i was kind of looking forward to doing something tonight just to do something....but i guess that sage is here now. which is fine, but sage doesnt want to do anything? i suggested we all see godzilla, but she doesn;t want to do that!??! she gets dizzy with imax.........so i have no clue anymore!???!
if i had someone to hang out with later tonight, i would. i need to do something, but i shouldnt....i hate these muffin top corduroys! guess im not going to see a movie than!???! going to the promenades is boring!!! blehhhhhhhhhhh
i want to watch godzilla then get dropped off here...
Saturday, May 31, 2014
buckets of fun!
i had to go to the ER yesterday, i was in such pain. it was terrible. i really do not feel the need to share however, maybe i will, but...not now. i will share some silly stuff tho....i suppose!??!
well, oh, yes, i do need a shower. i feel so nasty. i need to start taking care of myself, which i haven't been. i have been feeling so depressed lately. i need iron. i don't know. i need a job too. ok, yeah...
my dad rented pompeii, so we were watching pompeii. i had said, "mike and i just watched 'hercules' (because we did just watch hercules, it reminded me of pompeii".
someone had put up a short interview of the squidbillies creators/producers/writers whatever they are...dave willis and jim fortier, so of course i watched it. i took note of the CHECKERED PILLOW next to dave, cuz im just weird like that. i find course in discourse, i suppose. let me find the interview..i suppose....
well, lets just say, it totally reminded me of when mossy went to williams street, and rather than passing along the msg that i wanted a tour, not a job there. he said to them, (generically), "i know someone that is really good at computers and would like a job here", so that of course, they will guide him towards directing me to submitting a resume (and a reel as he says it), to the website, right? common knowledge, right? i mean, of COURSE i know about submitting a FULLY EXPERIENCED RESUME ONLINE!! the only problem is, i do not HAVE THAT! and i was so upset that moss could not just of asked someone specifically for a tour, because that would be the ultimate for me...i mean, it would be a giant step at...something, right?? what exactly? at this point in my life...7 years after the year i started getting really interested in adult swim/william st....what would a tour even concur at this 'lost' point, this 'point of moot'...
i do enjoy creating. if i was at the point where i had my own place, a good MAC, all the good programs on the MAC, and all the time in the world to make fun animations and post them on youtube, heck yeah!!! for some reason, however, i keep FAILING! i never move forward!!! i thought i would be moving forward, i mean, i was saving money and all that...but then i had to get bored, (even tho i was tired and a friday night in would of been fine enough) why the HELL DID THEY EXPECT ME TO DRIVE ALL THE WAY OUT TO STUPID BETHLEHEM??? it gets boring, going out. i do not even give a shit about going out anymore!!! anyways......
moss was like, 'i can get you a meeting with them' so i take that cookie and run with it.
"ok than!" right!??!? "ok MOSS, then get me a meeting with them"
"Lori, I will not get you a meeting unless you have a REEL," he says to me, afraid to look stupid because the friend he knows that is 'really good at computers', and that whom, 'really wants a job at williams street', created such a joke of a reel...but you know, adult swim is really not about fancy effects! it is the essence of, strange weirdness that attracts its fans. ever watch '20 oz mouse?" no? here , i will link a link to a 20 oz mouse clip: oops its 12 oz mouse
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPXX68YGVkw
sometimes it wont bring up the window where i can choose it to open in a new window, so i apologize about that...
i don't even know WHAT i would come up with!??? i think, see? my blog is somewhat entertaining, in a sort of....strange way.....so, i would imagine, my youtube animation videos would be that way too. like i have said prior (richard pryor) times HEH HEH HEH!!! i did make animations with flash when i was going to WCCC. i made a few games too....i animated them and made story lines etc...one was 'beauty the halloween cat'....(if i was on top of my game, i'd of finished that one already. i used to work and in my free time i would write. i would write well too, paying attention to every little detail and emotion being projected, in atmosphere and story line....i wasn't too lazy back then. now i fucking feel like a lump, and I am allowing my DUI pull me into this depression, and my health is failing me too, but maybe i want it too. maybe i want my health to fail me. maybe i just want to leave....:/
i also feel that the uh...you know, appearance of social media really turned us into attention staved/starved lame brains, who would rather post about on facebook then try to be creative. MTV posted something about seeing friends post about being pregnant, next thing, EVERYONE wants to be pregnant, because they see that is what other peers are doing, and, to be frank "uh, can i be frank, for a minute? frankly my damn i dont give a dear....HEH HEH HEH richard pryor!!!"
anyways....to be frank *crackle*.....yeah, i actually considered maybe i should become pregnant (which is actually sad, because...i had to go to the ER because i was really having a miscarriage. anyways...)
people are so consumed by social media, they forget how to be creative...except those girls who make their own jewelry, that i applaud. except those who are not easily influenced or manipulated, like me.
i know i need to get back on track! things i want to do BUCKET LIST TIME!!! (insert bucket of popcorn or bucket of KFC!!! cuz everyone LIKES seeing images of BUCKETS!! i know i do!?? )
(i had to patiently wait for mozilla to start working again...patiently, for google to come up with images wow took about 10 minutes to wait for these images in the meantime i kept wondering about the person i always wanted to be if i never had tragedy or alchohol or social media in my freaking life!!??!)
i want to make a gif of flashing KFC and popcorn buckets, and then post on FACEBOOK!!?!? (WANT want....*trumpet sound) WHO LIKES BUCKETS!???! but not images of 'buckethead' tho...nah...just buckets!!
my bucket list:
volunteer in PHUKET (BUCKET) thailand, helping with the elephants
publishing a book, story, childrens story
take a tour of williams street
ok, now, to get back to what i was talking about!???!?! oh,right, i need to find the interview huh???
now i want to make that gif and post it to facebook!! i am so distracted! i am not even taking a shower even tho sage is on her way over, and it is a gorgeous day out, although a bit windy. i still get cold. i still need to wear jeans, (or my uncomfortable muffin top gap corduroys i just bought last year, but last year i was down to 125 lbs, now i have ballooned back to 145, and my face is gross, i wear my glasses, hair unkempt and unbrushed...)
if i was a rich girl, na nanananananananana! then i'd have all the money in the world if i was a wealthy girls!! (no duh! but i would NOT want ALL the money in the world, because what fun would that be if everyone else was dirt poor? im not trying to be a dictator, so that would NOT be fun for me!!)
if i was a rich girl, tho, i would definately be on top of my game!!! money means the world it does. it makes a world of a difference. suddenly i feel like jay-z now! but more of an annoying, dazed and distracted POS!
ugh...so, yeah, um, in the interview video, it shows a clip of williams street, or maybe adult swim, that one sees as they approach the TBS williams street in atlanta georgia, the pic that moss had sent me to show that he was on his mossy like trip to williams street. cool moss! but moss was 'too cool' too busy to take the tour they offered him, "why moss? why were you too busy to take a tour?" when he knew DAMN well i would of liked if he'd of went...but i guess he was frank (just heard frankly on tv).... that he did not give a damn. moss had a busy schedule, so in moss's world, just making an appearance was good enough for some pep in his step, but him being frank simply was also part of his moss/frank alter egos...pep in da step do!! pep in step...
oh sage is here!!! ok so yes, they included that famous 'adult swim' sign, which reminded me of moss when he texted me a pic of that sign....then, at the end, they started talking about animating ourselves. at first it looks like they mean, to animate ourselves, to draw us!! so if were to animate myself right now, it would be messy hair, pale skin, double chin, and an evil grin (if that) actually, no grin...just a pale, lifeless face, drained of any kind of, well, life...and i am wearing glasses. i am wearing my def leppard shirt and old navy blue sweatpants, and my light blue victorias secret angel hoodie...im a slob and a half!!! but then, they meant like, 'just make animations, and put them on youtube, even if you don't have a following...' (see, they would watch my videos!??! my dumb animations), and then the other one "jim fortier' says, 'tell the animators at adult swim, that i said that anyone could be an animator' (so i take it that, when i go after moss sets up the meeting, i will say to the animators, "jim fortier says anyone could be an animator' and i will say it in a sing song way, moving by head back and forth like people in india do! HAA!!! i am so misguided by my delusions!!! ya think???
http://adultswimcentral.com/2014/05/30/a-peek-inside-adult-swim/
this help i've fallen commercial where she is crying reminded me of how i was crying yesterday because i was in so much pain...
um......
so, this ed lamontange guy casually fb msgd me last night (sometimes he does, but hes alright...) he was telling me how he was doing laundry, and how his plans fell through. i guess he had a date or something, dinner and a movie, and his plans fell through, and he just took it upon himself to msg me, which is fine, even tho boring because he was all talking about laundry. upon one laundry phrase, i noticed we stopped chatting...(boredness prevailed) plus i was chatting with jay about much ado about nothing really idk...
so, a while back, this guy, robert monath jr, would occasionally chat with me. i dont know, i dont pay much attention. well, he msgd me and i got him confused with this other guy i know, anthony fox (ha! i write names here!) oh well who cares!??!? i know that anthony fox off of adultswim.com, and sometimes he drunk msgs me on fb, telling me he has a crush on me even tho he says he might be too young for me, whatever this and that blah!! he lives in las vegas tho. well, robert monath msgd me one night and for some reason i thought he was anthony, so he went, 'can i tell you something? you might get offended tho' (that kind of intrigued me tho...) nah! just tell me??
up into that point robert monath was just another person msging me what do i know?? anyways, (im referring to the first time he turned into someone else other than who i thought i was talking too??) all of a sudden he asked me if i wanted to meet him and that he wanted to foot worship me? i scrolled back to the convo from prior and he was talking about being a christian and he is also married!?? wtf!??! he lives in nj too...so, i guess i was kind of egging him on by saying, 'nah you wont offend me go ahead' well because that other guy would tell me when he was drunk that he had a crush on me (i guess he felt like he could relate to me because i drunk post and complain about guys all the time on the boards!??!) anyways, when i realized it was not him i was talking to, but this other guy, i was like, 'oh....' and i did not know what to say right? so i kept it generic...
he msgs me sometimes about meeting up and it is kind of hard for me to be rude and to the point, so i just kind of,...idk you know!?? what i do feel like saying is, 'why the heck would i want to meet up with you so you could foot worship me? i dont even know you!?? thats just weird!???! ' you know!???!
so last night, as i said, i was chatting with ed, but he just edded away, disappeared after the boring laundry thing (i even told jay...i hope this convo doesnt continue with boring laundry chats), but then he msgd me back...saying, 'im depressed' and i was like, 'why?' and then he was like, 'i havent had sex in 3 years' and it was kind of amusing HA WHAT!???! but it does kind of play into what ed would say right? after him saying his date cancelled, so i was like, 'that sucks' lol right!?? then he started saying, 'wanna meet up?' and i was like, huh? then he said, 'i want to say something to you but i dont want to offend you'....ok? AND??? wtf!??? then, he said, 'i want to foot worship you' AHHH AHHH WHAT!???! WHAT THE HAY HAPPENED???! it sounded so creepily familiar, and then i just realized, this was not ed at all! THIS WAS ROBERT MONATH JR!! HE JUST MORPHED INTO ROBERT! IT TOTALLY REMINDED ME OF THE AGENTS IN THE MATRIX, JUMPING INTO OTHER PPL THIS AND THAT, OR LIKE MYSTIQUE FROM X-MEN, MORPHING..i was so confused!???!!
so i went upstairs in my room, and i was like HUH??? BECAUSE SQUIDBILLIES WAS ON, AND A THERAPIST WAS ON, BUT HE WAS ON A MATRIX LIKE GRID, AND HE WAS BEING CONTROLLED BY SOMEONE ELSE??? SO IT WASN'T EVEN A REAL THERAPIST!?? IT WAS SOMEONE BEING CONTROLLED BY SOMEONE ELSE!???! it reminded me of robert monath jr morphing and all of that!??!? and squidbillies!??? i was just watching the interview of the squidbillies ppl!???!
and i was telling jay all this, and then...next was aqua teen, and i was typing slow so my letters were getting jumbled up, i was like WEIRD WIRED WEIRED WEIR BLAH AND THE BEGINNING IT WAS DR WEIRD...AND HE WAS LIKE WEIRD WIRED WIRED WEIRD! DR WEIRD!??? (the beginning of the athf episod was them going WEIRD WIRED WIRED WEIRD DR WEIRD) and i was doing that too but typoing because laptop was all slow...
jay had to go to sleep so afterwards, american dad had one with a PILLOW (hypnotic pillow, controlling dreams!?? ) and then he said HERCULES! i told my dad a bunch of times about how i watched hercules with mike while we were watching pompeii...
yeah i was all freaking out about these synchronicites!??!
now i need to take a shower. i had a bunch of chocolate tho, fudge, cherry blossom....eeks
the aqua teen show was actually the one with all the eyeballs and meatwad said, 'private eyes' which made me think of the song 'private eyes, they're watching you'
sigh...sage is bored, but you know something, so am i. when i was 14 (shes 15 now) i had such a fun summer!!!! every day was an adventure. we had fun in canada, just walking around, we were into stealing tho (not good!??!) we would swipe candies, chips, we broke into carousel (well, my cousin and this other guy did) they just took a bunch of wrapped pastries...down here in brainards we took fun in walking to the bridge, buying candies at the little store (no longer here) we always had company, indian tacos one night, scrabble, and a night walk (a whole group of us) walking to the bridge, and my cousin and a friend, ben, throwing pebbles at us...we didnt know they were following us. then the train started moving ,and everyone started screaming and tripping and falling it was such a funny sight!!
i had a dream about my old childhood friend selisha, but in my dream she was like, acting too cool for me. she said she went out partying, and then she was like, 'she didnt really drink tho', then her friend invited her out to a place called, 'i forget now??' the rose hammer?? something like that. her friend handed me a menu of it. this other girl wanted to hang out with me tho. i was also talking to an old friend erica (who never accepted my friends request??) and then i was attempting to drive but i couldnt. so many things were wrong with my car!? and i couldnt even see where i was driving?!??!
i need to take a shower, which i am ready to do now because i am done with this blog, but sage is up there. i need to pee really bad!! i have that headache you get when you avoid showers...
alright, like i said it is nice out. what to do what to do??? yeah i used to enjoy summers.
sage seems bored...ahh...idk! i want to watch godzilla in imax tho!!??
well, oh, yes, i do need a shower. i feel so nasty. i need to start taking care of myself, which i haven't been. i have been feeling so depressed lately. i need iron. i don't know. i need a job too. ok, yeah...
my dad rented pompeii, so we were watching pompeii. i had said, "mike and i just watched 'hercules' (because we did just watch hercules, it reminded me of pompeii".
someone had put up a short interview of the squidbillies creators/producers/writers whatever they are...dave willis and jim fortier, so of course i watched it. i took note of the CHECKERED PILLOW next to dave, cuz im just weird like that. i find course in discourse, i suppose. let me find the interview..i suppose....
well, lets just say, it totally reminded me of when mossy went to williams street, and rather than passing along the msg that i wanted a tour, not a job there. he said to them, (generically), "i know someone that is really good at computers and would like a job here", so that of course, they will guide him towards directing me to submitting a resume (and a reel as he says it), to the website, right? common knowledge, right? i mean, of COURSE i know about submitting a FULLY EXPERIENCED RESUME ONLINE!! the only problem is, i do not HAVE THAT! and i was so upset that moss could not just of asked someone specifically for a tour, because that would be the ultimate for me...i mean, it would be a giant step at...something, right?? what exactly? at this point in my life...7 years after the year i started getting really interested in adult swim/william st....what would a tour even concur at this 'lost' point, this 'point of moot'...
i do enjoy creating. if i was at the point where i had my own place, a good MAC, all the good programs on the MAC, and all the time in the world to make fun animations and post them on youtube, heck yeah!!! for some reason, however, i keep FAILING! i never move forward!!! i thought i would be moving forward, i mean, i was saving money and all that...but then i had to get bored, (even tho i was tired and a friday night in would of been fine enough) why the HELL DID THEY EXPECT ME TO DRIVE ALL THE WAY OUT TO STUPID BETHLEHEM??? it gets boring, going out. i do not even give a shit about going out anymore!!! anyways......
moss was like, 'i can get you a meeting with them' so i take that cookie and run with it.
"ok than!" right!??!? "ok MOSS, then get me a meeting with them"
"Lori, I will not get you a meeting unless you have a REEL," he says to me, afraid to look stupid because the friend he knows that is 'really good at computers', and that whom, 'really wants a job at williams street', created such a joke of a reel...but you know, adult swim is really not about fancy effects! it is the essence of, strange weirdness that attracts its fans. ever watch '20 oz mouse?" no? here , i will link a link to a 20 oz mouse clip: oops its 12 oz mouse
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPXX68YGVkw
sometimes it wont bring up the window where i can choose it to open in a new window, so i apologize about that...
i don't even know WHAT i would come up with!??? i think, see? my blog is somewhat entertaining, in a sort of....strange way.....so, i would imagine, my youtube animation videos would be that way too. like i have said prior (richard pryor) times HEH HEH HEH!!! i did make animations with flash when i was going to WCCC. i made a few games too....i animated them and made story lines etc...one was 'beauty the halloween cat'....(if i was on top of my game, i'd of finished that one already. i used to work and in my free time i would write. i would write well too, paying attention to every little detail and emotion being projected, in atmosphere and story line....i wasn't too lazy back then. now i fucking feel like a lump, and I am allowing my DUI pull me into this depression, and my health is failing me too, but maybe i want it too. maybe i want my health to fail me. maybe i just want to leave....:/
i also feel that the uh...you know, appearance of social media really turned us into attention staved/starved lame brains, who would rather post about on facebook then try to be creative. MTV posted something about seeing friends post about being pregnant, next thing, EVERYONE wants to be pregnant, because they see that is what other peers are doing, and, to be frank "uh, can i be frank, for a minute? frankly my damn i dont give a dear....HEH HEH HEH richard pryor!!!"
anyways....to be frank *crackle*.....yeah, i actually considered maybe i should become pregnant (which is actually sad, because...i had to go to the ER because i was really having a miscarriage. anyways...)
people are so consumed by social media, they forget how to be creative...except those girls who make their own jewelry, that i applaud. except those who are not easily influenced or manipulated, like me.
i know i need to get back on track! things i want to do BUCKET LIST TIME!!! (insert bucket of popcorn or bucket of KFC!!! cuz everyone LIKES seeing images of BUCKETS!! i know i do!?? )
(i had to patiently wait for mozilla to start working again...patiently, for google to come up with images wow took about 10 minutes to wait for these images in the meantime i kept wondering about the person i always wanted to be if i never had tragedy or alchohol or social media in my freaking life!!??!)
i want to make a gif of flashing KFC and popcorn buckets, and then post on FACEBOOK!!?!? (WANT want....*trumpet sound) WHO LIKES BUCKETS!???! but not images of 'buckethead' tho...nah...just buckets!!
my bucket list:
volunteer in PHUKET (BUCKET) thailand, helping with the elephants
publishing a book, story, childrens story
take a tour of williams street
ok, now, to get back to what i was talking about!???!?! oh,right, i need to find the interview huh???
now i want to make that gif and post it to facebook!! i am so distracted! i am not even taking a shower even tho sage is on her way over, and it is a gorgeous day out, although a bit windy. i still get cold. i still need to wear jeans, (or my uncomfortable muffin top gap corduroys i just bought last year, but last year i was down to 125 lbs, now i have ballooned back to 145, and my face is gross, i wear my glasses, hair unkempt and unbrushed...)
if i was a rich girl, na nanananananananana! then i'd have all the money in the world if i was a wealthy girls!! (no duh! but i would NOT want ALL the money in the world, because what fun would that be if everyone else was dirt poor? im not trying to be a dictator, so that would NOT be fun for me!!)
if i was a rich girl, tho, i would definately be on top of my game!!! money means the world it does. it makes a world of a difference. suddenly i feel like jay-z now! but more of an annoying, dazed and distracted POS!
ugh...so, yeah, um, in the interview video, it shows a clip of williams street, or maybe adult swim, that one sees as they approach the TBS williams street in atlanta georgia, the pic that moss had sent me to show that he was on his mossy like trip to williams street. cool moss! but moss was 'too cool' too busy to take the tour they offered him, "why moss? why were you too busy to take a tour?" when he knew DAMN well i would of liked if he'd of went...but i guess he was frank (just heard frankly on tv).... that he did not give a damn. moss had a busy schedule, so in moss's world, just making an appearance was good enough for some pep in his step, but him being frank simply was also part of his moss/frank alter egos...pep in da step do!! pep in step...
oh sage is here!!! ok so yes, they included that famous 'adult swim' sign, which reminded me of moss when he texted me a pic of that sign....then, at the end, they started talking about animating ourselves. at first it looks like they mean, to animate ourselves, to draw us!! so if were to animate myself right now, it would be messy hair, pale skin, double chin, and an evil grin (if that) actually, no grin...just a pale, lifeless face, drained of any kind of, well, life...and i am wearing glasses. i am wearing my def leppard shirt and old navy blue sweatpants, and my light blue victorias secret angel hoodie...im a slob and a half!!! but then, they meant like, 'just make animations, and put them on youtube, even if you don't have a following...' (see, they would watch my videos!??! my dumb animations), and then the other one "jim fortier' says, 'tell the animators at adult swim, that i said that anyone could be an animator' (so i take it that, when i go after moss sets up the meeting, i will say to the animators, "jim fortier says anyone could be an animator' and i will say it in a sing song way, moving by head back and forth like people in india do! HAA!!! i am so misguided by my delusions!!! ya think???
http://adultswimcentral.com/2014/05/30/a-peek-inside-adult-swim/
this help i've fallen commercial where she is crying reminded me of how i was crying yesterday because i was in so much pain...
um......
so, this ed lamontange guy casually fb msgd me last night (sometimes he does, but hes alright...) he was telling me how he was doing laundry, and how his plans fell through. i guess he had a date or something, dinner and a movie, and his plans fell through, and he just took it upon himself to msg me, which is fine, even tho boring because he was all talking about laundry. upon one laundry phrase, i noticed we stopped chatting...(boredness prevailed) plus i was chatting with jay about much ado about nothing really idk...
so, a while back, this guy, robert monath jr, would occasionally chat with me. i dont know, i dont pay much attention. well, he msgd me and i got him confused with this other guy i know, anthony fox (ha! i write names here!) oh well who cares!??!? i know that anthony fox off of adultswim.com, and sometimes he drunk msgs me on fb, telling me he has a crush on me even tho he says he might be too young for me, whatever this and that blah!! he lives in las vegas tho. well, robert monath msgd me one night and for some reason i thought he was anthony, so he went, 'can i tell you something? you might get offended tho' (that kind of intrigued me tho...) nah! just tell me??
up into that point robert monath was just another person msging me what do i know?? anyways, (im referring to the first time he turned into someone else other than who i thought i was talking too??) all of a sudden he asked me if i wanted to meet him and that he wanted to foot worship me? i scrolled back to the convo from prior and he was talking about being a christian and he is also married!?? wtf!??! he lives in nj too...so, i guess i was kind of egging him on by saying, 'nah you wont offend me go ahead' well because that other guy would tell me when he was drunk that he had a crush on me (i guess he felt like he could relate to me because i drunk post and complain about guys all the time on the boards!??!) anyways, when i realized it was not him i was talking to, but this other guy, i was like, 'oh....' and i did not know what to say right? so i kept it generic...
he msgs me sometimes about meeting up and it is kind of hard for me to be rude and to the point, so i just kind of,...idk you know!?? what i do feel like saying is, 'why the heck would i want to meet up with you so you could foot worship me? i dont even know you!?? thats just weird!???! ' you know!???!
so last night, as i said, i was chatting with ed, but he just edded away, disappeared after the boring laundry thing (i even told jay...i hope this convo doesnt continue with boring laundry chats), but then he msgd me back...saying, 'im depressed' and i was like, 'why?' and then he was like, 'i havent had sex in 3 years' and it was kind of amusing HA WHAT!???! but it does kind of play into what ed would say right? after him saying his date cancelled, so i was like, 'that sucks' lol right!?? then he started saying, 'wanna meet up?' and i was like, huh? then he said, 'i want to say something to you but i dont want to offend you'....ok? AND??? wtf!??? then, he said, 'i want to foot worship you' AHHH AHHH WHAT!???! WHAT THE HAY HAPPENED???! it sounded so creepily familiar, and then i just realized, this was not ed at all! THIS WAS ROBERT MONATH JR!! HE JUST MORPHED INTO ROBERT! IT TOTALLY REMINDED ME OF THE AGENTS IN THE MATRIX, JUMPING INTO OTHER PPL THIS AND THAT, OR LIKE MYSTIQUE FROM X-MEN, MORPHING..i was so confused!???!!
so i went upstairs in my room, and i was like HUH??? BECAUSE SQUIDBILLIES WAS ON, AND A THERAPIST WAS ON, BUT HE WAS ON A MATRIX LIKE GRID, AND HE WAS BEING CONTROLLED BY SOMEONE ELSE??? SO IT WASN'T EVEN A REAL THERAPIST!?? IT WAS SOMEONE BEING CONTROLLED BY SOMEONE ELSE!???! it reminded me of robert monath jr morphing and all of that!??!? and squidbillies!??? i was just watching the interview of the squidbillies ppl!???!
and i was telling jay all this, and then...next was aqua teen, and i was typing slow so my letters were getting jumbled up, i was like WEIRD WIRED WEIRED WEIR BLAH AND THE BEGINNING IT WAS DR WEIRD...AND HE WAS LIKE WEIRD WIRED WIRED WEIRD! DR WEIRD!??? (the beginning of the athf episod was them going WEIRD WIRED WIRED WEIRD DR WEIRD) and i was doing that too but typoing because laptop was all slow...
jay had to go to sleep so afterwards, american dad had one with a PILLOW (hypnotic pillow, controlling dreams!?? ) and then he said HERCULES! i told my dad a bunch of times about how i watched hercules with mike while we were watching pompeii...
yeah i was all freaking out about these synchronicites!??!
now i need to take a shower. i had a bunch of chocolate tho, fudge, cherry blossom....eeks
the aqua teen show was actually the one with all the eyeballs and meatwad said, 'private eyes' which made me think of the song 'private eyes, they're watching you'
sigh...sage is bored, but you know something, so am i. when i was 14 (shes 15 now) i had such a fun summer!!!! every day was an adventure. we had fun in canada, just walking around, we were into stealing tho (not good!??!) we would swipe candies, chips, we broke into carousel (well, my cousin and this other guy did) they just took a bunch of wrapped pastries...down here in brainards we took fun in walking to the bridge, buying candies at the little store (no longer here) we always had company, indian tacos one night, scrabble, and a night walk (a whole group of us) walking to the bridge, and my cousin and a friend, ben, throwing pebbles at us...we didnt know they were following us. then the train started moving ,and everyone started screaming and tripping and falling it was such a funny sight!!
i had a dream about my old childhood friend selisha, but in my dream she was like, acting too cool for me. she said she went out partying, and then she was like, 'she didnt really drink tho', then her friend invited her out to a place called, 'i forget now??' the rose hammer?? something like that. her friend handed me a menu of it. this other girl wanted to hang out with me tho. i was also talking to an old friend erica (who never accepted my friends request??) and then i was attempting to drive but i couldnt. so many things were wrong with my car!? and i couldnt even see where i was driving?!??!
i need to take a shower, which i am ready to do now because i am done with this blog, but sage is up there. i need to pee really bad!! i have that headache you get when you avoid showers...
alright, like i said it is nice out. what to do what to do??? yeah i used to enjoy summers.
sage seems bored...ahh...idk! i want to watch godzilla in imax tho!!??
Friday, May 30, 2014
tridents etc
i think, reading my blog from last night will make me feel sick so i am not going too. i wanted to make a blog about more synchronicites involving elliott rodger, but i am tired, but great...ming ming just jumped on the bed and is purring annoyingly. im sleeping upstairs because my parents came home. today i was tired out of my mind. im quite tired now. (oh american dad episode stan had haley involved in a project where she is a sleeper agent with a trigger word...she was in a classroom getting electroshocked everytime she colored outside the lines) oh it just said poison..."the poison is frozen in the ice cubes"
here is something i copied to paste:
oh its not there? i had seen that the last place elliot rodger was at was 'giovannis pizza' which is odd because giovanni reminds me of 'guiliano' also pizza..i have a pizza tattoo. my friend also mentioned that pizza has pi in it as well as ZA or AZ as in alpha-bet...A-Z and she said a few other things as well. heres a pic i saved:
trident
RODGER roger american dad? RODGER RABBIT FATHER NAMED PETER SAME AS ADAM LANZAS DAD PE (PI) TER (TAUR) RABBIT FALL DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE RABBIT SATURN AND TIME IM LATE FOR A VERY IMPORTANT DATE
maleficent movie coming out with princess AURORA RELATING BACK WITH AURORA DENVER BATMAN CHARACTER NAMED ROGER ELLIOT...
i noticed the TRIDENT on hells kitchen tonight the PITCHFORK what the devil holds....
Notice how the incident took place on the first day of the Gem-in-eye twins, which relates back to the splitting of selves/alter ego/Jekyll and Hyde/2-faced.
a similar incident took place in 2001 with another guy
a bunch of other stuff too im tired tho...
shes gonna turn on her handler on american dad stan her handler
hmm...wonder why they also had POISON in this episode??
ya know?
Rodger's mother is MALAYSIAN, syncing back to the missing MALAYSIAN plane. The missing MALAYSIAN plane had 227 passengers. Elliot Rodger was 22 and killed 7 people. 22/7 = 3.14/π. He started shooting in front of the Alpha PHI sorority house...2 members of the sorority Delta Delta Delta were killed, and one wounded--> = 3/TRIdent/TRI DElta. A Delta is a TRIangle with 3 sides. The MALAYSIAN plane sports the TRIDENT on its tail.
he said, congratulations, you CRACKED THE CASE
birdcages everywhere
yawn im tired...
here is something i copied to paste:
oh its not there? i had seen that the last place elliot rodger was at was 'giovannis pizza' which is odd because giovanni reminds me of 'guiliano' also pizza..i have a pizza tattoo. my friend also mentioned that pizza has pi in it as well as ZA or AZ as in alpha-bet...A-Z and she said a few other things as well. heres a pic i saved:
 |
| put down that taco its evident the poison is frozen in the ice cubes (poison) see the GLASS was already ordered ? glass through the looking glass? rabbit themes...lays...in the background SLAY doritos FRITO LAYS blood on the ground as if it were a 'clean up in aisle 3....rabbi themes ill say later...what else can you spot wrong with this scene??? |
trident
RODGER roger american dad? RODGER RABBIT FATHER NAMED PETER SAME AS ADAM LANZAS DAD PE (PI) TER (TAUR) RABBIT FALL DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE RABBIT SATURN AND TIME IM LATE FOR A VERY IMPORTANT DATE
maleficent movie coming out with princess AURORA RELATING BACK WITH AURORA DENVER BATMAN CHARACTER NAMED ROGER ELLIOT...
i noticed the TRIDENT on hells kitchen tonight the PITCHFORK what the devil holds....
Notice how the incident took place on the first day of the Gem-in-eye twins, which relates back to the splitting of selves/alter ego/Jekyll and Hyde/2-faced.
a similar incident took place in 2001 with another guy
a bunch of other stuff too im tired tho...
shes gonna turn on her handler on american dad stan her handler
hmm...wonder why they also had POISON in this episode??
ya know?
Rodger's mother is MALAYSIAN, syncing back to the missing MALAYSIAN plane. The missing MALAYSIAN plane had 227 passengers. Elliot Rodger was 22 and killed 7 people. 22/7 = 3.14/π. He started shooting in front of the Alpha PHI sorority house...2 members of the sorority Delta Delta Delta were killed, and one wounded--> = 3/TRIdent/TRI DElta. A Delta is a TRIangle with 3 sides. The MALAYSIAN plane sports the TRIDENT on its tail.
he said, congratulations, you CRACKED THE CASE
birdcages everywhere
yawn im tired...
Thursday, May 29, 2014
double vision!!!
oh my gosh i am watching all these new videos about the elliot rodgers thing, and clearly, it is staged. i refused to post about it on facebook, but i had too. if only a small handful of ppl decide to watch it, then i know thats good enough. i am actually hoping most ppl will skim past it WITHOUT watching it, because you know, i am trying to be nuetral, on facebook..keep it low key and quiet, but really!??! the guys father is a director, not only for hunger games, but for commercials!!! and they definately have product placement going on! i mean, look at the pics where mere deli workers clean up the blood as if it were a slushy spill!?? really!??? i thought they bring in special crime scene investigators to do the clean up? biohazard style? this looks like a freaking, bloody mishap that they just clean up!??! really!??! REALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????? when all we see is FRITO LAY PLACEMENT IN THE BACKGROUND!???! and why did aqua teen decide to air the BROOD WITCH EPISODE? cuz some subway sub with some frito lay fritos SPICY would be good about now! and trust me, i am hungry because that HOT DOG AND FRIES from the 'free buffet' at riverside did not HACK it for me, poison...rather, prison HACK!!!?? and frito LAY!???! with nicole sheriznger 35 (same age as me) bending over ala jessica alba, aka goodies on the market!!! ADVERTISING!?! honey, let me tell you something, all these famous girls, may be MK programmed right? but they still have the same bodies as normal women!! i can bend over too on the beach, cept my belly might hang low, cuz i aint working out, but ill still look hot!?? (not that i want too), only thing is, i have not been programmed with feces eating.....beastiality, and whatever else they are...im sorry thats not nice its actually pretty pathetic and disgusting that i wrote that!? frito LAY!!!! ALL THESE SEXY FAMOUS WOMEN LIKE NICOLE SCHERZINGER BENDING OVER ON THE BEACH!??! BITCH! im just saying, its sad i know...but i have been bombarded with images of all these 'high class' famous beta minds...
im drunk cant you tell?
i am SO craving a subway sandwich tho now
when i post things like, the video i did, of elliot rodger, it will tick and piss ppl off! ppl dont really WANT to know the truth, they would rather, focus on all the GOOD! THE GOOD OF THE WORLD! THE AMAZING NON MK'D PPL OF THE WORLD, WHO RAISE THEIR CHILDREN AND ARE GOOD CITIZENS! yes we are a plenty!!! and we live our lives! do you think i, personally, like my life? no! i never GOT MARRIED! I NEVER HAD KIDS! I AM GETTING READY FOR MY 3RD FUCKING DUI TRIAL! I DONT WORK! IM A PATHETIC PEICE OF SHIT OK?????
im sitting here, drinking by myself, lonely and pathetic...craven wes cravens hunger game cravens
sitting and drinking at my parents house!!! BEING A FACEBOOK CRAZY MC LOSER NOW!!!
WHAT DOES IT EVEN MATTER!???! MOST PPL WILL KEEP BEING GOOD FAMILIES, DESPITE THE THREAT OF GUN CONTROL!!! MOST PEOPLE, DONT EVEN NOTICE BEING AFFECTED BY WHO IS ELECTED!!!
AND THAT IS THE WORD OF GOD! BECAUSE GOD PROTECTS US! HE SHIELDS US! NO MATTER WHAT THE SET UP IS NEXT, MOST PEOPLE ARE STUCK IN THEIR WORLDS TO TAKE NOTE, AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO! THEY WILL LIVE, AND PERSEVERE, AS THEY ALWAYS DO! THEY WILL GET PREGNANT, BRING CHILDREN INTO THIS "AWFUL, SATANIC WORLD' YET THEY WILL STILL HAVE GODS PROTECTION COVERING THEM!
SO YOU LOSE! WE KNOW THAT WE ARE NOT IMMORTALS! WE NOT MEANT TO BE! AND WHILE WE DO GO TO THE MOVIES AND WATCH MOVIES ONCE IN A WHILE, MOVIES ARE MERELY A 2 AT THE MOST HOUR DISTRACTION WHICH ENHANCES A MEMORY IN OUR SUMMERS BUT THEN WE LEAVE THE MOVIES AND GO BACK HOME TO OUR NORMAL LIVES!! WHERE THE MOVIES MAY (OR MAY NOT) BECOME A BANTER IF THAT, IT DOES NOT TURN INTO A BIG TIME LIFESTYLE TURN OF EVENTS!!
ONLY THOSE WHO ARE BORED OR SEEKING SOME SORT OF TRUTH PAY ATTENTION, BUT EVEN THOSE, HAVE OUR OWN LIVES! I DO NOT KNOW ANYONE WHO TRULY BASES THEIR LIVES AND LIVELIHOODS ON THE BLAKE LIVELEYS TURNING ON THE DAVID LETTERMANS TALKING ABOUT THE MINIATURE WEIRD WORLD BELOW DISNEYLAND!!! WHERE BLAKEY LIVEY AND THE OTHER ONE SHARED A SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE COVER OF SOME TERRY RICHARDSON PHOTOSHOOT WHERE HIS SEMEN WAS IN THE SUBMARINE SANDWICH!!!??!
gross! what the heck???
what am i saying now? who cares, really??? i know i should probably just....stop drinking and go to bed. im at my freaking parents house, drinking beers, AND I HAVE ABOUT 5 LEFT!??! and they are coming home tomorrow! so what am i gonna do tonight? harass adultswim.com? nah!! watch some videos?
i have no one. im alone. and i am getting double vision!!
im drunk cant you tell?
i am SO craving a subway sandwich tho now
when i post things like, the video i did, of elliot rodger, it will tick and piss ppl off! ppl dont really WANT to know the truth, they would rather, focus on all the GOOD! THE GOOD OF THE WORLD! THE AMAZING NON MK'D PPL OF THE WORLD, WHO RAISE THEIR CHILDREN AND ARE GOOD CITIZENS! yes we are a plenty!!! and we live our lives! do you think i, personally, like my life? no! i never GOT MARRIED! I NEVER HAD KIDS! I AM GETTING READY FOR MY 3RD FUCKING DUI TRIAL! I DONT WORK! IM A PATHETIC PEICE OF SHIT OK?????
im sitting here, drinking by myself, lonely and pathetic...craven wes cravens hunger game cravens
sitting and drinking at my parents house!!! BEING A FACEBOOK CRAZY MC LOSER NOW!!!
WHAT DOES IT EVEN MATTER!???! MOST PPL WILL KEEP BEING GOOD FAMILIES, DESPITE THE THREAT OF GUN CONTROL!!! MOST PEOPLE, DONT EVEN NOTICE BEING AFFECTED BY WHO IS ELECTED!!!
AND THAT IS THE WORD OF GOD! BECAUSE GOD PROTECTS US! HE SHIELDS US! NO MATTER WHAT THE SET UP IS NEXT, MOST PEOPLE ARE STUCK IN THEIR WORLDS TO TAKE NOTE, AND WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO! THEY WILL LIVE, AND PERSEVERE, AS THEY ALWAYS DO! THEY WILL GET PREGNANT, BRING CHILDREN INTO THIS "AWFUL, SATANIC WORLD' YET THEY WILL STILL HAVE GODS PROTECTION COVERING THEM!
SO YOU LOSE! WE KNOW THAT WE ARE NOT IMMORTALS! WE NOT MEANT TO BE! AND WHILE WE DO GO TO THE MOVIES AND WATCH MOVIES ONCE IN A WHILE, MOVIES ARE MERELY A 2 AT THE MOST HOUR DISTRACTION WHICH ENHANCES A MEMORY IN OUR SUMMERS BUT THEN WE LEAVE THE MOVIES AND GO BACK HOME TO OUR NORMAL LIVES!! WHERE THE MOVIES MAY (OR MAY NOT) BECOME A BANTER IF THAT, IT DOES NOT TURN INTO A BIG TIME LIFESTYLE TURN OF EVENTS!!
ONLY THOSE WHO ARE BORED OR SEEKING SOME SORT OF TRUTH PAY ATTENTION, BUT EVEN THOSE, HAVE OUR OWN LIVES! I DO NOT KNOW ANYONE WHO TRULY BASES THEIR LIVES AND LIVELIHOODS ON THE BLAKE LIVELEYS TURNING ON THE DAVID LETTERMANS TALKING ABOUT THE MINIATURE WEIRD WORLD BELOW DISNEYLAND!!! WHERE BLAKEY LIVEY AND THE OTHER ONE SHARED A SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE COVER OF SOME TERRY RICHARDSON PHOTOSHOOT WHERE HIS SEMEN WAS IN THE SUBMARINE SANDWICH!!!??!
gross! what the heck???
what am i saying now? who cares, really??? i know i should probably just....stop drinking and go to bed. im at my freaking parents house, drinking beers, AND I HAVE ABOUT 5 LEFT!??! and they are coming home tomorrow! so what am i gonna do tonight? harass adultswim.com? nah!! watch some videos?
i have no one. im alone. and i am getting double vision!!
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
adult swim posts stuff i wrote about
ha you know what is funny!? well, after i wrote about moss, 'never lending money' adult swim played american dad episode where rodger ROGER won 90,000.00 and the FISH asked to borrow a few g's, and he was like, 'i made a promise to myself never to lend out money. something happened a few years ago...and well, " i just thought that was ..accurate?!?? see moss? have a sense of humor? also, moss GOT THE RECOGNITION HE WANTED, THANKS TO ME! LETS GET IT STARTED IN HA LETS GET IT STARTED IN HERE WOO HOO HOO! (black eye peas)
see, this is why moss stays friends with me! he has that link...that little connection...of sorts...even tho im about to go to jail and PROBATION!???! right? which means im gonna be stuck here, forever....:(
also...earlier, the robot chicken one...where he said an IRA roth and a therapist came up...
i also noticed, now american dad is a SPRING BREAK episode...
i need to sleep and im downstairs but with beautys loud sleeping and ming mings annoying murring (aka heckling and harassing marble to annoy her...LOL) i hope i can fall asleep!? i brought the fan down.
see, this is why moss stays friends with me! he has that link...that little connection...of sorts...even tho im about to go to jail and PROBATION!???! right? which means im gonna be stuck here, forever....:(
also...earlier, the robot chicken one...where he said an IRA roth and a therapist came up...
i also noticed, now american dad is a SPRING BREAK episode...
i need to sleep and im downstairs but with beautys loud sleeping and ming mings annoying murring (aka heckling and harassing marble to annoy her...LOL) i hope i can fall asleep!? i brought the fan down.
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
freakshow
hey just wanted to say i have been watching this show, 'freakshow' a few hours (its just on tv and today was such an unproductive day), the one guy, morgue, looks like scott lol. i miss hanging out with mikes friends, scott is pretty cool i like him. last i heard from him he was msging me asking about mike, i guess mike does not want to be friends with him anymore. i dont know why? i think mike needs to keep his friends around, but whatever. i like hanging out with people, if i hang out with mike, he just goes to bed and snores. thats not fun! i like being around cool people, you know? good people...that is.
oh man, so i wonder how this summer is going to be...i love the summers, but i want to be around people! i do want a job too! i want to be able to get a tattoo if i want. my car is so messed up. fuck that car. i think i should just sell it. it runs fine tho!??!
anyways....guess thats all ive been posting on facebook a lot and blogging!??! its because I AM BORED!!!
man!! i thin i am going to sleep downstairs tonight, its cooler...but i need to get the fan...
heres some pics of him
https://www.google.com/search?q=morgue+freakshow&newwindow=1&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=w1mFU92IIsXgsATUsILAAQ&ved=0CAgQ_AUoAQ&biw=1025&bih=490
i need to find some ppl to hang out with this summer...idk??? i just...i also need a job too!! i just want a normal life!??! im so SICK OF THIS BULLSHIT LIFE!!
has some sort of t
:(
im back. i was thinking of getting some beers tonight, nah...i dont need them. someone told me saturday night they hung out with pagans. i wonder if that means anything, because saturday night i watched american psycho. pagans could mean satanists which in essense THEY are...
i would of got some beer but nah i want to sleep downstairs, but i wish beauty would go upstairs because she breathes so loud!!! its annoying!
i would listen to a guns n roses song if i was drinking tho...
this one!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PF4KFJ5LHrM
lol robot chicken was talking about a roth IRA (which moss always talks about) then some sort of therapist dude came up and asked, 'what did you think about that joke?" like he was taking notes!??
odd...
synch (he just said oddly)
oh man, so i wonder how this summer is going to be...i love the summers, but i want to be around people! i do want a job too! i want to be able to get a tattoo if i want. my car is so messed up. fuck that car. i think i should just sell it. it runs fine tho!??!
anyways....guess thats all ive been posting on facebook a lot and blogging!??! its because I AM BORED!!!
man!! i thin i am going to sleep downstairs tonight, its cooler...but i need to get the fan...
heres some pics of him
https://www.google.com/search?q=morgue+freakshow&newwindow=1&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=w1mFU92IIsXgsATUsILAAQ&ved=0CAgQ_AUoAQ&biw=1025&bih=490
i need to find some ppl to hang out with this summer...idk??? i just...i also need a job too!! i just want a normal life!??! im so SICK OF THIS BULLSHIT LIFE!!
has some sort of t
:(
im back. i was thinking of getting some beers tonight, nah...i dont need them. someone told me saturday night they hung out with pagans. i wonder if that means anything, because saturday night i watched american psycho. pagans could mean satanists which in essense THEY are...
i would of got some beer but nah i want to sleep downstairs, but i wish beauty would go upstairs because she breathes so loud!!! its annoying!
i would listen to a guns n roses song if i was drinking tho...
this one!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PF4KFJ5LHrM
lol robot chicken was talking about a roth IRA (which moss always talks about) then some sort of therapist dude came up and asked, 'what did you think about that joke?" like he was taking notes!??
odd...
synch (he just said oddly)
moose!
alright, i just had an almond joy, at least, one small part of almond joy. i have been posting alot on facebook today. i don't know why, i guess i'm bored. i didn't do anything today either, so i feel like a freakin' loser!! i know i should be doing things, i'm just not sure...what!??! it feels like all i can really do is wait for the preliminary trial, and ask the lawyer some more questions, (since he has not called me back yet!??). my concerns are probation, what should i do about getting a job? i mean, yeah, i have a lot on my mind, you know? my health is also a big concern, my depression as well. i hate the way i have been feeling. i don't do anything, so am i supposed to feel all happy and chirpy?
which brings me to moose..i mean, moss. (i was just joking, im a real kidder, i was not being mean by saying 'moose' tbh i do not even know why i said it!??! here is the thing, i don't know why i am so concerned about why moss always feels the need to...say...well, i will say in a minute
so the other morning, i woke up early, (well i went to bed late, and i woke up around 7 which was early ANYWAYS) i saw a comment on one of the emmys pics...where we were at an emmy's parties. moss ALWAYS has to make comments like, 'good photographer' and what not...like he needs his recognition that he was there, or that he 'got us into the party', ("who do you have to thank for getting you in?") and, to be honest, frankly, thats just kind of...obnoxious. i don't think moss has that much of an idea of how obnoxious he comes off as...but usually i mean, see??? without sounding like i am just being 'negative'...i just, i can't help the way i think!!???! while most people will play at his ego, so he can purr..."yeah moss, YOU did!" (sort of reminds me of the scene in dumb and dumber, where lloyd (or is it harry?? jim carreys character,) has his little fantasy of impressing the girls parents...while 'wouldn't it be nice' by the beach boys is playing....
you see, i just...i say what is on my mind. i don't really try to hold back. i mean, if someone makes a comment, ugh. its called SARCASM! while moss LOVES to watch Saturday Night live, and john stewart, and stephen colbert (who's acts are all sarcastic humor), he doesn't get it when people in real life are like that too!???! and sometimes my sense of humor, or just the way i think, is a bit of sarcasm!!??!
so i woke up, and i saw he posted on an old emmy party picture, 'nice photographer' so, i was like, 'do you want a pat on the back? or here, i'll just fist pump' and i put an emoticon of the fist pump up....
then he started msging me...i forget what about? i think he msgd to inform me that he got us into the party (cuz we were so drunk) by talking to the security guard...or something?? alright fine whatever...then he started asking about sage...i was like, she slept here i slept downstairs at first but then i went upstairs because i cant sleep in silence and with beautys loud breathing...and he asked me, 'did sage sleep in that little room', so i said, 'no! i just said i slept downstairs'...he said, 'if you slept upstairs then why would she sleep downstairs', 'because, sage wanted me to sleep downstairs with her!??!" i was waiting for him 'to be done' and i told him, i'm tired i'm going back to bed...but he did not take notice, instead he said, 'are you excited about going to canada?' i was still upset about that, so i told him, 'no im not going'...i also kept telling him i was tired..."well why aren't you going to canada?" 'i am not in the mood to explain now". which i wasn't! i was tired! i wanted to go back to sleep! he just kept asking me tho!? he is the kind of person to snoop through all my stuff, to look at all my receipts after i went to bed, and put them all in a creepy little stack on a dresser, (which he has done before), so why insist on asking me unless you want to know it is because of the upcoming trial!??! i swear, i think he finds people in trouble to make him feel more adequate, or so he can help them, but i will get to that later...
he kept asking me, and i said i was TIRED and NOT IN THE MOOD! drop it!! but he didn't! so i called him, 'McNosy' ooohh mcnosy!!! come on man!
he was like, 'if you want me to take you to warped and conan (because ron is supposed to be on the conan show sometime idk??) then be nice to me.' that statement rubbed me the wrong way...it did. it made me feel like he thinks i use people. like, 'be nice to me, or i won't take you here or here.' well, for one, i am not the one asking to get into warped. he is the one who suggests it. i mean, yes i would go, and yes, i will say, thank you! and i will be cordial and greatful and thankful about it. but when i say thank you, it is when i do it. i do not like being TOLD when too, you know??? and i was TIRED, and he was getting bent out of shape because i called him 'mcnosy'. he said he was up early, because he was booking his flight to new york. meaning, (just like me not going to canada, the upcoming trial, my mom going through radiation, maybe suffering a miscarriage, or just losing a LOT of blood?? i mean, and whatever else was on my mind,) he had HIS trip on HIS mind...scheduling HIS flight, and making plans with friends and family, and his family being polite and cordial with him, i can imagine them saying to him, 'thanks moss, your the best! or, 'your awesome moss'
and those words of thanks pats him on the back...and moss scheduling his trip. good for him tho, but then he said to me, (after i told him how tired i was,)..Lori, all i ask is for you to be nice to me
"be nice to me! " i hate when he says that. he is like, a wittle boy or something!??! its like, grow some balls, man! i NEVER in my life knew anyone like that! i know how to be nice, but i do not like to BE TOLD to 'be nice to me'....if he is my friend, well, i will be thankful when I (keyword) feel i want to be. i am thankful. i am greatful. i appreciate that he wants to take sage and i to warped, (i told him i would rather go to conan tho) still...because i think because i didn't tell him THAT morning, while he was prepping for his trip, that i sort of was, bringing his 'high' down, he needed some 'pep in his step' and by me getting irritated was ruining his 'pep in his step'...
i tried to explain to him, that i do not like to be told when to say 'thanks moss'...because that is more like, him trying to control me, or he needs his ego stroked. it was early, i was tired. 'be nice to me'
see, i know people that do not get butt hurt about things like, 'mcnosy'..and i said, 'grow some balls dude' seriously!!
i have more balls then him! he loves sarcasm in his shows, but he can't take being called 'mcnosy' and he WAS being nosy by prying! i would of told him, LATER! after i woke up!! not when i told him i was going to bed!
i am just used to people who are not that sensitive! he was like, 'Lori, its rude when you call me 'mcnosy' or baby balls' HA! i said baby balls, cuz he needs em! im fucking, a real beyatch, ya know?!? i aint fake!! so i aint gonna ACK fake, and if YA CANT HANDLE IT, THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD NOT BE MY FRIEND! yes, i am the nicest, sweetest girl, but im also a jersey girl (whatever that means) and i say things like, GROW SOME BALLS! when you start crying because i called you 'mcnosy'!!! and who says, 'be nice to me' why?? are you a little mousey cartoon, who is so sensitive and all that?
im gonna play therapist now. see, he will spend hundreds on a therapist, i think it is because he can have someone to talk and talk too, who will listen because he is paying them too!??? i listen to him, i mean, i understand and hear what he is saying, and yes, i do have respect for moss. i know he has a kind heart, i know this. i know he likes to help people too. but what i try to delve into is, why? why does he seem to look for people in need of help? is this stemming for some kind of approval? is this a deep rooted need to feel acknowledgement? recognition? is this why he goes by the name 'moss' i do not think that is his real name? i think it is mark, right? but i never asked him...is this why he has the name moss on his license plate? is this why he has his irks and quirks, such as learning how to say 'hello how are you' in many languages so he can small talk with all the cashiers? is this why he goes to rallies, and gets his picture taken, and relishes in seeing his picture online for 'the huffington post' or new york times' or wherever else his protest pics are? yes, it is cool to be proud of yourself, it is nice to feel like you matter, this is a basic human need and emotion. we all want to feel as if our existence matters in this world. except mike, he wants none of his existence to matter, but mike enjoys his earthly delights, his sports team, or his movies...the classic simpsons, his music such as eminem, he respects buddhism and japanese code of honor such as 'sepuka', but mike feels no need to feel like his existence matters. he feels like he does not need any kind of nod of approval, which i do respect him for. he believes in honor...i mean, he has his ways that i do not agree with, but whatever...
i think about moss tho, because, well for one, i am not self absorbed. most people are too self absorbed that they will not dare to be anything other than 'nice,' or 'polite', because maybe moss dangles that, 'be nice to be or i wont do this to you' or maybe because ppl are too afraid to look anything other than 'nice' or 'polite' so they don't wonder about why someone is the way they are. most people do not even consider looking into the woven psychology of other people, they are too busy worrying about how difficult their lives are too think about the emotional structure of anyone else. see, moss thinks i am being 'negative' when i look into why he is the way he is, yet he will pay hundreds to his therapist....see, i feel as if moss needs his own way to feel recognition. i wonder why he is still friends with me, even tho he thinks i am so mean and nasty and negative to him. he told me that people have asked him why does he keep me as a friend if i am so mean to him?
its not that i am mean, it is just that i personally, am not used to someone like him. most people i know are able to take a few jabs, or give a few...or who can joke around and i mean, just be real!???
the phone rings alot around here!??! i dont know!???! anyways, what i feel is, i think that moss needs recognition. he needs to feel important. he likes to be 'fawned' over, 'thanks moss, your the best'...and he expects me to be that way to him. well, im sorry, but im not like that! when i feel that i want to say ,'i appreciate all that you do for me' then i will do it, but do not expect it from me just so that i can stroke your ego for the day!!
in a way, he kind of reminds me of katie, because she seems to find shady characters to use her...im not sure why she does it. moss is smart, i mean, he never lends his money to anyone, and he is a great friend, he will always help someone out, he just wants to feel appreciated, which we all want and need. he just lives his life, and he enjoys his concerts, he likes to read about politics, history, stocks...idk??? i am not trying to bash him at all, it just annoys me so when he thinks i am being negative and putting him down all the time. i just think he needs attention!???!
i think i should be nicer tho, more polite..but another thing, i am polite when i need to be, work, job interviews, when meeting new people, when meeting family, i am...but if you are my friend, sometimes i get the way i am. if you are my friend, then you would understand that!
ok guess thats all. i dont think im gonna make a vlog about it..i got it off my mind so now i can focus on other things...
which brings me to moose..i mean, moss. (i was just joking, im a real kidder, i was not being mean by saying 'moose' tbh i do not even know why i said it!??! here is the thing, i don't know why i am so concerned about why moss always feels the need to...say...well, i will say in a minute
so the other morning, i woke up early, (well i went to bed late, and i woke up around 7 which was early ANYWAYS) i saw a comment on one of the emmys pics...where we were at an emmy's parties. moss ALWAYS has to make comments like, 'good photographer' and what not...like he needs his recognition that he was there, or that he 'got us into the party', ("who do you have to thank for getting you in?") and, to be honest, frankly, thats just kind of...obnoxious. i don't think moss has that much of an idea of how obnoxious he comes off as...but usually i mean, see??? without sounding like i am just being 'negative'...i just, i can't help the way i think!!???! while most people will play at his ego, so he can purr..."yeah moss, YOU did!" (sort of reminds me of the scene in dumb and dumber, where lloyd (or is it harry?? jim carreys character,) has his little fantasy of impressing the girls parents...while 'wouldn't it be nice' by the beach boys is playing....
you see, i just...i say what is on my mind. i don't really try to hold back. i mean, if someone makes a comment, ugh. its called SARCASM! while moss LOVES to watch Saturday Night live, and john stewart, and stephen colbert (who's acts are all sarcastic humor), he doesn't get it when people in real life are like that too!???! and sometimes my sense of humor, or just the way i think, is a bit of sarcasm!!??!
so i woke up, and i saw he posted on an old emmy party picture, 'nice photographer' so, i was like, 'do you want a pat on the back? or here, i'll just fist pump' and i put an emoticon of the fist pump up....
then he started msging me...i forget what about? i think he msgd to inform me that he got us into the party (cuz we were so drunk) by talking to the security guard...or something?? alright fine whatever...then he started asking about sage...i was like, she slept here i slept downstairs at first but then i went upstairs because i cant sleep in silence and with beautys loud breathing...and he asked me, 'did sage sleep in that little room', so i said, 'no! i just said i slept downstairs'...he said, 'if you slept upstairs then why would she sleep downstairs', 'because, sage wanted me to sleep downstairs with her!??!" i was waiting for him 'to be done' and i told him, i'm tired i'm going back to bed...but he did not take notice, instead he said, 'are you excited about going to canada?' i was still upset about that, so i told him, 'no im not going'...i also kept telling him i was tired..."well why aren't you going to canada?" 'i am not in the mood to explain now". which i wasn't! i was tired! i wanted to go back to sleep! he just kept asking me tho!? he is the kind of person to snoop through all my stuff, to look at all my receipts after i went to bed, and put them all in a creepy little stack on a dresser, (which he has done before), so why insist on asking me unless you want to know it is because of the upcoming trial!??! i swear, i think he finds people in trouble to make him feel more adequate, or so he can help them, but i will get to that later...
he kept asking me, and i said i was TIRED and NOT IN THE MOOD! drop it!! but he didn't! so i called him, 'McNosy' ooohh mcnosy!!! come on man!
he was like, 'if you want me to take you to warped and conan (because ron is supposed to be on the conan show sometime idk??) then be nice to me.' that statement rubbed me the wrong way...it did. it made me feel like he thinks i use people. like, 'be nice to me, or i won't take you here or here.' well, for one, i am not the one asking to get into warped. he is the one who suggests it. i mean, yes i would go, and yes, i will say, thank you! and i will be cordial and greatful and thankful about it. but when i say thank you, it is when i do it. i do not like being TOLD when too, you know??? and i was TIRED, and he was getting bent out of shape because i called him 'mcnosy'. he said he was up early, because he was booking his flight to new york. meaning, (just like me not going to canada, the upcoming trial, my mom going through radiation, maybe suffering a miscarriage, or just losing a LOT of blood?? i mean, and whatever else was on my mind,) he had HIS trip on HIS mind...scheduling HIS flight, and making plans with friends and family, and his family being polite and cordial with him, i can imagine them saying to him, 'thanks moss, your the best! or, 'your awesome moss'
and those words of thanks pats him on the back...and moss scheduling his trip. good for him tho, but then he said to me, (after i told him how tired i was,)..Lori, all i ask is for you to be nice to me
"be nice to me! " i hate when he says that. he is like, a wittle boy or something!??! its like, grow some balls, man! i NEVER in my life knew anyone like that! i know how to be nice, but i do not like to BE TOLD to 'be nice to me'....if he is my friend, well, i will be thankful when I (keyword) feel i want to be. i am thankful. i am greatful. i appreciate that he wants to take sage and i to warped, (i told him i would rather go to conan tho) still...because i think because i didn't tell him THAT morning, while he was prepping for his trip, that i sort of was, bringing his 'high' down, he needed some 'pep in his step' and by me getting irritated was ruining his 'pep in his step'...
i tried to explain to him, that i do not like to be told when to say 'thanks moss'...because that is more like, him trying to control me, or he needs his ego stroked. it was early, i was tired. 'be nice to me'
see, i know people that do not get butt hurt about things like, 'mcnosy'..and i said, 'grow some balls dude' seriously!!
i have more balls then him! he loves sarcasm in his shows, but he can't take being called 'mcnosy' and he WAS being nosy by prying! i would of told him, LATER! after i woke up!! not when i told him i was going to bed!
i am just used to people who are not that sensitive! he was like, 'Lori, its rude when you call me 'mcnosy' or baby balls' HA! i said baby balls, cuz he needs em! im fucking, a real beyatch, ya know?!? i aint fake!! so i aint gonna ACK fake, and if YA CANT HANDLE IT, THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD NOT BE MY FRIEND! yes, i am the nicest, sweetest girl, but im also a jersey girl (whatever that means) and i say things like, GROW SOME BALLS! when you start crying because i called you 'mcnosy'!!! and who says, 'be nice to me' why?? are you a little mousey cartoon, who is so sensitive and all that?
im gonna play therapist now. see, he will spend hundreds on a therapist, i think it is because he can have someone to talk and talk too, who will listen because he is paying them too!??? i listen to him, i mean, i understand and hear what he is saying, and yes, i do have respect for moss. i know he has a kind heart, i know this. i know he likes to help people too. but what i try to delve into is, why? why does he seem to look for people in need of help? is this stemming for some kind of approval? is this a deep rooted need to feel acknowledgement? recognition? is this why he goes by the name 'moss' i do not think that is his real name? i think it is mark, right? but i never asked him...is this why he has the name moss on his license plate? is this why he has his irks and quirks, such as learning how to say 'hello how are you' in many languages so he can small talk with all the cashiers? is this why he goes to rallies, and gets his picture taken, and relishes in seeing his picture online for 'the huffington post' or new york times' or wherever else his protest pics are? yes, it is cool to be proud of yourself, it is nice to feel like you matter, this is a basic human need and emotion. we all want to feel as if our existence matters in this world. except mike, he wants none of his existence to matter, but mike enjoys his earthly delights, his sports team, or his movies...the classic simpsons, his music such as eminem, he respects buddhism and japanese code of honor such as 'sepuka', but mike feels no need to feel like his existence matters. he feels like he does not need any kind of nod of approval, which i do respect him for. he believes in honor...i mean, he has his ways that i do not agree with, but whatever...
i think about moss tho, because, well for one, i am not self absorbed. most people are too self absorbed that they will not dare to be anything other than 'nice,' or 'polite', because maybe moss dangles that, 'be nice to be or i wont do this to you' or maybe because ppl are too afraid to look anything other than 'nice' or 'polite' so they don't wonder about why someone is the way they are. most people do not even consider looking into the woven psychology of other people, they are too busy worrying about how difficult their lives are too think about the emotional structure of anyone else. see, moss thinks i am being 'negative' when i look into why he is the way he is, yet he will pay hundreds to his therapist....see, i feel as if moss needs his own way to feel recognition. i wonder why he is still friends with me, even tho he thinks i am so mean and nasty and negative to him. he told me that people have asked him why does he keep me as a friend if i am so mean to him?
its not that i am mean, it is just that i personally, am not used to someone like him. most people i know are able to take a few jabs, or give a few...or who can joke around and i mean, just be real!???
the phone rings alot around here!??! i dont know!???! anyways, what i feel is, i think that moss needs recognition. he needs to feel important. he likes to be 'fawned' over, 'thanks moss, your the best'...and he expects me to be that way to him. well, im sorry, but im not like that! when i feel that i want to say ,'i appreciate all that you do for me' then i will do it, but do not expect it from me just so that i can stroke your ego for the day!!
in a way, he kind of reminds me of katie, because she seems to find shady characters to use her...im not sure why she does it. moss is smart, i mean, he never lends his money to anyone, and he is a great friend, he will always help someone out, he just wants to feel appreciated, which we all want and need. he just lives his life, and he enjoys his concerts, he likes to read about politics, history, stocks...idk??? i am not trying to bash him at all, it just annoys me so when he thinks i am being negative and putting him down all the time. i just think he needs attention!???!
i think i should be nicer tho, more polite..but another thing, i am polite when i need to be, work, job interviews, when meeting new people, when meeting family, i am...but if you are my friend, sometimes i get the way i am. if you are my friend, then you would understand that!
ok guess thats all. i dont think im gonna make a vlog about it..i got it off my mind so now i can focus on other things...
stuff
this is funny! DOUG funny!! http://thedirty.com/2014/05/iggy-azalea-reminds-me-of-doug/
so, a few things i want to write about...my dream!! i had a dream about a fish aquarium, without going into all the details, (because this was a few days ago so its kind of old news now)...fish aquarium means something, mine was breaking...dreaming of fish means pregnancy...i think i had a miscarriage recently because i was bleeding for 2 weeks?? i dont answer the phone, and it keeps ringing...why answer the home phone? i forget msgs and let voicemail take it. its just so annoying to hear!!! i don't even know how the phone works!??! if i had a miscarriage, i need medical coverage. i need to go back on meds, i am losing a lot of blood, i am lacking iron, i just feel terrible. a few of the fish would fly above the fish tank, so i looked it up. i may be feeling like a 'fish out of water', for some reason?? who knows?? so i looked up and i saw the starkist commercial, and the fish was flying above. i heard a joke, i think on american dad, about a fish IN water...
anyways, i need to go shopping. i havent made that salmon, but its frozen salmon, so i would have to thaw it out....blehh i like fresh salmon...
i wasted the day today. i should wake up, get a shower, and try to accomplish things, such as get medical coverage!??! i dont know how tho!???! and i need a job!??! but the thing is, why get a job if i may have to go to fucking jail!???!
now i am getting hungry i want to get a rotisserie chicken, some egg noodles, and veggies or steamed spinach with some toasted sesame seeds and some kind of nutmeg...rather..damn i just got hungry! like pang its here!!! shit, i should go shopping tomorrow! or roasted chicken. all i want is my own place, a job, good friends, comfy clothes, gym membership...nice car, etc....
next topic (trying to brush them off so i can do the moss post, even tho i know i shouldn't....but....he just annoys me. i dont know what it is!????! "be nice to me"....i told him, 'im me, so if you dont like it, then dont be friends with me....
i don't use people, i am not friends with someone because they have 'connections' so i have to 'be nice to you' or you wont do this or that for me? that makes me seem like a complete USER and sorry, i am not that way!!!
ELLIOT RODGER
by now, i am quite sure most ppl have watched that video he posted on youtube...what i noticed about it, if you watch it, the sun is ILLUMINATING his face, and then it starts flashing, as if his battery is dying. also, everything he says is so staged and cliche, it sounds like he is reciting phrases. they throw in aspergers disease, (like they did with the sandy hook guy) its weird that they are comparing elliot rodger to american psycho, because i just watched that movie??
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2638528/He-mimicked-America-Psycho-wanted-star-Killer-virgin-acted-film-role-felt-like-failure-reality-says-criminologist.html
the dad was also an ASSISTANT DIRECTOR...(is that really that important) he helped with tons of commercials...
hunger games, ELITE games who lives who dies.....son seems to be reading a script
the dad then does a press release, crying about how gun control (the NSA) didn't help after sandy hook! GUN CONTROL could of stopped this!!!
alls i got to say is..........this is definately another mind controlled victim....also, the store where they still had bloody towels on the floor, seemed to of ordered new glass panes for the shot out windows, because a box of glass was right next to a bloody towel on the floor...guess they knew ahead of time. not to mention he stabbed his 3 roommates prior...so, knife control too???
next!!! jennifer lawrence/spring break rehashings
even tho, the oscars occurred like, how long ago??? some reason, last week the jennifer lawrence/miley cyrus pull yourself together girl, was trending last week. of course, moss msgd me about it, and sent me a 'funny' link to her being interviewed on seth meyers new show....so yeah, i watched. now i know why it was trending, because, just in case no one heard about it when it first happened, jen law had to remind everyone about it, on the interview. she is so aw shucks, everybodys girl and she said at madonnas party, she got drunk because an old friend told her to drink "i didnt know i could do that!??!" wow really? so first she has no mind for herself then second, peer pressure made her drink!???!
she seems like someone i would of been friends with as a little girl, just based on how she looks you know? like a little country girl, or a little vermont girl...idk i would probably tell her, 'lets drink' if i was still friends with her and she invited me to 'madonnas' party!!! she said her friend was like, 'lets call over brad pitt!" and she was like, 'wo i cant do dat!?!" and her friend was like, 'sure you can!' and she was like, 'brad pitt!" in her cutesy j.law way....and she said he smelled like sandlewood...how can she single handledly sniff out a note such as 'sandlewood', he just smelled like sandlewood, or she was able to sniff that specific note out???
spring break rehash!!
rember when that movie came out??? it wasn't good. i all of a sudden remember former disney mouseketeer britney spears song...with former disney tweens, it was just a way to show off young nubile bodies (whatever that means?) of former disney tweens, pedophile dreams sprink BRAKKK that movie was dumb tho!???! i guess ashley benson had to protect selena gomez....shes such a good girl with a big round sensuous face tho? sometimes she looks like a boy (when she was caught smoking a cigarette with james franco who looked like charlie sheen but they were both in spring brakk together????)
how does he look all good as legolas but then he looks grimy in real life?
anyways, i thought this comment was funny: heres the link to the video
http://www.mtv.com/news/1831601/ashley-benson-had-to-protect-selena-gomez-on-spring-breakers-set/
It amazes me the lies these "actresses" spread about the making of Spring Breakers. First: the extras who appeared in the film who took their tops off were offered $150 by the film company and Harmony Korrine to do so. Each exposed "breast" was paid for. Second: there was no Spring Break where they filmed. This was filmed in St Petersburg Florida. The only other people on the beach were 80 years old or older. St Pete is not a place where spring breaks are held - give me a break. Third: Selena & the gang were not surrounded by fans. They were filmed on a closed set. The only people allowed to be near them were extras who had to park blocks away and enter through tight security. Finally: Ashley had to protect Selena from whom? The just released convict Harmony invited to be in the film and share scenes with Selena? Otherwise, the only fans I saw anywhere near Selena were 3 middle school girls and their mom who hung around Ringling School of Art in Sarasota for a week. No one else. This weird film - that everyone in the audience walked out of on opening night when first shown in Tampa on a late Thursday evening - is like a weird dream memory to these girls. Otherwise, the people walking out of the theater that night were laughing at it, shouting out loud: "Worst Film Ever". Only Selena & the gang seem to believe that they filmed some masterpiece.
some other ppl defended spring break and the like, but honestly, that movie was just not all that great! believe me! IT SUCKED!!! and it made me wonder, why!?? they just...decide to start killing people?
like WHY!?? elliot rodgers didnt get the hot sorority girls attention, so he just kills plainish girls? i thought he was meaning to kill the girls from the hottest soriety, like ted bundy did, or 'blonde hot sorority house massacre!" where he can be an american psycho type, handsome, narcissistic, yet ready to kill anyone who rejects him, during spring break? sounds like an MK script turned movie to me...(he also reminds me of the same narcisism that giuliano taverno has, who ALWAYS has to debunk everything i say, and heavens forbid, if it has the term 'illuminati' in it, he is quick to spurt out WHAT HE HAS BEEN BRAINWASHED to believe, rather than questioning anything...the boston massacre guy also LOOKED like giuliano too?? coincedence??? ya never know?!??!
so yeah....
k so i am going to either do a blog or vlog on what i think about moss and he will get upset but i just....ehh...like i said, i just think about why ppl act the way they do...i'll do a blog and a vlog, because maybe i can capture what i am meaning better that way.
so, a few things i want to write about...my dream!! i had a dream about a fish aquarium, without going into all the details, (because this was a few days ago so its kind of old news now)...fish aquarium means something, mine was breaking...dreaming of fish means pregnancy...i think i had a miscarriage recently because i was bleeding for 2 weeks?? i dont answer the phone, and it keeps ringing...why answer the home phone? i forget msgs and let voicemail take it. its just so annoying to hear!!! i don't even know how the phone works!??! if i had a miscarriage, i need medical coverage. i need to go back on meds, i am losing a lot of blood, i am lacking iron, i just feel terrible. a few of the fish would fly above the fish tank, so i looked it up. i may be feeling like a 'fish out of water', for some reason?? who knows?? so i looked up and i saw the starkist commercial, and the fish was flying above. i heard a joke, i think on american dad, about a fish IN water...
i wasted the day today. i should wake up, get a shower, and try to accomplish things, such as get medical coverage!??! i dont know how tho!???! and i need a job!??! but the thing is, why get a job if i may have to go to fucking jail!???!
now i am getting hungry i want to get a rotisserie chicken, some egg noodles, and veggies or steamed spinach with some toasted sesame seeds and some kind of nutmeg...rather..damn i just got hungry! like pang its here!!! shit, i should go shopping tomorrow! or roasted chicken. all i want is my own place, a job, good friends, comfy clothes, gym membership...nice car, etc....
next topic (trying to brush them off so i can do the moss post, even tho i know i shouldn't....but....he just annoys me. i dont know what it is!????! "be nice to me"....i told him, 'im me, so if you dont like it, then dont be friends with me....
i don't use people, i am not friends with someone because they have 'connections' so i have to 'be nice to you' or you wont do this or that for me? that makes me seem like a complete USER and sorry, i am not that way!!!
ELLIOT RODGER
by now, i am quite sure most ppl have watched that video he posted on youtube...what i noticed about it, if you watch it, the sun is ILLUMINATING his face, and then it starts flashing, as if his battery is dying. also, everything he says is so staged and cliche, it sounds like he is reciting phrases. they throw in aspergers disease, (like they did with the sandy hook guy) its weird that they are comparing elliot rodger to american psycho, because i just watched that movie??
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2638528/He-mimicked-America-Psycho-wanted-star-Killer-virgin-acted-film-role-felt-like-failure-reality-says-criminologist.html
the dad was also an ASSISTANT DIRECTOR...(is that really that important) he helped with tons of commercials...
hunger games, ELITE games who lives who dies.....son seems to be reading a script
the dad then does a press release, crying about how gun control (the NSA) didn't help after sandy hook! GUN CONTROL could of stopped this!!!
alls i got to say is..........this is definately another mind controlled victim....also, the store where they still had bloody towels on the floor, seemed to of ordered new glass panes for the shot out windows, because a box of glass was right next to a bloody towel on the floor...guess they knew ahead of time. not to mention he stabbed his 3 roommates prior...so, knife control too???
next!!! jennifer lawrence/spring break rehashings
even tho, the oscars occurred like, how long ago??? some reason, last week the jennifer lawrence/miley cyrus pull yourself together girl, was trending last week. of course, moss msgd me about it, and sent me a 'funny' link to her being interviewed on seth meyers new show....so yeah, i watched. now i know why it was trending, because, just in case no one heard about it when it first happened, jen law had to remind everyone about it, on the interview. she is so aw shucks, everybodys girl and she said at madonnas party, she got drunk because an old friend told her to drink "i didnt know i could do that!??!" wow really? so first she has no mind for herself then second, peer pressure made her drink!???!
she seems like someone i would of been friends with as a little girl, just based on how she looks you know? like a little country girl, or a little vermont girl...idk i would probably tell her, 'lets drink' if i was still friends with her and she invited me to 'madonnas' party!!! she said her friend was like, 'lets call over brad pitt!" and she was like, 'wo i cant do dat!?!" and her friend was like, 'sure you can!' and she was like, 'brad pitt!" in her cutesy j.law way....and she said he smelled like sandlewood...how can she single handledly sniff out a note such as 'sandlewood', he just smelled like sandlewood, or she was able to sniff that specific note out???
spring break rehash!!
rember when that movie came out??? it wasn't good. i all of a sudden remember former disney mouseketeer britney spears song...with former disney tweens, it was just a way to show off young nubile bodies (whatever that means?) of former disney tweens, pedophile dreams sprink BRAKKK that movie was dumb tho!???! i guess ashley benson had to protect selena gomez....shes such a good girl with a big round sensuous face tho? sometimes she looks like a boy (when she was caught smoking a cigarette with james franco who looked like charlie sheen but they were both in spring brakk together????)
how does he look all good as legolas but then he looks grimy in real life?
anyways, i thought this comment was funny: heres the link to the video
http://www.mtv.com/news/1831601/ashley-benson-had-to-protect-selena-gomez-on-spring-breakers-set/
It amazes me the lies these "actresses" spread about the making of Spring Breakers. First: the extras who appeared in the film who took their tops off were offered $150 by the film company and Harmony Korrine to do so. Each exposed "breast" was paid for. Second: there was no Spring Break where they filmed. This was filmed in St Petersburg Florida. The only other people on the beach were 80 years old or older. St Pete is not a place where spring breaks are held - give me a break. Third: Selena & the gang were not surrounded by fans. They were filmed on a closed set. The only people allowed to be near them were extras who had to park blocks away and enter through tight security. Finally: Ashley had to protect Selena from whom? The just released convict Harmony invited to be in the film and share scenes with Selena? Otherwise, the only fans I saw anywhere near Selena were 3 middle school girls and their mom who hung around Ringling School of Art in Sarasota for a week. No one else. This weird film - that everyone in the audience walked out of on opening night when first shown in Tampa on a late Thursday evening - is like a weird dream memory to these girls. Otherwise, the people walking out of the theater that night were laughing at it, shouting out loud: "Worst Film Ever". Only Selena & the gang seem to believe that they filmed some masterpiece.
some other ppl defended spring break and the like, but honestly, that movie was just not all that great! believe me! IT SUCKED!!! and it made me wonder, why!?? they just...decide to start killing people?
like WHY!?? elliot rodgers didnt get the hot sorority girls attention, so he just kills plainish girls? i thought he was meaning to kill the girls from the hottest soriety, like ted bundy did, or 'blonde hot sorority house massacre!" where he can be an american psycho type, handsome, narcissistic, yet ready to kill anyone who rejects him, during spring break? sounds like an MK script turned movie to me...(he also reminds me of the same narcisism that giuliano taverno has, who ALWAYS has to debunk everything i say, and heavens forbid, if it has the term 'illuminati' in it, he is quick to spurt out WHAT HE HAS BEEN BRAINWASHED to believe, rather than questioning anything...the boston massacre guy also LOOKED like giuliano too?? coincedence??? ya never know?!??!
so yeah....
k so i am going to either do a blog or vlog on what i think about moss and he will get upset but i just....ehh...like i said, i just think about why ppl act the way they do...i'll do a blog and a vlog, because maybe i can capture what i am meaning better that way.
Monday, May 26, 2014
sleppy
i have a few things i want to blog about....its gonna take a while tho, to gather all my thoughts. let me re-iterate all them first:
jennifer lawrence/spring break rewinds/rehashings
moss and how i feel like he needs control over things, (i wanted to vlog about it but i guess i will just write about it)
what else???
oh....i don't know!???! **the new hunger games link...aaron rodger...**
this weekend, i guess!???! so lets just start with, this weekend...shall we??
mike and i were talking about plans this weekend...in which i kept telling him SUNDAY AND MONDAY were going to be the sunny days! well, mike wanted to go to new hope saturday. it was still chilly for me, (i have frozen veins), he drove down it was a nice drive. he put quarters for a half hour tho!?? i was like, half hour!! that aint enough time! so i put 75 more cents which gave us hour and a half. before that, we had pizza at that lambertville spot, well he had a cheesesteak, (not that great), then we walked there was a light rain but it stopped so we walked to new hope. its a nice town....i was not showered tho and i felt like a big oaf wearing big bulky jeans and a big bulky hoodie....i felt like a plain jane bulkster....booooo
we went into some stores and what not..anyways, we got back and he made some drinks, (i didnt of course, he doesnt want me to drink) he wanted to watch american psycho so we did, but towards the end he starts sleeping, im like, MIKE! he yells at me. YOUR SLEEPING!!! ugh what an old man!! thats the kind of movie you have to drink and watch, then talk about!???! hes so boring! he doesn't want to do anything....i was so annoyed at him.
i didn't drink tho, and he promised me he would go to my family's picnic the next day. wow im tired!??! not sure if i am going to get around to the rehashings and my playing psychologist...yawn. im gonna sleep on the couch today.
but yeah, who wants to hang out with someone who cant even stay awake during a movie??? or makes constant comments about newscasters, or any woman on tv, or anyone wearing shorts...or tight shirts. i get sick of hearing that shit its just rude and unbecoming! wtf you know?
so i slept there anyways, had to sleep on couch his snoring keeps me awake. ol' man! so then, i went home and i told him to be at my house by 2 (which he wasnt!!?) so i called and texted him and he wasnt answering!??! i thought he saw i went to the prom with jay so i left a msg and said i did go....i just...i couldnt breathe!??? i felt like i did when he took off the day after my bday..........just, all this stuff...its not good!?? i drove there and had to drag him out. i wanted to go to the picnic at my aunt deannas but not by myself. i used to bring ex boyfriends was dating. everyone was nice to him. i dont know!???! :( i mean im not dating mike im lonely tho....whatever
im used to mike. im not going to write anymore about this tho.....
so...........next up is.........j/law and her rehashing....spring break movie and their rehashing...and moss and how i feel like...well, i will write that tomorrow....
and also the guy who did the shootings, elliot rodger.....
jennifer lawrence/spring break rewinds/rehashings
moss and how i feel like he needs control over things, (i wanted to vlog about it but i guess i will just write about it)
what else???
oh....i don't know!???! **the new hunger games link...aaron rodger...**
this weekend, i guess!???! so lets just start with, this weekend...shall we??
mike and i were talking about plans this weekend...in which i kept telling him SUNDAY AND MONDAY were going to be the sunny days! well, mike wanted to go to new hope saturday. it was still chilly for me, (i have frozen veins), he drove down it was a nice drive. he put quarters for a half hour tho!?? i was like, half hour!! that aint enough time! so i put 75 more cents which gave us hour and a half. before that, we had pizza at that lambertville spot, well he had a cheesesteak, (not that great), then we walked there was a light rain but it stopped so we walked to new hope. its a nice town....i was not showered tho and i felt like a big oaf wearing big bulky jeans and a big bulky hoodie....i felt like a plain jane bulkster....booooo
we went into some stores and what not..anyways, we got back and he made some drinks, (i didnt of course, he doesnt want me to drink) he wanted to watch american psycho so we did, but towards the end he starts sleeping, im like, MIKE! he yells at me. YOUR SLEEPING!!! ugh what an old man!! thats the kind of movie you have to drink and watch, then talk about!???! hes so boring! he doesn't want to do anything....i was so annoyed at him.
i didn't drink tho, and he promised me he would go to my family's picnic the next day. wow im tired!??! not sure if i am going to get around to the rehashings and my playing psychologist...yawn. im gonna sleep on the couch today.
but yeah, who wants to hang out with someone who cant even stay awake during a movie??? or makes constant comments about newscasters, or any woman on tv, or anyone wearing shorts...or tight shirts. i get sick of hearing that shit its just rude and unbecoming! wtf you know?
so i slept there anyways, had to sleep on couch his snoring keeps me awake. ol' man! so then, i went home and i told him to be at my house by 2 (which he wasnt!!?) so i called and texted him and he wasnt answering!??! i thought he saw i went to the prom with jay so i left a msg and said i did go....i just...i couldnt breathe!??? i felt like i did when he took off the day after my bday..........just, all this stuff...its not good!?? i drove there and had to drag him out. i wanted to go to the picnic at my aunt deannas but not by myself. i used to bring ex boyfriends was dating. everyone was nice to him. i dont know!???! :( i mean im not dating mike im lonely tho....whatever
im used to mike. im not going to write anymore about this tho.....
so...........next up is.........j/law and her rehashing....spring break movie and their rehashing...and moss and how i feel like...well, i will write that tomorrow....
and also the guy who did the shootings, elliot rodger.....
Saturday, May 24, 2014
saturday
hey!! me! with a bunch of stuff on my mind...(even tho it is hard to type with these long fake nails...how do ppl do it? i am wearing glasses because i dont know if i can put my contacts in, and take a shower, shampoo etc....how does anyone deal with long nails? i am also very off balanced when wearing heels...i dont wear long heels!!! actually, i never wear heels...but i wore my silver ones last night. um, i waited till the last minute basically, to get ready. i just wore a basic green old navy dress which was not very flattering...last year i worked so hard to obtain a flat, tighter stomach...well, since i moved out, and not really keeping up with eating healthy, or working out for that matter, i just gained the weight back. plus, i havent been taking my medication. its not hard to keep on top of things, granted, when you have a schedulized schedule going for you...when you are working, paying bills, paying insurance, being a normal citizen, you know? which i am capable of!!! well, then yeah its easy to keep on top of your game...but when you move out because the person you are in inconsiderate, always telling you what you can or cant do when you are paying rent, and you just want to move out, which you do...and you go on a trip, which was fun!! then move back in with parents all the while in the meantime working and saving money, until one night, when you didnt even feel like going out...sigh...now what tho??? now i dont feel like doing anything i guess. i cant even type!??!! all the clothes i have that are decent are summer clothes, and its still too cold to start wearing. sage and my parents left for canada and im guessing matt and lisa are there already or whatever. im not tho. im at home, in the condition i am now. often times i wonder...when?? when will i just feel...HAPPY! COMFORTABLE!? AT PEACE WITH MYSELF? when will i be at that point where i feel like i am where i am comfortable??
but yeah, i wish i had my hair done nice last night, i wish i was thinner like i was last year, i wish i had nicer clothes, a nice dress, well fitting, i wish i was more kempt, nicer hair, nice perfume, nice heels, nice dress, but i wasn't...
it was nice tho. jay has his little group of students that he eats lunch with, who really like him a lot. we sat at their table, which was nice. they are all really nice and fun, and i felt like one of them lol.
they had a buffet style dinner with some chicken, asparagus, tortellini with rosemary i tasted, dinner rolls, roast beef with horseradish, ceaser salad with BIG croutons, and some potatoes.
then we went to the dessert table with candies and cupcake and cake pops and pixie sticks...so i grabbed and filled up on that. oh a nail fell off!! easier to type! so jimmy keeps asking me for favors. he was asking to borrow money the past three days, this morning he needed a ride to the beer store. well i guess his friend gave him a ride, but now hes asking for a ride to the atm machine! im like, 'do you ever not ask for favors?' geez the nerve you know??
now hes asking to borrow 20.00!??! is something wrong with his brain!??? wow!!!
anyways, we had candy, hung out, i didnt feel awkward at all. his kids are really fun, smart and nice...goofy but thats good. we danced a little bit that was fun. took some pictures, and then they all sang happy birthday to him, it was his bday.
i went home after and tried to sleep downstairs. sage was. beauty too loud. i want to tell the story about how ming ming is so spiteful but i should take a shower and try to feel awake...even tho i had a bunch i wanted to type about...
damn these nails!!!
oh hes adding the pics LOL!!! anyways...i should take a shower...i actually just want to sit here, forever....and never move. why bother huh?? i will always be in a rut anyways, why try to deem impressive??
i wanted to write about how annoying jennifer lawrence is, because of the miley story...but not now...ill wait until these nails are off
but yeah, i wish i had my hair done nice last night, i wish i was thinner like i was last year, i wish i had nicer clothes, a nice dress, well fitting, i wish i was more kempt, nicer hair, nice perfume, nice heels, nice dress, but i wasn't...
it was nice tho. jay has his little group of students that he eats lunch with, who really like him a lot. we sat at their table, which was nice. they are all really nice and fun, and i felt like one of them lol.
they had a buffet style dinner with some chicken, asparagus, tortellini with rosemary i tasted, dinner rolls, roast beef with horseradish, ceaser salad with BIG croutons, and some potatoes.
then we went to the dessert table with candies and cupcake and cake pops and pixie sticks...so i grabbed and filled up on that. oh a nail fell off!! easier to type! so jimmy keeps asking me for favors. he was asking to borrow money the past three days, this morning he needed a ride to the beer store. well i guess his friend gave him a ride, but now hes asking for a ride to the atm machine! im like, 'do you ever not ask for favors?' geez the nerve you know??
now hes asking to borrow 20.00!??! is something wrong with his brain!??? wow!!!
anyways, we had candy, hung out, i didnt feel awkward at all. his kids are really fun, smart and nice...goofy but thats good. we danced a little bit that was fun. took some pictures, and then they all sang happy birthday to him, it was his bday.
i went home after and tried to sleep downstairs. sage was. beauty too loud. i want to tell the story about how ming ming is so spiteful but i should take a shower and try to feel awake...even tho i had a bunch i wanted to type about...
damn these nails!!!
oh hes adding the pics LOL!!! anyways...i should take a shower...i actually just want to sit here, forever....and never move. why bother huh?? i will always be in a rut anyways, why try to deem impressive??
i wanted to write about how annoying jennifer lawrence is, because of the miley story...but not now...ill wait until these nails are off
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