good morn!!

oh,  so you know....mike says i need to redeem myself. ok well, yah i bet i do. i mean, aww damn necessito un cigarillo!!! so, i slept on the couch last night, but then mike woke up and make pancakes for breakfast, (he likes pancakes!), and turned on married with children. (lisa! kelly!) he just does that on porpoise, to get me upset. i do love mike, i am very used to him....but maybe its best i leave. sad bcuz i was just thinking about how i want to paint the living room etc....but all this redeeming stuff, idk? i dont have the patience for that. i mean, i know the wknd will come about, but what? do nothing? its the summertime, one of my fave seasons, in fact, it IS my fave season! i like to enjoy it! and i wish mike and i could chill here, grill, drink beers, listen to music, etc..but, he never wants to do that. so, should i consider my happiness or what i am used too, im more layed back than that really. im so chill and layed back honestly. sigh...so i went downstairs in the basement to sleep. so mike left, OH need to clean out the catbox! anyways, i started getting sleep paralysis, (probably because i was in a new place, never slept in the basement yet)...so, i heard people walking about talking upstairs, and then they came downstairs. it was a group of hispanic guys (?) idk? dont ask me. they were getting instruments to play some music. it was weird they were all speaking spanish. ugh, then i saw a cat, it wasnt marble, but there was a cat next to the mattress, so i went to grab it or pet it, it screeched and bit me! i felt the bite. oh i forgot to mention, the other morning, i woke up, it was early morning, like 545 or so...and i heard this loud, screeching, like an animal in pain. i heard it, and i woke up. i thought maybe marble was hurt. last i saw, she was sleeping in the basement, (i watched tv downstairs before going to bed), so finally i decided to get up and look. it just didnt sound like a noise marble, (or any cat at that) has ever made, and it wasnt mike. it was just weird, so i got up, called for marble, but went to the bathroom, then went down in the basement, no marble. went back to bed she was there. strange what was that noise? something from another dimension? so, so, what am i going to do with myself? ya know!??? WHAT THE FUCK AM I GOING TO DO WITH MYSELF!!?? cursing is the only way to MAKE A DAMN POINT! FOOL!!!!!!!!!!