something odd happened. well this guy has been msging me a lot, well, remember i said he seemed cool at scottys party? well, he, out of nowhere said, 'I am what i am' - popeye. so i was like..."NO!! NOOOOOOO dont say that!??!" (my i am blog, if you scroll down more, youll see it!)
thats weird tho!?? makes me think he knows of this blog? if so, than how??? i dont advertise this blog! i mean, yes i was linking it here on my myspace......maybe scotti reads this? see? i have no freaking clue!?? i get all paranoid. i mean, if you read my blog fine, but for ppl to read and keep hush hush about it, well...im not sure what to think of that now!??? :/
i went to adultswim.com and went to IB and the banner they used resembles the jumbotron kid so much!?? here is that:
http://s57.photobucket.com/user/starbella78/media/selection_of_funny_celebrity_gifs_15_zps1a52a43a.gif.html?sort=3&o=0
so i also posted something else and someone replied to my post saying, 'stop being a lazy alchohlic and lose weight'
REALLY!??! i was like, wow! plus i havent drank in weeks (lie, i did just drink recently) still tho, i dont drink every fucking day!
i do know i have to lose weight tho but shut up!
fritz springmeier posted something interesting about identity that i shared with facebook. one part kind of made me think of that person on as who called me an alchohlic:
They called Christ all sorts of names, for instance: sinner, blasphemer & drunk. If they asked him, “What the hell are you doing?” He would have recognized who he was, and continued to be himself. He never let people steal his dignity. Don’t give you identity away. Your identity has nothing to do with whether people like you. Other people do not define who you are, although they will sure try, & very often in self-serving ways.
i am not calling myself 'christlike' or being blasphemous but the msg is there...that is why i shared that post, because at first i was wondering if i would upset anyone by posting it (atheists who do not believe in a Creator, God), but i shared it anyways, because why be afraid of what others think? if i did, then i am more worried about offending people then sharing the true message of what God wants. i told my parents before, ppl are so worried about becoming the most they can be, having a good job, being respectable, raising a family, obtaining material possessions, becoming physically fit, and yes, while all this IS good for us as humans, that is NOT what is important! we lose sight of the issue that we are fluid. without sounding new agey, this is a vehicle which holds us back. when we die, we will not be encased in these human shells. the point i am making is lost because, what i want, yes, a nice quiet room. i keep feeling like turning this channel its a documentary on nazi stuff and both my parents are in the room arguing about getting a new car yes get one! i had to pick them up when they were gonna drop sage off after we all got back from the pool at the country club. ah yes the country club! we went swimming there, sage adria and i.
anyways, i cant think so my point is getting lost!??!
none of us are better than anyone else. i have a bunch of opinions i have expressed before so i am not going too now.
i was watching a bit of the dorney park on youtube video last night, and the 'what goes up but come down' and then on american dad, someone had said that phrase 'what goes up must come down' im thinking, they are tracking my internet usage...oh yeah the poison one also had big brother on it, i heard that somewhere..
here is the link of the freaky jumbotron boy:
http://www.babble.com/kid/this-always-happens-when-boys-get-on-the-jumbotron/
i forget what else i wanted to say?
oh yeah when i went to adultswim.com and when i was typing in the subject line, old posts i must of made came up, about being possessed (i wrote one about wanting to be possessed? ) seriously!??! why would i even write that!??
and the little boy looks possessed!??! and caleb and i went on the possessed ride at dorney park...
where the what goes up song was on, ( i was watching the dorney park video of us on youtube)
not that i am worried about that song HA!
still tho..
also i linked to the group, where a woman one talked crap on me, posted about the jumbotron boy (it was posted in the MK group) and i linked it to my photobucket account, and since it was the most recent i was able to press arrow to the left to see the first pics i ever posted on photobucket (back in 2007 when i was trying to decorate my myspace accounts) and it brought me back to the time when i started getting messed with and i felt this evil presence like i was allowing these demons to play with my head!??
which is why i feel these synchronicities are not from God....
i want to find out more about synchs tho!???
i need to take a shower or something....
