just odd

um so this is weird...yeah so...there was a weird synch thing on adult swim...basically it had an aqua teen episode where they mentioned something we were talking about...maybe i will explain later but right now...so yesterday i was watching videos about false flags and what not...and i watched one about morgan freemans granddaughter being a blood sacrifice and it started talking about robin williams being a blood sacrifice and it started talking about family guy and its predictive programming about robin williams. well tonight on family guy, it was the one where stewie and brian walk past the book with the illuminati eye on it, and then later brian said something about robin williams with a beard...it was just...really weird!??

lets see...i was going to say more..ahh maybe later...about another odd thing...hmm...brb

hmm so i have been msging this guy on POF, mainly because he said he will take me on a motorcycle ride and he seemed decent...average looking tho...looks did not stand out to me. im not really looking for a boyfriend tho...but i wanted to go for a ride. we talked on the phone too. so i went across the bridge and met him and he was on his bike. he was kind of older than me, well the funny thing is, now i am 37 so the people around my age to date is late 30s and early 40s...which is..odd...because i felt like he was too old for me. i have been attracted to older men but that was guys i have been around and was able to develop an attraction too. like i said, it is very hard for me to just meet someone and be instantly attracted to them. it is easy for guys too, if they see a pretty girl, then hey! and i hate when guys get pushy or want to kiss me..im like, HELL NO! even when i am in a relationship, im not the kissy hold hands type, although sometimes it is sweet. but i have to KNOW YOU ok!?? 

but yeah so we went for a nice ride to rieglesville and we stopped at the rieglesville inn. i couldnt have a drink tho, but thats ok. i had a ham and some sort of cheese quesadilla with spinach it was pretty good. then we took a walk to the bridge but he does not like nj so we did not walk to nj side, but then he wanted a kiss and i was like, 'uh...no' idk wtf i am supposed to say!?? i was like sorry im not really like that...it was weird...ughh. he reminds me of like...some sort of actor or something!?? like, he sounds like jack nicholson or something!?? he looks like one of those actors idk just, i wasnt feeling it!??! 

he seemed cool tho, but i would be friends with him. i think he was 41 or something. so we went for a ride again. i just love motorcycle rides. scents of wheat, cold air, (which feels invigorating), burning wood, fireplaces, gravel...woodchips, all of these smells are apparent when riding. the breeze. i so love it! if i had a boyfriend who was driving, i would be squeezing him the whole time or giving mini massages...but i didnt do any of that, but you know, i just love motorcycle rides! then we stopped at a bar and played pool and had wings. then we went to leave it was cold tho so we went to his house to get in his car. i would of just stayed on the harley i just needed a sweatshirt. he has a nice house too. pool, nice house! you know..

he was nice and respectful if not i wouldnt of went to his house. we just got in his car and we drove me to the bridge on the PA side so i could walk across. i didnt mind tho. i like walking on that damned bridge at night even tho they now have trespassing signs since someone died there.

oh yeah this is weird tho, well earlier i posted about 'the rythym of the night' by CORONA not DEBARGE! so when we were at the rieglesville inn, he ordered a beer and he said, 'i dont drink beer really, but when i do, i get a CORONA! he said CORONA so oddly, i was about to tell him about what i posted but didnt. wehn i told that pilot about a synchronicity he just looked at me odd. remember, when we were talkign about travelling and he said he has been to AFRICA, on the arcade game it said AFRICA on it..

HA  just odd.!

oh yeah on family guy it said sassy when i was telling moss about sasi...moss tho...he does not understand patience or virtue i will explain later tho..he is just not humbled nor has he ever been. hes a ME ME ME NOW NOW NOW sort of person