69 cancer duality david bowie

I liked David Bowie, I loved Labyrinth (as did every child of the 80s), I liked his music. He was very into the occult however, and into the hidden knowledge...of whatever....his Blackstar video was not only blasphemous in some way, but summed up by one youtube commenter as his knowledge of knowing he was being used as a vessel anyways. At a time when decadance and descendents ascended to us like fallen stars straight out of Heaven into the soot below, Ziggy Stardust emerged, to grace us with what we now know as David Bowie, an adrogynous, skinny, absurd, elvin existence of a man. He bopped around with Mick Jagger in that video, he sang about the offsets of Fame...etc etc

Lol idk...i act like im writing an article. I just want to say that, his last few videos were sort od disconcerting. Of...sorry. Someone asked me, 'did he come out of the closet?" when i commented about Oh my gosh David Bowie. No, but in the video for "Lazarus', he did end up going back in the closet. He was contrained to his hospital bed, weak and blind. David Bowie was essentially saying that although he did explore the dark knowledge of the occult, that in essence trapped in, and he has been quoted as saying he does not know where he would go when he died. If you accept Christ into your heart, supposedly you go to Heaven.

Anyways, thought this very strange. He died 5 days after his 69th birthday from CANCER. 69 is a balance, a yin yang. His different colored eyes are also some sort of balance, I suppose. dark and light. the sign for cancer is 69.

he died 1/1/16

so i was scrolling and saw i stopped on this. a YIN YANG dress 16.99  (the 16 and also the 69)
not sure what that meant...synch?