ideas

so, i love the back porch, but i havent really did what i wanted to with it! i really should start painting and making collages. i want to do a mosaic coffee table too, amongst other mosaic things. i need a job! i am so bored during the day, not doing anything, except smoking cigarettes. i need an ashtray too. so, i have a cool idea! ((copyright!)) i want to make tinted lotions, but tinted like, magical blue or lavender. you can tint your legs a real glossy, lavender, or pink..whatever color. very futuristic. i want to figure it out. maybe mix moisturizer with eyeshadow? i'd like to market this! it can be a new trend. like how glitter was. glitter can be mixed in with it too. i think it would look cool, and i'd rock that look. even for just a photoshoot, why not? well, im so bored! ugh this sucks. i want to work out, i get shape magazine and i always see different workout suggestions, yet i never do them! i need to do something with my life, you know? i can't just waste away like this!!!! i need to get a patent. i need to get a grant. i need to send away for grants. yes, this is what i want to do. GRANTS!!!!