scary

i wasnt going to share this, but i think i will now, because its just weird. well, i have some photoshoots set up, and one of them i actually just did the other day, which was a bondage style shoot. i looked at his model mayhem page, and it seemed like pretty safe bondage stuff, nothing too scary...heres the page: http://www.modelmayhem.com/1690029#VIEWALL  here is a description in his bio :

About me

I have been a photographer for many years and I enjoy meeting and working with new people. I own several web sites and I am always looking for new and interesting models.
     
      I always enjoyed creating images of woman tied up. I think it can be very artistic as well.
     
     It is always important for every one involved to have a nice time. There is a lot of work to modeling and taking pictures , but there is no reason that it can not be done in a fun stress free environment.
     
    The damsel in distress has always been a fascination in mystery books such as Nancy Drew and the old time cliff hanger serials of the 40 's and 50's. In the end the damsel always comes away smiling and that is part of what makes it all work out in the end

  You may always bring a friend along for a photo shoot.

  Always feel free to ask any questions and all models must be 18 years or older. Thanks

ANYWAYS...i did a bondage shoot before in california and that really freaked me out. another girl picked me up but she didnt do any modeling. i thought i was going to suffocate. he put a sock in my mouth and wrapped my face in pantyhose, so i couldnt see plus i was tied up so i couldnt move! i couldn't breathe! i thought i was going to suffocate to death! ugh i dont really like talking about it. anyways...this one seemed tame so i went to his weird apartment to shoot. yeah it was weird. Again my mouth was covered with duck tape and i had a sock in my mouth or a ballgag, (yeah weird i know, this was during different sets)...anyways...i got worried a few times, and when he took the ballgag out a LOT of slobber drooled out. gross! hmm....oh yeah i also notice the photographers who do bondage shoots seem very nice. very nice almost effeminate, gentle i guess, but then they seem to like seeing women in bondage and tied up idk?

but i just saw researched this one porn star who died during a bondage shoot, (someone posted about porn stars who died on the MK page)...and i found this hitting close to home..

www.findadeath.com/forum/showthread.php?1296-Murder-of-pornstar-Taylor-Summers

http://www.themodellook.com/natel.htm

http://www.xbiz.com/news/9750

scary huh? what about the snuff films that never get national exposure? there are so many cases of this that go unknown. it is pretty scary, i'll say....