Kim posted a video about a heart beating on its own, out of the body...at that moment, i heard, "(on untold stories of the ER), 'to get the patients heart to beat on its own'
SYNCH
saw two posts today on FB which said, 'puerto rican man'
one was about a
puerto rican man' who was embalmed sitting upright with his eyes open to preserve him in real life, with a cigarette in his hands...
other one was about a puerto rican man who was shot in wisconsin for speaking spanish..
of course those are most likely based on algorythyms..
Sunday, March 13, 2016
Synchronicities, coincedences, psychic whatevers...
We all have those sort of, psychic anomalies, let's say...such as, thinking about someone you have not thought about in weeks/months/years etc...and suddenly, they call you, or...something like that. Here are a few synchs/coincedences of the week that I experienced.
Read, 'many people' while hearing it on tv..
(this is old, but i was scrolling down the dirty and saw 2 posts with selfie girls holding up an apple iphone and heard dr oz say, 'apple crisp')
sometimes i hear a rare phrase that i never hear being uttered a few times in a day...
for example, the other night i saw someone post on fb about having plans to get 'white girl wasted' that night, then, on CMT, there is a reality show and they said, 'lets get white girl wasted!" (could of been, this person heard that too and inexplicably re-uttered it themselves...
read a blind about hunger games actor josh hutcherson, (he wants to move to another country away from his publicists)...well, i was thinking about the other movies he has been in. someone said they loved him in bridge to terabithia. later, i was turning the channel and left in on RV, and I noticed, there was josh hutcherson, as a kid....i never think or hear about josh hutcherson aside from that day, really...but thats another one of his movies...
my friend alyssa posted something on fb, and i commented on it. i never comment on her posts, (she never comments on mine, idk??) it was a post of a beautiful, downs syndrome bride. anyways, later that night, i saw her working at walmart. she says we should all get together again, (me, her and sea)..later that night, i was watching jeffree star makeup youtube videos and he was with his guest friend, named alyssa (a drag queen)...
a few days ago, i was thinking about how my friend scott used to call me Leori, and i was wondering where he has been. he just msgd me on fb the next day, saying, "Leori!" apparently, he has not had internet the past year...
yesterday, my dad showed me a video on youtube, it was about 'bigshot kids' or something. i guess there is a tv show about extremely talented children and he brought up a video of these little girls on the ellen show. at first i thought, 'sophia grace'. sophia grace is the really annoying, bad teeth british chile always on ellen. i never think about her, but later that day, there was a post from Mtv, saying, 'see how sophia grace looks like now' weird!??!
we went to starbucks last night, and then on SNL last night, there was a mermaid skit...made me think of starbucks.
anyways, stuff like that...i need to write this in my synchronicity journal and its almost done i am going to need a new one soon
yesterday i was telling alyssa how cvs does not pay well for pharmacy techs, but today, mike tells me he saw an ad for pharm techs and it pays 13.25 an hour!? WTF
Read, 'many people' while hearing it on tv..
(this is old, but i was scrolling down the dirty and saw 2 posts with selfie girls holding up an apple iphone and heard dr oz say, 'apple crisp')
sometimes i hear a rare phrase that i never hear being uttered a few times in a day...
for example, the other night i saw someone post on fb about having plans to get 'white girl wasted' that night, then, on CMT, there is a reality show and they said, 'lets get white girl wasted!" (could of been, this person heard that too and inexplicably re-uttered it themselves...
read a blind about hunger games actor josh hutcherson, (he wants to move to another country away from his publicists)...well, i was thinking about the other movies he has been in. someone said they loved him in bridge to terabithia. later, i was turning the channel and left in on RV, and I noticed, there was josh hutcherson, as a kid....i never think or hear about josh hutcherson aside from that day, really...but thats another one of his movies...
my friend alyssa posted something on fb, and i commented on it. i never comment on her posts, (she never comments on mine, idk??) it was a post of a beautiful, downs syndrome bride. anyways, later that night, i saw her working at walmart. she says we should all get together again, (me, her and sea)..later that night, i was watching jeffree star makeup youtube videos and he was with his guest friend, named alyssa (a drag queen)...
a few days ago, i was thinking about how my friend scott used to call me Leori, and i was wondering where he has been. he just msgd me on fb the next day, saying, "Leori!" apparently, he has not had internet the past year...
yesterday, my dad showed me a video on youtube, it was about 'bigshot kids' or something. i guess there is a tv show about extremely talented children and he brought up a video of these little girls on the ellen show. at first i thought, 'sophia grace'. sophia grace is the really annoying, bad teeth british chile always on ellen. i never think about her, but later that day, there was a post from Mtv, saying, 'see how sophia grace looks like now' weird!??!
we went to starbucks last night, and then on SNL last night, there was a mermaid skit...made me think of starbucks.
anyways, stuff like that...i need to write this in my synchronicity journal and its almost done i am going to need a new one soon
yesterday i was telling alyssa how cvs does not pay well for pharmacy techs, but today, mike tells me he saw an ad for pharm techs and it pays 13.25 an hour!? WTF
Wednesday, March 9, 2016
My thoughts of Kim K's flaunting full frontal selfie...
ok, so with her saying this, she is basically saying that people that do or have commit crimes are the real scum here, and people that drink or do drugs are the real scum here, but of course, not her! not this 'empowered' woman, who is a sister, a mother, a wife, a daughter. she chooses to present herself in this way, but that does not mean she is a terrible person...ok...right...and anyone who is proud of their body does not mean they have to put it out there in this blatant way...also, someone can overcome drug and alcohol addiction and that, to me, is something to be proud of, and flaunt.
“It always seems to come back around to my sex tape,” her essay continued. “Yes, a sex tape that was made 13 years ago. 13 YEARS AGO. Literally that lonnng ago. And people still want to talk about it?!?! I lived through the embarrassment and fear, and decided to say who cares, do better, move on. I shouldn’t have to constantly be on the defense, listing off my accomplishments just to prove that I am more than something that happened 13 years ago.
HAHA! she said LITERALLY! i remember watching a spoof of youtube about her, and every word out her mouf was ...literally...
Ok, here is what I think..I have no problem with nude photos etc, I mean, I have done nude photoshoots in the past, and I will again, I really do not care you know?
But Kim K is on a much bigger platform than I ever was, or will be. Plus, she is 35. You begin to learn to hold back, because while you may not like it, people are always judging. If you want to send nudes to your husband, then do it. But to post it on Instagram....
I actually was searching for the uncensored pics, but it seems like Kim K added the black bars herself. That in itself shows something censored, something sHOCKING!! oh my
what else...this is a very fluid flow of thoughts..so bear with me. i do want to share my thoughts cuz i keep seeing this damn pic everywhere i go on the damn internet!
she talks about being sexy...feeling sexy..well, there is sexy and there is straight up....thotty...that ho over there there yall
a full frontal naked selfie with bars aint sexy! its just..bam! slotty! slutty...but hey why slut shame? its not slutty ok, but..it aint sexy!
here is an example of a sexy nude photoshoot
everyone is getting inundated with this trash and we do not even care. its just there, in our faces. anyone with a fb has to endure this...
the regular ppl who are on fb to keep up with FRIENDS and FAMILY, NOT the kardashians, they have to see naked kim k pics...
the retired grandparent, the church-going neighborino...
kids...all the kids..
come on kim! really?
must you always have to remind us? do you really need a constant need in the news, do you really need everyone talking about you?
also, yes, you are a mother and a wife...so, why not stop it with these antics? after a while, you want to put yourself out there as classy and respectable, but the more you do shit like this, the more it will make you look like a fool even tho you make mad bank...still
mad bank (meaning its 'part of her brand' but i think she has already established herself and has, yeah, mad bank! so why tweet out this photo? she likes it. thats what it is. she likes the attencion!
there are younger women then her saying things like..cover up!
chloe moretz for one:
basically telling her shes a role model and she should send the msg that she has more to offer then just her body....
TRUE!
THIS JUST IN: this is what kim k tweeted out to chloe moretz...SIZZLE!! BITTER!! haha!!
et's all welcome @ChloeGMoretz to twitter, since no one knows who she is. your nylon cover is cute boo
also, pink, bette midler etc
anyways...attention span lost! who cares!
i hear the birds chirping outside...i wish i did not have to work. i can still take a walk around the block tho.
Monday, March 7, 2016
LUXURY SAFARI HOUSE TOUR
lately i have just been forgetting about life, living, and the rest of the world. i have always been a traveller, but this G'D *dont want to take the Lords name in vain** , probation bullshit has been stopping me from taking trips, and then..on top of it, this fucking job i have!!!??! these hours are awful, and i have been working 6 days a week!???! i just...i have to go here. safari!! oh my gosh, i cant forget about life....OH MY GOD also, i do have to say, the guy in the video kind of looks like my first real boyfriend from the army, danny...kind of..ha! but without the dreads, and i love dreads. it just gives off a worldy sort of sense...idk...i feel like im slowly morphing into this really boring, desolute person, but at the same time, i feel this time in my life is teaching me gratitude, patience, tolerance etc. i have not had a drink since last year, but i am not going to say that means i can never enjoy a nice drink. i am able to handle myself, as long as i have good company with someone i can trust. NOT mike. he really proved himself once again. im getting ALL OF MY SHIT OUT OF HIS PLACE so he can stop hanging that over me.
Thursday, March 3, 2016
you don't have to be lonely, at farmers only .cot
i really am not trying to get hired at majestic...it is way too depressing working this shift. sigh....it will not be forever. i will not let it be. anyways, to make matters worse, this girl katie asked me how old i am. well, because hero had to ask her at lunch, where 'center city' is. what the heck is center city? no idea....anyways, he asked her, and she replied, 'i have no idea. i'm not in pa.' that sort of felt like a setup for me to ask her, after a considerate pause, 'where are you from?' (idk..nor did i actually care...with a C)...she said new jersey. so, i thought she meant far nj...far far away nj, (since she did not realize center city is in allentown...i think!??). So am I. so she asked me where, I said phillipsburg....great!???! she said she is from washington....which lead to more considerate pauses and then to me telling her....nothing. she asked me where i went to school....
no! please, not these questions. i hate telling people how old i am at my stupid jobs. that always follows with, 'do i have any kids? married?" no...ok? so what if i do not have kids or am not married.!!
i told her 26 because i hate explaining things because no one believes me when i tell them how old i am, blah....i do not even like to tell people about my life...i do not mind writing about it, but i do not like to talk about it...
wouldnt you know, she has a brother that went to tech and graduated and she was asking me about teachers and kids i would of known and who i knew from belvidere. ughhh
if i had kids, and was married, i would be like, 'yeah, i am 37 years old? so what? yeah i look good! yeah! i look young!' (yeah im married. jake, from state farm)...
it is just that, i am embarrassed of my life and i am not proud of where i am right now. if it wasn't for this fucking dui, i sure as hell woulld not be working in a factory, 2nd shift...i would be out, maybe in california, doing exciting things. maybe working in the entertainment industry. i have (had) all the wonder and potential and magic i could of had happen...i was really on the verge and letting something happen...(let it happen)
but nope. now, i am doomed. i will be stuck in this factory job for the rest of my life. UNION FOR LIFE!!! i will end up like that lady who works 1st shift and who is a fuser who never got married or had kids. the people who work there are not glamorous. its older women, its like...factory people. do i sound silly? i am...i don't know. writing...
ughh i hate it. i really do!??!? but i do not have to stay forever. even jeanie is always looking for a better job. now i am going to feel awkward around that girl because she is going to keep pestering me about belvidere this and that. yeah i grew up here, i am a country girl, but i really do not know these people you are referring too because i am about 10 years older than you ok? i lied. sue me!!!
ha! idk....what else??!??
i have something i kind of want to say, but...i just..won't. just kidding i will...but not now. im tired. later...
but then....well, i doubt anyone important reads this. i doubt any VIPS read this....who???? i always wonder...who...even tho i do know...of a few....just because...but still...is it...YOU!!???!! mean face emoji
alright i need to go to sleep. sleep work sleep work wtf!??
no! please, not these questions. i hate telling people how old i am at my stupid jobs. that always follows with, 'do i have any kids? married?" no...ok? so what if i do not have kids or am not married.!!
i told her 26 because i hate explaining things because no one believes me when i tell them how old i am, blah....i do not even like to tell people about my life...i do not mind writing about it, but i do not like to talk about it...
wouldnt you know, she has a brother that went to tech and graduated and she was asking me about teachers and kids i would of known and who i knew from belvidere. ughhh
if i had kids, and was married, i would be like, 'yeah, i am 37 years old? so what? yeah i look good! yeah! i look young!' (yeah im married. jake, from state farm)...
it is just that, i am embarrassed of my life and i am not proud of where i am right now. if it wasn't for this fucking dui, i sure as hell woulld not be working in a factory, 2nd shift...i would be out, maybe in california, doing exciting things. maybe working in the entertainment industry. i have (had) all the wonder and potential and magic i could of had happen...i was really on the verge and letting something happen...(let it happen)
but nope. now, i am doomed. i will be stuck in this factory job for the rest of my life. UNION FOR LIFE!!! i will end up like that lady who works 1st shift and who is a fuser who never got married or had kids. the people who work there are not glamorous. its older women, its like...factory people. do i sound silly? i am...i don't know. writing...
ughh i hate it. i really do!??!? but i do not have to stay forever. even jeanie is always looking for a better job. now i am going to feel awkward around that girl because she is going to keep pestering me about belvidere this and that. yeah i grew up here, i am a country girl, but i really do not know these people you are referring too because i am about 10 years older than you ok? i lied. sue me!!!
ha! idk....what else??!??
i have something i kind of want to say, but...i just..won't. just kidding i will...but not now. im tired. later...
but then....well, i doubt anyone important reads this. i doubt any VIPS read this....who???? i always wonder...who...even tho i do know...of a few....just because...but still...is it...YOU!!???!! mean face emoji
alright i need to go to sleep. sleep work sleep work wtf!??
Wednesday, March 2, 2016
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