I found out the guy from the donatelli agency died. mickey donatelli. i remember he was telling me he had health issues. i was wanting to do a shoot for the valley beat but i got my dui and lost my license and never followed up on it. i saw comments from girls thanking him for getting them tv and modeling gigs. i can still do it, i guess, but he never made me feel bad about my age or weight. he wanted to work with me. he always made comments about 'moving in and helping me out' which i thought was weird but i figured that was just something he said to all the girls. he was a harmless man, i mean, i only met him once but talked to him on the phone about getting signed to his agency. idk..

what else...i forget!??! oh...my youtube ideas...

such as..

the other side of a selfie!

but later