Luke Perry Blood sacrifice

He died on the 63rd day of the year, his character on Riverdale is “Fred Andrews”, in Gematria = ((63)). News reports emphasized he died of a “massive” heart attack. In Gematria, the word “massive” = 43. “March” = 43. “Masonic” = 43. “Killing” = 43. “RIP” = 43. Dead at 52, “fifty-two” = 43. He suffered the stroke at his home in “Sherman Oaks” = 43. Also, “Beverly Hills” in Gematria = 67. And “Blood Sacrifice” = 67.
Furthermore, he was casted in Quentin Tarantino’s upcoming film Once upon a time in Hollywood to play the role of Wayne Launder = 63 (he died on the 63rd day of the year) and 144.
The film is set to be released on 7/26, 144 days away from today!

In Black Magic, all the numbers have to accurately line up for it to be effective.

The more you know…

Massive Child Star Celebrity Transvestigation

this is a dumb video , i just like the song (never heard it before?) and im sharing it here so i can remember it for later. but this is just...yeah just whatever HA

I always wondered and thought about, living where you work. For example, when I was at Majestic, I worked till 3am. Tired, I wouldn't feel like driving home. (I didn't have a car back then..)..my parents would pick me up. It was a big factory type warehouse, and I would imagine little apartments inside the warehouse that the workers could live at. That way, they could just walk to their place and no one would have to worry about driving to work! Cuz they'd already be there! Of course, you would get privacy. This morning, at walmart (I went in at 5am)..it was dark and quiet. I thought of when we were in basic training, waking up at 4am, getting up and getting ready for PT while it was still dark out. We were refreshed and rested tho because we were in bed by 8pm. Every once in a while, we about 4 of us had fire drill, which was staying up and doing cleaning duties and then writing letters or reading or what not, for an hour during the night. Then chow, (smells of breakfast coming through from the chow hall up to the hills where we were doing PT..the sounds of fellow companies singing their cadences while marching or jogging back to the uh..whatever it was called...the company.

So, anyways, at Walmart, I would imagine shutting the store down and letting the workers have a fun night. Hang out! (or a small group of people)...imagine. You could set up little tents and camp in your chosen spot at walmart. I always thought, "what if we had to sleep at walmart. where would you choose to sleep?" Well, I would go to sporting goods, get a tent and sleeping bag, and set up camp in some corner of the store! I always wanted to do those things that younger peeps do, you know, hanging out at walmart overnight. nah just kidding, but it would be cool to camp there!

i think of these things in the early mornings at work, when no one is really there, and im just standing guard at the self checkouts. its almost as if im back in the army, doing fire drills.

*not really but thought it would tie tho whole...strew of thoughts together)

a customer who comes through smells like animal manure and cat pee. (i just remembered that smell when i thought of the place)

i do want to find another job tho...erghhh. im getting restless and bored of walmart.

over the counter medicines and stuff seem to relax me..just looking at them soothes me, (even tho taking these kind of meds is not holistic or really good for you)...so what? i am watching an asmr video about it, i want to make a video about it.

other things that soothe and relax me,
-back to school products
- retro perfumes
- whatever.

blahhh BLAHHHH

Avril Lavigne Transvestigation

this video is kind of weird, this persons first transvestigation video...but they got some good footage. even in this initial photo there, you can see the adams apple. its so weird how once the veil is lifted, its like, 'what the!? was i under some kind of spell?" the videos of her in her younger days truly shows a boy. its just all so WEIRD!?? why can't they just keep them in the gender they were supposed to be? oh no, its a BAPHOMET! (i just made my growing up supermodel one...my transvestigation channel is in the comments..MaXy X )

What I would truly like, is a healthy, safe and secure lifestyle...

Hey, now I have 4 patrons!? Which means, I have to upload more 'exclusive' smoking content to my patreon, and still upload to my youtube channel (s)...yes, I have 5 youtube channels..however! The one that I truly envision myself ENJOYING is the ASMR one.

I want to make more asmr videos. The smoking one isn't really me. I'm just a fraud, (I feel like it)..pretending to be a heavy smoker. I have comments where people notice it, but for the most part, I get compliments all the time on the channel. IDK, this is just a test or something..sort of like, shrug. 

I kind of miss having someone to talk about things too, and having them listen, and care. I keep getting into arguments with Mike.

I think him and I are on different pages. Yes, we do love each other, but I do not feel as if we truly KNOW each other. To me, having someone to journey through life with is very important.

It is very important that your husband/wife is there for me. Someone who builds you up, encourages you, supports you, listens and understand. Someone who is patient and has virtue. Just the other day, some lady knocked on the door of Mike's car. She was looking for a nursing home. Mike didn't get it. (So, yesterday on the ride back from visiting Lila, a couple was hitch-hiking on the side of the road coming back from Belvidere. young couple. my dad pulled over to help them. No, I would never help a hitch-hiker if it was just me..but let's go back to the other day. the lady looking for the nursing home seemed kind of , not all there herself. Oh yeah, I also saw an old lady leaving the diner, and these overweight guys in sleeveless shirts didnt even open the door for her. It's just so gross...ughh. You know? manners and being compassionate, etc really do matter. fuck i have to go to sleep. 

there is so much i want to talk about tho! 

im not going to make that asmr video tonight tho..

i wanted to talk about roseanne, *lady who used to live in this house) shannan, and..i forget what else.

but yeah, it was ME who says to that lady, "do you need a ride?" hoping that mike would be like, "oh yeah, do you need a ride?" he never did tho. i said it three times until i looked at him and was like, "Mike! Let's just give her a ride. she might live at the nursing home herself!"

so he finally was like, 'ok do you need a ride?" he wasnt listening tho! she kept saying, "manor care" but he thought it was the place his brother used to stay at...(they all have issues)...but that place wasnt around. i thought it was the nursing home behind his house. so when he saw that place he thought it was, was no longer, i said, "theres a nursing home BEHIND YOUR HOUSE!" but it wasnt the right one! so while i was googling MANOR CARE, the lady said, 'this isnt the right one!" and mike just let her leave. the right one was on the same street as her. he could of given her a ride but no..

i just feel like, you know, being able to help others is an important quality and something i want in my future husband. mike did give her a ride, but it was because of me.

im going to write more later tho..about my doubts and...not just that. its just that mike doesnt hear me. he doesnt listen. he doesnt even try too.

I got 3 patrons!??!

Oh gosh what do I do!?? I'm in over my head!? I do not know how to use Patreon! AAHHHH 

16.00 a month...umm..ok ok I can do this...

hmm....