i dont know, i feel very regretful about this decision i made, i also feel like i let my old coworkers and bosses down..i keep thinking i should of just stayed there till i get my license back. it was just tough, very tough. and i would of probably of gotten layed off. the girl with the crazy colored hair would always find me too, and tell me to get hired in shipping department. i just, i wish they could of told me my pay rate inn person, like most places.

so i was playing until dawn, and it is all about butterfly effects. i feel like i unlocked some sort of butterfly effect by refusing this job...but what? i dont know...

weird i have this movie on, into the wild...ayways, a song was just playing...king of the road...and it sang, 'i dont pay no union dues'

ha! i guess i dont either...

i dont know...i feel stuck/ damnet....

why couldnt they just pay a little bit more!???!

i was going to claim 0 so  that way i get  a bigger tax return, and then i would have my medical taken out of my check every week and on top of that a 30.00 initiation fee and 40.00 a month for dues....i wouldnt be getting any more than if i choose to work at mcdonalds...

i need a change. when will my place be ready already?