cancer synchs

that video said i am no longer a leo, but our horiscope signs changed, so now i am a cancer. i notice on dr oz, they are talking about CANCER...oh boy SYNCH

pick your poison

watch that video i posted in my next post, its like...when i watch this mandela videos i am actually realistic about it, thinking its also part deception to our perception. also i was entranced with 'the craft' for a bit which was on tv tonight. witchcraft. sorcery. poison apple. so that mandela realistic video...is all about bananas...you will see IF YA WATCH...so then, no way..i see this in the video:

funny how star wars was playing all weekend...

so, yeah, my mind is allowing me to see all these....signs? but i mean, sure it can be explained, but to me it is entertainment. 

oh and look , look who makes an appearance..

gene wilder (if you look at my posts below, i made them before this post. but its in order of most recent post so...but gene wilder is in my other post next to alice cooper)

and he was in a movie called the lady in red...distraction

i need to go to sleep tho sheesh

HEY. so weird around 21 mins it starts talking about the WHITE RABBIT PROJECT which is a product of CERN and its about synchronization using geolytes (idk) watch the video...

im getting tired, but i wonder what these synchronicities really are now???? video is linked below

DRUMS synch

hey so, im back. i am amazed and unsurpassed by this. so, earlier today i wrote down a synchronicity that happened this weekend at the wedding in my synchronicity journal. i knew i had another one but i forgot it. i really wanted to remember it but i figured it would come back to me. AND IT DID! so today i was cleaning my ears with q-tips and i pushed one too far into my ear, which made me think of an eardrum and bursting eardrums...more importantly, the eardrum. SO JUST NOW!! I CLICK ON ANOTHER MANDELA EFFECT VIDEO (i think it may not be good to obsess over these videos but im bored and not going to bed just yet)...and i see THIS!!!

its an EARDRUM!!

its from this video btw
OH MAND no not mandela MAN

look at what the title of this video is called: Fantastic! MUST SEE. From Mandela Effect to Matrix From Quantum Change To Bananas

 BANANAS!??!? take note 
DRUM! that made me remember my other synch!!

so i went to my parents on friday because i wanted to see baby lila. so she started looking into her baby bag and i found a can of formula ...starts with an E i cant remember? well i started drumming on it like a drum...drumming away. well, we go through her baby bad and i pull out a little baby book, of a monkey (not mandela effect star curious george tho), but a MONKEY who is banging away on DRUMS and the book kept saying DRUMS throughout..

Fantastic! MUST SEE. From Mandela Effect to Matrix From Quantum Change To Bananas

bananas is also a term for feeling bonkers, nuts, CRAZY THIS SHIT IS BANANAS!??! B-A-N-A-N-A-S i need to do something hold on..

well...thank you...whatever...i mean, uhhh...who ever?? well this synchronicity just helped me remember my other forgotten synchronicity...

i feel like...idk...this happens to me sometimes, but i welcome it, instead of being AFRAID and shooeing it away even tho instinctively i feel like i am activating my crazy...

now i will see a SHOE synch. watch.


EDIT so i go on FB thinking im gonna get a SHOE synch...instead look at what i see

DO YOU SEE IT!??! 

 THEN NOT TO MENTION, WHEN I WENT TO SAVE THAT PIC, LOOK WHAT ELSE I SAW!??! LOOK! BANANAS...BANANAS....(I HAD TO SCRIBBLE OUT THOSE TWO FILES FOR A REASON THO NOT PORN BUT IT HAS PEOPLES NAMES ON IT)

12 monkey!!!!

MONKEY!

mandela synchronicity

im watching youtube and watching some mandela videos because they just show up in my sidebar. i think alot of it is psyops, but i cannot help but laugh when i see/hear of all these changes. mary tyler moore is still alive? hmm...so i wanted a synchronicity sign because i feel like they help me. so i go on fb and i see this:

oh this is weird this lady who is talking on a mandela video brought up an alice cooper song called clone, where a lyric says, 'we destroy the government, we destry time" everytime i see or hear about alice cooper, automatically i cannot help but think 'poison' ...so, she says alice cooper and i thought 'poison' (speaking of which, a new steve brule episode has brown in JAIL because he tried to poison the boys)

this is what i saw tho after i asked for a sign just now:

"no matter where you are" reminds me of a clown car with NEON colors i saw in the parking lot of the hospital that one time i was hypnotized and drugged with some sort of LSD...the sign said, 'we come to you'

and the SIGN here is that pic, because messin around with CERN and the large hadron collider etc...well, opening up portals...that is like opening up pandoras box...ya know?

HADRON
HADRON
HARDON\\

i was just hoping for a hadron type synch i wrote hardon then i clicked to see if i got any new comments and my webcam girl blog post gets lots of spam, so i saw a spam comment, "Gay Sex, porn , gay webcam" i mean, come on , that stuff is made for HARD ONS!

really!?? weird


EDIT this is creepy. in tim and eric, they have a CLOWN CAR filled with clown KIDS and they must get POISONED...and...just before i was watching ASMR vids from NEONindiegirl, and i could of sworn, she had more subscribers and views on her videos, i was just wondering if someone stole the asmr'tists videos because i could of sworn she has more views and comments....but i think it is her channel, i have to look back at her sister asmr to see if the comments are there if not then i just know mandela effect just happened...

k its not mandela effect lol, but i think someone stole this asmr girls videos and employed it to a dummy channel to get views and $$$ so i left a comment hopefully she will see it because neonindiegirl gets THOUSANDS of views and that one hardly gets any, a few hundred, and no comments...

ok so, you know how i just said i was drugged when i was in NYC and then hypnotized, that is an example of PSYOPS...reason

well, as i am watching neon girls vid right now i notice this in the background its a psychotropic drug

also a giant hand, handler, being handled...(moss told me he needs to talk to chelsea handler earlier...just noting)

but a SHROOM so maybe a majority of the public, (or ALL OF US) have been a big part of psyops...leading us to believe things are changing!??!


i know, im being weird

weird i was looking for the pic i saved and i noticed that pic, STARING AT ME while i was looking for the pic i just saved... some say gene wilder died before he just recently did another example of mandela effect and note his EYE and alice cooper.. YOUR .LIPS ARE VENOMOUS POISON!!

i just noticed something under my google pic and info it says, "My name is not Brown Lori' well, in steve brule, the guys name is Brown...

BROWN? i think ...what!??

hahaha

synch
i was just playing with marble, and i was like 'hahahaha' in a relaxing tone, and i heard HAHAHAHA on some commercial about laughter yoga but it was weird...then i looked on my screen and i see this:

witch dove synch

Mandela

before i forget, a few things. so, i watched Snowden on Friday. First off...first of all, snowden is played by joseph gordon levitt. i always confessed my crush on him, (actually, i did get a crush because he reminded me of john that tsa guy who is now a cop and i used to like him...now, not so much...meh....)...but anyways, oh btw, that other cop im talking to is a flake so he ruined any sort of..not attraction, interest, i may of obtained, had we ever actually went out to dinner and maybe drinks and get to know each other, meaning, actually TALKING AND CONVERSING! i don't just want him to come over when he is on duty, what fun is that? no i do not have a cop fetish so im not sure what he was thinking...kidding...that actually might be kind of hot.
anyways, who cares...that movie, is about snowden and about how he revealed how the CIA is reading EVERYONE...EVERYONES EMAILS etc...see, i knew this, for years. years before i even heard of snowden. i used to tell people, no one believed me. i had proof too that they were listening in through cell phones etc, i was at my friends house and we were hanging out with his roommate, (todd this guy who got me the production assistant job) this was years ago, and i even said , i will PROVE that they are listening...and i went to the adultswim boards and someone posted about something we were talking about. lots of weird stuff...

back then i went by 'poison apple'. i knew about the webcam being activated even if the light is off, via the adultswim boards. i used to put tape over it (if they log in to my cam now all they will see is my discolored pallor to my face and double chin due to looking down at the monitor)..

i knew they were gonna say poison in the movie, and they did. "Poison Apple" (synch i just heard SAY MY NAME for some devour commercial, i have been getting lots of synchs..

this is weird..perhaps intergalactic. before we got to the movie, i noticed a billboard for bartending school. i said maybe i should go to bartending school. in the movie, he says, 'they might start off watching an international banker" and then it turns into his cousin the dentist (who they monitor) and all his contacts down to the BARTENDER (nintendo..just heard)...in so and and so..bartender huh? i keep seeing about rob zombies new movie 31 so last night i tried to watch it on amazon prime but it was too expensive so i just bought "Now you see me 2" and the same premise about stealing some sort of database to HACK everyone....and the girls name is LULA! LULA is another online name i use NOW...those two movies are about hacking and spying...and they said my online name in both.

this is strange. so...i see that a well known adult swim voice actor just died...

normally, i would not say anything about it, just pay my respects, however that way.  i am not trying to upset anyone, but i had to post to the group...about how maybe his death was adult swims sacrifice. c. martin croker, voice of zorak and moltar and a bunch of other characters from space ghost and aqua teen and many other. see normally, i wouldnt think anything of it, but i posted it to the group. i saw a link of the boards about his death and someone linked this....

also this was written by his wife or girlfriend about his last hours...


I write this as a different person than I was 2 days ago. 
I am destroyed and will never be the same. 
Because so many have asked I wanted to explain
what happened to my dearest Clay. I will not talk of this again here.

For the past 3 years not a week has gone by when I was not with Clay or messaging with him. He was my heart. Even when we had disagreements he messaged me to see if I was okay. Saturday, he was talkative and loving. . We went to Rusan's to eat sushi as we had done a thousand times before. Then to the bookstore . While there he began to feel sick. I turned around and could not find him and shortly after realized he had gone out to the car. I quickly rushed him home as he began to throw up. I put him in the bed and begged him to let me call an ambulance. He would not agree.

I stayed with him for the next 2.5 hours , holding his hair back and putting a wet towel on his head. He began to feel better and we decided it must be food poisoning. We talked about so many things during that time. Friends, new exciting work and our relationship. We laughed and kidded each other.

He asked me to get something for indigestion at the store and I needed to bring my car back. So foolishly, I left for less than an hour 
to do this and returned quickly. The last thing he said was "How long will you be gone? Come right back. I need you here."

When I returned Clay was on the floor unconscious. I did CPR until the ambulance arrived and they pronounced him. This cannot be happening.

I regret leaving for those few minutes, I regret the ups and downs we sometimes had. But we always came back together and made it work. My saving grace is that we told each other often that we loved each other. We said it without hesitation and with a hint of a smile. We said it this day.

Clay loved his fans and friends so much. I heard so many stories about so many of you...I felt I knew you. He tonight would be sitting at his computer in awe , being humble and so very thankful for all the love that you have given him.

I do not know how I will go on. Safe travels my love. We will meet again one day.




So, he thought it was food poisoning...but what was it? Was he poisoned? I just find that kind of odd....or maybe I am being kind of hurtful  and self absorbed and insensitive. nonetheless sad overall.

ok so...not sure what else i wanted to say!??? adult swim...anyways idk...

almost forgot to share a story of the mandela effect...

so i vividly remember...(i see the old sprint guy sitting on a bench with someone else ala forest gump) and this is about forest gump...


when i was younger, i remember i used to say ," LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GONNA GET" IS IS IS NOT WAS! now it is , "LIFE WAS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES, YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GONNA GET' AND THE MOM SAYS, LIFE IS A BOX OF CHOCOLATES

also, i remember watching..oh shit i am going to talk about an ex boyfriend i dated for a few years GET OVER IT . ITS PART OF MY PAST and this story resinates so chill


so we were all watching silence of the lambs and i remember our friend rich was utterly creeped out and fascinated *SIDENOTE THEY ARE PLAYING SPACE GHOST IN REMEMBRANCE*

what else...but yeah, rich was so creeped out by him saying, "Hello Clarice"....he kept mimicking that part. anyways....now that part is and never was in the movie...

WHAT THE FACKKKK!??!?

jen anistan nips eyelove

this was last week, but the commercial just came on and it was funny and made me want to share. last week, someone shared to one of those private fb groups i always get added to, a picture of jen anistan with rock hard nipples. i said, she does it on purpose i heard they are fake nips. well i saw a commercial for eyelove...its so funny. she says, 'you can tell by my eyes when i am excited"" when you look into my eyes" NIPS

first few sentences

Spicy noodle challenge part 2 collaboration

synch!!! so, moss got offended because i called him fool. thats just the way i talk sometime. moss never even seen forrest gump. he is maybe 5 years older than i , but he has not grown up in the same era as i have. no 80s saturday morning cartoons, no nickelodeon, nick jr...no peewee, none of that. so its no wonder why...i mean, we can't relate on basic pop culture of the 80s and 90s, but who cares. he got offended that i called him fool. like ice cube says...this girl calls her vato a fool. it was a term of endearment. moss is weird. but anyways the synch is this...around 9 minutes, she says, "Luke, I am your father"...this has been the main focus of the mandela effect. things i heard on the mandela effect videos, i am hearing afterwards, like the Coke Zero pastor said at church, and now this...holy heck!!! k go back to your regularly scheduled programming,  FOOL!

why is he such a cliche?

hey did you see this?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n_8AO5MDBEw

Irrefutable Proof: Hillary Clinton Has a Seizure Disorder!

Irrefutable Proof: Hillary Clinton Has a Seizure Disorder!

youtube.com

she may have some sort of seizure disorder

nothing?

no thoughts

Conspiracy site. I ignore them

no its nothing to do with conspiracy

its about her health

seizure disorder

She did not have a seizure disorder.

Was that put up...by her doctor ??

its not reported as that but she could have one based on her expressions.

even dr drew said something about her health

but now his show is no longer

its not a bad thing to have a seizure disorder lots of people have it

if she has that, they most likely do not want it to be out there...especially now

its just a thought. what if i told you trump might have a seizure disorder. he has some weird actions

geez moss you are so close minded

its not about conspiracy

<<what if i told you trump might have a seizure disorder.>> I would say "WHO is reporting that? A legitimate news agency...or a internet nut job ?!" I follow politics closely...so I know what to ignore.

its just about health issues not about poliitcs

It's NOT a legitimate news organization...so i don't care.

well, its ok if she has that problem..it makes her appear more real

having a seizure disorder is not a joke

its not a bad thing

i am just curious why does she make those faces

i would wonder that about anyone who makes such extreme expressions

why do you think she does

idk, and idc

and i don't think she does

why is it a bad thing don't you want her to get her health back on track if she is going to be the next president?

its just out of care

there is nothing wrong if she has a disorder, she just needs to have it taken care of...

why did dr drew lose his show tho? after he talked about hillarys health..just curious

She's healthy

how do you know that? are you a doctor

she probably does not want everyone to know and to focus on if she has health issues because she is in the middle of a presidency campaigne!??! bingo!

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And how does the person who posted that know?? They don't. That's why I'm not watching.

did you watch it? then be quiet

you can't even watch her have what looks like seizures

continuosly

dumb fool

did you watch it? then be quiet

you can't even watch her have what looks like seizures

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more synchs

more synchs. yesterday the video said it is NOT coke zero, that it was NEVER coke zero..in fact, it is coca-cola zero...ok...???! so, today at church, even the pastor said, 'we had ice cream and now we are back to COKE zero" he said coke zero, but its weird how he said that after i just watched the video about it. also, in the uh...the uh...im tired...oh, the little booklet they give us at church, it says, pray for COLEEN...one L ...so KOHL LEEN i have never heard it pronounced that way...always CALL LEAN

coleen....it was spelled that way. i think i get little msgs....synchronicity messages...for me....pay attention, you will too! something is changing...indeed...

EDIT was watching escaping polygamy and one the girls name is Kolleen

another synchronicity im still watching that youtube thing and they started talking about possession well i have no idea what that video is talking about anymore!???! they show this old woman who is possessed from some movie and i look up and i see a dove commercial with an old lady. maybe tomorrow i will do screenshots....too tired to do that now

Kohler's synch

Kohler's synch

did that commercial say KOHLER in the end??? I have to watch, because i am watching girl in the box, and they stop at a gas station (pyramid shaped) which says KOHLER...it does!??

what the heck is KOHLER??? you mean, KOHL'S? did mandela effect JUST HAPPEN again!??

and the girls name is COLE or KOHLeen not colleen but COLE lean

synch transhuman robot

so, i am watching this show on youtube about paralell universes and mandela effect...parellel...yeah...and i hear the guy giving this lecture, he works at NASA and he says this

then i see this commercial:

also another weird thing, someone just told me that there is a 'ron jeremy' style c3PO but its rare...it existed..still, rare...

its like...just weird...like..i dont know

bridgie and chesney

“I forgot about that,” Zellweger admitted. “It’s a pretty big thing to forget, isn’t it? That made me sad. It made me sad that somehow people were using that as a way to be cruel and calling someone gay as a pejorative, which has fateful consequences. Of course, there’s the bigger-picture problem of why anyone had to make up a story at all.”

“I’d said all I needed to say on that subject,” she added. “I’m an old-fashioned gal who doesn’t feel it’s appropriate to hang out your laundry on the lawn. I feel you devalue yourself as a human being when you share very personal things with a bajillion strangers who are making fun of you. I just don’t see that there’s any dignity in that.”

she is right. she does not have to tell her what she knows, but the thing is...does it matter? i suppose so, since he is a country singer and that fan base would most likely not accept him being gay....but he is. i know someone who said he brought his boyfriend on tour with him. so, so what?

and based off what renee said, i do respect her. before, i was like, 'so...renee got her face back?' and family guy made fun of her, likening her to an ant eater.

also...bridget jones is having a baby!?? how old is bridget jones supposed to be anyway!???!