Sunday, July 29, 2012
wknd
hey so, this wknd was kind of ok....:D lets see....yesterday went to terrys house for a family get together, although im not really sure what is was for? i think, for this lady carol...i dont know. ?? so, i was there all day. sage and caleb was there too...it was alright. sucked cuz i was hungover at first, i went out you know....friday night. so i felt like crap but it eventually wore off. mike and i got in a fight. i told him i am never going to drink again so lets see how well i do at that. after we left i went back to my parents and sage cut my bangs she gave me side swept bangs. today i went to church because sage wanted me to go. annnnnd....tomorrow we are going to wildwater kingdom and dorney park! yay!!!! thats all folks!
Friday, July 27, 2012
Comic-Con 2012: The Big Bang Theory Panel Pt. 4
my question is there around 2 minutes...so is moss's question, although he should of asked about coitus!!! since they always use that word that is!! COITUS!!!!!
Hey!!!
now that im back here, i dont really have much to blog about!???! hmm...nope. nada. sorry folks..(not like i have dedicated readers anyways..) mm...
Thursday, July 26, 2012
the road through wonderland
i finished reading that book and it was so sad i cried a few times, (not sobbed but felt my throat tighten and tears) its just a really sad book i feel so bad for her. i suggest reading the book. wow! i remember moss saying him, divine, and andy gibb died within days of each other and when the book mentioned it it was very strange, almost occult-like...i dont know? i have a bunch of pictures hanging up, and they looked at me with a weird presence, (labyrinth, marilyn monroe, vivian leigh as scarlett johanssen), and a hollywood sign and stuff like that. im tired!
oh yeah heres a link...ron is in it i guess he has alot of stories of john holmes
http://stereogum.com/471/the_wonderland_murders/news/
oh yeah heres a link...ron is in it i guess he has alot of stories of john holmes
http://stereogum.com/471/the_wonderland_murders/news/
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
new post
Yes, this is a new post. why? sigh...i dont know? we were supposed to go to dorney park today but that is not happening because caleb needs to get his cast taken off, so we are going friday. sorry about the last post, i was just being goofy, i dont know?? im bored. i need to get a mac. i NEED to start working!!! i really want to join a gym too. i want to have a nice, toned, fit body, and a healthy mindframe...i havent gotten drunk since july 4th! thats pretty good! i dont even really drink anymore....ehhh....i want to focus on being healthy but its kind of hard too when mike wants to use up the food stamps for red meat, macaroni and cheese, (butter), mashed potatos, and he doesnt eat fresh vegetabkes like asparagus or broccoli, something i want to eat more of. i just want to go on a diet, you know? i didnt exercise today, i should of....i want to join the gym so i can start doing spin classes...i also want to write. im serious. im sick of doing nothing. i want to write. create characters, write write write!!!! so, yeah....time to finish cooking...im making mac n cheese, (homestyle), breaded chicken, and peas.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
The Simpsons: Baby, Dog, Poison
i just heard them say not to drink the baby something or other cuz it might have poison in it lol
imdbs!!
Hey, so, disappointment consumes me, once again. I just listened to my voicemail, (yeah sometimes it takes days for me to listen to it, i dont know, call me lazy)...well, I did a raffle last weekend at comic con, ok? it turns out, i won the raffle! but i was waiting and expecting a TEXT msg, because that is what they TOLD ME TO EXPECT! A TEXT MESSAGE!!! so just now, i listen to my vm, and hear that i won the raffle! i called back and left two voicemails. DARNET i am so mad now! >:( well, hopefully they call back. i also am still upset about the big bang theory contest, if only moss would of been normal and approached me after we asked questions, you know? i believe him or i would of won...most ppl are giddy after asking questions and want to giggle about it. if moss would of came up to me, we would have a different place in line. deep breath....ok, well, i need to figure out what to do...because well, i need to make the difference in my life. i need to call up ppl, i need to msg and email ppl. in fact, i should ask the filmmaker about the haunted brothel movie about helping write it. i want to email everyone!!
Ok, so....here is the deal...here are the ppl i need to email!???
Well, we ran into the guy who did RJ's documentary. His name is Bill Plympton . He wanted a pic with me, thats weird, but cool!!! right? i have a signed dvd from him. While we were at that booth, a girl approached me. She shook my hand and was like, "good job, you were in his documentary right?" at first i just played along, but i was confused??? regardless, she gave me her card and told me to contact her...ok!???! i will, than! her name is Alexia Anastasio. Shes a filmmaker, documentary, actress etc...cool!!!
The guy who is doing the haunted brothel movie is Jeff Leroy. I need to msg him on facebook and see if i can help write the screenplay! that would be AWESOME!!! and i have a speaking part in the film too. Of course we know Lloyd Kauffman. Moss asked if I may possibly have a speaking part, and i just may! I need to submit some new photos tho. I dont have an acting resume tho. I do have an imdb tho, (however, the PA work i did in hancock never showed up!!! Lori Brown.. (funny because the troma panel was about branding...branding yourself...i would need to change my name!! YES because there are so many lori browns...)...
Moss also says that Shawn C. Phillips will give me a speaking part too...
Friday night, when we were at the party where we ran into adult swim people, like Dana Snyder, I met Brian Studler and Terry Cronin and Lear Bunda. Dana told me to talk to Brian Studler, ("this is the man you got to talk to about writing jobs", he said)...he made sure to give Moss his card, and the next day, Terry Cronin made sure to give Moss his book, to give to me, Lori! (dana snyder even instagram'd his book, see? http://instagram.com/p/NEkP1vLxQs/. Terry Cronin also reminded moss, to make sure that Lori emails Brian...wow right?? Lear Bunda gave me his card and I want to email him too...I was asking him about getting one of the artists for squidbillies/aqua teen to maybe draw something on me for a tattoo, but i got confused when asking him and i said i wasnt even sure what i was asking???
So, I have ppl to email, right????
Ok, so....here is the deal...here are the ppl i need to email!???
Well, we ran into the guy who did RJ's documentary. His name is Bill Plympton . He wanted a pic with me, thats weird, but cool!!! right? i have a signed dvd from him. While we were at that booth, a girl approached me. She shook my hand and was like, "good job, you were in his documentary right?" at first i just played along, but i was confused??? regardless, she gave me her card and told me to contact her...ok!???! i will, than! her name is Alexia Anastasio. Shes a filmmaker, documentary, actress etc...cool!!!
The guy who is doing the haunted brothel movie is Jeff Leroy. I need to msg him on facebook and see if i can help write the screenplay! that would be AWESOME!!! and i have a speaking part in the film too. Of course we know Lloyd Kauffman. Moss asked if I may possibly have a speaking part, and i just may! I need to submit some new photos tho. I dont have an acting resume tho. I do have an imdb tho, (however, the PA work i did in hancock never showed up!!! Lori Brown.. (funny because the troma panel was about branding...branding yourself...i would need to change my name!! YES because there are so many lori browns...)...
Moss also says that Shawn C. Phillips will give me a speaking part too...
Friday night, when we were at the party where we ran into adult swim people, like Dana Snyder, I met Brian Studler and Terry Cronin and Lear Bunda. Dana told me to talk to Brian Studler, ("this is the man you got to talk to about writing jobs", he said)...he made sure to give Moss his card, and the next day, Terry Cronin made sure to give Moss his book, to give to me, Lori! (dana snyder even instagram'd his book, see? http://instagram.com/p/NEkP1vLxQs/. Terry Cronin also reminded moss, to make sure that Lori emails Brian...wow right?? Lear Bunda gave me his card and I want to email him too...I was asking him about getting one of the artists for squidbillies/aqua teen to maybe draw something on me for a tattoo, but i got confused when asking him and i said i wasnt even sure what i was asking???
So, I have ppl to email, right????
Monday, July 23, 2012
Real Life Dark Knight Rises During Olympics?
she figures out the synchs! (i got two synchs today...i read a word while hearing it on tv)...also saw a pregnant woman and heard pregnancy on tv...also i realized, its DAWN schiller writing the road through WONDERLAND books, and i showed how jessica tweeted about wonderland and james holmes was the shooter...well, AURORA means dawn....dawn/holmes....
just to note....not sure what this all means!?? are these synchs planned by humans? grasp
oh not another family guy synch...(i read illuminati i heard aluminum) i heard "my name is mark" on a video i clicked on i heard "my name is lois"....
anyways.....
just to note....not sure what this all means!?? are these synchs planned by humans? grasp
oh not another family guy synch...(i read illuminati i heard aluminum) i heard "my name is mark" on a video i clicked on i heard "my name is lois"....
anyways.....
Sunday, July 22, 2012
jessica redfield tweets
so this is weird....you know how i said im reading the john HOLMES WONDERLAND book??? james HOLMES is the killer? val kilmer played batman and john holmes? im looking through jessica redfields tweets,
she tweeted this... Headed to Wonderland!! As each day passes I'm shown I am nothing but a kid trapped in a 20 something's body. Bring it on water park!!
this is odd...she also tweeted this....
Jessica Redfield @JessicaRedfield
she tweeted this... Headed to Wonderland!! As each day passes I'm shown I am nothing but a kid trapped in a 20 something's body. Bring it on water park!!
this is odd...she also tweeted this....
Jessica Redfield
A man dressed as Batman is charging tourists to take
pictures outside the Eaton Center yelling "MY PARENTS ARE DEAD!" Very
tacky & heartless
((hers a video with screencap))
LIL WAYNE VIDEO FORESHADOWED DENVER MASSACRE!!!
wow foreshadowing much??? skeletons in the movie theater??? note the PINK ELEPHANT!!! also, the illuminati playiing cards guess what?
http://www.911truth.ch/modules/news/article.php?storyid=3038
http://www.911truth.ch/modules/news/article.php?storyid=3038
Saturday, July 21, 2012
update about comic con
b4 i forget...i mean, 4get....now everytime i watch american dad i get disappointed that i didnt meet seth. i forgot to mention that when we were at a booth of the guy who did rons documentary, he wanted to take a pic of me?? and ron...and him.and he said, "your going to be famous"...later this girl started talkign to me she gave me her card. she wants me to call her, shes doing a documentary. i was kind of confused too, like...she thought i was famous? or whatever idk? i should look for her card, right? so, im at my parents. im just sleeping here...and so is sage but she went to bed. im tired YAWN im going to sleep soon. i need to figure things out, right? RIGHT!??????????????????????
Friday, July 20, 2012
another SYNCH!!!!
Project Clear Eyes
This is the placing of a "sleeper" or "sleepers" in radical groups, religious communes, or any other place that a "sleeper" is needed. The the bombing of the Murrah Building was a clear cut case of project "Clear Eyes".
Tom Valentine's radio show as well as the Spotlight newspaper are vehicles we have employed in the past to trigger our subjects. In other words, the "Clear Eyes" subject has been given the suggestion to listen to certain shortwave broadcasts or read certain newspapers. Knowing that the "Clear Eyes" has been programmed to listen, religiously, to a certain radio program, a guest or caller will give the "trigger words" that will activate the "Clear Eyes."
If the subject has been told by his "programmers" to subscribe and read a certain newspaper each day, or week, the "trigger" will be a classified ad or letter to the editor. If the newspaper happens to be an Agency creation or proprietary, the "trigger" word or phrase will be worked into an article. There are some "sleepers" who are kept active by the constant re-enforcement of their programming through key words and phrases that are published in Agency newspapers. These "Agency Papers" are usually publications of new age cults or Christian Identity groups. They usually have a readership of less than five thousand people.
Waco was a "Open Eyes" operation. There were seven "sleepers" in the compound. These seven "sleepers" had been programmed to carry out a specific job. The specific mission was written into their personalities during Level 4 programming. They had not yet received their Level 5 programming, and should not have been capable of being triggered to carry out their the Level 4 programmed mission.
The Davidian group was created to perform a terrorist acts similar to the sarin gas that was released in the Japanese subway by the Aum Shin Riko cult.
Shortly after the Waco holocaust, attorney Paul Wilcher was briefed on the Waco mind control operation by members of the Delta Force Group that oversaw the programming operation. These men were sent in to neutralize only the 7 "sleepers". Their programming had somehow been prematurely activated, and they were creating a device for mass destruction.
Randy Weaver, of the Ruby Ridge incident, was a control subject that ended up "out of control." (RMNews: Russbacher never gave further information on this.)
Robert Hunt is a sleeper that was put on hold. At some, not too distant date, you will see Bob Hunt performing his true and final role.
(RMNews Editor: Bob Hunt is a Navy SEAL and covert operative who was instrumental in leaking classified documents to Rodney Stich. These documents confirmed that the government operatives who came forward and broke their cover to tell the truth, were indeed who they said they were. Whenever a government covert operative breaks his cover and begins to tell the truth, he/she is either jailed or killed. Robert Hunt is currently in prison. Others, who are listed on the documents he released are either dead, in prison or in hiding. Robert Hunt is quoted on p. 10 of the November issue of RMNews. He is discussing a group of programmed assassins that he personally trained at Camp Perry. When you combine the information he released plus other information on the Pegasus Assassination Unit, you begin to understand that the men and women who make up these units have all been programmed at least up to Level 3.
Some, who are trained for suicide missions, are programmed up to Level 4 and 5. The man who killed all the people in Luby's restaurant in Killean, Texas was probably programmed to Level 5, but he could have been accidentally "triggered". The Tasmanian mass murderer was also programmed to Level 5 and to self destruct, but he didn't. If the governments of the world really were serious about getting to the bottom of random acts of terrorism, they would take apart this man's brain, one engram at a time, until they discovered the "Open Eyes" program. But since the Australian government is using the massacre in Tasmania as an excuse to confiscate all the guns, it is unlikely that they will want to let anyone do a psychological profile of the Tasmanian killer. In fact, if any country tries to press the issue, the killer will probably just commit suicide, or be "suicided".)
Gunther Russbacher continues:
"I hope it is becoming clear to you the various levels that are used by the Intel community to get their job done. Remember Jonestown? It was one of ours that went sour because a "Clear Eyes" was in the group.
"When he, the "Clear Eyes", began firing on the runway, it all self destructed. Congressman Leo Ryan, who was killed, knew it was a government operation. The "Clear Eyes" was accidently, through a lone sequence, activated! There was no way to stop the killings.
All members of the cult were programmed to at least level 3. There were only 3 deaths attributable to cyanide, the rest died of gunfire. Now you know little more about our line of work. I am glad I am out of it."
(RMNews: On p. 14 on the September 1996 issue we printed a letter called: Jonestown: The Whole Story, Project Blue, The Guiana Operation. The letter is attached at the end of this article.)
Russbacher Continues:
This is the placing of a "sleeper" or "sleepers" in radical groups, religious communes, or any other place that a "sleeper" is needed. The the bombing of the Murrah Building was a clear cut case of project "Clear Eyes".
Tom Valentine's radio show as well as the Spotlight newspaper are vehicles we have employed in the past to trigger our subjects. In other words, the "Clear Eyes" subject has been given the suggestion to listen to certain shortwave broadcasts or read certain newspapers. Knowing that the "Clear Eyes" has been programmed to listen, religiously, to a certain radio program, a guest or caller will give the "trigger words" that will activate the "Clear Eyes."
If the subject has been told by his "programmers" to subscribe and read a certain newspaper each day, or week, the "trigger" will be a classified ad or letter to the editor. If the newspaper happens to be an Agency creation or proprietary, the "trigger" word or phrase will be worked into an article. There are some "sleepers" who are kept active by the constant re-enforcement of their programming through key words and phrases that are published in Agency newspapers. These "Agency Papers" are usually publications of new age cults or Christian Identity groups. They usually have a readership of less than five thousand people.
Waco was a "Open Eyes" operation. There were seven "sleepers" in the compound. These seven "sleepers" had been programmed to carry out a specific job. The specific mission was written into their personalities during Level 4 programming. They had not yet received their Level 5 programming, and should not have been capable of being triggered to carry out their the Level 4 programmed mission.
The Davidian group was created to perform a terrorist acts similar to the sarin gas that was released in the Japanese subway by the Aum Shin Riko cult.
Shortly after the Waco holocaust, attorney Paul Wilcher was briefed on the Waco mind control operation by members of the Delta Force Group that oversaw the programming operation. These men were sent in to neutralize only the 7 "sleepers". Their programming had somehow been prematurely activated, and they were creating a device for mass destruction.
Randy Weaver, of the Ruby Ridge incident, was a control subject that ended up "out of control." (RMNews: Russbacher never gave further information on this.)
Robert Hunt is a sleeper that was put on hold. At some, not too distant date, you will see Bob Hunt performing his true and final role.
(RMNews Editor: Bob Hunt is a Navy SEAL and covert operative who was instrumental in leaking classified documents to Rodney Stich. These documents confirmed that the government operatives who came forward and broke their cover to tell the truth, were indeed who they said they were. Whenever a government covert operative breaks his cover and begins to tell the truth, he/she is either jailed or killed. Robert Hunt is currently in prison. Others, who are listed on the documents he released are either dead, in prison or in hiding. Robert Hunt is quoted on p. 10 of the November issue of RMNews. He is discussing a group of programmed assassins that he personally trained at Camp Perry. When you combine the information he released plus other information on the Pegasus Assassination Unit, you begin to understand that the men and women who make up these units have all been programmed at least up to Level 3.
Some, who are trained for suicide missions, are programmed up to Level 4 and 5. The man who killed all the people in Luby's restaurant in Killean, Texas was probably programmed to Level 5, but he could have been accidentally "triggered". The Tasmanian mass murderer was also programmed to Level 5 and to self destruct, but he didn't. If the governments of the world really were serious about getting to the bottom of random acts of terrorism, they would take apart this man's brain, one engram at a time, until they discovered the "Open Eyes" program. But since the Australian government is using the massacre in Tasmania as an excuse to confiscate all the guns, it is unlikely that they will want to let anyone do a psychological profile of the Tasmanian killer. In fact, if any country tries to press the issue, the killer will probably just commit suicide, or be "suicided".)
Gunther Russbacher continues:
"I hope it is becoming clear to you the various levels that are used by the Intel community to get their job done. Remember Jonestown? It was one of ours that went sour because a "Clear Eyes" was in the group.
"When he, the "Clear Eyes", began firing on the runway, it all self destructed. Congressman Leo Ryan, who was killed, knew it was a government operation. The "Clear Eyes" was accidently, through a lone sequence, activated! There was no way to stop the killings.
All members of the cult were programmed to at least level 3. There were only 3 deaths attributable to cyanide, the rest died of gunfire. Now you know little more about our line of work. I am glad I am out of it."
(RMNews: On p. 14 on the September 1996 issue we printed a letter called: Jonestown: The Whole Story, Project Blue, The Guiana Operation. The letter is attached at the end of this article.)
Russbacher Continues:
Jessica Redfield
WOW!!! this is one of the victims, (supposedly) and she was a BLOGGER!! here is her blog: (where she mentions POUTINE
http://jessicaredfield.wordpress.com/author/jessicaredfield/
((she was a sportscaster just like i saw tila tequila now is))
http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/sns-rt-us-usa-shooting-denver-redfieldbre86j16c-20120720,0,1664702.story
http://jessicaredfield.wordpress.com/author/jessicaredfield/
((she was a sportscaster just like i saw tila tequila now is))
http://www.chicagotribune.com/news/sns-rt-us-usa-shooting-denver-redfieldbre86j16c-20120720,0,1664702.story
SYNCHS SYNCHS SYNCH ALERT SYNCH ALERT damnet!!
oh my gosh! so, this morning i go online, to see on yahoo, to see THIS: http://gma.yahoo.com/colorado-batman-movie-shooting-suspect-phd-student-085940589--abc-news-topstories.html
this gunman (manchurian candidate?) went on a shooting spree for the dark knight rises...who is the dark knight really? the anti-christ? satan? yes so i went on MK boards, and the killer is James Holmes ...which i was like, im reading the dawn schiller book, the road THROUGH wonderland...(because it happened in LA and we saw the wonderland house)...its about john HOLMES, so i saw someone posted this...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9539DISsdyc&feature=youtube_gdata_player
watch that video above, its good because it explains things in that crack the illuminati code way...but then he mentions val kilmer. VAL KILMER= VALKRIAN ((war of the virgins?)) and VAL KILMER played JOHN HOLMES IN WONDERLAND...
and to throw a synch on top of that , was having topical chat with my friend mike, and i mentioned buffets...see? (i even thought, im reviewing all this info all the while at the same time having a silly convo about buffets)
this gunman (manchurian candidate?) went on a shooting spree for the dark knight rises...who is the dark knight really? the anti-christ? satan? yes so i went on MK boards, and the killer is James Holmes ...which i was like, im reading the dawn schiller book, the road THROUGH wonderland...(because it happened in LA and we saw the wonderland house)...its about john HOLMES, so i saw someone posted this...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9539DISsdyc&feature=youtube_gdata_player
watch that video above, its good because it explains things in that crack the illuminati code way...but then he mentions val kilmer. VAL KILMER= VALKRIAN ((war of the virgins?)) and VAL KILMER played JOHN HOLMES IN WONDERLAND...
and to throw a synch on top of that , was having topical chat with my friend mike, and i mentioned buffets...see? (i even thought, im reviewing all this info all the while at the same time having a silly convo about buffets)
today!
hey, if you are a regular reader, can you please , like, acknowledge this because i neeed some sort o f credence to keep on coin\\ continuing to blog. i cant press backspace so i need a new keypad. i just like to know that there maybe someone out there who enjoys reading these? leave comments!???! im so tired, and this laptop sucks do not go to the dirty.com because it seems like some kind of virus is there...so im avoiding going there. i want a faster one sims social really slows it all down. so i got up early, and we all went to look for wedding dresses. lisa looked great in all of them but a few stand out. she is now torn between a lovely vera a wang and the orignial she picked but i dont feel like typing anymore too slow i mean i cant even press backspace so im going to sleeop!
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Good Morning!
Good Morning, good morning! So, I woke up when Mike got up for work and I had trouble going back to sleep, so I got up and made some hot lemon green tea with honey, and a whole wheat english muffin with peanut butter and banana slices. Ok, so....lets see...lets see...comic con part...3!!! ok first of all, i still get upset about the big bang theory contest, (i put my question on youtube in case anyone cares!??? oh btw, i get like, 300 views a day, this blog does,, but is anyone like, a regular reader???? i just want to know i have regular readers! :( ) you know, how after you ask a question, well, you get giddy! its like, i was like, "i just asked the question LOL!" right??? well so i thought moss would come up next to me and be like, "that was so cool' but no of course not! this is moss we are talking about! right? instead he doesnt stand near me but closer to the hall away from the room with his hands crossed to listen to the rest of the panel. moss is so weird! usually you go to your friend and be like, 'you were good' or whatever. so i wanted to crack jokes and i went to moss. if he had come towards me, either him or i would of won. moss is so weird and annoying....bigmouth strikes again. i just get aggravated...im sorry, but he should of walked towards me, right? geez moss! enough of the big bang theory tho. i said we went to adult swim after, childrens hospital guy said, "did he get shot by POISONous darts?" as soon as i walked in.....got a pic with him too. aqua teen/squidbillies panel, followed by robot chicken. i didnt ask a question but i should of huh? i sat in the front tho and they pointed to the sign language lady so im sure they saw me smiling away behind her because i was past her direction. speaking of direction, breckin sang, "you dont know your beautiful" by one direction. i think he was singing it to me! SWOON! (im kidding lol but he did sing that)....actually the whole thing is on adult swim now. so those panels ended, i guess we missed bobs burgers panel, that i wanted to catch. i was so hungry so we went up to the free history channel cross country cookout where they had a choice of pulled pork sandwich or a cheeseburger by hodaddys or something. we were allowed to get in line for another as many times as we wished so we got in line a few times in fact. while we were in line, a synch occurred. there was a guy that looked like patton oswald, and i told moss. then moss sees a fan and puts his hand over it and says, that feels good (??) i was like, 'ohhh kay??" but then i said, big fan! like the movie patton oswald is in that moss sent me to give mike and mike likes that movie, but its a weird movie!there was also a girl in line who had her leg in a cast and wheeling around on a box with wheels, strange? so, lets see, after that....hmm...i dont think we had anything else to catch and i dont remember what we did!???? sometimes it gets annoying with moss....but you know, he did alot for me and he really was shuffling about, (everyday im shuffling, stupid song) uh yeah, he really made sure we had badges for the weekend and a place to stay etc) but what did we do!????!!! i dont know? oh well. i know later i wanted to check out the party at float at the hard rock, very exclusive with a list and no way we would be able to get in. it was the maxim party. ((im watching the hills for some reason, its on mtv now UGH that show. they seem like women in ther 30s/40s, their look and style that is, like the real housewives aint so real there tho!?? hmm....so yeah, i suggested going back to the convention to watch the eisner awards and check out the after party. walking back to the convention center was a sort of depressing, defeated feeling tho...just like, i was looking forward to more excitement that wknd but of course im with moss and moss isnt much of a night owl, but is ok he has no STYLE its like, indigo wash wrangler jeans, belt, and a canvas white shirt with long sleeves, with white sneakers and crazy hair sticking out all over the place, well, he did get a haircut. moss is going to be upset tho if he knows i wrote this...cuz i sound mean, mean MEAN!!!! i dont even know what a canvas white shirt is, just a shirt...sigh...so we went back and watched the eisner awards...BORING! and moss took off so i was just sitting there by myself for a bit. oh btw MARBLE IS OK~ THE CAT IS BACK!! ((ugh this girl stacy who bartends at the dime is ANNOYING isnt spencer married and hes flirting with that baby voiced idiot??? oh i heard a bunch of girls talk like that when i was walking, well i forget where i heard it...but not a cute sexy baby voice, more like an annoying stuck up sort of nasally baby voice ))) im distracted. now heidi is upset bcuz someone txted her spencer flirting with stacy the bartender...ugh...yeah so back to eisner awards it was over at 10 and i want to do the nightlife thing because im bored and i want to enjoy myself at least! you know?? so we checked out the afterparty, which was pretty boring actually. it was out in the hall and yeah...so we were going to leave i heard music coming from a more clubby atmosphere so i told moss, 'lets check this out', so we went iside, yes it was a bar, ((i need a new laptop this one is slow and unnacceptable!) and it pauses so i have to wait to finish my sentence which is so annoying. theyy had good music playing, i liked it. there was a patio so i opened the door and i saw a pool which was lit up with a bar and ppl were swimming. i was like, thinking to myself, i can have fun i wish i was with a fun friend...because moss really just is boring when it comes to night life, and he isnt really like, someone i would want to go out 'clubbing and bar-hopping' with anyways. i felt sort of depressed because i just wanted to enjoy myself a little bit PASTE!!!
((mike is happy to see me we got grocerys marble is alive and well))
Ok I am going to write the rest in word instead of blog
because I am sick of it freezing. Whoa now spencer started throwing punches
haha! So lame!!! So I saw another patio thing so I walked out and I recognized
the guy who was on the aqua teen panel, ned hastings check out his wiki. Wow why are they crying??
This show baffles me, it really does. Its no longer on anymore, cool, Microsoft
word totally edits this and capitalizes when it needs capitalizations! Neato!
(no it didn’t capitalize aqua teen or ned hastings because it doesn’t recognize
those names…) I need to take a shower soon plus I have no clean clothes I have
nothing!!! Damnet! Spencer is a Douchebag with a capital D!!! why am I watching
this damn show? Its old,,old news! 2005!! I need to finish this comic con
post….so yes I was like, cool and I saw dana Snyder there too I was like
JACKPOT! Jk I justed wanted to sound dumb…they were crying now lauren or
whatever her name is…was upset bcuz Heidi went in now Heidi is confronting
stacy at her bartending job at the dime. Alright whatever. I am terrible at
writing! Im just distracted plus I need to take a shower and go look at
bridesmaids dresses with lisa.
So yeah, I wanted to talk to dana Snyder but I decided to
get a drink, but I went to the after party to get one bcuz the wait was so long
so I went back and hung out and talked to dana and he introduced me to the
other people, he remembers me anyways lol. Hmm…..and it started to get busier
and more fun and more people came around. This guy came around and he
introduced himself and this guy, who ‘is a wrestler’ so that sparked me to go,
“moss almost got beat up by chuck zito’ which in turn had moss explain the
story himself! LOL~! (I think that was setup!! I truly do! I think they all
wanted to hear from moss the story HAHA!!!) we were all talking with each other
and I had more beers and I was actually having a good time! A guy came over and
did magic tricks, and dana said I should talk to the guy because moss mentioned
me getting a writers job or whatever!! I think I was sort of flirting with dana
Snyder after a while? Yeah?? I was? LOL….um, anyways…((now this bitch who
invited Heidi is saying Heidi invited herself) WOW!!! She hates spencer but who doesn’t? I actually
thought I saw spencer at the playboy party the next night and Jessica simpson
(I don’t think so but it looked like them) oh so, I got back from getting
another beer or something, and moss was standing there, looking at the floor,
arms crossed, talking to himself as if contemplating or rehearsing what he was
going to say, (just kidding he wasn’t doing that but I have seen him do that at
times), but he was by himself and had a furrowed brow look to him…and he was
like, “Lori we got to go!” in an annoying obnoxious sort of way but he was
right cuz we still had an hour drive! Ughhh….so I gave dana a hug bye (lol) and
I talked to the guy but he said he types with two fingers and I was like, ok,
and he gave moss his card for me! Cool right? And I was talking to the editor
of squidbillies and I got his card I asked about a tattoo or something? What
else….it was cool tho! That was actually the most fun I think I had while
there?? Well, I mean…I don’t know?
So we got back late, and wanted to catch simpsons/American
dad/family guy panels. Or rather, family guy, American dad…and then I wanted to
get signings from aqua teen people etc….so we went into simpsons, ron was with
us. We got him from the airport. Ron fell asleep. I wanted to ask a question so
I went to moss, “should I ask them a question?” but instead of saying, “yeah go
for it!” he puts his finger to his lips and goes, “shhh!!!!” RUDE!!! I was
like, “I want to ask them a question where is the line?” “SHHHH!!” he was
starting to piss me off! I got mad! How rude!!! Moss is so weird and rude! So I
got up myself to look for a line but I couldn’t find one so I sat back down.
Ughh but I was NOT having fun , being with moss. Its like I have to follow him
around and he doesn’t even chum it up like pals or buddies do I even said to
him, “I didn’t choose you as a friend you chose me!” when I get mad I get
really mean and rude too but moss just irritates me so!!! (when I said that a
commercial came on that said, ‘hello this is kevin’ and I was talking about
moss and being a friend and kevin is moss’s friend is he going to tell moss
what I just wrote its ok, that’s just how I felt at the time’….moss is a great,
genuine!!! He gets me into all these things does a lot for me and we do have
fun together im not gonna lie. But yes so we got better seats for family guy,
we talked to the people there who gave us even BETTER seats! After family guy,
ron went to the side like a little girl waiting to catch a glimpse of Justin
bieber. And moss in his tall, hovering manner, back to me…so ron was trying to
get in to meet seth macfarlane, and moss was standing all tall behind him then
me. I wanted to meet seth macfarlane but I felt that was the wrong time. (wow
now this girlfriend is saying Heidi is crazy when she told Heidi spencer was an
asshole! Stupid dumb biyatch!) haha its funny how the editing shows them making
faces and stuff when in reality no one NOT answers and just makes
expressions!!! ) but yes meeting him right after family guy and before American
dad was the wrong time, and the security was really dumb and making sure we
couldn’t get in, but finally ron found the right time to measle his way there
and I followed but they said, ‘you cant be here’ and I didn’t want to look bad
or weird in front of seth green and mac farlane, so I walked back out I saw ron
talking to seth green tho and I saw him say hi to seth m briefly but he had to
go on stage so I sat back down. I was thinking we would see him later at the
fox party tho, since moss said yes with ron we would be able to get in. ok, moss,
I trusted him and ron has his family guy still, (he was on family guy), I
figured seth macfarlane would invite ron into the party I don’t know? So we
watched the show and after they were all gone! I felt like seth macfarlane
didn’t want to risk us meeting him so they all made a mad dash to the green
room, which was sort of disappointing because I just want a picture with him!
Dear stan, do understand I want you as a fan….also, I had no idea they were
doing a signing!! They need to announce
that! DAMNET!! Family guy had a signing shit im so
pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to meet seth macfarlane!
Moss said we would! We went to the adult swim panels, and ron came with us too
ha! It was kind of weird….but they left but I wanted them to sign something I
had a free magazine…but I felt so awkward being there?? I don’t know, it just
felt weird…like, I shouldn’t be there? I just felt like some sort of weirdo…:/
I got them to sign inside the magazine, I cant get it framed tho because there
wasn’t a page that had master shaKE On it so dana signed the page behind where
everyone else signed, and I felt like I wanted to ask a question, or something?
I felt so awkward I left and I felt like I was going to start crying too I saw
lake bell, (from childrens hospital) who looked at me but I kept walking by,
but then I just tried to be cool and turned around and approached her and said,
“Hi, Im Lori” and the other actress, Erin Hayes, (both of them are really
pretty), and they smiled and I shook their hands. Then I just decided to wander
back to the adult swim booth so I did and tried to talk to dana for a bit to
see what was going on, any plans? Who knows??? It was weird tho and I tried to
get the photog to take a pic for me and he kept saying, “you can do it” he
probably thought I was rude and annoying. It felt so awkward. Ughh…I didn’t
know family guy was having a signing and with ron we could of met seth….so…the
fox party was at 7, which I really wanted to go!!! Of course, these are classy
parties! First of all, you need to be on the list, second of all, you need to
look good. I was wearing casual dumb clothes….and flip flops. So moss and I had
the free sausages at the history channel cookout, and ron was at the booth
signing, ron requested a soft pretzel. So we went to the car after the
sausages, to put our stuff there and for moss to get out ol’ Bessie, (his cow
jacket) ol Bessie is all faded and straight from the 90s, especially with his
meshy sparkly green ‘party’ shirt he likes to wear too, straight outta the 90s!
J hmm….so we stopped at
cvs I got a camera because moss didn’t have his camera charged…and my phone was
dying. He stopped there to get food for ron but I told him NOT to go there cuz
they don’t have hot food, what ron wanted, a soft pretzel, so moss picked him
up cookies, milk, hard pretzels, stuff like that. I didn’t think ron would want
all that I know I would be upset if I asked for something hot and just got
that, (ron ended up eating that later on his drive home I guess)….we got back
and ron was upset he wanted a soft pretzel! Moss tells me that the other
filmmaker there, sean…? Would give me a speaking part in one of his movies too,
(very low rate movie but its ok with me!) ok so, we were going to go try the
fox party, (meagen told us to make sure ron is back from the troma panel at
9-10)…so we were walking there, and of course everyone wants a picture with ron
and they all go, “is that ron Jeremy?” ron got sick of walking so he payed for
a tuk tuk to the place where the party was at. OK I nEEDTO TAKE A SHOWER!!!!
Back! OK so, yes we went to where the party was held, and tried to get in. they
were not having it. The woman was like, “we know who you are” to ron, and she
was like, “you need to be on the list. If you work for fox etc…and she kept
trying to say, “it’s a short party anyways, it will be done soon” I was like,
YEAH!?? SO!! Thinking…that’s ok! I wanted to meet matt groening and seth
macfarlane etc!!! I really thought I would but standing there there was no way,
I told moss, (who was standing all tall and somber with his arms down and hands
held together, who was listening and nodding, I said, “moss, tell ron to show
her his family guy still” but moss didn’t even listen to me, (later he says,
“lori I didn’t hear you! Im sorry! I didn’t hear you!” no, he wasn’t LISTENING
to me, as usual! Ron forgot to show the still, the lady said, “if you walk in
with someone who works for fox than I will let you in” HOPE!!!! So we went
downstairs to the lobby, and of course, nicely dressed girls and guys came by,
wanting to take a pic with ron. Moss was saying his jokes, (dumb jokes that
would AYE!!! Like Andrew dice clay, not really but corny and cheesy jokes)
girls in dresses crowded around ron to take a pic and moss was lavishing as
rons cool assistant, cracking jokes, I felt sort of embarrassed actually…and
they didn’t notice they were just laughing AT them…tsk…I heard one guy say,
“Its so punny!” ((moss said that earlier, he says stuff like that, a catch of a
joke..whatever, that’s so punny!” when the guy said that, I looked up with a
smile and the guy looked at me and smiled…it was like, he knew or whatever. We
saw Christopher meloni there wearing a hat I thought it was the hospital cap
they wear on childrens hospital. One guy asked us if we were going to the
breaking bad party but moss, (not picking up on asking about THAT party, ) just
said, ‘no we want to get into the fox party) that could have been a cue??? To
go to the breaking bad party but ron needed to get back anyways for his panel. I
got so annoyed tho, following ron and moss…and ppl asking for autographs etc.
we tried to get into the entertainment weekly party at hard rock, (moss’s cow
matched chers purse in a display at the hard rock) I will paste the pic
later…we saw some nicely dressed ppl in the elevators, more of moss’s cheesy
jokes and inquiries….ugh smh….of course we didn’t get into that one either. Ron
mentioned the playboy party so I think he was on the list for that one. We
should of just went to the playboy party! Well that started at 9 so we had to
go back to the troma panel. It was cool, Lloyd kaufmann, we watched that then
hung out , (im not going to go into detail about the troma panel tho) we saw a
party there at the convention center got some free food, (broken up pieces of nachos
and cheese and cupcakes) it was a free party for comic con goers. After we had
our snacks we went to the playboy true blood party, which we finally got in!!!
yay! Ron took me on the red carpet so they took pics that was nice of him. Even
interviews for playboy tv etc…got in! im on wireimage too lorie brown. Saw breckin
meyer so I told moss we were going to go say hi but ron turned around and got
mad at moss and told him not to leave his side! Ok ok! But then ron said we
were going to leave in 10 minutes anyways…WHAT!!??!? L he needed to get to the train
station to get home to catch his early flight to Jamaica next day. Ughh!!! I saw
alexander skarsguard of true blood too and I wanted to get a pic but moss was
walking ahead so fast and then a bevy of sexily clad dressed girls had
assembled around him to get pics with him and I was like, ‘forget it’ and
started walking out we saw William h. macy and when he got off the carpet ron
started talking to him, I wanted to ask for a pic but moss was standing there
in front of me, and he obnoxiously asked William h macy for a pic or two, he
had ron take it with his disposable camera, then he was like,” Ok now turn it
this way, I don’t think you got it take another one” wow moss! I politely asked
for a pic with him and he said sure and I smiled at him and said thank you and
he smiled a genuine smile. So we left but we got another wristband so moss and I
can go back to the party, but it was already midnight and I think the party
stopped at 1. Ok so, we went to the train station but apparently the train wasn’t
leaving till the morning so ron needed to go to the airport! I was thinking,
should I ask moss to drop me back off at the party? I would of rather been
there than going for a drive to the airport…so he was like ok…I was worried to
be by myself but I decided to go back. It was funny because all these dressed
up ppl wanted to get into the party but couldn’t and I just walked up and
showed my wristband, they asked me if I was with HBO, one of the people said, “yes
she is with HBO” and I just walked right in lol! I went to the open bar and got
a drink, felt bad tho cuz I didn’t have a tip also my phone was going to die, I
just had mosss digital camera…so, I had my drink and walked around. I knew all
the big stars were gone at that point. I saw a line for fake vampire teeth and
makeup artists for vampire bites. Man if I was with a girl friend at that party
I would have had so much fun! I saw an actor walk by real quick. I walked
around. Then, this guy comes over, (this is when things got weird)…he was like,
“you look lost” I was happy to have someone talk to me tho. He seemed nice,
then he said something weird, and I was like what? He was like, “oh I do that
all the time, I try to make a joke and it never works” then he walks away. Ohkay…so
I was walking around and these guys came up to me and started talking to me,
one asked, “do you know the show my two dads?” *((huh?? You know, made me think
of that older guy who is always at the rainbow whom we think was on my two dads
or my three sons…” he kept saying, my two dads…so weird!??? They were messing
with me. Than one guy says something weird, and I was like, ‘what?” he says, “oh
nevermind I messed up the joke” WTH de ja vu someone else just said that to
me!??? Whatever. Then they all just…walked away…(SET UP! Because that’s not
normal unless they were put up to it. They are told to say that to me, and when
they do, they just walk away because they really don’t want to talk to me they
were just set up too) so after that, I swear , I walked up to the next room,
and it was family guy and American dad lookalikes!! Unless it was them but I feel
the whole thing was just one big mindtrip to mess with my head…stuff like that
happen to me….especially at playboy parties…
then this woman talks
to me , I can find out who she is…this Asian lady who appeared drunk unless she
was acting so she could make me feel more comfortable. She asked me what I did,
and I couldn’t bullshit at that point, so I was like, “oh, im just here.” ???
she was like, happy to talk to me tho, and said she was a big executive for
showtime or something? She introduced me to her friends and I ended up talking
to this one guy who was actually really nice and real.
Well, moss never showed up but later I learned it was
because he couldn’t get back in, it
ended and we went back to his friends. That was just all so weird tho…it
was, but I wish I was there sooner because I would of liked to of had more
drinks! And the guy I was talking too is a very good artist he showed me his
stuff and he designs album covers too I have his facebook. I need to send him
the pics I took that night but its on mosses camera.
So also, that girl Jacqueline had texted me asking if I wanted
to work Sunday, I thought they had a booth? I don’t know but I was like sure
she said 150.00 cash. She said meet her there at 12 next day, so we got there,
she called and stuff said she was running late then she said to meet her by the
Nintendo lounge, (no idea?) I just walked around with moss to look at all the
booths, she called me, I was on phone, saw doc hammer, asked for a pic, forgot I
was on phone, the lady he was with tried to take pic but it wasn’t snapping oh
no! I felt so stupid, and doc hammer wasn’t looking at me I wanted to say hi
ugh…but then I heard a ‘hello!?? Hello?” duh I never hung up so I hung up and
got the pic. So we walked around oh yeah earlier Saturday gary from the howard
stern show saw ron said hey ron how are you? So they chatted for a bit, then
moss was like, ‘gary I just want to get a pic with you,’ and hands his
disposable camera in my hand and tells me to take a pic, nervously says, ‘;I don’t
think you got it take another one’ (that’s what he does, so he can get lots of
pics) then he says to turn it the other way so I did, and gary says, “and you
have a shitty camera” lol cuz he looks at me and it was funny. Moss told him I was
on the howard stern show before. I didn’t ask for a pic.
So, when we were done looking at all the booths, moss goes, “I
just want to go back to the beginning again and look again” I was like, “WHAT!!????
It never ends!” I got really mad and started yelling and figured I should go do
my own thing cuz I was so mad. So I went upstairs to see if I can catch any
workshops and charge my phone too. The first open room I went in, someone said,
“poison” haha! It was a workshop encouraging writing! If you have ideas, if you
want to write, you must do it! Don’t just think about it, do it!” yes yes also I
can be good at writing too unlike this blog post its because I want this post
to be over with and plus my parents are picking me up soon we are going to look
at bridesmaids dresses. I thought the workshop was perfect and they said if you
are nervous to approach someone you want to talk too, have a drink in your
hand. Always carry around a pack of cigarettes too. (which is funny because
dana kept smoking cigarettes Friday night till I asked for one and someone
goes, oh that’s why you have them” they said it’s a good conversation starter
lol! They have a facebook page I need to add them, and they had a meetup at 6
at the Marriott pool by the bar. Cool!!! So moss came by and we walked there,
but it was a little more intimate so I didn’t go, plus moss wouldn’t want a
drink we just sat by this fire pit. Nice pool. Jacqueline kept txting me to
meet up so finally we met up but I was so tired at that point I didn’t want to
ask people for their email addresses etc…I just wanted to go home at that
point. Oh yes, almost forgot! After that workshop moss comes up and hands me a
book he said the guy from the party Friday night told moss to make sure that
Lori emails the guy who gave moss the card. Wow really??? Cool cool! Oh yes
moss also told me that dana mentioned he hangs out at boardners a lot, (bar in Hollywood)
man, I need to move back to Hollywood huh??? That made me feel good, and I do
need to work on things seriously! Right! Later we imdb the guy, yes he is does a
lot of work for big time television shows!
Before we left, we
glanced through the dr. seuss art gallery…ok….so that night when we got back,
we watched a movie…this was Sunday night. What movie was it??? I forget!??? Maybe
we didn’t watch a movie….Monday we had went to the manson house, only saw a
gated driveway, we had dinner at this pizza place, famous place. Watched body
doubles. Next morning had breakfast at the Beverly hills hotel I suggested
sitting outside at the lounge instead of the dinerette (lol) downstairs cuz we
already did that when we saw Jonah hill remember?, so we sat outside. 9.00
orange juice wow!!! And I had an omelette and has brown, best omelette I ever
had! It had mushrooms and bacon bits but it was done in a fancy way haha. Got my
plane at the Burbank airport, I was reading this book by dawn schiller, her
version of the wonderland murders, but you know….its good…so yeah, got to Denver
I had 3 hours till my next flight so I decided to look for the Denver airport
murals so I learned they were by baggage claim so I had to leave the area and
go look take pics then get in line for tsa again, but it was big and it didn’t take
long thank goodness. I heard security being called bcuz one guy was saying the
tsa wanted to touch his balls it was funny because the security guy said, ‘he
does not want to touch your balls’ LOL…so the next flight was fine I fell
asleep then woke up to read the rest of the book this book is very good and
tells a sweet caring version of the porn star guy who killed later, but now im
just reading the first part…good book tho. Ok so, my parents picked me up and I
just slept there, slept in lisas old room the mattress was very comfortable, it’s
a real temperpedic! This show, the hills…so staged! Ok so I got to go now….
((mike is happy to see me we got grocerys marble is alive and well))
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
comic con pt 2...
sorry i didnt mean to post off track my mind is on comic con and i posted about conan!? but only cuz those synchs but whatever right? so lets see, im tired its almost 3am now. need to leave by 930....ok so, back to friday what was the last thing i said? i suppose it was after big bang theory panel....so yes after that i was feeling sort of down in the dumps, but rightfully so!!! ya know? i could use that kind of money!!! im tired! after that they uh.......i think.....yeah, there was the adult swim panels that i wanted to see. first was aqua teen/squidbillies! i have some pics will post them later but you know, all the pics are also on my facebook!!! so yes oh we also caught childrens hospital! as we were finding seats and settling into our seats, the one guy says, "did he get shot by POISONous darts?" HAHA! POISONOUS!!!! then after, the guy ran threw the audience so i was able to get a pic with him! again, will post later. i wrote threw, its because im tired!!! ok so then aqua and squids, one of my first fave adult swim shows, which i started watching back in....probably 2005!?? anyways, oh im tired! im going to write the rest when i get home, back in easton. darnet tho, because i sort of..........well, i need sleep ok? or else im going to forget things. moss isnt going in his room its 310 im like, "im going to sleep" *hint hint*...........hmm.....so we wanted to get the big bang cast to sign but we needed wrist bands that we did not have. TO BE CONTINUED.....
if it ryhmes its got to be right...
was also just said on conan, (maybe these arent set up but just crazy synchs but i think its set up to mess with my head)
so, tomorrow im going to blog about eminems stan and in the air tonight, and how the quote, 'if it ryhmes its got to be right' comes into play. but tomorrow i will be on plane all day! :(
so, tomorrow im going to blog about eminems stan and in the air tonight, and how the quote, 'if it ryhmes its got to be right' comes into play. but tomorrow i will be on plane all day! :(
weird synchs
its the finale, because im going home tomorrow...(i will finish the comic con blog later, but first i must blog this...) ok, so moss wanted us to watch another brian depalma movie, (we watched sisters the other night remember?) i forgot to say we watched 'the innuit movie', white dawn too wednesday night. body doubles is a WEIRD movie, but at first, it had this sort of 'the room' unintentional type humor, something you wish you could do a mystery science theater 3000 too, i kept making joky comments but moss didnt entertain my dry humor, (like dry lotion PUT THE LOTION IN THE BASKET! (inside joke i may blog about later!) moss never pays attention to my jokes, and i have a good sense of humor. mike doesnt either its so frustrating! i like making witty type jokes and banter about and i hate when my humor goes unnoticed you know? its so annoying!??!!!! but yeah, so, the movie started to change once melanie griffiths character was introduced, (i will link a video from the movie later)....i THINK....the cheesy romance novel type scene, by the beach tunnel, was done like that on purpose? brian depalma..hmm,...i know his influence is alfred hitchcock, but him, (like most other directors/producers wtvr/) knows how to weave in underlaying layers. now i can be like, 'no its not that complicated" (like most DO, dub the term CONSPIRACY THEORIST) *ok i calmed down a bit now my weird crazy mode is gone, and its so annoying because moss keeps laughing his weird laugh...its taking me out of my energy. hes laughing at something he is reading on the internet and i will get back to that story in a moment....
so that movie was so strange, the mood changed i felt...i mean, ((like the mood of the comment you will read below) hmm....but hilarity for the uh....cheesy factor for real. like i made a joke when the woman changed her underwear, and he stole it from the garbage she thrown it into...like, later he goes to sniff the underwear and sees its all crusty and with skidmarks...HA!! sorry! it should be a spoof. anyways yes the movie changed and i started to feel underlying layers of mind control etc....like he would freeze in enclosed spaces because he thinks as a kid he was stuck in a refridgerator...(OH btw, i want to make youtube videos of peeping toms in movies, (so many movies have peeping toms in it, does that even happen in real life? well, im sure it does but i never!) and takeout in movies....it shows burial scenes/coffin traumatization scenes the guys an actor, (much of mind controlled slaves become actors/actresses they endure these sort of traumas. he witnessed a murder, get the movie and watch it i suggest it. i dont want to reveal spoilers although i just sort of did!??!? the movie resonated with me for some reason, must be the one scene i will link in a second....ok so, yeah, very weird movie. it also brings to mind, the mind control and 'nice setup' setups in peoples lives!?? SPOILER ALERT!!!!he was set up ha not much of spoiler alert! oh lets see....so yeah and makes me wonder about actors and body doubles does it mess with their minds? and i can relate because i have had setups in my life...in fact yeah just now i got freaked out because synchs galore, sort of like the finale of synchs! the finale of sinks that is!
EDIT! i must add this now because i just remembered! ok so one of conans workers posted a comment about raccoons ok and while i was reading the comments, the comments got goofier until it inspired me to make up my own raccoon post...he posted a link about raccoons attacking a woman and biting her and everyone started telling raccoon stories and it progressed into obviously made up stories till i posted that a pack of raccoons were in the backyard rummaging through my garbage and i splashed them with a watergun, they all stood up on hindlegs and bared their teeth, so i nervously said, 'oh ok boss' you got it rummage away'...so i went on the conan facebook page to see if it was a repeat, (sometimes other fans or whatever post if its a repeat) and i was reading the comments till i saw one in particular that stood out, here it is:
Dear Conan, I am not amused that my cat forced me to watch your show..Since the beginning of the show the cat was staring with amusement and amazement for the duration of the show, he got up and left during comercial breaks, and came back when he heard your voice. I got up and changed the channel in the middle of you talking to a guest the cat got aggitated and bit me when i sat down and stated kicking me with his back feet. I had to go back and turn your show on to get him to calm down and start purring again.I guess my cat has went to team Coco... Are you guys using animal mind control devices or something? Well anyways I want my cat back ...lol
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Diana Lourdes Santiago Conan has that effect on pussies.
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(you see? that comment was similar in nature to the raccoon thing...)
so moss made sure the movie ended in time for me to catch a brand new episode of conan at 11! i wasnt expecting much, plus, there was a puppet of conan in the audience, representing conan as a puppet too. what hes not a media puppet? (hmm, man or muppet? i didnt get that reference in regards to the question asked to jim parsons character at the big bang panel...) so a few things, oh great i forget!! i forget the synchs in ordinance. its ok, doesnt matter. im just going to write the ones i do remember. i was talking about the layers of the movie we just watched and of course moss didnt understand or care too even...which is frustrating. i like when weird synchs strike just because its not the mundane, darla and i used to get synchs, or even with shannan when she stops to smell the roses....but moss, he just doesnt listen then he fiends away and says, "yes. im LISTENING!" in his annoying high pitched screeched voice he uses often. i ask him every night to TURN THE FAN ON he turns the AC on but it shuts off if the fan was on it would never shut off so i awake at 7am every morning to silence. why lie and tell me you turned the fan on when you didnt even turn it on and it wasnt just one time he always says yes its so weird??? so when he says yes when i try to explain to him for example, the layers, he doesnt listen he just says 'yes' to shut me up. but then the synchs started happening, and i said to him, "you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!
so i said to him, "you are an actor!" because he has his degree in acting after all, and i always knew he was set up in my life so yes moss did his usual mossifications (oh the movie had his favorite palidromes i mean maliprops)...."YES! i heard you!" or, getting me aggravated. i started getting synchs so i was like, OH MY GOSH and then i told moss many layers to the movie, and he started laughing even tho i knew he wasnt laughing at what i was saying, (which felt good because laughing is bonding and my brain fooled me into thinking he understood and was laughing at my crazy synchs and everything i was saying ok. but i knew he wasnt, and i was right. he was just laughing at something he read on the internet. that was such an odd feeling tho....eww, i didnt like it. it felt like an ignored puppy or whatever....i did. like the girl who took us tuk tuk...(ron moss and i) rons a heavy guy too, and it was hard for her, but no one really payed her any attention poor girl, (ron tipped her but he thought it would only be 15.00 nevermind tho im not going to say anything about ron you know?) hes nice i mean, but yeah but i felt bad for the girl and when we got to our arrival moss said something and looked her way i think she thought he was going to say thank you, (which he ALWAYS does, just this time he didnt? cuz ron was there and ron was his only focus...more on that later tho, next blog) man i should be packing! (before that they had a skit where all the news reporters say and repeat the same phrase on different channels, 'i scream you scream, welll, you know the rest' and i dont think thats funny i think thats scary, conan said that too...im dumb! SORRY!
but yes so, finally moss said something, (i forget tho!?? something was on the conan show that sparked the synchs!!!) but moss had said, "sort of like the truman show" oh because i said he was an actor set up in my life! so, what was weird was, right after he said that, on conan the guy says, "if it makes Lori happy" ((it was part of a skit they had, i will post that skit later too ok?"
im rewatching it also noticed more things too but dont feel like posting it but heres the video to the lori, they spell it laurie tho...whoa! laurie krivin!?? just kidding! but its a funny skit anyways its the crossword one http://conan.xxx/
so next guest, dennis leary. not really paying attention tho but he starts talking about a 'spa' he called it a spa then he started saying whats the difference between a 'spa and a whirlpool' or soemthing like that which was weird because i recollect having heard, "whats the difference between a hot tub and a jacuzzi?" recently moss thought it was him and i having that conversation but i dont spit out facts like that, tidbits such as 'there is a difference between a hot tub and a jacuzzi. jacuzzi is the brand name" (But where did we hear that!??) so it was bothering me so much!!??? so i decided to google to see what comes up....and THIS is what came up....
POISON!!???!?! wow! and then the show was mentioning things that we knew, yet moss still doesnt get creeped out even tho its things that happen to US they start talking about, like a joke with noise in the background of hammering, every morning here there is HAMMERING!! (did i blog that?) they hammer every mornign at 10!!!??? oh yes, now i remember! im back! so uh.....im tired! i need to pack. what do you think tho?
(it starts at 13 seconds...of course) EDIT he just said, on the office, relax! and then, the his character on the office just said, 'the tax man' , relax dont do it! he said it as i read it! LOL!!!
so that movie was so strange, the mood changed i felt...i mean, ((like the mood of the comment you will read below) hmm....but hilarity for the uh....cheesy factor for real. like i made a joke when the woman changed her underwear, and he stole it from the garbage she thrown it into...like, later he goes to sniff the underwear and sees its all crusty and with skidmarks...HA!! sorry! it should be a spoof. anyways yes the movie changed and i started to feel underlying layers of mind control etc....like he would freeze in enclosed spaces because he thinks as a kid he was stuck in a refridgerator...(OH btw, i want to make youtube videos of peeping toms in movies, (so many movies have peeping toms in it, does that even happen in real life? well, im sure it does but i never!) and takeout in movies....it shows burial scenes/coffin traumatization scenes the guys an actor, (much of mind controlled slaves become actors/actresses they endure these sort of traumas. he witnessed a murder, get the movie and watch it i suggest it. i dont want to reveal spoilers although i just sort of did!??!? the movie resonated with me for some reason, must be the one scene i will link in a second....ok so, yeah, very weird movie. it also brings to mind, the mind control and 'nice setup' setups in peoples lives!?? SPOILER ALERT!!!!
EDIT! i must add this now because i just remembered! ok so one of conans workers posted a comment about raccoons ok and while i was reading the comments, the comments got goofier until it inspired me to make up my own raccoon post...he posted a link about raccoons attacking a woman and biting her and everyone started telling raccoon stories and it progressed into obviously made up stories till i posted that a pack of raccoons were in the backyard rummaging through my garbage and i splashed them with a watergun, they all stood up on hindlegs and bared their teeth, so i nervously said, 'oh ok boss' you got it rummage away'...so i went on the conan facebook page to see if it was a repeat, (sometimes other fans or whatever post if its a repeat) and i was reading the comments till i saw one in particular that stood out, here it is:
Dear Conan, I am not amused that my cat forced me to watch your show..Since the beginning of the show the cat was staring with amusement and amazement for the duration of the show, he got up and left during comercial breaks, and came back when he heard your voice. I got up and changed the channel in the middle of you talking to a guest the cat got aggitated and bit me when i sat down and stated kicking me with his back feet. I had to go back and turn your show on to get him to calm down and start purring again.I guess my cat has went to team Coco... Are you guys using animal mind control devices or something? Well anyways I want my cat back ...lol
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(you see? that comment was similar in nature to the raccoon thing...)
so moss made sure the movie ended in time for me to catch a brand new episode of conan at 11! i wasnt expecting much, plus, there was a puppet of conan in the audience, representing conan as a puppet too. what hes not a media puppet? (hmm, man or muppet? i didnt get that reference in regards to the question asked to jim parsons character at the big bang panel...) so a few things, oh great i forget!! i forget the synchs in ordinance. its ok, doesnt matter. im just going to write the ones i do remember. i was talking about the layers of the movie we just watched and of course moss didnt understand or care too even...which is frustrating. i like when weird synchs strike just because its not the mundane, darla and i used to get synchs, or even with shannan when she stops to smell the roses....but moss, he just doesnt listen then he fiends away and says, "yes. im LISTENING!" in his annoying high pitched screeched voice he uses often. i ask him every night to TURN THE FAN ON he turns the AC on but it shuts off if the fan was on it would never shut off so i awake at 7am every morning to silence. why lie and tell me you turned the fan on when you didnt even turn it on and it wasnt just one time he always says yes its so weird??? so when he says yes when i try to explain to him for example, the layers, he doesnt listen he just says 'yes' to shut me up. but then the synchs started happening, and i said to him, "you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!you are an actor! i said to him, " you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!, i said to him, "you are an actor!
so i said to him, "you are an actor!" because he has his degree in acting after all, and i always knew he was set up in my life so yes moss did his usual mossifications (oh the movie had his favorite palidromes i mean maliprops)...."YES! i heard you!" or, getting me aggravated. i started getting synchs so i was like, OH MY GOSH and then i told moss many layers to the movie, and he started laughing even tho i knew he wasnt laughing at what i was saying, (which felt good because laughing is bonding and my brain fooled me into thinking he understood and was laughing at my crazy synchs and everything i was saying ok. but i knew he wasnt, and i was right. he was just laughing at something he read on the internet. that was such an odd feeling tho....eww, i didnt like it. it felt like an ignored puppy or whatever....i did. like the girl who took us tuk tuk...(ron moss and i) rons a heavy guy too, and it was hard for her, but no one really payed her any attention poor girl, (ron tipped her but he thought it would only be 15.00 nevermind tho im not going to say anything about ron you know?) hes nice i mean, but yeah but i felt bad for the girl and when we got to our arrival moss said something and looked her way i think she thought he was going to say thank you, (which he ALWAYS does, just this time he didnt? cuz ron was there and ron was his only focus...more on that later tho, next blog) man i should be packing! (before that they had a skit where all the news reporters say and repeat the same phrase on different channels, 'i scream you scream, welll, you know the rest' and i dont think thats funny i think thats scary, conan said that too...im dumb! SORRY!
but yes so, finally moss said something, (i forget tho!?? something was on the conan show that sparked the synchs!!!) but moss had said, "sort of like the truman show" oh because i said he was an actor set up in my life! so, what was weird was, right after he said that, on conan the guy says, "if it makes Lori happy" ((it was part of a skit they had, i will post that skit later too ok?"
im rewatching it also noticed more things too but dont feel like posting it but heres the video to the lori, they spell it laurie tho...whoa! laurie krivin!?? just kidding! but its a funny skit anyways its the crossword one http://conan.xxx/
so next guest, dennis leary. not really paying attention tho but he starts talking about a 'spa' he called it a spa then he started saying whats the difference between a 'spa and a whirlpool' or soemthing like that which was weird because i recollect having heard, "whats the difference between a hot tub and a jacuzzi?" recently moss thought it was him and i having that conversation but i dont spit out facts like that, tidbits such as 'there is a difference between a hot tub and a jacuzzi. jacuzzi is the brand name" (But where did we hear that!??) so it was bothering me so much!!??? so i decided to google to see what comes up....and THIS is what came up....
POISON!!???!?! wow! and then the show was mentioning things that we knew, yet moss still doesnt get creeped out even tho its things that happen to US they start talking about, like a joke with noise in the background of hammering, every morning here there is HAMMERING!! (did i blog that?) they hammer every mornign at 10!!!??? oh yes, now i remember! im back! so uh.....im tired! i need to pack. what do you think tho?
(it starts at 13 seconds...of course) EDIT he just said, on the office, relax! and then, the his character on the office just said, 'the tax man' , relax dont do it! he said it as i read it! LOL!!!
Monday, July 16, 2012
comic con weekend!!!
Hello!!! Ok, so, I am going to just write things through my perspective....ok? you know how when you have a great weekend, (whats the word im looking for? i have been LOOKING for this word for the past hour...when you look back on things, with a fondness....not in retrospect....hmm...ugh i cant think...well, i didnt leave with that feeling. ok?? like, when you have a great weekend, and on the drive home, you just reflect and bask in the fun weekend you had!??? i had a sort of....fun weekend, but not really!??? well, here, let me explain....
So, FINALLY we left for comic con, thursday. we texted eddie, who made it seem as if maybe he was going to go with us??? i wanted him to go so he can get us into the parties, (which were so exclusive tho...) yeah, so, he was being weird. he said yes but moss didnt believe him. moss told me when ron said he was going back to comic con, that for sure definately we would get to meet seth macfarlane, so i was like, yeah for sure definately! and i just...figured why not!?? i love comic con!!! and moss went through alot of trouble to get us there, well, i mean, you know.....
so we werent quite sure if eddie was going but i didnt really want him to go because we would have to give him and his wife and son a ride down and hes a big guy which meant i would sit in the back to be nice, but i would be squished...yeah, i wanted a comfortable air-conditioned ride with lots of good music and songs i shazam'd from 1st wave...so thursday eddie was being weird again...so we left for comic con!!! moss wanted to find a way we can get into the rob zombie party because we were not going to have badges that night. if you had badges it was free for the night. so we got down there, walked around. we found petco park where it was at. well, they wouldnt let us in...at first. we hung out for a while tho, it was really silly too because its not like it was an exclusive party either. it was a free party to comic-con goers! but anyways, eventually they gave us badges and let us in. while moss was on the phone, prior..however, a band of noghogs, (??IDK??) and scallops...(just good, scallywags!??) yeah, came by beating on their tin garbage cans lids and violins, trampling and tromping..((just the way i remember it, and they were all sort of homeless punks or whatever)...right in front of moss on his phone, (i did take vid on my phone tho i might post it!)....and then they teased us by marching right into the party. haha! so then finally we got in, like i just said!!! we even got cool badgies! and....i need to find the rob zombie site cuz i took a pic with that dragula whatever....ok, and i got cool posters AND!!! i got a SIGNED rob zombie poster!!!! but we left during the party, and i really wanted to see the costume contest but moss was bored and wanted to walk around. i forget why he wanted to walk around? i was super hungry but i wanted to stay for the costume contest! but we left!????!! why did we leave!????? i think we were going to try to get into another party? and i wanted a beer? but they had beer at the rob zombie party. i'd of had fun if i was with another drinking buddy, ((of course beer was like, 11.00 a cup!??)) yah right! we would of been creative tho and stashed a flask haha. me and an imaginary friend that is!?? andy gould was there next to rob zombie i would OF LOVED TO OF GOTTEN A PIC WITH HIM! YA KNOW??? with rob! so after the party we went to the streets and wow you can have fun just bar-hopping, and hell yeah you'll meet ppl in the industry, fellow comic-con goers and ppl who work within that industry YOU JUST NEED TO GO OUT AND TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE, but you know know, moss doesnt like the nightlife hes not a fan of bars so we really didnt do anything? we went to hard rock restaurant but i didnt like the atmosphere, (too restauranty) hmm..i dont remember!??? I FORGET!!!! moss is looking through receipts so im going to continue on to the next day for now....oh i guess, yeah thursday was the mexican restaurant. yes, i didnt like hard rock atmosphere, i wanted more of a bar-like atmosphere ya know, cuz thats my thing! but yeah so, we went to this mexican restaurant/bar/cantina...it was cool but we had a table and it turned into more of a restaurant and of course, i had a beer but it was moss and i sitting at a table, him talking or no rather, he was TEXTING eddie all night who kept txting moss really weird things like, "were at the border now, just spent 114.00 on a crummy hotel) LIE!!! all lies from eddie! then he started calling moss selfish, he only cares about himself, why didnt he get him a laminate? he thought moss and ron hyatt are lovers, this and that....LOL!!!! they played some 90s videos at that bar that interested me tho. food was good but very filling. stuffed myself. so,...see below
FRIDAY!!!! i was looking forward to friday i suppose..oh, uh, we DROVE AN HOUR TO HIS FRIENDS!!! i knew we were staying at moss's friends, ("who lives near san diego") ERTTTT WRONG MOSS! his friends were AN HOUR FROM SAN DIEGO lol! but it was cool because they lived in the country. yes california has country, which was...i mean, i liked it. the night sky was so dark, the stars were sparkling, i heard the crickets, (LOVE THAT SOUND!) we even heard coyotes! and owls...it was really cool. the house was sort of...i mean, it had character, which i like! peeling wallpaper, concrete floors, scent of sage and sweetgrass, older style television, etc, and his friends were really cool. well, i met the wife sunday but the guy we stayed at was cool. i dont know? so yeah we stayed there, we had little mattresses in a room, complete silence, no fans...((i sleep with the lulling white noise of a fan)) but i slept ok, well all wknd i hardly got good sleep! haha! its ok tho no comic con attendees did *FOOTNOTE* save for later
so next morning my annoying alarm irritatingly buzzed me awake, at 9, so i got up and was going to take a shower, noticed duck tape over the drain and the nozzle,,(or whatever its called)...oh, cuz it doesnt work! so i had to use the bathtub so i took a bath and rinsed my hair but it was cool i like baths once again, uh...nevermind LOL i was just going to attempt to describe the bathroom and bathtub etc but yeah..nevermind i dont feel like it. but yeah i had to take a bath...but it was alright so we wanted to make it for big bang theory panel at noon!!!! and we had an hour drive! so i saw on the news the history channel had a section for bbq, and the news lady said the food there was all free! the guys from history channel, cross country cookout, were there all weekend for some free bbqs! so i took note....
so we finally left to go, started getting worried we would be late for big bang theory. it was in Hall H, (the biggest hall there) and most ppl stand in line for at least 2 hours for the big panels....MOST people.....but not moss and i lol! oh we met meagen, (how they pronounce her name, not MEGAN but Meaghan...)...from troma booth she gave us badges. and they wrote my name correct! THANKS MEAGHAN! Lori Brown, NOT Laurie Krivin, (as ron told them since he forgot my last name and how to spell my first name lol!) Im not moss's wife either NOOOO THE NIGHTMARE! imagine!??? HAHA!!! so we rushed to hall h, long line of course. moss and i walked up to the area for distributors and flashed our credentials they werent going to let us in but moss kind of FEASLED (my word...or rather, he MEASLED) his way in, he was furrowing his eyebrows, nodding maniacally alot, blinking alot, saying, "but im there, i work for them" or whatever he was saying and he got in and i followed suit, SO WE DIDNT WAIT IN LINE FOR TWO HOURS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAHA!!!!
once we were in we were looking for a comfortable seat up front, we ended up by the wall. i saw people standing up against the wall so i went there and they said, "this is for people asking questions"...i never knew because usually it seems that is set up, the Q and A, for bigger shows like simpsons or family guy...but i was, "oh ok" than i thought about it. I want to ask a question! so i asked moss and he told me to ask what was jim parsons, (sheldons characters) favorite subject in school? i just wanted to ask a question so i was like, "ok" but then i thought, OH!!! i want to ask them why they always eat take-out!???!!
moss was going to find a seat but i made him ask a question too. now this is the part where discouragement anger and resentment are beginning to boil!!! those feelings i had are starting to stir DAMNET SHIT DAMNET FUCK FUCK TUK TUK!!! ok, so when Q and A started i kept just trying to smile to make myself smiley and personable, (something i do when i get nervous or scared, like when going through walk thru haunted houses, i smile alot and try to laugh)....my turn was almost coming up and my heart started beating so fast and i wanted to speak clearly but i was worried i would mumble and mess up. i was intending to be like, "Hello and good morning! My name is Lori! ((wave))...so, my question is this. Does anyone like to cook? (in a joky manner?) Because, everyone on the show orders take-out all the time!!!!" but when i got up to the microphone, i started to say, my question is...(but i heard an echo of my stupid voice) and it messed me up!! and jumbled up my thoughts and everything! and i was like, "um, does anyone like to cook" but i heard an echo, and i dont even know what i asked!?????! it was a nightmare, and i saw my stupid face and my stupid hair on the big screen! and my uneven gumline and my teeth!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH it was awful!! LOL...then they showed me where to go so i sort of heard kaley cuoco go, "alot of ppl ask that question" then i heard jim parsons answer something from his space ghost guest sort of tv box, but i was rushed back to where they led me. (he was talking via skype btw...not skype but you know) HAHA so then we went to the side and they immediately approached me about a contest to space!! so i signed this thing, not even knowing what it was!???! i have the paperwork. it is for aerospace, (now those feelings of regret CUZ I DIDNT WIN are starting to stir again) it was for a trip to space AND 30,000.00 cash!!! OH MY GOD! I NEVER EVER HAD THAT MUCH MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT, EVER! IF I WOULD OF WON THAT, I WOULD BE SET! I WOULD BE ABLE TO GET ALL THE NICE THINGS, I WOULD INVEST! I WOULD BE SO HAPPY SO I STARTED PRAYING TO GOD THAT I WIN! I KEPT SAYING, YES I NEED TO WIN I NEED TO WIN!!! I WAS TRYING TO WILL MYSELF TO WIN!!! i kept saying to myself, ok...ok, WIN WIN! do you understand??? i have willed myself to win before! i was standing at a spot but i wanted to make a joke to moss, but moss was not standing by me he was over a bit smiling away so i just went to where he was, (something i dread ever doing because i have that wonder now, what if...what IF! WHAT EEF!!!????????????? you know? what if i never left and stayed where i was?) but i didnt know..i didnt know they were going to have us form a line and MARCH US ON STAGE AT COMIC-CON WITH THE REST OF THE BIG BANG THEORY CAST!!!! that was so freaking crazy too! WE WERE ON STAGE WITH THEM!!! and i kept glancing over and they were all looking at us! it was surreal! i saw kaley cuoco looking at us, simon helberg, all of them, looking at US!!???! LOL! so weird!????????????????/// ((and poor kaley i hope she never saw my kaley cuoco and tuna turtle blog out there on this internet, i was just being silly cuz im jealous how mike taunts and teases me so bad about her!!! i like her tho i told the WB executives that she was my fave character, and sheldon))....so yeah, they had a basket full of silver padded envelopes, and the speaker, (guy from mythbusters, adam) said, "who is going to get the golden ticket?" OH MY GOSH PLEASE PLEASE GOD PLEASE LET ME GET THE GOLDEN TICKET!!! (i felt like i was in a wonderland, and it was meant for me? ) sometimes i think crazy things like that...idk so, on the count of 3, open your envelopes!!!! so, i felt something in the envelope, but i knew...nope, cuz THE GIRL IN FRONT OF ME RAISED HER HAND and started jumping in that sort of staged winner way...(it wasnt staged unless it was staged but i moved because moss wasnt next to me when i needed someone to make joky comments of wit too) HEY, i have a sense of humor too, in case ya didnt notice....(moss doesnt get my humor tho i mean, i turn into this weird mumbly sort of person with him and he says, "im sorry what?" and tilts his head closer whenver i say something he didnt catch and makes me feel like a child and its sort of reminescent of that movie the wrestler when the kid mentions call of duty and mickey rourkes character goes, "call it doody? call it doody?" anyways, so yeah...when the girl raised her hand, the people around her hugged her and stuff, but i was angry. i felt so defeated and upset, i was like, "how can the other candidates just hug her and feel happy for her?" even tho i think i probably smiled or clapped i forget? and simon helberg is taking a trip to space he came up and hugged her. my heart sunk and i just had a totally depressed feeling that i couldn't shake that whole day....i just kept thinking, i was THIS close, i was SO close, to winning a trip to space, (hell yeah! i would love to see planet earth oh my gosh that would freak me out so much!) i have thought about that before too, seeing the planet earth, I NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD OF THOUGHT I WOULD GET *THIS CLOSE* TO SEEING PLANET EARTH!! CAN YOU IMAGINE!??? and there were about 12 others standing on stage with us. a 1 in 12 chance i would of won a trip to fucking space!!!! and yes, quite humbly, that 30,000.00 would of really helped me out. tsk tsk...so yes i was depressed all day, but maybe it was set up that way because i wrote the tuna turtle blog...I SAID IM SORRY!!!
TO BE CONTINUED!!! ((so much more to cover but it will take a while so i need shower and tings to do TINGS TO DO!!!)
IN THE MEANTIME, HERE IS PART OF THE SOUNDTRACK FROM THIS WKND, (the soundtrack in my head that is!)
and watch the telling video, eerie and omni-telling of the music industry..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GMQLjzVGfw
and read these links too!
http://www.hitfix.com/the-fien-print/comic-con-2012-live-blog-cbs-the-big-bang-theory
http://geektyrant.com/news/2012/7/13/sdcc-12-the-big-bang-theory-panel-description.html
http://content.usatoday.com/communities/livefrom/post/2012/07/big-bang-theory-gives-comic-con-fan-a-high-flying-thrill/1#.UASAE45wYqY
http://wizbangblog.com/2012/07/14/big-bang-theory-fan-wins-a-trip-into-space-at-comic-con/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GMQLjzVGfw
So, FINALLY we left for comic con, thursday. we texted eddie, who made it seem as if maybe he was going to go with us??? i wanted him to go so he can get us into the parties, (which were so exclusive tho...) yeah, so, he was being weird. he said yes but moss didnt believe him. moss told me when ron said he was going back to comic con, that for sure definately we would get to meet seth macfarlane, so i was like, yeah for sure definately! and i just...figured why not!?? i love comic con!!! and moss went through alot of trouble to get us there, well, i mean, you know.....
so we werent quite sure if eddie was going but i didnt really want him to go because we would have to give him and his wife and son a ride down and hes a big guy which meant i would sit in the back to be nice, but i would be squished...yeah, i wanted a comfortable air-conditioned ride with lots of good music and songs i shazam'd from 1st wave...so thursday eddie was being weird again...so we left for comic con!!! moss wanted to find a way we can get into the rob zombie party because we were not going to have badges that night. if you had badges it was free for the night. so we got down there, walked around. we found petco park where it was at. well, they wouldnt let us in...at first. we hung out for a while tho, it was really silly too because its not like it was an exclusive party either. it was a free party to comic-con goers! but anyways, eventually they gave us badges and let us in. while moss was on the phone, prior..however, a band of noghogs, (??IDK??) and scallops...(just good, scallywags!??) yeah, came by beating on their tin garbage cans lids and violins, trampling and tromping..((just the way i remember it, and they were all sort of homeless punks or whatever)...right in front of moss on his phone, (i did take vid on my phone tho i might post it!)....and then they teased us by marching right into the party. haha! so then finally we got in, like i just said!!! we even got cool badgies! and....i need to find the rob zombie site cuz i took a pic with that dragula whatever....ok, and i got cool posters AND!!! i got a SIGNED rob zombie poster!!!! but we left during the party, and i really wanted to see the costume contest but moss was bored and wanted to walk around. i forget why he wanted to walk around? i was super hungry but i wanted to stay for the costume contest! but we left!????!! why did we leave!????? i think we were going to try to get into another party? and i wanted a beer? but they had beer at the rob zombie party. i'd of had fun if i was with another drinking buddy, ((of course beer was like, 11.00 a cup!??)) yah right! we would of been creative tho and stashed a flask haha. me and an imaginary friend that is!?? andy gould was there next to rob zombie i would OF LOVED TO OF GOTTEN A PIC WITH HIM! YA KNOW??? with rob! so after the party we went to the streets and wow you can have fun just bar-hopping, and hell yeah you'll meet ppl in the industry, fellow comic-con goers and ppl who work within that industry YOU JUST NEED TO GO OUT AND TALK TO OTHER PEOPLE, but you know know, moss doesnt like the nightlife hes not a fan of bars so we really didnt do anything? we went to hard rock restaurant but i didnt like the atmosphere, (too restauranty) hmm..i dont remember!??? I FORGET!!!! moss is looking through receipts so im going to continue on to the next day for now....oh i guess, yeah thursday was the mexican restaurant. yes, i didnt like hard rock atmosphere, i wanted more of a bar-like atmosphere ya know, cuz thats my thing! but yeah so, we went to this mexican restaurant/bar/cantina...it was cool but we had a table and it turned into more of a restaurant and of course, i had a beer but it was moss and i sitting at a table, him talking or no rather, he was TEXTING eddie all night who kept txting moss really weird things like, "were at the border now, just spent 114.00 on a crummy hotel) LIE!!! all lies from eddie! then he started calling moss selfish, he only cares about himself, why didnt he get him a laminate? he thought moss and ron hyatt are lovers, this and that....LOL!!!! they played some 90s videos at that bar that interested me tho. food was good but very filling. stuffed myself. so,...see below
FRIDAY!!!! i was looking forward to friday i suppose..oh, uh, we DROVE AN HOUR TO HIS FRIENDS!!! i knew we were staying at moss's friends, ("who lives near san diego") ERTTTT WRONG MOSS! his friends were AN HOUR FROM SAN DIEGO lol! but it was cool because they lived in the country. yes california has country, which was...i mean, i liked it. the night sky was so dark, the stars were sparkling, i heard the crickets, (LOVE THAT SOUND!) we even heard coyotes! and owls...it was really cool. the house was sort of...i mean, it had character, which i like! peeling wallpaper, concrete floors, scent of sage and sweetgrass, older style television, etc, and his friends were really cool. well, i met the wife sunday but the guy we stayed at was cool. i dont know? so yeah we stayed there, we had little mattresses in a room, complete silence, no fans...((i sleep with the lulling white noise of a fan)) but i slept ok, well all wknd i hardly got good sleep! haha! its ok tho no comic con attendees did *FOOTNOTE* save for later
so next morning my annoying alarm irritatingly buzzed me awake, at 9, so i got up and was going to take a shower, noticed duck tape over the drain and the nozzle,,(or whatever its called)...oh, cuz it doesnt work! so i had to use the bathtub so i took a bath and rinsed my hair but it was cool i like baths once again, uh...nevermind LOL i was just going to attempt to describe the bathroom and bathtub etc but yeah..nevermind i dont feel like it. but yeah i had to take a bath...but it was alright so we wanted to make it for big bang theory panel at noon!!!! and we had an hour drive! so i saw on the news the history channel had a section for bbq, and the news lady said the food there was all free! the guys from history channel, cross country cookout, were there all weekend for some free bbqs! so i took note....
so we finally left to go, started getting worried we would be late for big bang theory. it was in Hall H, (the biggest hall there) and most ppl stand in line for at least 2 hours for the big panels....MOST people.....but not moss and i lol! oh we met meagen, (how they pronounce her name, not MEGAN but Meaghan...)...from troma booth she gave us badges. and they wrote my name correct! THANKS MEAGHAN! Lori Brown, NOT Laurie Krivin, (as ron told them since he forgot my last name and how to spell my first name lol!) Im not moss's wife either NOOOO THE NIGHTMARE! imagine!??? HAHA!!! so we rushed to hall h, long line of course. moss and i walked up to the area for distributors and flashed our credentials they werent going to let us in but moss kind of FEASLED (my word...or rather, he MEASLED) his way in, he was furrowing his eyebrows, nodding maniacally alot, blinking alot, saying, "but im there, i work for them" or whatever he was saying and he got in and i followed suit, SO WE DIDNT WAIT IN LINE FOR TWO HOURS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAHA!!!!
once we were in we were looking for a comfortable seat up front, we ended up by the wall. i saw people standing up against the wall so i went there and they said, "this is for people asking questions"...i never knew because usually it seems that is set up, the Q and A, for bigger shows like simpsons or family guy...but i was, "oh ok" than i thought about it. I want to ask a question! so i asked moss and he told me to ask what was jim parsons, (sheldons characters) favorite subject in school? i just wanted to ask a question so i was like, "ok" but then i thought, OH!!! i want to ask them why they always eat take-out!???!!
moss was going to find a seat but i made him ask a question too. now this is the part where discouragement anger and resentment are beginning to boil!!! those feelings i had are starting to stir DAMNET SHIT DAMNET FUCK FUCK TUK TUK!!! ok, so when Q and A started i kept just trying to smile to make myself smiley and personable, (something i do when i get nervous or scared, like when going through walk thru haunted houses, i smile alot and try to laugh)....my turn was almost coming up and my heart started beating so fast and i wanted to speak clearly but i was worried i would mumble and mess up. i was intending to be like, "Hello and good morning! My name is Lori! ((wave))...so, my question is this. Does anyone like to cook? (in a joky manner?) Because, everyone on the show orders take-out all the time!!!!" but when i got up to the microphone, i started to say, my question is...(but i heard an echo of my stupid voice) and it messed me up!! and jumbled up my thoughts and everything! and i was like, "um, does anyone like to cook" but i heard an echo, and i dont even know what i asked!?????! it was a nightmare, and i saw my stupid face and my stupid hair on the big screen! and my uneven gumline and my teeth!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH it was awful!! LOL...then they showed me where to go so i sort of heard kaley cuoco go, "alot of ppl ask that question" then i heard jim parsons answer something from his space ghost guest sort of tv box, but i was rushed back to where they led me. (he was talking via skype btw...not skype but you know) HAHA so then we went to the side and they immediately approached me about a contest to space!! so i signed this thing, not even knowing what it was!???! i have the paperwork. it is for aerospace, (now those feelings of regret CUZ I DIDNT WIN are starting to stir again) it was for a trip to space AND 30,000.00 cash!!! OH MY GOD! I NEVER EVER HAD THAT MUCH MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT, EVER! IF I WOULD OF WON THAT, I WOULD BE SET! I WOULD BE ABLE TO GET ALL THE NICE THINGS, I WOULD INVEST! I WOULD BE SO HAPPY SO I STARTED PRAYING TO GOD THAT I WIN! I KEPT SAYING, YES I NEED TO WIN I NEED TO WIN!!! I WAS TRYING TO WILL MYSELF TO WIN!!! i kept saying to myself, ok...ok, WIN WIN! do you understand??? i have willed myself to win before! i was standing at a spot but i wanted to make a joke to moss, but moss was not standing by me he was over a bit smiling away so i just went to where he was, (something i dread ever doing because i have that wonder now, what if...what IF! WHAT EEF!!!????????????? you know? what if i never left and stayed where i was?) but i didnt know..i didnt know they were going to have us form a line and MARCH US ON STAGE AT COMIC-CON WITH THE REST OF THE BIG BANG THEORY CAST!!!! that was so freaking crazy too! WE WERE ON STAGE WITH THEM!!! and i kept glancing over and they were all looking at us! it was surreal! i saw kaley cuoco looking at us, simon helberg, all of them, looking at US!!???! LOL! so weird!????????????????/// ((and poor kaley i hope she never saw my kaley cuoco and tuna turtle blog out there on this internet, i was just being silly cuz im jealous how mike taunts and teases me so bad about her!!! i like her tho i told the WB executives that she was my fave character, and sheldon))....so yeah, they had a basket full of silver padded envelopes, and the speaker, (guy from mythbusters, adam) said, "who is going to get the golden ticket?" OH MY GOSH PLEASE PLEASE GOD PLEASE LET ME GET THE GOLDEN TICKET!!! (i felt like i was in a wonderland, and it was meant for me? ) sometimes i think crazy things like that...idk so, on the count of 3, open your envelopes!!!! so, i felt something in the envelope, but i knew...nope, cuz THE GIRL IN FRONT OF ME RAISED HER HAND and started jumping in that sort of staged winner way...(it wasnt staged unless it was staged but i moved because moss wasnt next to me when i needed someone to make joky comments of wit too) HEY, i have a sense of humor too, in case ya didnt notice....(moss doesnt get my humor tho i mean, i turn into this weird mumbly sort of person with him and he says, "im sorry what?" and tilts his head closer whenver i say something he didnt catch and makes me feel like a child and its sort of reminescent of that movie the wrestler when the kid mentions call of duty and mickey rourkes character goes, "call it doody? call it doody?" anyways, so yeah...when the girl raised her hand, the people around her hugged her and stuff, but i was angry. i felt so defeated and upset, i was like, "how can the other candidates just hug her and feel happy for her?" even tho i think i probably smiled or clapped i forget? and simon helberg is taking a trip to space he came up and hugged her. my heart sunk and i just had a totally depressed feeling that i couldn't shake that whole day....i just kept thinking, i was THIS close, i was SO close, to winning a trip to space, (hell yeah! i would love to see planet earth oh my gosh that would freak me out so much!) i have thought about that before too, seeing the planet earth, I NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS WOULD OF THOUGHT I WOULD GET *THIS CLOSE* TO SEEING PLANET EARTH!! CAN YOU IMAGINE!??? and there were about 12 others standing on stage with us. a 1 in 12 chance i would of won a trip to fucking space!!!! and yes, quite humbly, that 30,000.00 would of really helped me out. tsk tsk...so yes i was depressed all day, but maybe it was set up that way because i wrote the tuna turtle blog...I SAID IM SORRY!!!
TO BE CONTINUED!!! ((so much more to cover but it will take a while so i need shower and tings to do TINGS TO DO!!!)
IN THE MEANTIME, HERE IS PART OF THE SOUNDTRACK FROM THIS WKND, (the soundtrack in my head that is!)
and watch the telling video, eerie and omni-telling of the music industry..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GMQLjzVGfw
and read these links too!
http://www.hitfix.com/the-fien-print/comic-con-2012-live-blog-cbs-the-big-bang-theory
http://geektyrant.com/news/2012/7/13/sdcc-12-the-big-bang-theory-panel-description.html
http://content.usatoday.com/communities/livefrom/post/2012/07/big-bang-theory-gives-comic-con-fan-a-high-flying-thrill/1#.UASAE45wYqY
http://wizbangblog.com/2012/07/14/big-bang-theory-fan-wins-a-trip-into-space-at-comic-con/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GMQLjzVGfw
comic con 2012
Hi...oh i am so tired...do i want to make a blog tonight?? let me play sims social first than come back in 10 minutes....
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