??) world...and if he manages to fuck that up, that NOPE! we  aint gonna work, well obvs, we dont work.

also, any man of mine, would GLADLY accompany me along to one of scottis cards of humanity games. he used to want to go, back when she was single. now she has a boyfriend and is pregnant.

he  creeped on sara and sara showed me the screenshot. its not like its something new tho, he jokes this way with me all the time..

sorry mike...i cant anymore..

but..that leaves me...stuck/..?? at walmart...and alone..forever...???

:(

i know i said i was going to write more about the trip, and i will...this will be posted under the trip stuff

Ahh the trip...let's talk about it, k? While there is loads to say about it, let's do this in increments, mm hmm...so, I called out of work the day before, because I left out packing till the last moment. I had to pack and it was so annoying!Anyways, airports SUCK i am so sick of that washing machine mess of people. People!  All going somewhere!?? Weird looking people!??!? I DONT KNOW!??!

but yeah so...moss did pick me up. nothing exciting happened on the plane, I really forget. I didn't feel too thrilled when I got off plane, and Moss picked me up, in fact, I felt a sense of anxious dread, realizing I was stuck for the long haul..

I mean, having off almost two weeks off from work is nice, right? Sure...but it would be ideal for me if I were to spend those days off just doing me things..such as chillin, relaxing, cleaning..day trips..whatever..

Moss started telling me about Sarah, and her daughters staying with us at the suite..I was very confused!?? Not that I mind sarah, just that..I need my own little area in which I sleep in...can't just crash in a room with other people...and we NEVER go right to the room, as what one would THINK would happen..."ahh, I'll sleep on the plane ((yeah right))...then Moss will pick me up and we will go to the room.
I think he brought me to his sports betting place. Signature feels all too familiar to me tho, like a second home. We always stay in the same Signature suite..which is always nice. I was starving of course, so Moss got me McDonalds. We did not go right to the room of course, did other things. We got the money from the superbowl winnings, and moss gave me my cut, with 2.00 bills..how weird. I would prefer it not to be that way..but whatever...idk
We got the room eventually. I tried to sleep..sarah showed up with her daughters...they are college going high school kids..the kind who's world will turn our totally different from the low class folks such as myself..and my dad was a teacher!?? hmm...shrug. i dont know what happened with me. was accepted into a fashion design school...well whatever
but yeah..so, they left to do their own thing. i got a shower and we went to hard rock, met his host, and then we went and had sushi dinner at nobu, moss was waiting forever for his nobu sushi dinner. it was really good, but nothing more spectacular than any other TOP NOTCH sushi joint. no its not grocery store sushi, but sushi nonetheless.

after that...hmm not really sure...i think...i honestly dont remember this was weeks ago. its still light out and im in bed in the dark. have to wake up early.
ohhh..thats right. so...um..hmm...im confused. thursday night..i forget when ron showed up...it was at margaritaville, which was the next day. friday we met sarah at losers. her cousin and her friend was there. i felt awkward and annoyed by moss and him reveling and relishing in his atmosphere...((it was all coming together, his plans!)) he brought everyone together, sarah actually did the same thing with her cousin and friend..that guy, and since i made it clear to moss that i needed my own room, her poor cousin had to share a room and a bed with her guy friend, who is overweight, but still...how uncomfortable to be put in that situation?
i felt really awkward..i just met her cousin too and thought she was stuck up (she actually wasnt and later i was hanging out with her most of the time)...
i just left to walk back to the room. i went online for a bit and went to sleep. they got back so late, i dont remember. next day sarahs daughters left to airport..moss went to margaritavill early to secure the stageside table..((not even sure why it would matter tho, because buzz walks all over the place talking to people over the radio).sarah and i grabbed a cab down, before meeting a guy for some tickets to the afterparty concert sarah was going to in case she couldnt get in with us to the LEGIT Afterparty...

moss really fudged up with that one. i told moss, im no longer interested in going to vegas for ACM weekend..(its just a giant clusterfuck/shitshow..) kidding. its not that bad, but its just not for me. im kind of over it..not really into all that craziness drama, plus i get weirded out by being around alot of people...i dont know. but they were all nice, of course. not saying anything bad about anyone. 

we arrived to margaritaville and found moss with ron at a table. it was funny/annoying whatever. we ordered margaritas and apps and lunch. the people from the other table came by and ordered us all shots as well. (i filmed it all, its on my channel)..so..after that...hmm...ahh..why bother blogging about it? i filmed it all. im way too lazy to remember all the details..

i think...we then went to the pool where moss used rons celebrity to get us a 500.00 cabana from some friendly folks, they were cool. layed out, went in pool. actually...ugh i cant think or remember.
no wait

that was the next day, saturday. friday night..ron got us tickets to david spade/ray romano. we didnt meet them. ron wanted too. didnt really matter to me. ron cant get backstage like he used too. also, moss told him he could stay in room with us too. so..he slept on the floor in his room, but he would get up to use MY bathroom, and i would hear door open then i would hear him shuffling around..sometimes he would just stand there, which was really weird.

eventually, i grabbed all my stuff and put it in mosses bathroom (the really nice bathroom!) and hide myself or ron would of used toiletries which were not his. 

we also went to go meet sarah and them at losers bar. ron was coming along, and he was sitting on a couch..moss had to go back to room of course...i went back with him because i didnt feel like hanging out with ron until moss finished what he had to get ? who knows. about 10 mins later, we come back down..ron is with some girl..but the girl had this really weird feeling about her. weird energy going on. she appeared drunk and seemed like she wanted to hook up with ron. moss and i were getting annoyed because we wanted to go to bar. moss told me a story about a guy from easton pa who was 'trick-rolled'. prostitute will approach a guy =, he will take her to his room ,then rob him, but the guy in easton was actually killed.
WTF moss!?? but moss didnt care, he wanted to go to the bar. i mean, was that what was about to happen? i had my belongings in the room, i was like HALL NO i dont want no one to trick roll my 2.00 bills!!??! we went to losers bar, then the band played, "Summer of 69" and according to fritz springmeiers book, they play that song when a murder satanic ritual is about to happen!??! oh the night before, when i walked back by myself, i felt like i was getting followed and i was going to get killed.

all for the magic of ACM awards weekend!??!  actually, i might of walked back that night. not sure anymore. 

ill try to continue about this trip later its all out of order and i just dont have the patience.