spaghett, apple mirror compact, synchronicity

i moved my bed to the window, a while ago, so its a bit drafty, but i dont mind. i like to be able to peek out at the snowy view when i am warm under my bed. also, in the summertime, i really do like sleeping next to an open window because i love feeling a cool breeze at 6 in the morning kiss my face. ok so, the other day, i wanted to look in the mirror but i was on my laptop, so i googled laptop mirror. i found a site that uses your laptop camera to turn it on. cool. well, also, while i was googling, i saw a compact that looked like a mini apple laptop. i thought it was cute and bookmarked it so i can purchase it later, because who doesnt want a mirror compact for their purse? not me. i want one! i just think its really cute. well, synchronicity, today i saw someone post this picture on the tim and eric group on facebook..are you following? so last night i googled and found this cute little mini apple compact, today someone posts the spaghett pic in the tim and eric group on facebook..(its spooghett, can you spot him?) really tho? really!?? and the girl is GOOGLING, like what i was doing. spaghett is part of a TIM AND ERIC sketch...(did spaghett try to spook me?) 

just very..odd

oh my gosh i just realized something...the girl has a bird, just like kim and kim always likes chevron and black and white!??! 

milf porn stars

um....i am reading this article that vice posted, and i just would like to share some thoughts on the subject.

i have no problems or issues with anyone working in porn. i mean, when i first really kind of, got introduced to the idea of porn, (this was like, in the 90s ok?) when howard stern used to interview porn stars, remember? i mean, back then, we were introduced to porn stars via howard stern.

um, i remember that one porn star, who was older, tabitha stevens i think? she was like a milfy porn star, and they made her have sex with one of those 'whack packers'. maybe gary the drunk? ha! i dont know!?? gross tho!! but that shit was entertainment. it was! and it was light years away from what the average person would ever find as something normal. you know what i mean tho?

i mean, we could hear about porn stars, (maybe even sometimes encounter a porn) and no..i dont even watch porn online. sure it is easy too, but to me it is boring and just.......it just...idk!??! but im not prudish at all you know!? sex is sex, but whatever!?! anyways!!??!

encounter a porn. lol!

as i was saying tho, i do remember howard's girls and howards whack pack. yeah i used to watch howard when he was on E! entertainment. i dont have serious but i can go on youtube i guess if i really wanted to.

i mean, back then they had all those older milfy porn star types, like that one..'houston' who got gangbanged i hear she never even gotten payed for that!??!

i dont judge anybody, whatever...but i do think it is nasty. seriously tho, getting gangbanged and having sex with these guys....who wants that? its fucking nasty. i dont even like oily muscle guys, idk like i said i dont even watch porn so i dont know what kind of guys are involved but even so, i have went to free porn sites and i just dont think the guys are like HAWT!! what am i saying!?? blah!!!

hmm....what am i saying!??! see im real! tho! i just talk about whatever!! shrug..SHRUG its just who i am and how i am. you stupid smirking infinity scarf!

eek! yeah watching porn and all that. i dont know!??! go on...go to a porn site. ughh whatever LOL!!!

so weird!! i like sex....ual attraction! i like a flirtacious chemistry and all that then its fun but seeing bumping grinds....and all that.......come on! i see something wrong! with a lil bump and grind!!

e-freaking gads.

the idea of it tho, 'hey a porn star!" thats kind of hardcore and cool, and rock n rollish, but the acts involved are just like, kitten be lost. lil kitten take your orders!

um.........what else!??!? i want to put my hair in a pony tail or somethin!!! oh yeah, if i did porn, i would do it with a guy i LOVE AND AM ATTRACTED TO BABY ha!! im just amusing myself! ex boyfriend!

hey butt crack should be the next cleavage! butt crack exposing dresses and bikins! right!??!

i just saw bikini girls on tmz (leo di cap aka leo di CRAP!!!) uh.......the next playboy gone old and somewhat pervy old man, jack nicholson!! tmz is on they just showed a pic with leo the playboy on a bitch with a bunch of bitches aka the pussy posse! HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA wow!! pussy posse! LOL!! i CRACK myself up!! crack cocaine mama!! where dat be at!??!

yo! oh anyways um....that article, one MILF decides to porn it up. honey mama, she used to be what, a' dental hygeinist!??! honey mama, dentail hygienist makes good money ok

i would so respect having a job such as a dental hygienist. marta does that. they make about 40.00 an hour!??

WHY THE HELL WOULD THAT WOMAN GO FROM BEING A 'measley dental hygienest 

i cant spell! a measly dental hygeinist WAHH they dont make enough money, to decide to willingly get into porn!??! wtf!??

why would you do that, when you had a respectful, well paying job as a dental hygienist?

i mean, she has kids!?? and if those kids friends and classmates found out their mom does porn, that could expotentially hurt the child of the porn star mom. its just selfish. but they never get the wraths i suppose. 

"NINA ELLE

A self-described "pretty blond with big boobs," Nina Elle didn't always use her looks to support her family. She once worked as a dental hygienist, but when she learned how much porn stars made, she figured it was too lucrative to pass up. To her, starring in porn meant paying for her five-year-old daughter's singing and ballet lessons and buying her 11-year-old son Nike sneakers.

this is the link to the article:

http://www.vice.com/read/meet-the-working-moms-of-porn-678?utm_source=vicefbus

man just having a few laughs whilst writing this blog post upped my mood, i almost feel like just getting lost in music and wine...just losing my self within my own mind. not driving tho.

i want to explain how....the mind works. i really do understand a bunch about psychology believe it or not. i have a lot of empathy and recognition to the silly behaviors of human beings born with the downfalls of just being human. the undeveloped mind of a teenager, lets call it. remember, teenagers are abound of gossip, whispers, and insecurity, but as we get older and work with the parents of teenagers, we can see how it does not quite get shaken free. as we get older, we are supposed to get wiser, but this does not happen much, because often times, older people hide behind the safety and security of being a mother, but then they never seem to be the mother, only accumulating their child's mentality by being a child themselves...

some are good parents. smart. but are they all this way? no. these little insignificances of being human always get in the way. 

and we are so conditioned with wit and sarcasm, basically, being mean, snide, racist even, homophobic, animalphobic, blah blah.....i mean, look at the movies!? look at tmz. 

look at fucking everything, the way people talk, the way people maintain themselves!??!

so, a porn star.......a freaking porn people!!??! oh yeah, i also watched boogie nights in the 90s, and i thought people in the porn industry would seem cool and welcoming bunch, but the truth is, it is a very abusive place to be. just google abuse in the porn industry.

the reason why i seem to know about porn is because i am friends with the ron jeremy...he sees me as a friend, because i am moss's friend, and ron does like me he is a nice guy. i respects me, and also, i never thought i would ever of been to porn conventions and avns but i was, in fact, i can go i guess....the thing is tho, see? 

what am i trying to say!?? why!?? why do i go out, to be harassed!?? i am just a normal person ok? i am struggling with life. if i go out there, i will still be harassed. i am always harassed. why!?! what am i doing that deserve to be snickered about or smirked or harassed? what!? i fucking write blogs!?? so the fuck what!??! like i said, at least i am real i think!??????

dont fucking harass me or make me feel like shit! or do it, i dont care!?

i cant afford to hide behind a skinny body, chiseled cheekbones, dark designer sunglasses. i cant afford to shield myself with long, drapey layers, jewelry and a pair of uggly mugs and thugs. 

i cant afford to be all like, 'mm hmm you read my blog" wha HUH!??? YOU read it? 

you enjoy it?? ya enjoy my blog, fool? yeah you!?? you silly lil tool! 

maybe i capture you........in a 'selfie' i can capture your butt crack and your buttocks, jenny. your buttocks. and then i uh, then i uh...i post it online!??! yes!??! no...yes?? yes!!!

yeah you little creep! your a bunch of creeps!

*you're* oh shush you grammar nazi! i will b back....

oh here is LEO!! and his PUSSY POSSE!!! love it!

hey its uncle leo!!