hi!

so, sigh...things are...so lame. they just are. sigh....i wrote on facebook. ever feel like your mind is miles away from your curriculum? do you want to know why i left, why i decided to leave easton, albeit for a 3 week...whatever. its because i am just longing for something enticing,,,some sort of stimulating conversation, something? something to spark my own voracity. it never happens. and staying at moss's just sort of, magnifies my depression. nothing against moss but, well..this is not my home. now mike is pissed too and yeah, i am going to deal with him bitching when i get home. i just want friends or whatever THATS ALL! i want to be able to chat, talk, joke....but at the same time, im tired. today, one of kimmys friends candi msg me about hanging out today, so she said 3pm was a good time. well i called her and she acted like she was going to leave in a half hour so i excursed outside and stuff, to hollywood blvd to get some postcards to mail out, (i figured she would text me and say she was on the subway or whatever to meet her) but i understand, she lazed around or whatever so she never ended up even leaving, (hey, i get that way too), but audrey called me and i met up with her. katy perry had the stage set up to premiere her movie and to do a performance, so we attempted to stay but instead we went to the snow white bar to have a drink or two. we got hungry and had a hot dog, then went back and were supposed to go out more...(it was about, 830) when we came back, well i came here and we were going to go out again, but she doesnt have her ID!???? um, ok? so, moss brought us to the rainbow but she was beat by that point, and i was just like, whatever....we dropped audrey off and went to porn star kareoke, because ron was there. i remember reading on the adult swim forums that seth macfarlane goes there...( i guess porn stars go there, to sing kareoke?) it wasnt tho, it was guys singing but i thought it was cool. see, ron was in the corner sleeping. im thinking, if seth macfarlane DOES go there, he is probably surrounded by young, hot blonde models du jour, and makes an appearance, then leaves into the night while some loser was like, "wow! so cool!" well ron jeremy goes and sleeps in the corner like an old man. he cant be alone tho that is his problem. sardos it was called. i liked it tho! i like kareoke! i usually sing rod stewart. so, tonight was lame! i had bread. damnet why cant i just be a rock star ya know?!! :/ i am so sleepies now, (yuck! that is how moss talks. he baby talks and says stuff like, "oh lorraine, ((or phawn...he spells it with a ph)) i am so sleepies. now i think mike will kick me out. is anything even cool happening at comic-con this year? so, btw...a guy was supposed to sing smells like teen spirit, but he was singing, "play that funky music white boy" well i was looking at the lyrics and i saw them on the tv screen, seemed sort of...adult swim like? ((of course moss was like, "Lori im tired lets go" but i tried to lose myself in my own weird world while reading the lyrics as the guy sang play that funky music white boy" here are the lyrics to smells like teen spirit

Load up on guns and bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over-bored and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido
Yeah, hey, yay


((IM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT!!!)) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUtHjOvPKT0