this is awful!


https://www.lifesitenews.com/opinion/former-satanist-i-performed-satanic-rituals-inside-abortion-clinics

i have had an abortion before and i feel so terrible about it...

all i ever think about anymore is having a baby...being pregnant, being a mother

of course i think it is because i feel like i have nothing in my life anymore.

i am stuck.

stuck in this stupid temp jobs at warehouses without sunlight. yes, last year i was working at the cigar place and a and h swimwear i got my dui that time. and all hope was lost. now i am still suffering...and my lawyer didnt even drop the .16 to .159 if he would of done that, i would not even be on probation anymore. how is it that one little decibal makes the difference between 6 months probation, and 5 years???

wow!??! i dont know

FML

i feel so upset...hopeless..or just nuetral idk