i need job

I NEED A JOB!

by Lori

you know, i am getting really sick of this. i am also getting sick of mike bugging me constantly, "get a job" and making me feel worse with his texts calling me a losing racehorse. i want a job, i don't understand why it is so hard for me to get one! you know? i used to not have a problem getting a job. now, no one wants to even bring me in for an interview. i went to school BECAUSE i was having trouble getting a job. what a waste of time that was! now i have student loans on top of it. i was two months at heartland, which looks bad. and i was at the airport for 6 months, and a few jobs for two weeks, (because they got rid of me) am i that bad of a worker? i guess so tho. i am kind of stupid and dumb and not very likeable. whatever!????! i don't know what i am going to do i almost want to just move out. its depressing. i hate sitting around all day doing nothing! i do want a job...but what the fuck!???! no one calls me! i am a good worker. i am never late and i do not call off. i think i am a fast-paced worker whatever!?? i do not know what to do anymore, but i need money!