Crafts

I have some crafting ideas, and...here they are!

Collages, (of course!)
mason jars, each one filled with stones/rocks ((i did that and put my makeup brushes in them))...some filled with small seashells, sand, starfish etc...marbles

mason jar snowglobes

mason jar potpourri filled lamps with christmas lights and ribbon

(love mason jars!!!)

more magnets...cardboard backing....print out cool pictures such as a pizza slice, fairies, unicorns etc...

make a childrens book, type out story, make own illustrations, print and assemble together

paint an anchor to hang in bathroom, need sticky background tape thingy

need frames

take a pic of your refridgerator magnets

take a pic of your keys

take a pic of your shower

take a pic of whats in your fridge

take a pic of your makeup contents

It is still nice out, in that clean, crisp fall way. It is the kind of weather fit for fall activities. I have to write some lists down. For one, this summer was not at all the way I would of preferred it to be. For one, I did not have much money, nor did I have my license. I do still have my car, in which I need to sell, but it does not start anyways due to the bad battery. I can probably sell it for a few hundred, I suppose...So, as I was saying, this past summer has not been one of my favorites. Usually, during the summer, I have a lot of fun and make a lot of memories, but most of this should be due to having friends, or even one friend, to do things with. As I have previously mentioned, I never have anyone who is fun and adventurous to hang out with. I really just want to meet someone who would like to scour all the local newsletters and publications which feature events, and search bulletins and pamphlets for fun ideas and events to attend. Natures Expressions always has interesting things to attend as well, such as holistic conferences, yoga retreats, conventions and belly-dancing lessons, etc. I also like to grab a bunch of brochures too. I also pay attention to events and parties and such that I get invited too via Facebook. Anything can be an experience, even if it is a Younique eyelash extension party, which there is sure to be free h'or duerves and sangria! Last night I picked up a few brochures at the movie theater, (my Aunt Deanna likes to do hibachi and a Christian movie with us. We watched '90 days in Heaven yesterday). I see that they have this, http://www.shocktoberfest.com/
I think I would stick to the zombie hayride, and..well, I am going to have to take a better look at what else I would want to do! I like being scared, it up my seretonin, and I tend to laugh out of being nervous. I need to find out about the Masonic Witches Ball at the creepy Mason lodge in Bethlehem PA as well. Each year I want to go, yet I can never find anyone to go with!?!

Let us return to the offset of summer festivities. This summer has not been the best summer for myself...I did do things however. Let's see....I did cookouts a few times, I went swimming, (twice), I went to pick up Sage, did things with Sage...we went to Dorney Park, (right after I got out of work and was tired as heck! It was still fun tho! I went on a really scary ride with Caleb which cost an extra 2.00), went to the Doris Duke estate...went to a drive in last weekend. Went to the Brooklyn pow-wow at the beginning of the summer, we went to Lancaster, Steel Stacks, Musikfest, went to the Lehigh Zoo with Mike, I did go on a motorcycle ride with that guy, (he wanted to go out again but we sort of lost touch...oh well), we went to the Kansas concert and Balloonfest. It was ok, I hung out with my parents a lot.

I am hoping next summer will be better, well, I am not only hoping, but I WILL make it better! Next summer is going to be much better! I will not have my license back, however. I believe I get it back in October...!?!
Here is what I want to do. As I said, brochures, pamphlets, periodicals, newsletters, bulletins etc always have events and such, so what I would like to do is make a wish board sort of thing. Next time I see something that seems fun and appealing, I am going to cut it out of the paper or magazine or newspaper. I am going to then tape or thumbtack it to a board. If I have brochures, I will pin them to my bulletin board. This way, I will always see it and it will become engraved as a plan that I am going to do, because sometimes I forget about it, and/or forget about the dates and such. This way, I can always see it and it will become engraved in my mind. Engraved. This way, it will become engraved in my head. Next, when the day of the event comes, and I am finally on my journey to said event, I will take pictures and/or pick up mementos of that day. I will print out the pictures, and this ensures that later, when the summer is over, I can take the cut-outs as well as the printed out pictures and mementos, and than.......and then!!! AND THEN!!!!! I will put organize them and put them in SCRAPBOOKS!!! WOOP WOOP!!!! What a great way to preserve memories! I am algo going to get a go-pro and start recording LIFE! (but do you need to always wear a helmut with a go pro!??!). I will then make a new youtube video and post them all there. I know that there are camcorders that you can just stick on your shirt as well. I am kind of interested in Burning Man, and I would bring a go pro there. I like the style...sort of. Actually, Burning man seems like skinny models thinking they are young and 'instagram chic'...I just am interested in it for the photography aspect of it. I would love to do a photoshoot there myself, of course I would have to find some post-apocalyptic, "mad max' esque garb to antiquity myself with. For some reason, that word just seemed to of worked, yes?

I will now re-iterate some of the things I plan on doing, (WHEN I GET BACK!!! i am going with lisa and my mom to register at babys r us)

this is awful!


https://www.lifesitenews.com/opinion/former-satanist-i-performed-satanic-rituals-inside-abortion-clinics

i have had an abortion before and i feel so terrible about it...

all i ever think about anymore is having a baby...being pregnant, being a mother

of course i think it is because i feel like i have nothing in my life anymore.

i am stuck.

stuck in this stupid temp jobs at warehouses without sunlight. yes, last year i was working at the cigar place and a and h swimwear i got my dui that time. and all hope was lost. now i am still suffering...and my lawyer didnt even drop the .16 to .159 if he would of done that, i would not even be on probation anymore. how is it that one little decibal makes the difference between 6 months probation, and 5 years???

wow!??! i dont know

FML

i feel so upset...hopeless..or just nuetral idk

I really do not mind working because it keeps my mind occupied..and i do not mind the hours either, (10:30 am - 7 pm), it still feels like a normal day time job, i just get a few hours in the morning to relax. Of course, this is just a temp job, but it is smething to keep me occupied in the meantime...meantime to what tho!? sigh....

i feel as if...well, hold up..first i have other things to say.

I am kind of disappointed. I just..no one likes to do anything fun. I understand, people have kids, fine, like Shannan and Seamarina...well, I signed up for volunteering for the PBS telethon, thinking Shannan would like to go, but she never gets back to me, so I had asked Seamarina, and she expressed interest, but today she tells me that she can't go..

I want to do fun things, like drive in, joyrides to 'deep PA' towns, videos of the town of Bethlehem and old fashioned video rental stores...foodie stuff...renaissance faires. I want to do nerdy things lol...but I do not know anyone!?? I am not really interested in meeting anyone from online anymore...plenty of fish...i dont know the peoples so...its not fun...

I do want friends tho!???! Yeah, I want to meet 'my future husband' (in the room, it is not odd that he calls lisa 'his future wife' because it really does feel odd to say, I want to meet my fiancee''fiancee is like a term of endearment, you know what i mean? moss thinks it is so odd/funny he says future wife, but no..you know, it makes sense!?!

so, like, i dont hang out with anyone. jimmy, hes weird...and hes in pburg all the time now, but i dont drink anymore and jimmy idk..jay!?? nope. thought jay was my friend but...heh! guess he cant just be friends with me. real nice...who else? mike!?? mikes always in a sour mood, boring..not fun..doesnt excite or stimulate me attract and want to seduce me like the way you do!?? tell me does she want you..

who else...idk..mike rasely? he will just talk my head off about his encoupled friends that i have no idea who they are!?? he is friends with alot of couples tho??!!

i always talk about these people! HAHAHAA wow!!??!

idk..i dont know anyone else...

BOOOO

um..........not sure what else i was gonna say. i am tired tho...


i cant think. i should just go to sleep tho.......

but yeah now i just hang out with my parents. im glad they are there for me, but sometimes a girl needs a friend..idk


i feel like i had more to say...but...does it really matter!???! no it doesnt!

the ritualistic story behind justin biebers interview magazine

the pictures are all out of order but this was being weird..

who is this little boy?

this shows he is a slave, and those are bruises (but looks like 'cupping' but still bruising bcuz he is a slave)

justin looks degraded here

wearing the clown from its mask (who was killed little kids) was he made to kill that little boy while wearing this mask? 

silence SHH never tell what he did

interview, with a blood sucking vampire

this signifies blood on his hands blood sacrfice

shows his slave numbers

directed by martha stewart (motha)

magic mirror parelell universe looks like stan

 WEIRD ON RICK AND MORTY THEY MADE PARELLE UNIVERSE AND DIFFERENT WAVES AND TIMELINES!!! TIMELESS OBLIVIOON