polish fest

Magic Mirror on the wall...whos the fairest of them all...

does this sound right!??! um, no not really!??! well that is now what the evil witch says in snow white. i mean, could of sworn it was MIRROR MIRROR on the wall!??!? anyways...she conjures up satan..

so last night i went with my parents to the drive in, where they were playing harry potter and neverending story. at first we stopped by terrys and we had pizza but then i really wanted to go. i didnt have anyone to go with, but then again i never do. no one wants to do anything....its kind of sad. i like to do things like drive ins and what not. i was almost about to go with some guy from POF but tbh i really am wary of meeting online ppl. i feel bad bcuz the guy seemed nice enough but...ehh i dont know, a drive in is kind of a long time to sit there with someone you dont know!??! yeah...so........idk...!???! anyways............i ended up just going with my parents. they didnt even check who was in the car!?? and popcorn is only 2.00 and soda is 1.00. harry potter was kind of lame, but they did have a MIRROR in it, a MAGIC MIRROR. drive ins are fun! its also a campsite too. just make sure to bring a comfy hoodie and jeans and fluffy socks! and a radio to get the station. never ending story was good as always, cool to see it on a big screen like that! but there was the MAGIC MIRROR GATE, and the mirror is representative of a parellel...parellel universe!??! i saw a few shooting stars, it was nice .

it made me think of how i just want to meet someone, get married, have kids. and my parents would like little grandchildren to take to  the drive in. yes lisa will be having another baby soon, but i want one...you know!? and how dare anyone to tell me i should not have kids!!!

if someone has a kid, YOU MAKE IT HAPPEN! you work and do your best to provide for your child. i have moss telling me i shouldnt have kids and jay was telling me. i have not talked to jay in a while but i guess he did not just want to be friends with me.

what else!?? today went to a polish festival by a catholic church. it was 12.00 to get inside where they had rides and food, but we just went into the church or cathedral for free, saw some Pope artwork, and then we had some polish food. it would of been cool to go into polish fest..maybe tomorrow we go to garlic fest!??

signs and all that!?

so, i was on twitch tonight..aaron bleyaerts twitch kay??? yeah so........i do still like to know...that...adult swim (???) is WATCHING!?? because for some reason ppl were talking about BONES on twitch, and i said HAM BONE HAM BONE then squidbillies episode played and there was A PICTURE OF HAM AND IT SAID HAM BONE...so then, he was drinking TEQUILA on the twitch feed, and...just now on american dad, roger is drinking TEQUILA...its like, come on!!

this has to be a sign! i do like it tho..cuz sometimes i feel as if...they aint listening anymore...and you know what, it feels nice to know they still be listening...

right?

oh also there is a moth inside my lampshades, on one of the american dads, they had a moth..on a lampshade....

OH I JUST NOTICED SNOOPY! mikes sister, coal bear, asked me if i seen SNOOPY snoopy is on family guy

just odd

um so this is weird...yeah so...there was a weird synch thing on adult swim...basically it had an aqua teen episode where they mentioned something we were talking about...maybe i will explain later but right now...so yesterday i was watching videos about false flags and what not...and i watched one about morgan freemans granddaughter being a blood sacrifice and it started talking about robin williams being a blood sacrifice and it started talking about family guy and its predictive programming about robin williams. well tonight on family guy, it was the one where stewie and brian walk past the book with the illuminati eye on it, and then later brian said something about robin williams with a beard...it was just...really weird!??

lets see...i was going to say more..ahh maybe later...about another odd thing...hmm...brb

hmm so i have been msging this guy on POF, mainly because he said he will take me on a motorcycle ride and he seemed decent...average looking tho...looks did not stand out to me. im not really looking for a boyfriend tho...but i wanted to go for a ride. we talked on the phone too. so i went across the bridge and met him and he was on his bike. he was kind of older than me, well the funny thing is, now i am 37 so the people around my age to date is late 30s and early 40s...which is..odd...because i felt like he was too old for me. i have been attracted to older men but that was guys i have been around and was able to develop an attraction too. like i said, it is very hard for me to just meet someone and be instantly attracted to them. it is easy for guys too, if they see a pretty girl, then hey! and i hate when guys get pushy or want to kiss me..im like, HELL NO! even when i am in a relationship, im not the kissy hold hands type, although sometimes it is sweet. but i have to KNOW YOU ok!?? 

but yeah so we went for a nice ride to rieglesville and we stopped at the rieglesville inn. i couldnt have a drink tho, but thats ok. i had a ham and some sort of cheese quesadilla with spinach it was pretty good. then we took a walk to the bridge but he does not like nj so we did not walk to nj side, but then he wanted a kiss and i was like, 'uh...no' idk wtf i am supposed to say!?? i was like sorry im not really like that...it was weird...ughh. he reminds me of like...some sort of actor or something!?? like, he sounds like jack nicholson or something!?? he looks like one of those actors idk just, i wasnt feeling it!??! 

he seemed cool tho, but i would be friends with him. i think he was 41 or something. so we went for a ride again. i just love motorcycle rides. scents of wheat, cold air, (which feels invigorating), burning wood, fireplaces, gravel...woodchips, all of these smells are apparent when riding. the breeze. i so love it! if i had a boyfriend who was driving, i would be squeezing him the whole time or giving mini massages...but i didnt do any of that, but you know, i just love motorcycle rides! then we stopped at a bar and played pool and had wings. then we went to leave it was cold tho so we went to his house to get in his car. i would of just stayed on the harley i just needed a sweatshirt. he has a nice house too. pool, nice house! you know..

he was nice and respectful if not i wouldnt of went to his house. we just got in his car and we drove me to the bridge on the PA side so i could walk across. i didnt mind tho. i like walking on that damned bridge at night even tho they now have trespassing signs since someone died there.

oh yeah this is weird tho, well earlier i posted about 'the rythym of the night' by CORONA not DEBARGE! so when we were at the rieglesville inn, he ordered a beer and he said, 'i dont drink beer really, but when i do, i get a CORONA! he said CORONA so oddly, i was about to tell him about what i posted but didnt. wehn i told that pilot about a synchronicity he just looked at me odd. remember, when we were talkign about travelling and he said he has been to AFRICA, on the arcade game it said AFRICA on it..

HA  just odd.!

oh yeah on family guy it said sassy when i was telling moss about sasi...moss tho...he does not understand patience or virtue i will explain later tho..he is just not humbled nor has he ever been. hes a ME ME ME NOW NOW NOW sort of person

fugitive of the week

so i found out that joel STABBED my ex glenn...here is the article...fucked up.

http://www.mcall.com/news/breaking/mc-c-plainfield-township-stabbing-arrest-20150901-story.html

anyways i wanted to see if i was fugitive of the week, like joel has been, so i googled my name. results came up...

i was worried it would call me a FUGITIVE...and that word holds such a negative....energy and it would be heartbreaking to be called a fugitive...so i googled MY name in lehigh valley live and results came up


but the results were saying how i graduated from WCCC...
wow! it just told me i still have hope. im not a bad person. i made alot of mistakes yes, but i still have potential, i think!??

but yeah that joel...hes a straight out criminal. who STABS their brother? he could of killed him!??



http://www.lehighvalleylive.com/warren-county/express-times/index.ssf/2010/05/warren_county_community_colleg_6.html

Uploaded BBQ Walking Taco Review

Beer Taste Testing ASMR (getting tipsy) Drinking/Mouth Sounds

i cant drink beer but i can still watch these beer tastings!?? yeah?

Elves

this is weird...i saw vice shared a story about being in a coma being similar to lucid dreaming....so it made me think of dmt...i actually just mentioned DMT in some weird asmr video i just made...anyways...so...i started reading about DMT again and they mention the elves....i am actually kind of curious about taking it..it only lasts about 5 minutes, but i am scared as heck too! i am a dareDEVIL just kidding not that, but i do like to be daring...so i might try it!???! but uh...i was thinking about these entities (being explained as loving and welcoming) i thought, well, maybe they will give me a SYNCHRONICITY or a SIGN...so i just saw that someone shared a new video that black child did...about the VMAS (more synchs about that happened but i dont feel like sharing it now) im super tired! anyways,..oh before we begin, miley has a hot body! i know most do not think so, but i think so. her body inspires me to want to work out again. i was down to 125 lbs like, 2 years ago..or 3 idk...yeah! i need to do that again!? i remember i used to be super skinny when i was mileys age lol! but yeah... heres some pics i captured:

miley is all about DMT (i dont know i would think tho..doesnt she do collaberations with the flaming lips guy??)

uh but anyways i wanted a sign...and so i clicked on the video and i saw it....

THE ELVES!??!?

what in sams hill!?? freaked me the heck out!! i tell you huwhat

i dont know...elves...maybe DMT was going to be trending...i have no idea!? i do not know what INSPIRED me to make that weird video either. someone commented on it, 'too soon'

oh...because of.........the thing? when i am in the shower i just think of things or before i go to sleep, and i was thinking of that...im tired!