James Deen pictures played out

Moss was at the AVNs this wknd, and Las Vegas. He wanted me to go, but I could not. Ah well, it doesn't matter to me. Oh, someone told me they heard I was in a porn with Ron Jeremy (someone from the adult swim boards..someone said it in tinychat i guess) eewww! no!! ughh, moss showed me this link from vice http://www.vice.com/read/why-i-love-watching-ron-jeremy-fuck

im like, well yes i know him. i met him at the playboy mansion and then i met moss. i know ron, yeah, he is the sweetest guy really, but no! no no no freaking way ughh...never did a porn, or anything sexual, with him!?? sorry but just...no! anyways...so james deen was at the avns this year...despite all the rape accusations. hannibal buress was there too, moss sat next to him at the awards show. hannibal broke the news about bill cosby being a rapist, (i think he found out from me!?? didnt i blog about it? we talked about bill cosby being a rapist before this info was out, in the in plain sight fb group...)

moss says hannibal remembers me. yes! of course he does! why wouldnt he? he has a memory like the rest of us..?? (dont think he is MKd??!) hmm....

so a girl accused james deen of raping her, well, urinating in her mouth then sodomizing her with a beer bottle.

the article is here:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3343556/He-raped-beer-bottle-urinated-mouth-Porn-actress-alleges-sodomized-James-Deen-camera-attack-wrap-party.html

Look at this picture...study it

what do you see?

first off, james deen is a handler, or a victim, or both?

look at this shirt

look at the bottle

urine colored beer

beer bottle (showing what was to happen later)

his shirt

a FIST (he has been accused of hitting his ex girlfriend too)...a hand, pointing at his victim

STAGED!

here is him with his ex gf (stoya? i guess? the one who accused him of rape and assault)

he looks dazed out with his daizy slippers
(that pic was from avns 2013)

hmm...james deen...james dean (male version of mailyn monroe) anyways who cares!??

shia la beuf interview

i was actually attempting to watch the whole sit-down interview, just because i liked to see his expressions in lieu of hers. it seemed like he found comfort in her friendly looks, or maybe even angelic, like that one actress...oh whats her name? tilda swanning? idk...in vanilla sky...like she was his angel...but she is also a journalist. i do understand his #iamnotfamous peice now, he is saying...

he grew up an only child, with movies and books to keep him company. so he wants to relate to people on a less then objectified level. when he did that iamnotfamous peice, he called it art of something? the MK aspect makes me think 'silence programming' and allowing himself to be objectified, but i think he might NOT of been able to say anything!??!

and people would come into the room with him and they could use the props, or some would smile with him, hold his hand, cry with him...he said he enjoyed connecting with other human souls, but of course the more jerky nature of jerks wanna be jerks, so of course, some would come in and make him feel objectified, he wore a paper lunch bag, saying I AM NOT FAMOUS, so that the person can just set that aside..and see him as a person, just like they are, but he said some took the bag off and took a selfie with him and left, and he said that made him feel horrible, they wouldnt even look him in the eyes. he also said a lot of women came in and he said they proceeded to whip him and pull his pants down, probably give him oral sex and leave the room with smeared lipstick. i am sure dudes might of did the same too. imagine how that would feel? he might not of been able to say or do anything to stop it!??

the email exchanges are also there, oh, so the go pro i like but thats just me i am voyeuristic and i enjoy capturing a real glimpse into other peoples lives. i like to share my life too (obviously) oh mtv has a new show out....'eye candy' but its true everyone shares everything online!?? we allow ourselves to be watched. we are being listened too, spied on. i mean, most people yeah whatever...but anyways..

seems like he wants to feel more like a person then someone who has to constantly be a big movie star to sell movies, which he was doing. shia was in a bunch of box office popcorn films.....but i think you know, he dont want that..but also the actor part of him is concentrating on performance art and all that idk im still reading!

here it is tho

http://thecampaignbook.com/interview/

SAMPLE:

On 4 October 2014 17:40, Shia LaBeouf wrote:

ur public persona has been a part of it
 performances have become indistinguishable from the performance of being a celebrity. it seems like everything is a stage to you, press conferences, red carpets. all drama

its not just me tho its all of us
its societal - there is a huge push from the internet
facebook, twitter, google + ect..
to find the true-self, the ONE-self
& it becomes harder and harder to distinguish between
our private-self and our professional-self
this is true for everyone not just celebrities
-
w/ work for instance
we are trained to present our best-self
at the same time we are aware that this is artificial
curated, photoshop’d, made up “images” of our-self
our real-self is different
its not new its just now becoming dominant
celebrities have been dealing with this for decades
we are living through a narrative of recognition
a religion of positivity - smile or die
its creating one dimensional representations of people
-
on Facebook for instance “friending” is the only option
on twitter its the same
it flattens every day experience by ruling out more complex feelings
ambiguities are not allowed
and these reduced choices steer eventually to a desensitized user
so kids of the real time generation or recognition narrative
are not looking to affirm truths
as much as make truths
through limited choices & endless clicks

just read the email exchanges/interview etc and grasp from HER perspective of trying to satisfy her magazine representation and the walmart people oh yeah (eric wareheim said he recently went to walmart and not one but 3 people were on rascals and went to mcdonalds? come on! total exageration! if you want to see how the walmart is (there is not one near LA you have to drive far to get to a walmart) i took a video and  put it on facebook...hes in los feliz or somewhere so oh he said walmart in wisconsin regardless he exagerated wait what am i saying??? 

i am saying i like what shia is saying but the interviewer is being an interviewer but also trying to be on the same level as him, which she really is not...he is more being REAL...and she is trying to figure out the best way to sell the intervew. 

oh go read it yourself the cursor keeps stopping anyways

ok it gets boring after a while...so.....thats that. now, to sink into my world. marble is laying next to me i am in my room. she is happy she is next to me. i want to turn the fan off soon but dont want her to leave that spot...too cute what do i have on the agenda for tomorrow? oh man idk. i told moss i dont have the energy too

internet is being weird

wtf?? i tweeted a pic of marble but twitter keeps spinning but not loading!??!

here!

https://twitter.com/lulaberri/status/539305720936529920/photo/1


poor beth she was so sweet SPOILER!

ooops