Los Feliz Towers OPEN HOUSE Sunday July 11. 2-5pm

 this is cute i would live here! its in los feliz

it said POISON in it (lol) oh you know, i saw a complaint about this blog? i REALLY hope it doesnt disappear on me! what do i do? i think it was the crepes post!??

http://teamcoco.com/video/video-blog-lady-voices

yAwN!!!

2DAY was a layed back mellow day. what did i do? well, nothing really!??! hmm....i dont even know. i know we drove around a bit. oh yeah, went to the beverly center, i bought a bikini but it turns out i have my old one in the bag. but i got a new one and also some new sunglasses at forever 21. want to see some pics? well, ok! ok than...

but water! LOL! (stores is called everything but water...)

mongolian bbq (so good!)

this was from yesterday, at the snow white cafe and katy perry (i didnt add the pic of the stage)

anyways...what was i going to say? so, then....we stopped by golds gym for some reason? then, came back here..oh we stopped at the poster moss is going to get my breathe carolina poster framed. it is signed. never heard of them before warped...so, thats cool tho! :) here is a video : http://www.youtube.com/user/BreatheCarolinaVEVO/featured?v=70VO92o7bYE

cu-ool! (cute, and cool??) hmm...arite....so thaAAaann...uh......that beer pic up there, my mom commented she was like, 'lori noooo!!" that was funny! i was like, i just had that while waiting for the katy perry performance. hmm...so, we went back here for a bit then we went back to golds gym for the spin class. oh my gosh!! it was non stop workout for an hour. they have those bikes...you know? heres an example of spin class...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pjApQx5s_c   but the one in hollywood was a smaller class, and they dim the lights real low, (which i like), and blast the music and its really good. at first, when we had to stand and spin, i was thinking, 'oh boy, i am going to lose energy' because you are really using your leg muscles when you stand and spin....(peddle)...but after a while, i got used to it and i passed that initial level onto the next level of maintenance. thats how its like tho, initially you sort of panic and worry that you won't be able to do it, but you persevere and ante up to the next level where it actually can be easy to plateau, but keep in mind you are burning LOTS of calories! i cant wait to really start developing a healthy lifestyle. meaning, eating healthy, workign out, (SPIN CLASSES!) and i need an mp3 too because good music really truly helps!!! its like, once you start working out, you dont want to eat junk food. i want to eat healthy!!!! oh so, we went to whole foods...i was following moss around, but i cant help it if i feel weird being in a grocery store with moss. i have no reason too...oops oh yeah first we went back to that sushi place in weho. had the spicy crispy tuna/lobster, also the other thing...i forget what it was called, it wasnt sashimi...i forget!??? also, miso soup! miso good! it looked like the woman who does kimchi chronicles was there, a bit buzzed from sake perhaps? i dont know if it was her tho, looked like her!??!? oh yeah, yesterday we saw chuck zito from sons of anarchy at the rainbow. hmm...went we were at IHOP the other day we saw a guy, oh moss gave me the link. he has a documentary about him, i forget his name now. im tired forgive me! ok so, went to whole foods i was saying it feels weird to be in a grocery store with someone other than mike. i told moss he was like, "this isnt a sex store" or something like that!??? ewww what no!! yuck gross! moss says to get food at the grocery store but i just cant help feeling weird about it! i know i shouldnt and moss knows we are friends LOL!!! he was crepely asking about some girl who was eating there by herself the other night....ha! but uh, yeah, thats mikes and i thang going grocery shopping you know! and moss does things so weird! he puts paper bags inside the plastic bags, for everything, when it is unnecesarry...oh he said i could put the pics of his kitchen up so i will. i know kevin is going to tell moss im complaining about him now....im NOT!!! im just...uh, IDK!??? and moss knows cuz i tell him this stuff, but yes, moss is a great guy! i mean, he does alot for me he does! he sets up things, like mayhemfest this saturday...*METAL* wooHOO!! and comic-con oh hallz yah!?? hopefully!??? pretty please!?? rather, pwetty pweese? ok here are pics than...

well, im sorry! my blogs are honest? um, im tired too, so very sleepy now. i'll figure it out....good night!

Comic con panels

ADULT SWIM PANEL BLOCK

Friday, July 13

Indigo Ballroom, Level 2, Hilton San Diego Bayfront (directly next to the convention center) 

The Venture Bros. 

Show creators Jackson Publick and Doc Hammer, with the voice of Dr. Venture James Urbaniak, will discuss the original series and answer fan questions.  

NTSF:SD:SUV:: (National Terrorism Strike Force: San Diego: Sport Utility Vehicle::)

Come watch a sneak peek of NTSF:SD:SUV:: season 2 and hear from the show’s creative team led by creator and star Paul Scheer (The League), executive producer Jonathan Stern (Childrens Hospital, Newsreaders) and co-executive producer Curtis Gwinn (Fat Guy Stuck in Internet). They will be joined by members of their ensemble cast including Martin Starr (Party Down, Freaks & Geeks), Rebecca Romijn (X-Men,Ugly Betty), Brandon Johnson (Funny or Die), June Diane Raphael (Players), and Rob Riggle (Funny or Die). Rob Corddry (Childrens Hospital, Hot Tub Time Machine) will moderate the panel. 

Childrens Hospital 

Come watch a sneak peek of Childrens Hospital season 4 and hear from the show’s creative team, led by creator and star Rob Corddry and executive producer Jonathan Stern. They will be joined by members of the show’s ensemble cast of comedic heavyweights, including Lake Bell (How To Make It In America), Erinn Hayes (Parenthood), Rob Huebel (The Descendants) Henry Winkler (Happy Days) and Ken Marino (Party Down, The State). Childrens Hospital explores the emotional struggles and sexual politics of a group of doctors charged with healthy libidos. Paul Scheer (NTSF:SD:SUV::) will moderate the panel. 

Aqua Something You Know Whatever / Squidbillies 

Show creators Dave Willis, Jim Fortier and Matt Maiellaro will discuss their original series, show footage from the new seasons, and answer questions. 

Robot Chicken / Robot Chicken DC Comics Special 

Co-creators/executive producers Seth Green and Matthew Senreich are joined by co-head writer/executive producer Tom Root, actor/writer Breckin Meyer and writer Matthew Beans to discuss the Emmy-winning series. DC Entertainment chief creative officer Geoff Johns joins to the panel to share insider scoop about the Robot Chicken DC Comics Special. Come watch a sneak peek and get your questions answered about Season Six. Keith Crofford, vice president of production for Adult Swim, will moderate the panel. 

Black Dynamite 

Creators and voice talent from the new animated series, based on the 2009 feature film, will give an exclusive preview of the show and answer questions.  The Black Dynamite animated series further chronicles the exploits of Black Dynamite and his crew. Executive producer Carl Jones (The Boondocks) will be on the panel in addition to: Michael Jai White (For Better or Worse, The Dark Knight, Why Did I Get Married?), Tommy Davidson (In Living Color), Kym Whitley (The Cleveland Show, Brian McKnight Show), Byron Minns (Mongo Wrestling Alliance), Debra Wilson (MadTV), Orlando Jones (Rules of Engagement), and Cedric Yarbourgh (The Boondocks). The panel will be moderated by Gary Anthony Williams (The Boondocks).  

ADULT SWIM SIGNINGS

Thursday, July 12

Robot Chicken

Adult Swim Booth #3949

Friday, July 13

NTSF:SD:SUV::

Adult Swim Booth #3949 

Childrens Hospital

WB Booth #4545

Saturday, July 14

Black Dynamite

Adult Swim Booth #3949

Venture Bros.

Adult Swim Booth #3949

Aqua Something/Squidbillies 

Adult Swim Booth #3949

FRIDAY: Big Bang theory, (gonna try to catch)

 

BONES: Creator and executive producer Hart Hanson, executive producer Stephen Nathan and stars David Boreanaz and Emily Deschanel will be on hand to discuss the shocking finale of season 7 as well as what’s in store for Booth and Brennan in an exciting season 8. The panel will be followed by a fan Q&A.
BOB’S BURGERS: Creator and executive producer Loren Bouchard and executive producer Jim Dauterive and the hilarious cast including H. Jon Benjamin, John Roberts, Dan Mintz, Eugene Mirman and Kristen Schaal, will be on hand to screen never-before-seen footage followed by a panel discussion and fan Q&A.
BRICKLEBERRY: From creators and executive producers Waco O’Guin and Roger Black, and executive producer and voice actor in the series Daniel Tosh (Tosh.0), this hilarious new series premieres on Comedy Central in September after Tosh.0. Voice cast including David Herman (Office Space), Tom Kenny (SpongeBob SquarePants), Jerry Minor (Anchorman) and Kaitlin Olson (It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia) will be on hand for a for a panel discussion following a screening of the highly-anticipated premiere episode.
SATURDAY, JULY 14:
FUTURAMA: Futurama cannot be killed! Join the cast and crew of the Emmy-award-winning series for world premiere footage of the all-new season on Comedy Central. Plus: Wear your Futurama-themed costume for the chance to win slightly valuable prizes! Scheduled panelists include Creator/Executive Producer Matt Groening, Executive Producer David X. Cohen, and stars Billy West (Fry, Zoidberg, Professor Farnsworth, Zapp Brannigan), Katey Sagal (Leela), John DiMaggio (Bender), and Maurice LaMarche (Kif Kroker, Calculon, Morbo).
THE SIMPSONS: Now entering its twenty-fourth season, The Simpsons is a living animation legend. Join Moderator David Mirkin, Creator Matt Groening, Executive Producer Al Jean, Supervising Producer Mike Anderson, and the voice of Lisa Simpson, Yeardley Smith, for a lengthy look at the upcoming “Treehouse of Horror”, a sneak (2D) peek at Simpsons theatrical short “The Longest Daycare” and more.
FAMILY GUY: Seth MacFarlane, Alex Bornstein, Mila Kunis (Black Swan, Book of Eli), Seth Green (Robot Chicken) and showrunners Mark Hentemann and Steve Callaghan will have a sneak peek at “Family Guy’s” funniest scenes from the upcoming new season followed by a freakin’ sweet Q&A with the audience.
AMERICAN DAD: An exclusive preview of next season’s most hilarious moments followed by a panel conversation with the cast and producers of “American Dad” featuring Seth MacFarlane, Wendy Schaal, Scott Grimes, Rachael MacFarlane, Dee Bradley Baker, Mike Barker and Matt Weitzman.
SUNDAY, JULY 15:
THE CLEVELAND SHOW: World premiere screening of “Menace II Secret Society,” the season four premiere episode of “The Cleveland Show” featuring unbelievable guest voices followed by a Q&A with panelists Seth MacFarlane, Mike Henry, Sanaa Lathan (AVP: Alien vs. Predator, Blade), Kevin Michael Richardson (Thundercats, Green Lantern: The Animated Series, Transformers Prime), Reagan Gomez and Rich Appel.
SONS OF ANARCHY: Get an inside look into the world of FX’s highest-rated series ever, with creator Kurt Sutter (The Shield) and stars Charlie Hunnam, Katey Sagal, Ron Perlman

wednesday

hi! its only wednesday!!???! i really do not have much to do on my days off, and moss just stays on the computer all day. hes not a good host. jk he gets concerts together, but when it comes to things like, showing you around, he doesnt do that, but i really dont care anyways. i do not know what is going to happen to mike and i. i betrayed him. i lied to him and he thinks i came out here to have fun and party, (yeah right), my mind is miles away from here. i hate to complain but its the truth. i just, all i wanted this summer was some good company, good wine, good music, good memories! i decided to come here at the last minute, but now i am just like, what am i even doing here? i wake up every morning on this beat up 'couchy couch'....where i have to step over mounds and mounds of magazines to get anywhere. i have to lift up the 90's boombox sitting on top of the toilet to flush it, for some reason the flush thing is on top of the toilet??? what else? moss drives me crazy! kidding i am just being mean LOL! moss just wants me to be happy and he wants to help get me a job in entertainment. well, LETS DO IT THAN! YA HEAR ME!!???!!! im just depressed because this is not my home, and i am very picky and particular about things. moss says we can go grocery shopping and i can cook here, but i told him, i really don't want too. the kitchen is a mess, (i snapped some pictures)...listen to me, so ungrateful, ungracious, selfish, etc...(you know, i dont know what is going to happen to mike and i. no matter how much i tell him im sorry, that i miss him, that i want us to be happy together, he just msgs me back calling me disgusting, filthy disrespectful names, forget it than. i dont deserve to be called such horrible names. maybe i should just move back home with my parents and save up my money. its not worth it!!!! i just want to live there tho...because i want to eat healthy, work out. i dont know if i want to live out here in LA, tbh. ron has a place for me to stay here in beverly hills, a girl he knows needs a roommate. she has a kid so i would have to babysit, but thats cool i would get payed. if i can get some sort of 'job in entertainment' than fine! who knows tho? i just feel really depressed. why cant i just have some good friends to chill with? ok well, today not sure what the day holds. maybe walk around griffith park...

hi!

so, sigh...things are...so lame. they just are. sigh....i wrote on facebook. ever feel like your mind is miles away from your curriculum? do you want to know why i left, why i decided to leave easton, albeit for a 3 week...whatever. its because i am just longing for something enticing,,,some sort of stimulating conversation, something? something to spark my own voracity. it never happens. and staying at moss's just sort of, magnifies my depression. nothing against moss but, well..this is not my home. now mike is pissed too and yeah, i am going to deal with him bitching when i get home. i just want friends or whatever THATS ALL! i want to be able to chat, talk, joke....but at the same time, im tired. today, one of kimmys friends candi msg me about hanging out today, so she said 3pm was a good time. well i called her and she acted like she was going to leave in a half hour so i excursed outside and stuff, to hollywood blvd to get some postcards to mail out, (i figured she would text me and say she was on the subway or whatever to meet her) but i understand, she lazed around or whatever so she never ended up even leaving, (hey, i get that way too), but audrey called me and i met up with her. katy perry had the stage set up to premiere her movie and to do a performance, so we attempted to stay but instead we went to the snow white bar to have a drink or two. we got hungry and had a hot dog, then went back and were supposed to go out more...(it was about, 830) when we came back, well i came here and we were going to go out again, but she doesnt have her ID!???? um, ok? so, moss brought us to the rainbow but she was beat by that point, and i was just like, whatever....we dropped audrey off and went to porn star kareoke, because ron was there. i remember reading on the adult swim forums that seth macfarlane goes there...( i guess porn stars go there, to sing kareoke?) it wasnt tho, it was guys singing but i thought it was cool. see, ron was in the corner sleeping. im thinking, if seth macfarlane DOES go there, he is probably surrounded by young, hot blonde models du jour, and makes an appearance, then leaves into the night while some loser was like, "wow! so cool!" well ron jeremy goes and sleeps in the corner like an old man. he cant be alone tho that is his problem. sardos it was called. i liked it tho! i like kareoke! i usually sing rod stewart. so, tonight was lame! i had bread. damnet why cant i just be a rock star ya know?!! :/ i am so sleepies now, (yuck! that is how moss talks. he baby talks and says stuff like, "oh lorraine, ((or phawn...he spells it with a ph)) i am so sleepies. now i think mike will kick me out. is anything even cool happening at comic-con this year? so, btw...a guy was supposed to sing smells like teen spirit, but he was singing, "play that funky music white boy" well i was looking at the lyrics and i saw them on the tv screen, seemed sort of...adult swim like? ((of course moss was like, "Lori im tired lets go" but i tried to lose myself in my own weird world while reading the lyrics as the guy sang play that funky music white boy" here are the lyrics to smells like teen spirit

Load up on guns and bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over-bored and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido
Yeah, hey, yay


((IM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT!!!)) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUtHjOvPKT0

Kesha on HOLLYWOOD SIGN

 so stupid! you cannot get up there where they did, and its fake and staged. oh notice the white rabbit??

pics

these are all randomized and i am probably leaving some out i just dont feel like putting them in order etc...

moss left to get his camera in the car so i took these pics

chin chin hollywood, lots of noodles i know! i still have leftovers

on stage with yellowcard

carrottop 20+ years ago pre plastic surgery

it was so damn hot they gave me that glove filled with ice

cute bass player

i took this pic to show how mad i was cuz i DID NOT want to hike! later i was fine tho

somewhere over the rainbow

with a monster water, (i thought it was energy drink nope just water)

"just hanging around" he says

the lunch i had in the clubhouse

there is something so eerie and freaky about the hollywood sign, i became entranced by it and wanted to walk up to the actual letters....reminds me of that kesha video HOLD ON!!!

pt2

ok so i will continue..(((did i say i got paranoid because mike got in a car accident, and that night on conan he said, "airbag" out of nowhere, after mike told me it was the airbag that saved his life?))) i dont mike dead! i am being paranoid, SORRY!!!

.(ugh moss is yelling at the guy whos laptop i am using, his name is kenny he is a sexual predator...idk? but his voice is so squeaky and high pitched moss!!)sigh, so where did i leave off? chatting with those girls? oh so, one of them mentioned CSI filming in atlantis, and the other one motioned for her to be quiet. that was, weird??? hmm...so warped was cool, i forget what i said...um, oh, so yeah i spotted jeffree star, and he was like, looking at me, i think he recognized me? from my..blogs? poison? oh so later, we saw them and they were taking a picture, it was weird tho...like, they knew we were behind them so i made moss get into the background. its so funny! you see moss in the background!!

its like it was done deliberately LOL!!!!

so, that was just weird. anyways, we hung around the concert for a bit, this and that...it started to cool down which was nice! then we went back to the place we were staying, i was so tired tho, we didnt go out to play the slots...but i put on adult swim, ok? moss told me, he has tickets for us to see barry manilow, and guess what family guy episode played? the barry manilow one, also, just to add MORE synchs, it had the all seeing eye...(i will find the clip)...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18cXl8MgoZs

see the eye back there??

also, during the show, peter makes a joke and does that popping thing with his mouth, like what ron jeremy does after he tells a joke, a dirty joke i guess HA!

here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ChXajpw0lE ron does that thing! HA!!!

anyways, next day we played slots...oh, we ate breakfast at that place, whatever its called..i forgot to say, before warped tour we had tubes and went on the lazy river. so fun! here are clips of the lazy river: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RnamC0H0wQc it was alot of fun you sit in your tube and it just brings you around the river...so, day after warped we ate at that place, forget what its called...then, um..what else? hmm...we met up with diane. oh yeah, well we went to the hard rock casino, and sat down to play slots, I WON!!! oh yeah, also heard a song i like, heres a link to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RlfN8bqaw8

sorry moss has a way to cheesify everything tho...what!?? HE DOES!! so we WON!! LOOK! (i hit the winning button!) ((If you want to see all my pictures btw, they are here https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150318222655197.339129.654335196&type=3



348.00 (moss gave me just 10% tho)



so we met with diane, shes cool. she is a therapist, she is going to be on sins and sinners, or she was...anyways, she had a kid with her she was watching, one of her clients. we sat at the diner then we went outside by the pool we all sat down she told some interesting stories..she knows axl rose, (she knows all the bands, remember, shes the one in that vh1 special)...she has a pet tortoise ok? also, she says that axl does have many personalities, and he also has many different facebook pages, one of dogs, and a few where he is different like, rockstars but not famous?(moss kept interrupting her tho), so, she says they talk about all kinds of interesting things from ufos to psychic vampires etc...religion,

she says axl told her, that he is going to 'punk her'....(she also told other stories but i dont feel like writing them), so she was like, ok...??? a few weeks later, she was doing errands. you know, running around getting stuff for a birthday party. she saw a guitar pick, on the ground outside of her door. she picked it up and saw it was a guns n roses pick with a turtle on the back. she was like, thats weird...and she KNEW she did not see it before. so she kept it. than at the store, a homeless man on a bike rode up to her and stopped, and she was going to give him a few bucks because she does that...she only had a ten, just gave it to him. he was going to wash her windows or whatever but she didnt let him. instead, he looks at her, deep into her eyes, squinting, and at her teeth...then he just keeps saying, "you just got punked, you just got punked" before telling her son, (who was with her) shes a good person, and then got on his bike and rode away. she says she felt axl set that up. i believe her because that sort of stuff happens to me all the time!???!!!!

just thought i would share her story...so, what else? after visiting with diane we went to the pawn stars place....we waited in line and then went inside they were filming. the book lady was there, the one that mike likes!! haha! the one that chumlee flirts with and stuff....oh heres a pic of me in the lobby at the signature, (they had a booth)

((just took a hike to the hollywood sign, im back)) ALMOST FORGOT!! beachbody was doing a conference, well, thats not what is strange. we kept walking through the new york area to get to the mgm etc..anyways, we kept walking past a bunch of stores, and restaurants..well, this is very WEIRD!!! (remember when the girl was talking about CSI earlier?) so, i go on facebook MK culture group, and someone posted the very same place i was at!???? wichcraft!??! i was there! i kept passing that place!?? WHATS THE ODDS!??? she says she went to the CSI thing too!??? look:

i was there!!???!!

so, after all that we went to the new york place? the casino with the roller coaster ok? so, we were waiting in line, we put our stuff in lockers, which cost 50cents. so we stored our stuff but then we saw a sign saying if you use your credit card you need to show your id. they didnt have that sign by the lockers although they should of. so moss was like, 'im not going to waste another 50cents if they make me get my id...well, sure enough the girl was like, "we need to see your ID and moss was making a big deal about it i was like, i have 50cents, i will go and get your id and lets just get on the ride!?? but no moss needed to make his point and we waited for a supervisor. finally i guess they gave me 50 cents? he got his id and we went on the roller coaster. it was pretty cool but headache inducing. after it ended, we had that feeling we were in a different world, (you know that weird feeling you get after a roller coaster), that the arguing seemed worlds away. so, we were walking out from the ride, and i heard a song, 'breaking up is hard to do' an oldies song, and i noticed this woman with short hair and i noticed she had a smirk of her face but i didnt pay attention to her but we turned to leave the arcade part and she still had the smirk on her face, and she looked at us it was weird...well it was time to leave vegas so i mostly slept on the way back. we got to hollywood pretty late but moss wanted to go on the internet and he was on till late and i sleep on this couch with a flimsy blanket thing...oh yeah, its so hard to manuever into the lime-ridden shower because the toilet is right outside the shower. i was feeling so depressed too, because of the whole mike thing. he got/is pissed at me. i woke up and tried calling him, i felt so miserable lost and lonely everyone is like, 'your better off without him' but i love him, and he got into a car accident! i should be there with him!!! so, since warped was wednesday, it must of been thursday when i woke up in hollywood. hmm, what did we do? i dont know!??? i got here tuesday, then weds, thursday....hmm....oh i mean, friday....thursday was just what i talked about, friday, nothing much during the day...mike was so mad at me. im not sure what is going to happen with mike and i. i love him. i dont want to move out. i guess all there is to do is take it as it comes. he wants me to come home, but it is going to cost me a plane ticket back, (about 300.00) plus i will have to pay moss back for the ticket he got me here, bcuz he wanted me to stay out here a month but turned it into 3 wx so he wont pay for a ticket back earlier than planned. i love mike but if he wants to kick me out, well than, maybe its for the best...sigh...i lied to him. i am being selfish. im so sad. and to make matters worse, i just...im here at moss's apartment feeling all, the way i feel. not trying to be mean or complain, but do you understand? when you are in a relationship and the other person is breaking your heart, its the worst feeling, almost a suffocating feeling. and im not even in my own home. sometimes i just, cant breathe! and LA is really dry....and moss's high pitched squeaks and the way he describes things, "parky park, foody food, doggy dog, drinky drink" whatever!!?? sigh who knows? and he tells me stories when im feeling depressed about mike, its just hard...thats all. so friday night, we went to the poison/def lepperd concert. it was alright, nothing weird happened just a regular concert. saturday, hmm...nothing really happened. i waited all night for mike to call me tho, which he did. he was drunk i guess he went out to your welcome inn. i was feeling so miserable and depressed. i feel that way now. sunday, what did we do? hmm...oh so i said i wanted to do touristy things, but we didnt do touristy things instead moss really wanted to go to rons pool. i left my bikini at the room in las vegas, so i was going to buy a new one at target, but i didnt. i didnt even want to go to rons pool. it gets too shady there. oh since ron wasnt there, they came to tell us we cant be there, (was eating mcdonalds in the clubhouse)...but moss argued his point across and was able to hang out in the hot tub, i was in the clubhouse reading magazine articles moss wanted me to read, brittany murphy one and the randy and evi quaid ones. oh i have a weird subliminal msg to fawn....(i'll do it later, youtube is being slow!!!!) so, moss has a vanity plate, oh here...heres the video, (i wanted to take a still but its so slow!!)  its not working..moss has a vanity plate, MOSS< (i will take a pic and post it later)...well, on that skit, it has a vanity plate, STILL FAXN and it really looks like FAWN, (me!) like that should be my vanity plate!!! ok so, then moss called dean and dean (his brother) said he was going to runyon canyon with the dogs, and i was like, 'ugh i dont want to go' i just didnt feel like hiking! i wanted to leisurely walk around LAand parts of LA i never seen, (im not sure what or where tho!??) so we met his brother and dogs and the hill was so steep! i was like, "i hate you moss!" i was so mad!!! but then, ((we went the steepest part)) but then it got cool and we saw an old abandoned house which reminded me of that clive barker book, coldwater canyon. oh HERE is the pic!!! 

subliminal fawn



so last night audrey called me, well, i saw our friend george, heres another coincedence, i was telling moss my friend lives there, (the place right down the road from moss) and we were at the cvs parking lot and i see my friend there so i got out i was like , HEY!! later audrey, (his roommate), tells me they were jsut talking about me the day before and he said he spotted me haha! but i went there we had some drinks but i didnt drink alot because i really hate mixed drinks. i just cant drink them! george made me a manhatten and i was like, ughh...so i had a mixed berry drink with vodka...:/ i cant drink mixed drinks!?? i used to be able too tho? but anyways, it was cool some of audreys friends came over too, her gay friend, some other guy who gave me cigar type cigarettes. i got tired and went home, not sure what time tho. today, we went to chin chin and i had peanut noodles, then i snapped some pics, (which i will post)...sigh...then...we went to the hollywood sign and i hiked up so close to the sign!!! i felt overcome with the urge to keep going, going, up to the letters but i could see the steep path tapered off. oh yeah, remember the head they found under the sign? shudder? there was also an actress in the 30s who jumped off the Y and killed herself...her name was peg entwhistle, this is an interesting article: http://voices.yahoo.com/haunted-california-ghost-hollywood-sign-1658837.html

i miss mike, but i think he wants to kick me out. i love him. i want him to know that. but at the same time, more things are coming up. moss even wrote me a list of upcoming events.

-linkin park (maybe) friday, ((oh yeah warped maybe, wednesday, if audrey wants to go))..mayhemfest saturday, necromantics show sunday, barry manilow concert monday
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3R4J1dEtSDY, what else? be in his youtube video, ((mosses) and also comic con. mike will think im selfish for wanting to go to these things tho. and i feel selfish. and im depressed here. im not sure why i am, i just am. i do miss the east coast. i love the romance of summer, and tbh, california jsut doesnt capture that essence. i love the blue cloudy skies, i love walking barefoot through the green grass, i love skinny dipping in the river, (LOL! something i have done in the past but mike would never be up for it)...i miss partying in the cornfields, ((something i USED to do ha!) i jsut miss that...i miss mike tho. i didnt go to kandyland. moss talked to miss september radio her name is tawny she said, 'if shes hot she will get it' and i already signed up for a sponsored ticket but never heard back, guess im not hot. well, im not 23, skinny, blonde etc. i have no money so i do not have tight sexy kandy outfit. (i would wear neon hi-top sneakers, i would do my nails like cosmo had where it looks dipped in sprinkles, i would wear little socks with fuzzy balls on them, i would wear powder blue fishnets and a tiny skirt and i would wear a little shirt that shows off my abs, (which i need to obtain) and i need fake boobs! i can obtain this look, i still look young too. its just hard but i want to go home so i can just diet, work out! i need my bangs cut. i know im not up to par. moss is like, your a good looking girl, your thin, (um, no im not!) did you even see me at the last kandyland i was horrid! i would also wear a wig or i would dip the ends of my hair is hot pink or something...here, let me find a pic of how the girls who go to kandyland look like...

those girls are beat but they have the outfits and tans

oh no i saw this outfit, its katy perrys california girls ugh i saved it on kenny the sex predator, (who is signed up on megans law)? his laptop oops probably shouldnt of done that, needs to erase his pics we do...i dont know? how creepy that they have costumes like that for little girls. so, i feel very depressed now. mike wants to kick me out again, but i dont want to leave i like it there. i miss him. im not cheating on him here i do not want too! i love him!

EDIT EDIT EDIT i forgot to mention, so we had to take ron to the burbank airport, well anyways, ron said he got creeped out because someone showed him a pic of when he was at this club a few months ago and he does not remember it at all. he also said he is going to comic con this year so that means we can go!! after we dropped him off at the airport, i noticed a tim heidecker lookalike pacing back and forth. very weird....(from tim and eric)

story thus far..

Hi...so, I guess, deep breath, i will make a blog post..??? so the story thus far is this, you know last weekend mike and i got into a big fight, friday night he wanted to meet scott and me stay home but i went out with him, saturday night he wanted to go out and have me stay home, but then he didnt end up going out and we both just stayed home, except i was drinking and i stayed up pretty late, probably 5in the morning, drunk and sloppily BLOGGING!! (which i deleted) etc, and since i was banned from adult swim, i blogged!?? ughh hate doing that! well mike of course got me upset when we woke up and we got in a fight this and that. he was sleeping tho!? i wasnt even bothering him! so i kept crying and sometimes i like to wake up and cuddle and have fun, and he goes in the basement to watch tv, so i was so upset i followed him downstairs and he was being so mean to me i looked like a crazy person just crying and asking, "why are you so mean to me?" etc etc...he kept saying, 'go to your parents' (and it was fathers day so i was intending to anyways)...ok? so, finally i calmed down a bit to gather my composure and went to my parents. mike didnt come of course. that was truly a miserable weekend. ok so now, we are going to lisas to see sage! well, i was still upset about mike, when moss calls..(i will once again paste this, for effect)...AHH i cant find it. so moss was like, "Lori, there are so many fun things to do here in Hollywood, you know that? Poison/def lepperd concert, Kandyland..(which i am not going to, i will explain later) ladeedadeedada, et cetera et cetra et cetra....you saw it, i posted it then deleted it. he was like, "come out here or stay there, where NOTHING is going on and all you do is fight and get upset. (which i think too, i want to enjoy myself and my summer)...and mike and i needed a break. i hate to fight! i actually truly DID want to go to canada but that did not work out. remember, moss kept mentioning his concert list, and i really was like, 'alright...so?" ha! i mean, i didnt care. i didnt want to come out to LA you heard me, i said, i need to be PREPARED for LA, meaning, MONEY IN DA BANK!!!! nice clothes that make me feel comfortable. well, when i was in the car moss called me and i was like, "ok than, fine! i will go"....and he got me a plane ticket. i just honestly needed a break, from mike, from the fighting...everything. i know flying out here is not the answer, and i just...tsk. im appreciative and moss wanting to help me and all, i am...ok so...i did lie to mike i told him i was going to canada, because i knew he would not let me go to california. i mean, im just staying with moss, and he has nothing absolutely nothing to worry about with moss, still, it was weird staying with him in las vegas, we had a nice room tho, but you know what i mean. im sleeping on the couch now. yes i know moss is a good friend we have been friends for years. but i love mike! moss doesnt seem to understand or respect that i do have caring feelings for mike. i mean, mike and i LIVE TOGETHER!!!! so i got off plane in las vegas, and i was like, "wtf am i doing here!???" to make matters worse, i called mike, and he had told me he just got into a bad car accident! i just started crying. what was i doing in las vegas, (and i didnt tell him at that point i was there) he thought i was in canada. He told me his airbag saved him. He could of died, and here i am, in fucking las vegas!?? i was so upset, than moss picks me up. "Hi" he says as he knudges my arm, (something he always does)...and i hate when he does that. im upset i dont even know what i am DOING in las vegas!?? you know? mike just got in a car accident! so i was so upset. still am. so, what did we do? moss picked me up i forget what we did!?? he picked me up we went to the signature, oh yeah, we went somewhere to eat? we ate at the MGM grand, and moss saw these kids there dressed warped vans style moss was like, "i bet they are a band" i was like, "no dont bother them!" but when we get up to leave he asks them and yes they WERE a band, 'breathe carolina'. after dinner we went to the craps table and played craps, won some lost some, (well, i won some, moss lost some)...i had an amp energy drink and a shirley temple, with a little bit of grenadine, a big splash of orange juice, and ice, (like moss's drink! HAHA! moss's drink is a shirley temple!)...i was so tired we went to sleep, yeah it doesnt feel right being in a hotel room with another man when i love mike, but its moss im just saying, how i felt...ok? OK!??? next morning i call mike, crying prevails. moss talks and talks and my mind is elsewhere! ok so, it was SO HOT! 108 degrees that day. i put on the sandals my mom gave me, because i was going to war the flip flops moss was like, 'wear something comfortable ' i tried those on they were comfortable and i forgot to bring my flops....ok so moss was like, "we are going to eat, new york new york cafe, get the laminates, (one of his favorite words, laminates)...pronounced lah-min-etts...so, i didnt realize he wanted to walk to the luxor, so i was following him and my ankles started hurting from the shoes. i was starting to get blisters, so we went inside luxor and i got flip flops and a hat. then, we walked over to warped, but i was so hungry, i mean, i wasnt SO hungry, but wth? he wanted to get the laminates first??? it was so hot! we got inside warped and i was following him around, and we stopped in the backstage tent, it was so fucking hot! i made sure to get plenty of water, they had water,cucumber water, and monster mocha drinks and stuff, i had water, water water and a mocha drink on ice. i have a pic too, (i might post them later, if not the pics are on my instagram or facebook, i can link later)...i mean, so i followed moss around and he stops to get things out of his bag, and my heart beats fast when its hot out, i had to sit down we found a spot and i layed down. first aid tent was there and they came over and asked me if i was ok and brought me into the first aid tent and gave me bottled water and a glove full of ice. i was like, 'wth moss! why would you go on this excursion before getting food or water? it just does not make sense! you know!?? i was so pissed! anyways, i felt better after drinking a whole bottle of water so we went back out, watched some bands, moss blew up some beach balls and threw them into the audience, stuff like that...we talked to kevin lyman the guy who started warped and runs it, also talked to his daughters i noticed the one said she was reading M. butterfly, (i just took note of that)...shrug...went backstage etc. oh yeah, moss started talking about some guy with pink hair and i looked and noticed the tattoos i was like, hey that is jeffree starr? i thought he was taller? i spotted him in hollywood he seemed very tall!?? but yeah, so i was looking, and he was looking at us, like they were whispering? i thought maybe because its of that blog i made ha! well moss didnt listen when i told him he just talked and walked away? so...what else? i forget! sigh, its saturday night and ughh im just here. i dont even want to go out. i dont really have any friends here, fuck this place. i dont even know why i came here for real. i feel like i am stuck, and now mike is out having fun. when i get back he *might* have me stay, but then i will have rules like i cant go out or drink...wtf? all i want to do is enjoy life. is that so fucking hard? yeah so, we were ons stage while yellowcard played. i remember listening to yellowcard. jeremy loved that band. he would always talk in his hoarse alchohol ridden voice, 'yellowcard" ughh jeremy! but i was on stage with them! that was cool! jeremy is the guy who was so mean to me, who owed me money he lives in ocean city, NOT ron jeremy! ha! so we sat down later with kevin lymans daughters, oh, nevermind. just want to mention the one started talking about CSI, and filming there and in atlantis, and the other daughter motioned for her to be quiet..weird. i felt kind of awkward, you know??? sitting there and all that...trying to look cluelessly happy and agreeable but all the time wondering if they all knew, about me and MY BLOGS!!!! THESE BLOGS THEY ARE ALL WAITING FOR ME TO DO!!!

and with that i say, TO BE CONTINUED! SCARLETT JOHANZZEN!!!

i will be gone for about a month!

and in which i am not going to blog or facebook. i am just going to disappear for a while. who knows if i will ever return? kidding i will return, ha! i cant help it!!! :/ no i wont! i musnt! srzly i need to go to sleep now!

Nelly Furtado - Big Hoops (Bigger The Better)

oh the symbolisms in this one too, (covers eye) and they have hoop dancers and fancy dancers in it. my neice sage is a fancy dancer and i dont want her emulating the covering eye thing. shes smart tho. even tho lisa told her i was schizophrenic because i believe in conspriacies, i was like, no i dont believe in conspiracy theories! i really dont! do you ever hear me talking about reptilians, aliens, greys, 2012, clones etc? yes im starting to read about clones and replacements who knows anymore!???!
oh  btw part of the lyrics:
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/n/nelly+furtado/big+hoops_21011752.html ]
That boy gonna feel my poison
I know it can stay in the rain
Like you wanna be down with your baby
Back and forth, back and forth
Back, back, back and forth
You got my rum rum shaking them another back
When you should not real
And I never have to fake it fake it
You know I oughta move quick
And I gotta move slow
Cause there ain't no wind in the road

Katy Perrys wonderland

wow another one...all the MK symbolisms i honestly think katy and her camp do these sort of symbolic themes on purpose! but this alter probably only recalls making videos and performing

Monday the 18th..

hi! ok so, yesterday, i went to my parents for fathers day. well, i drove there and then we went to my sisters in bangor. sage was there. it was nice, had some good deer meat! i am going to leave for a bit tho, about a month. i dont think i will be around? who knows? but i want to start being more healthy. i want to cut back on drinking, (heavy) maybe a glass of red wine at dinner for the prophoynls tho. i am going to start walking and eating healthy and taking my thyroid also vitamins and some superfruits (?) and teas...smoothies! i want to start working out too.

http://indianinthemachine.wordpress.com/2012/06/02/close-encounters-with-celebrities-show-business-clones-satanists-prostitutes-and-serpents-dying-for-attention-literally/

(are these different ppl with their stories? i think so...) i found this clip but a link, i will link in a bit...(in the title)

You know the now “D” list actress Tara Reid? (She of the addictions, the horrible plastic surgeries, etc.) She makes her living earning about $20,000 – $50,000 (when she looked better) as a private “escort’ to many wealthy international men.
When you are a C or D list celebrity female, you earn more as a prostitute than as an actress. I guess the attitude of these poor, abused mind=controlled women is “at least it’s a job!”

Per “gig” — which usually involves travel to be with the gentlemen in question somewhere out of the country, at his estate, private island, or yacht. The usual stuff. Pamela Anderson has been doing the same thing for a long time – she makes more, though! Many others like this one actress Mena Suvari who made a big splash in American Beauty but in recent years had disappeared off the map – she actually makes loads of money as a dominatrix catering to clients with certain, um, tastes.
This is all info gleaned from friends who work in LA hotels, Las Vegas too, where this stuff is widely known about.
Since SAG minimum rates for a day long gig used to be, what $500 a day or something? (I have no idea what they are now) and minor stars might get $10,000 for a small walk on role as the villain in a TV series – they can actually make more consistent income doing the call girl stuff (and call boy stuff. Whole ‘nuther story.)
In addition, many female “celebs” got started in prostitution and later became “stars.” Or they worked in a few roles, their careers stalled, they went into prostitution, serviced the “right” client, and then their careers became bigger again. Case in point Denise Richards who was working as an escort when she got involved with Charlie Sheen. Her acting career never took off and she always had more work as a call girl than anything else.
Paris Hilton was a notorious LA prostitute and the only reason she ever became a celebrity was because she blackmailed certain highly-placed entertainment people who were in her “little black book” and that’s how that horrible woman was foisted upon us all (and young girls especially, who for a while really looked up to her!) Her arrest for cocaine the other day is more typical of what she’s always been, what she’s always been up to. Paris now makes between $500,000 to $1million to show up at a “party” for the Kind of Bahrain’s son or whatever – she does those international prostitution/party appearance gigs all the time.
There is also a big esoteric/psychic ritual component. Depending on the wiring of the woman, she might be used to conceive a particular type of soul during a ritual, be used as a breeder, then the baby “disappears”. Also sexual rituals are used to bring energy to a person, company, project, endeavor, or location. Older women are often used to help a younger member (male usually) of a connected family celebrate his sexual maturity – think like a bar or bat mitzvah ceremony, only instead of coming of age spiritually, he is celebrating coming of age sexually. This can be done when the child is between 12 – 15 for boys, and not too long after a girl’s first period for the young girls.
You have the Madonnas who groom the younger women to eventually take their place with the sexual/psychic rituals, but sometimes the older ones are still being used for other things. It’s never really been about youth but more about energy and being able to access that person to harvest their psychic energy/emotional energy, and the women who have had a lot of sexual abuse and fragmentation and damage in their past are especially “popular” in this regard because they can be trained not to remember being abused and will tend to dismiss everything as a great party in which they had great drugs/drink, had sex with multiple people, and went home with a lot of money.
Pamela Anderson “wrote” a novel a while back that talked about one of her alter egos and discussed the frequent orgies “she” participated in. Thinly veiled real stuff. But I don’t think that book talked about any of the deeper esoteric stuff. Again, with mind control and fragmentation sometimes the person doesn’t recall everything they end up being used for.

LOL!

Healthy Foods

so, i made a list of healthy foods! today, ughh...i had chicken strips and tater tots for lunch...just now we went to burger king, and i had the new pulled pork combo meal. food like that, is what i need to get out of my system! here is a list of items i need to get, once food stamps reinstates! wth?

breakfast (and snack)
-strawberries/melons/bananas/blueberries/apples/pears/pineapples-steel cut oatmeal-egg white omelette w/ herbs, lowfat shredded cheese, greek yogurt, rye bread, orange juice, cottage cheese, whole wheat english muffins, water. (full glass of water w. medicine 1st thing)
lunch
spinach wraps, mixed greens, kimchi, hummus, walnuts, almonds, tomatoes, dried cranberries, pickles, carrots, tuna salad, chickpeas, canned salmon, boxed low cal soup, yogurt, basil, avocado, swiss cheese, cucumber
dinner
salmon, (thyme, orange juice, soy sauce low sodium, ginger, garlic, parsely), sweet potato, garlic, asaparagus, broccoli, edamame, zucchini, squash, black beans, skinless chicken, asian 5 spice, coriander, wild rice, tilapia, whole wheat linguini, green bell pepper, red pepper, mushrooms, balsamic vinegar, baby corn, flank steak, cilantro, limes, lemon, shrimp

so kaley cuoco tuna turtle gets alot of views i see, so it show what brings in traffic via google and keywords, below lol!! however, when i type this in on google, i dont see my posts???

i need financial help

i was looking for sites for ppl to make donations, i found this, so i tried making a description...check it out, should i trust this? http://www.ineedfinancialhelp.net/index.php