movie etc niagara falls

Hey, so....Monday my parents picked me up quite early, and drove me to meet moss at his moms in suffern new york. it was about an hour and a half drive. moss got his panties in a bunch because we were not there exactly at 10am. we got there at 11. my parents got me late! so yeah late start, but then it was his fault when he wanted to specifically get wendys for lunch and we made a turn on the highway to find the damn wendys, took us 45 minutes out of the way just to eat there. then he sat in the car to text, and we got out, he sets his ray bans on the table because i had to charge my phone, (bought the wrong charger, i left mine home, acually, the peice to my car charger was not attached damnet!) so he said he had to use the bathroom so he went to the bathroom but was taking so long! i was hungry. what was he doing there? taking a shit? jerking off to jenna haze? HAHA!!? but i was hungry so i got in line for my lunch and i got it and sat down, well, he finally comes out 15 minutes later, (i bought my own lunch!), :/ anyways...i guess he was texting in there. whatever?ha!..so we got to rochester and we went on a road and nicole, (one of anand jons victims, how moss described her..i hate the word victim tho) hmm...we met up with her. i chatted with her on facebook. she was there. we went to moss's friend who does real estate for a meeting since he wants to rent out property well he wants to invest. INVEST INVEST INVEST!!! so we sat there, then nicole suggested we go somewhere, someone brought up the garbage plate... but first we stopped at this cool cozy little tiki bar by the beach had a drink then went to ed tahous, i guess...i'll get the name later...here is a video of what makes 'the garbage plate' oh yeah..watch this too, its nicole and ron, this was all fake tho ha!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iErX2NVybo4 

(btw when you do these court cases on tv, they will pay you...she only got 300.00 she should of gotten more...moore?)

 also have some pics

garbage plate, watch video above to see what it consists of ha i had to try it tho

so, after that moss still wanted to hang out even tho it was late so we went to this middle of nowhere new york bar for a beer but she got anxiety it was late too and we still had an hour and a half to get into niagara. so we finally got there, i saw mist coming up i knew it was the falls. i wanted to walk over and see it lit up. well we did walk there, and it was cool but it was the usa side. we saw a place where we can walk to canada, but i thought it was closed. i saw these spinning doors made of bars so i walked through, not really thinking you know, i thought i would be able to get out but i got stuck and i couldnt get out. i had my purse in the car. well, i eventually had to go into the building and the border patrol police accusingly asked me why i dont have a license i felt like i was in trouble seriously. it was annoying i was tired and i just wanted to get out of their eventually they found my information and had a smirk on their face so it made me sort of paranoid.."are there notes in my files?" i thought to myself...who knows? at that point i was tired. when we got to the econo lodge i couldnt even get wifi. it was so cheap. ughh and i got so mad at moss for some reason he makes me scream at the top of my lungs! he started yelling and i was like, shut the fuck up!! i dont remember why now? he wanted me to go to the car and i didnt want too, plus being in that gross hotel room made me feel weird, and i was like, "i just want to be home!" ha who knows tho?

i only got about 4 hours of sleep. oh yeah, why doesnt moss ever put his bags in the trunk? he always puts them in the back seat. just weird lol!

so we got our call time for 10am and went to where they were shooting. it was fun. oh i have a copy of the script.....of my part, and the part after it, oh where is it??? i dont feel like looking for it now...but after my part, the girl says, "they are poisoning you" huh!?? poisoning??? (oh yeah nicole thought her ex boyfriend was poisoning her..) really?? it was funny because we got to spurt out stupid questions later, i called out, " what do you think of snooki's baby?" moss kept asking, "do you go by poison on your blog?" "do you poison your baby?" LOL! hope one of them make it in the film!

i have pics too. i snapped one of the guy we know well he was wearing a shirt with satan on it. reminded me of when jonas ackeland,(???) director of lady gagas telephone video, wore the satan shirt see?

see? on lady gagas set HA!!

 

all seeing eye??

so anyways, after we were done shooting, i wanted to walk into canada, (i thought i could with our licenses) to see the falls and to get poutine. apparently not. we needed our passports. i didnt eat all day and moss kept wanting to go back to the troma offices. i wandered downstairs because thats what i like to do, wander around!!! it was this huge warehouse with big rooms and air mattresses and spray paint and TROMA posters, it was pretty neat. i guess the crew and actors all sleep there while filming. i saw stairs leading downstairs DUH...ha! so i walked and saw graffiti spray painted but there were people sitting at a table this girl was like, "can i help you?" IM JUST WANDERING AROUND LET ME BE!! geesh!!!

i didnt say that i was just like, 'no im waiting for him upstairs' and flashed my copy of the script i had. we walked back to the office after we couldnt get into canada and at that point i was starving and moss wanted to get online. i started getting upset because he didn't want to leave and people were like, "are you staying here" aka, "your still here?" aka,"what are you doing still around?" HA! i was like, 'we never seem to leave!???!! FINALLY we left and stopped at a spot to find poutine at this place in buffalo new york.

about 20 minutes away. i saw it was a fancy establishment, in a fancy, 'hipster' part of collegiate town buffalo new york. it was at a brewery, with all types of fancy you know.. brewery type beers. nice place! we waited another 10 minutes so we could be seated outside. fuck it i ordered a red wine. ahh! moss went to use the bathroom so i just enjoyed being outside in this nice town of buffalo new york. buffalo. sipping and enjoying my merlot, (or whatever red wine it was)...lovely! this is what its about. enjoying a red wine outside at dusk...(it was getting darker but it was nice). then moss comes back. ruined! im kidding!!! LOL!!! but he was telling me facts and information but i was trying to listen to the bluesy music playing...

aww heck...so i knew the poutine would not be the correct proper canadian poutine. usually you get your poutine at a stand or a restaurant, not in some fancy shmancy brewy place, and it kept saying duck poutine...

turns out, duck was in it!!??! maybe it was foie gras?? i have the menu lets see...nevermind i dont have it. the restaurant was called the monk or something...

anyways, got home late. mike texted me to prove i was in niagara falls.


i had a photoshoot last night. it was a payed shoot which yes meant some nude pics but classy, never anything graphic or pornographic...i told mike this. in fact, i wanted him to come with me. when i used to model more, i would have payed shoots but most were for some nude shots too. and i would bring a friend or jeremy (NOT ron)  used to go with me. not a big deal. so we had the shoot in a luxury RV, and it was kind of weird when the guy closed the door, i dont think he should of did that seriously, that was weird. so mike got all upset and said, 'what the fuck are you doing' and started yelling and made me feel like i was doing something wrong. i need money and it was a payed shoot. plus i got images for myself! he kept calling me liar and slut and all of this, and even broke up with me. whatever. i cant take this anymore. he doesnt support me or care about things i do or want to endeavor. he doesnt care that i had that little part in the movie, he just doesnt care, or understand.

the guy payed me half of what he was supposed too, (200.00 for shoot SOME nudes so whats? nudes that word is dumb) i dont care about being naked! yes before it would be a big deal for me but alot of women do nude photoshoots so what! its not porn!

mike makes me feel like im such a bad person. im just sick of it. i need to figure things out. this aint working of course i love my marble!!!

she was posing