Mimi Malibu: mayhemfest 2012, devore california

Ok, let me try to remember everything, hopefully i do....ok so, we werent sure HOW we were going to get into the concert because the one lady was being weird with moss etc etc, but it feel through when infamous roadie, Jef Hickey texted Moss saying he needed a ride to the concert. Moss showed me that article LA Times did on him, (even tho later he says he hates when that is all Moss talks about)...ok understandable. anyways, oh, this is weird. for some reason, my SD card in my phone is missing? it was taken out???? you know? WTF? that always happens to me!!????!!!!!! goodness, i didnt have THAT many new naked pics on it, (kidding!!!) whatever....sigh...anyways, i had to buy a new sd card, one with an adapter so now i can just print out the pics. LUCKILY, i saved most of my cellphone pics on my laptop at home, and i posted the other ones on facebook and here, so i do have copies thank goodness! its just weird, you know?? anways...since Jef knows alot of bands and all about music, i had to ask him what he thought about Donald Marshall, and how he claims its him on the cover of the world needs a hero, iron maiden. but jef didnt really know what i was talking about, he made a joke about everyone being clones, but he didnt say much then moss made a comment, "Lori is a conspiracy theorist, she believes 911 was an inside job" um, WHYYYYY did he have to say that? one, use the term 'conspiracy theorist' and 2 mention 911? you know? i got upset too, i DO NOT believe the donald marshall shit one bit! i just think its funny/interesting. but moss was like, "thats not even a real album cover" HYUCK HYUCK HYUCK!!! and i started saying, "no but i do believe rituals happen, sacrifices, and numerology" jef started saying something but i think he was kidding, he said, 'oh yeah, the rituals' then moss of course cut him off....moss always cuts people off when they are telling interesting stories. moss asks questions about things he read about...but it was weird because i saw a TARGET store which looked like an eye and below that was a MARSHALL's store...(while we were talking about donald marshall)....actually, it is dave mustaine on the cover...i dont even know why i asked really. the guy had some interesting stories tho, and about an actress he was dating. im not going to write about them tho. hmm....so, we get to warped and we get our tickets, oh this is the sign...(note the EYE)

so we got to see motorhead play, (the ace of spades! the ace of spades! that song is funny to me idk) Lemmy from motorhead IS ALWAYS AT THE RAINBOW TOO. i used to think he was the bouncer haha. jef has a story about the guitarist, phil...read the article you'll see....but i guess that guys sober now. we also had VIP so we were able to walk around backstage or whatever, you know? we saw slipknot guitarist, but he was busy with family it looked like. also saw andy gould, who told us about the rob zombie comic-con party first night. that would be so cool to go too! evan seinfeld and his girlfriend were there but i was in the bathroom so i missed them. darnet! i'll include pics later. so then, we went to watch slayer..i think? it seems like another band played??? well, it was slayer. slayer is like, that high school basement pot-smoking music, (it just made me think of that shrug)....of course, upside down crosses, a pentagram that had flames come out of it, it looked like a goat head and satan...and flashed occurred and i saw this ominous, (or felt rather) presence...so weird!??! i mean, everyone was doing the devil horns of course, ROCK N ROLL!!!! after slayer we went backstage again, and moss saw his friend, who is a news reporter on fox...her name is heidi cuda. so uh, moss spotted her in the press tent and started talking with her. he introduced me and i was listening sort of...but jef was uncomfortable since he knew moss was going to talk about his article, (i dont know?) but anyways, i noticed she did the 'illuminati devil horns sign' so that i would notice, for real...yo!! yeah so she did that and was talking about how she saw tony clifton....http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tony_Clifton , who was the ALTER ego of andy kaufman. there is a tony clifton now who performs at the comedy club. i felt kind of weird, since she made those signs and then some guy came up behind me and put both hands on my shoulders at that point...that was just all weird. whatever!?? so yeah moss tells her about jeffs article in LAtimes, but anyways who cares...we go to see Slipknot, who was up next. WOW that show is CAR-razy!!! maybe i can find the performance on youtube somewhere, hold on!!! cool i knew i would find some videos! heres one from the pit: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WxCxd9Yf53U OK just watch this one ok??? listen ok? so, moss kept playing this song before we left, and during the time he was playing it, i was looking through wengs albums of symbolic hollywood right? well, before this song slipknot guy says, HELL FUCKING CALIFORNIA!! and this song played? i was like, SYNcH!!! bazinga! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNpQ27ubdrY&feature=relmfu heres the song anyways, oh if you see in the background was a OUIJA board, (which i saw on the table of the vampire bar) it was a ouija board....oh watch that video here i will post again its pretty cool: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1zCN0YhW1s

so, i guess the bass player died...heres a link:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paul_Gray_(American_musician) READ IT!!! #2 died....they had a rememberance for him...devil horns....

so now, another member of their band is being monitored in hospital, appendix burst...http://loudwire.com/slipknot-guitarist-jim-root-misses-mayhem-festival-kickoff-due-to-burst-appendix/

they had a song, they went, say 555...then 666! (maybe i can find it?) hmm this is the guy i saw backstage but didnt get to say hi...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEtcaEJf60g

anyways, after uh, they said 666 camera zooms in on the word SEVEN on the guitar....and then the #2 in the background....i dont know what it means, numerology shit...

during the show tho, my mind was wandering...i thought about WONDERLAND, because i was thinking about kat von d and i was like, would she ever go to mayhemfest, then i thought of the wonderland store, which made me think of that movie, wonderland, and how i want to rent it when i get back home...wonderland is about that porn star/druggie aids infested john holmes...and the murders that occurred on wonderland lane..http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Holmes_(pornographic_actor).

so, also, i started thinking crazy thoughts like, what if a bullet hit my head, or, what if these slipknot type characters, (like he was wearing a mask that the guy from texas chainsaw massacre wears, (i think the guy that was him was also at mayhemfest backstage i remember seeing him at the rainbow)...or a pig face or that dildo head whatever hah...but yeah, the clown too...the clown ran through the crowd all of a sudden moss and i scored some good VIP booth seats!! we just find good seats! concert seat diving, (sort of like dumpster diving but not really)....but i was thinking, what if they start cutting off my limbs, first fingers, then elbow part of arm, then arms, like, i was thinking of my arms being cut off...(just remember these thoughts because a synch/synchs happen later)

ok so anyways, finally it ended and we used the restroom in the offices, (he knows the people there albeit they get annoyed by moss) we found cold water and then like, a security guard was there and moss even moves sneaky, oh yeah, he walks sort of slow, like, hes gliding...or, he struts? i dont know i cant think of the word now...also, he likes to show off his VIP wristband, like me, i know they will see so i dont even hold my hand up, but it seems like moss enjoys nodding his head in a (whats the word im looking for??) in a manner....ugh cant think of the word!!?? you know what i mean, when someone you know....oh who cares!?? butyeah he likes to show off his wristband, like, "i know i know, see? SEE IM VIP!??" so i told him that he kind of was like, "its just my personality!" hes so funny/oddball/weird almost in a,..lets see, i know he can rub people the wrong way...oh moss! im sorry! LOL!!! so, what else? i dont have any money and this show tonight is 25.00!??? im not sure now....

oh yeah he saw jenna haze's husband i guess, and he was trying to act like he forgot her name...he was like, "jenna...jameson? jenna.....??" then he was like, "haze?" i was like, yeah right you didnt forget her name! he has a sort of...crepey energy to him at times! IM SORRY! smh....nah its cool tho but he actually moved like he was sneaky and the security saw us and he just jumps over the rope in the offices, (they were cleaning)....and i heard the girl that works with rockstar say, "he works with us thats why he was there" like she had to make an excuse for him and i just was like, well i told him...

so later in the car ride back, (hope im not forgetting anything)....they were talking, and moss started talking about john holmes...first he goes, that within 3 days, divine, (?), andy gibb of the bee gees, and john holmes died. then, they started talking about this guy that jef knew who lost his arm....he was going to go across the electrical wires and his arm blew off, (i knew someone who did that)...i think its because they were talking about def lepperd drummer who has no arm? jef says that they went to a concert and they bought him this shirt where a wolf had a human arm in his mouth and it traumatized their friend who just lost his arm....

so that was just weird because that was things i was thinking about you know? so then, oh yeah, during the concert i had de ja vu...i really did. while we were in the booth and these other people came and sat down actually offerred a beer they must of thought it was our booth...i just de ja vu for some reason? well, we had to bring jef to downtown LA, i got it again when i realized it was downtown LA the same street and corner, where i was a PA for hancock, where the homeless zombies emerged at exactly 4pm from the subways...oh yeah in chinatown i saw a painting or something, for castlefor?? castefor? i 4get? it was of the yellow brick road?? i need to go back and take a pic of it...but anyways, we went to turn and there was a big place that said DE JA VU (it was a strip club)....then we brought him to burbank and we turned a street which said SIGNS...i just always pay attention to things like that you know? just weird...SIGNS!! oh yeah, moss doesnt seem to have normal human cravings. he didnt think of getting food, i was so fucking hungry! we didnt even eat till late...finally he got me a hot dog! and he didnt even get water for himself when we found the cold water....so weird you know?

ok here are some pics now: