hey...so, i sort of want to blog about things....you see, i love mike. i do. i know that he loves me and wants me to do better, i mean, i live with him and we have been together almost 3 years you know? we are fine during the week. its just, we never really do anything interesting or exciting during the wknd. i like to go out, i like to be around people, i like to have fun? so, i dont know!?? i mean, i just wanted to go out, have some drinks, talk, flirt!! you know, it feels nice to be around someone you are attracted too!??? yes??? so of course saturday night we were going to go out, mike and i, to your welcome inn, but he said he was only going to spend 20.00 and i repeated, 20 dollars? and he went...Listen, i dont have all this money to spend' i HATE when he does that, says, LISTEN and takes that tone with me! so, i was just like, whatever than he didnt want to go out! and i was all showered and make-upped and ready to go out and do something. well, that guy i like!! john, from the airport wanted to meet up and do something...well...like i said, it feels nice to talk and be around a guy you like and stuff!?? right??? oh my gosh he looks like this actor:
he has the same kind of cute smile!??? im dumb! whatever tho!???? hmm, except he has blonde hair blue eyes alright im going to just shut up right now!??? but yeah, it was fun we hung out in 'deep pa' town northampton...went to some bars his friend hung out too. idk? i had fun but i got really wasted and i couldnt drive!? so i crashed at his apartment. not good huh?so yeah mike got really mad he said he was looking for my car ugh i told him i hung out with him but i didnt do anything! yeah im attracted to him? but i didnt CHEAT on him! so now mike, well, he wanted to kick me out but now he says i cant drink. well i love mike so i said ok i wont drink. but, i like this other guy but who knows right? he probably...idk? im stupid, ARE YOU READING MY BLOG ughh whats wrong with me!?? oh i had to take down the post on facebook bcuz its not fair, but everyone says i should leave him...but we were hugging and i do care and love mike!!! :) oh here is a video clip of him talking! new crush! LOL im dumb ok?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WzX9jHB3LfA
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