Sunday, February 5, 2017
cree language
almost forgot, i want to uncover videos of my grandmother, my cree grandmother. i want to find her speaking in cree, (she only spoke in cree). hearing it is instant comfort to me, i should film my mother speaking in cree. that language will fade. we cannot let it fade.
ASMR ideas
I have another YT channel, which I am going to base solely on ASMR. I also need to start a mukbang one, because each time i do a mukbang video, i get 100s of views, I need one dedicated to MUKBANG as well!! Hey! Maybe I made some extra money doing this too!?! It's fun too.
ASMR ideas:
-sugar mama (I want to offer the world to you. You will accompany me to many events. I like to do red carpet, and you will be by my side. I also will have you travel with me. Fine dining, shopping at the finest shops; Versace, Jimmy Choo, Agent Provacatuer, Christian Louboutin, Gucci, etc. In exchange for your company, I will brandish you a monthly allowance. This will cover all your expenses and bills, and allow you to save up for your own goals. I will help you on your business ventures. How are you enjoying your martini? I love it extra dry, with an olive, of course. (Sly smile). Are you interested in plastic surgery? You look great as is, but if you are, I will be happy to help.
- Superbowl party. "The party will be at our lodge, address included in the invites. We do ask for a small donation. 5.00. The reason for this is because we went way over budget. No doubt, we will have loads of food and the bar is stocked. Beer, spirits and wine will be available. We will have an open hot potato bar, where you can top your potato with many toppings, such as cheese, sour cream, ooh and I made my homemade chili! We also will have top notch sushi, because..come on, who doesn't like sushi. Now...we are not going to be making real bets, but we will have games! Even if football is not your thing, we do have games centered around the SB commercials. For example, how many water/venus references will we see? I already seen one for Aldi's. We have jello shots. This is going to be alot of fun!
- Welcome To the Pearly Gates! Hi! You are here because, well, you died. You dead! But I am here to help you on your journey into the afterlife. Let's see....I need to find you in the database. Yes. Um, please, tell me your name again. Understand, hundreds upon thousands of...kindred die every day, so...this will take some time to find. Oh, if you remember your SSN, that will help greatly. Let us see where you will be transistioning too. Transisitioning...idk. Oh so first, tell me. As a human, did you believe in God?
- Big brown paper bag full of sleep aides. Tart cherry juice, Nyquil zzz's, melatonin. sleep techinques. ASMR relaxation. Lavender scented oil etc
- Motherly ASMR. Stay home from school. Sick. Chicken noodle soup, juice. Cartoons. Blanket. Toys. Relaxation and comfort.
- Nurse IV roleplay. Based on my experience when I was getting iron IV treatments. Will need props. IV bag. Blood pressure thing etc...magazines, blanket, water. IV. Stats and info. Typing. Green screen.
- Mother from Edward Scissorhands Avon Lady. Applying creams and potions to Edward.
- soft spoken and whispered. Lots of crinkles in whispers. focusing of cs and ks...emphasis etc
- ASMR for Miss Molly Shannon...please, take a listen to our campaigne? Or...idk yet. something where we want her help to donate to our fundraiser perhaps.
- Rescuing you. Start out in the woods. See's you are running from trouble, weak and malnourished. Confused. Brings you to cozy cabin, with fireplace. Feeds you hot soup, gives you water. Check your stats. "You're all safe now." Tends your wounds. Washes face.
- Librarian
- Sleepover
Ideas come and go, especially while watching other ASMR videos. I also want to write ASMR stories. Maybe start another blog for that.
Cooking, taking care of body. Think, opening scene American Psycho. sort of.
Patrick Bateman: I live in the American Gardens building on West 81st street. My name is Patrick Bateman. I'm 27 years old. I believe in taking care of myself, and a balanced diet and a rigorous exercise routine. In the morning, if my face is a little puffy, I'll put on an ice pack while doing my stomach crunches. I can do a thousand now. After I remove the ice pack, I use a deep pore cleanser lotion. In the shower, I use a water activated gel cleanser. Then a honey almond body scrub. And on the face, an exfoliating gel scrub. Then apply an herb mint facial mask, which I leave on for 10 minutes while I prepare the rest of my routine. I always use an aftershave lotion with little or no alcohol, because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. Then moisturizer, then an anti-aging eye balm followed by a final moisturizing protective lotion. There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me. Only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our life styles are probably comparable, I simply am not there.
ASMR ideas:
-sugar mama (I want to offer the world to you. You will accompany me to many events. I like to do red carpet, and you will be by my side. I also will have you travel with me. Fine dining, shopping at the finest shops; Versace, Jimmy Choo, Agent Provacatuer, Christian Louboutin, Gucci, etc. In exchange for your company, I will brandish you a monthly allowance. This will cover all your expenses and bills, and allow you to save up for your own goals. I will help you on your business ventures. How are you enjoying your martini? I love it extra dry, with an olive, of course. (Sly smile). Are you interested in plastic surgery? You look great as is, but if you are, I will be happy to help.
- Superbowl party. "The party will be at our lodge, address included in the invites. We do ask for a small donation. 5.00. The reason for this is because we went way over budget. No doubt, we will have loads of food and the bar is stocked. Beer, spirits and wine will be available. We will have an open hot potato bar, where you can top your potato with many toppings, such as cheese, sour cream, ooh and I made my homemade chili! We also will have top notch sushi, because..come on, who doesn't like sushi. Now...we are not going to be making real bets, but we will have games! Even if football is not your thing, we do have games centered around the SB commercials. For example, how many water/venus references will we see? I already seen one for Aldi's. We have jello shots. This is going to be alot of fun!
- Welcome To the Pearly Gates! Hi! You are here because, well, you died. You dead! But I am here to help you on your journey into the afterlife. Let's see....I need to find you in the database. Yes. Um, please, tell me your name again. Understand, hundreds upon thousands of...kindred die every day, so...this will take some time to find. Oh, if you remember your SSN, that will help greatly. Let us see where you will be transistioning too. Transisitioning...idk. Oh so first, tell me. As a human, did you believe in God?
- Big brown paper bag full of sleep aides. Tart cherry juice, Nyquil zzz's, melatonin. sleep techinques. ASMR relaxation. Lavender scented oil etc
- Motherly ASMR. Stay home from school. Sick. Chicken noodle soup, juice. Cartoons. Blanket. Toys. Relaxation and comfort.
- Nurse IV roleplay. Based on my experience when I was getting iron IV treatments. Will need props. IV bag. Blood pressure thing etc...magazines, blanket, water. IV. Stats and info. Typing. Green screen.
- Mother from Edward Scissorhands Avon Lady. Applying creams and potions to Edward.
- soft spoken and whispered. Lots of crinkles in whispers. focusing of cs and ks...emphasis etc
- ASMR for Miss Molly Shannon...please, take a listen to our campaigne? Or...idk yet. something where we want her help to donate to our fundraiser perhaps.
- Rescuing you. Start out in the woods. See's you are running from trouble, weak and malnourished. Confused. Brings you to cozy cabin, with fireplace. Feeds you hot soup, gives you water. Check your stats. "You're all safe now." Tends your wounds. Washes face.
- Librarian
- Sleepover
Ideas come and go, especially while watching other ASMR videos. I also want to write ASMR stories. Maybe start another blog for that.
Cooking, taking care of body. Think, opening scene American Psycho. sort of.
Patrick Bateman: I live in the American Gardens building on West 81st street. My name is Patrick Bateman. I'm 27 years old. I believe in taking care of myself, and a balanced diet and a rigorous exercise routine. In the morning, if my face is a little puffy, I'll put on an ice pack while doing my stomach crunches. I can do a thousand now. After I remove the ice pack, I use a deep pore cleanser lotion. In the shower, I use a water activated gel cleanser. Then a honey almond body scrub. And on the face, an exfoliating gel scrub. Then apply an herb mint facial mask, which I leave on for 10 minutes while I prepare the rest of my routine. I always use an aftershave lotion with little or no alcohol, because alcohol dries your face out and makes you look older. Then moisturizer, then an anti-aging eye balm followed by a final moisturizing protective lotion. There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman, some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me. Only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our life styles are probably comparable, I simply am not there.
water
water. beyonce released, or 'leaked' her pregnancy photos. most of them she is underwater. someone mentioned this reminding her of aaliyahs last video, where she was underwater. (koolums law?) hmm...WOW there were signs in this movie too...color and a season. he was getting signs. from his wife who passed away. tree of seas. im watching this movie, even tho its a long movie. sort of like synchronicities. so, tomorrow is the superbowl. last year beyonce performed. she did the song formation, and in the video, she is in a flooded new orleans. was aaliyah a sacrifice for beys fame? now beyonce is pregnant, amniotic fluid and water. what is in store during the superbowl? i was commenting about water, when i heard on indiana jones and the temple of doom, (mike wanted to watch movies tonight and we watched that and SEA of trees.), indiana jones says WATER! WATER! right while i was commenting about the water. he stepped on hot coals or something.
was just a synchronicity.
Saturday, February 4, 2017
weird?!?!?
I was just watching a video I made, from the AVNs, (which occured SATURDAY the 21st, the night of the AVN awards..)...I was getting ready to walk the red carpets, AVNS were Saturday the 21st..btw: https://twitter.com/vivicam0122?lang=en
ok??? watch this video and take note of the song while i was getting ready...
Weezer was on the channel, in the background. and listen to the song...also, this was 3 days before...Mary tyler moore died...
ok??? watch this video and take note of the song while i was getting ready...
Weezer was on the channel, in the background. LYRICS:
Oo-ee-oo I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care bout that
Weezer was on the channel, in the background. and listen to the song...also, this was 3 days before...Mary tyler moore died...
Weezer was on the channel, in the background. LYRICS:
Oo-ee-oo I look just like Buddy Holly
Oh-oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore
I don't care what they say about us anyway
I don't care bout that
Ok?? MARY TYLER MOORE??? SHE DIED...JANUARY 25TH! 3 DAYS AFTER THE AVNS, AND THREE DAYS AFTER I DANCED TO THAT WEEZER SONG...
OH MAN, AND THERE ARE MORE WEIRD THINGS. INVOLVING DR. PHIL.
K THAT IS ALL...FOR NOW
web
A dreamlike web weaved over my intuition, requesting me to forget about the one person who is calling out for my help. He calls, I ignore. I tell him to beat it. He tells me he needs me. He takes..takes chunks of my being, while I allow him to anchor deep within myself. He is part of me, since I allowed him to be. Why? He knows I am his anchor, and I am his last drowning wish.
Friday, February 3, 2017
sinx
if you really think about it, you can and will WILL see sinx everywhere. for example, i just read someone write on fb, 'oh deer'. Well. my parents hit a deer, causing much damage. luckily they have full coverage. still tho. at work, i read an article on lehigh valley live, about an ELITE BOARDING school, which hid years of sexual abuse. when i went to the printer, i glanced the PENN STATE logo that karen, the daytimer, put there...but i've noticed it before...still tho.
a few other weird things occurred. lets see, oh, and i still havent wrote about las vegas. i will, just been busy with work. yeah so...there are a few synchs i need to put into my journal. something very creepy occurred too, dealing with facebook and what not.
also, i noticed a few cern references in the stephen king book i am reading, finders keepers. i will write all this later.
a few other weird things occurred. lets see, oh, and i still havent wrote about las vegas. i will, just been busy with work. yeah so...there are a few synchs i need to put into my journal. something very creepy occurred too, dealing with facebook and what not.
also, i noticed a few cern references in the stephen king book i am reading, finders keepers. i will write all this later.
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