frustrating!

so i have today and tomorrow off...and i wanted to call human resources department for the new pharmacuetical warehouses, Daiichi Sankyo. this is perfect for me. ugh this is so frustrating it really is. why doesnt anyone call me back? i worked in belvidere before, at roche, and wsi, i also worked at alcan pharmacueticals and another pharmacuetical company in that town in nj, aah i cant think, oh, bloomfield!?? that was a weird town, its off the grid...meaning, its just tucked away nestled after a hidden road. what am i talking about!?? i just dont know what to do? i also applied at braun pharmacueticals. im upset. i need to come up with a good cover letter. i cant think of way back, all the exact dates i worked for the companies mentioned above, but i want to include that on my resume at least, but that was way back in 2001-2002, 2003....i know how to perform these job functions! i also worked at factories. what the hell? staffmark doesnt seem to want to help me, even tho i see jobs for crayola, plus allied doesnt seem to help either, even tho there are jobs in the paper too!??? i just called allied again, they never call me back. maybe thuzette cast her lightning bolts of vengeance, and my targetted individual status is limiting me jobwise, and sanjana too, she probably put more of her voodoo spells on me, oh yeah, not to mention, this blog isn't helping, what with the horrid way i seem to blog about lightning bolts and voodoo spells! damnet! daiichi sankyo has material handler jobs and such, i signed in again, and the HR status was other candidates better suited. like i said, I worked at all the previously mentioned companies I, I BEG OF YOU! JUST, JUST FREAKING HIRE ME! I AM PRUPPETMASTER! I HAVE SKILLS! i dont know what to do anymore, but im sick of the airport ok? they dont pay enough, i need a job where i keep busy. i am a good worker i know it! i always want to keep busy, multi-task, execute tasks in a precise manner. it used to be easy for me to get jobs now...i dont know its just so hard too. plus, the women that hire me do not like me or something. why? because im not bubbly? such as thuzette for one, and that other lady from that stupid restaurant, mr. b's, also paula, from daves deli...
 i mean, ugh i just dont know?? i mean, im never late! i do my job well. what should i do!?? i wish i can go back to school for my degree in commercial art. oops EDIT graphic design, but in high school when i went to warren tech, my program was commercial art. i have always been artistic. i need to hone back in on those skills! C.R.E.A.M. dolla dolla bill yall! (mike likes that song and we heard it at eddie g's when we went, they played all the old-school raps and hip-hops)
   you know? i want to do graphic editing. oops i can do it! and it is rewarding when you see the work being done. i like creativity. i want to write. you know? i feel bad for my sister too because she has her masters, (that comes after bachelors right? uh i am dumb!)...she has her masters in psychology! and she isnt even working! she did not intern/extern...its tough it really is. im sure she can do substitute teaching at least. you need to really primp and crimp on your resume skills, you need to show that you can perform essential job functions and work well with others. ok i just wasted 15 minutes or so blogging, when i should just take a shower, buy some lunches, deposit my check....whatever. call up adecco. i used to work for them.