Red Lipstick

I thought I was going to go out tonight so I put on makeup, but then the more I thought about it, the more I thought it was a bad idea. First of all, I don't have anyone to go out with, but Mike wanted to go to Riverside. I would go, but going to a bar or having a beer with Mike is just a mistake Plus I do not want to be stuck at his house. I would go to a movie or to Starbucks...for that cherry blossom frappocino...I dont want to drink. oh, i mean, when i get my own place i will...and when i get off fucking SASY i made a a video im uploading right now

tattoos ideas

tina synch

saw this on fb and heard, and what tina did next (tina loeshe on snapped)

i watched crimson peak and creed both good movies. crimson peak is not your usual, the same as every other horror movie...movie. mia wazaschowski (idk?) the girl who played alice in alice in wonderland is in it, as well as jessica chastain (i like her), and charlie hunman from sons of anarchy, and someone that looks like herschel from the walking dead...anyways, it was actually a good movie. usually, i sort of zone out during time peice movies and like i said, horror movies all seem the same nowadays, but guillermo del toro did this movie and i say its actually good. do not get distracted from that CGI ghost effects. crimson...also...poison. its in the movie of course. crimson is my sasi color, and poison...well, thats me!! creed is good, its about rocky balboa....and apollo creeds son. it was actually a good endearing movie.

soooooo!???! blah..i forget what else i wanted to say...hmm

i love the spirit of harley quinn and enjoy watching harley quinn ASMR roleplay. i would like to try it...

what else??? I HAVE NO IDEARRRRRRRRRRRRRR

outfit of the day- Fergie edition

Fergie, out and about with hubby and son. Casual outfit, love it!???!

evertime i hear 'fergie' i think of her song...you know who you are fergie

why is she a fergie? anyways, remember when the black eyed peas used to bop around dancing??!

so her outfit is that outdated been done a million times rocker look with that kind of hat, but idk...i like it

her sons name is axl!??? 

I found out the guy from the donatelli agency died. mickey donatelli. i remember he was telling me he had health issues. i was wanting to do a shoot for the valley beat but i got my dui and lost my license and never followed up on it. i saw comments from girls thanking him for getting them tv and modeling gigs. i can still do it, i guess, but he never made me feel bad about my age or weight. he wanted to work with me. he always made comments about 'moving in and helping me out' which i thought was weird but i figured that was just something he said to all the girls. he was a harmless man, i mean, i only met him once but talked to him on the phone about getting signed to his agency. idk..

what else...i forget!??! oh...my youtube ideas...

such as..

the other side of a selfie!

but later

sure, people make jokes about guy fieri, but its not often that you will hear this jokes twice in one day. so someone on fb was making joke of how he had guy fieri hair but he just needed to bleach it and also wear hawaiian print shirts etc. later that night, on the voice, blake shelton made fun of adam levine and that he needs to host his 'drives, diners and dives' show..(guy fieri) poor guy fieri. everyone makes fun of him...but yeah, that was some kind of synch!??!

so...i emailed my job and they said the job is still available. she says to bring in the paperwork next week at 430. so...alright. i figure, you know, its going to be so hard to find another job...mehhh....at least with majestic i know what i am doing etc...not sure how long i was to stay there, but is a paycheck for the time being, so might as well...

blah...

it was nice out so i had taken a walk...it was nice! i just want to enjoy the SUMMER!! i am going to write a new blog about things i want!! in a bit