Thursday, June 7, 2012

i cant think!

i dont want to live like this anymore! i cant do this. i just need to worry about me, i just need to focus on me. im so sick of my life. i was researching cruise ships and being a massage therapist, looks like its not the best idea. well, as a massage therapist, you need your muscles, (duh!) you need to make it comfortable for both you and the client. haha the client, like the client list? she was just on conan last night talking about that show...
 anyways, it looks like on a cruise ship, you are over-worked. well, heres an excerpt:(

I was not a therapist but worked closely with them. As the saying goes, "Every refuge has its price." Please think twice about working on a cruise ship. The amount of work you do in a short period of time wrecks havoc on your body. You may leave after your contract not ever wanting to do a massage again. You have a roommate in a very, very small windowless cabin. You constantly breathe recycled air. The food is not that great, either. The pressure to sell with Steiner is extreme. I was privy to the comments left by passengers, and every cruise there were multiple comments about how they would never get a massage again because of the hard sell. The therapists are constantly exhausted. Many of them made their way to the crew bar and would get totally tanked to let off steam. You do get 1 1/2 days off, but many times that 1/2 day is only on embarkation day, so you really have only day off. After a few months, the therapists rarely got off the ship because they were so tired. Steiner really doesn't care about you because they know there are many other people waiting to take your place.
With that being said, the plus side is if you are dead broke after going to massage school and have a difficult time finding a job, then working for Steiner is kind of like a time-out to build up your finances. You will meet many people from diverse cultural backgrounds and you will realize how all alike we really are. I rotated on several ships and there were always very few Americans working. The rumor was we are a litigious bunch and so they like to shy away from them. A majority of the people only last one contract. A lot depends on who your supervisor is. A great supervisor can really enhance your experience and a bad one can make your life a living hell. Remember that they are under a lot of pressure, as well. Go into it with the idea that this is a life experience, and you will come out alive and with many stories to tell your grandchildren.

so,  it sounds like fun, but, is it really???

i got it from this link:
http://www.indeed.com/forum/job/massage-therapist/cruise-ship-jobs/t55968/p2

so, my friend from canada says i will be payed in cash, but then again, he keeps complaining about his girlfriend and i dont want him to think im interested in him! no way! hes like a relative. haha. so maybe he just wants to hang out with another girl. i msgd my cousin about that job. well see. i just am unhappy here. i want to go away and work. moss says he would buy me a ticket to LA but i will have to look for work, i can stay there, but i need to buy a new wardrobe what i do!? if i feel gross and ugly and plain, i will not have the confidence i need to be out there. seriously bitch! that how it be!





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