sync of the day

So..I need a new synchronicity journal!!!!

i just opened a roth ira, and put some money in it. this money can go towards my retirement, and for my kids! all tax free...but yeah...as i was reading the word IMPORTANT, i heard it on tv...

just now i was scrolling down fb, and i saw a post from cheezeburger that caught my attention. i read the 'one of these things is not like the other', and it made me think of when this nerdy kid said that. i knew him from the adult swim boards, and i met up with him and some other board members at this adult swim event in NYC, and the kid i was friends with muttered that, i guess he was saying that about me, 'one of these things is not like the other' i dont know! ?? HA but he brought me a gift, and it was this big velvet green cape...it was a cape!?? anyways, (this kid reminded me of coralines buddy from coraline...)...anyways, i look up on bobs burger, and its about magicians, and the kid...well, as soon as i thought about that kid who gave me a cape, i look up and i see...A CAPE!! A MAGICIANS CAPE!

EDIT UPDATE!!! UPDATE!!!

So, I sort of had a feeling that I was going to see something about bagels...those bagelly dogs just stood out..

sure enough, look what aqua teen shows up..(its been a long time since i have been able to watch adult swim at night!)

this is from the 100th episode the one where frylock is going paranoid like jim carrey in the number 23

but LOOK!!!

ughh. moss is so sensitive. i might go to las vegas for the acms, he would pay for my round trip ticket i would just have to pay for the price of the acms...he keeps saying, 'wont...he won't" so i called him wonty...because he keeps saying wont and he says, 'be nice fawn

ewww stop! weirdo!?

also, i feel terrible. i feel like...i dont know, more depressed now.

i just feel stuck. that state farm commercial, 'im never getting married. were never having kids. were never moving to the suburbs...that commercial annoys me, because sometimes, people actually never experience ANY OF THAT!

life is passing me by! i cant breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NASA BEDREST STUDY APPLICATION NOT AVAILABLE

i tried looking for the application for the NASA bedrest study and I see it is no longer available. This was the study which will pay...subjects...18,000.00 for being on bedrest for 70 days.

NASA!???! contact me! I would like to apply!

i dont know, i feel very regretful about this decision i made, i also feel like i let my old coworkers and bosses down..i keep thinking i should of just stayed there till i get my license back. it was just tough, very tough. and i would of probably of gotten layed off. the girl with the crazy colored hair would always find me too, and tell me to get hired in shipping department. i just, i wish they could of told me my pay rate inn person, like most places.

so i was playing until dawn, and it is all about butterfly effects. i feel like i unlocked some sort of butterfly effect by refusing this job...but what? i dont know...

weird i have this movie on, into the wild...ayways, a song was just playing...king of the road...and it sang, 'i dont pay no union dues'

ha! i guess i dont either...

i dont know...i feel stuck/ damnet....

why couldnt they just pay a little bit more!???!

i was going to claim 0 so  that way i get  a bigger tax return, and then i would have my medical taken out of my check every week and on top of that a 30.00 initiation fee and 40.00 a month for dues....i wouldnt be getting any more than if i choose to work at mcdonalds...

i need a change. when will my place be ready already?

you know, I was expecting to have some sort of orientation before I actually started working with Majestic, right? I figured, I would have a sit-down with someone from HR, in which they review what my pay wage would be, what my benefits would be, etc. All they did do, was give me a packet of forms to be filled out and returned on Monday. Most people want to know how much they are going to be getting payed before they start working, right? Yeah!?? That way, you can decide if it is worth it or not. For the longest time, I have been feeling quite depressed working these hours. Plus, they are long days. 4pm till 3am...Mon-Friday, (was also working on saturdays as well)....I kept waiting to get layed off, but that never happened. They offered me a job, but never told me how much I would make. Here I thought I would get at least a dollar raise, right? I emailed and was calling all day, until finally, I got an answer:

Pay wage:

You will start at $9.00/hour.  Once you sign the union card and it gets turned into payroll, you will receive $9.35/hour. You are paid on a weekly basis.  VF is direct deposit only, so someone from payroll will come out and help you set up your tax and direct deposit information into Workday.

Vacation:

6 months – 1 year (employment), you will receive 5 paid days of vacation

1 year – 5 years (employment), you will receive 10 paid days of vacation

Bonus:

Is ½% of your earnings.  You won’t receive the bonus for 2016, but will be eligible in 2017.

Union dues:

Initiation fee is $30.00, which is a one time payment.  Union dues are $41.40/month.

Medical insurance is through the Union, so when you sign your Union card, please make sure the rep gives you all of the paperwork and answers any of your questions.  Any medical insurance questions will need to be directed to the Union.

Dental insurance is through VF and that packet was given to you in your handouts. 

I just wish I had obtained this information sooner...because...

well, since I am night shift I would actually be making more...9.85 a hour, but honestly, that isnt much for working those hours and for all the work I do.

I didn't have time to think much about it, but I told them I am not interested. 

I feel terrible. I just feel hopeless now. 

I also feel bad because I had friends. People were congratulating me at work, and on FB about this new job...now what?

i have no idea anymore. I didnt want to not work there. I asked if I can just stay working as a temp. They said that union laws have to offer me a job after a certain amount of time or they will have to let me go...

sigh....I do feel bad tho. I wish I had the time to think about it. 9.85 an hour....its not even 10.00 an hour!?? Everyone I talked too says that is not enough, for what we are doing? Yes, I feel bad, but tell your people how much there will be making instead of keeping it from them!???

now what? :/

oh yeah...well, i dont know...

before i go on, this is weird...i was watching the simpsons, ok...well, the other week, i actually had thought, 'cant the simpsons subliminally communicate with me, other than saying poison?" HA! but yeah i did think that...so tonight, one of the astronauts said, 'thats two lorraine!" LORRAINE! lorraine was a robot...but thats two..two what? duis? also, there was a rocket that looked like a penis (made me think of the SUBLIMINAL penis in the little MERMAID)...and it said EXPLORATION....or exploration Lori (its there, subliminally..) as i was telling the story, i was telling moss i said true story, and i heard that weird progresssive book creature that looks like that baking soda creature on aqua teen hunger force (weird this show now has baseballs with faces on them, like meatwads faces on the apples)...it said, 'he invented the story' the same time i said true story...next was a hulu commercial and it said stephen king (im reading his book)...then on the next show..cooper barret, they were in jail and i was looking at the graffiti and sure enough there was an EYE and 'I see you' was scribbled underneath the eye, and then in the next room there was a sign that said, "YOUR CONVERSATIONS ARE BEING MONITORED"

i know i sound crazy,..i dont really care. 

remember the other day, when i said stephen king always writes similar things, stories, characters, places etc...?? well, i am reading the short story in the bazaar of bad dreams, the one called Ur...its about a kindle. the guy ordered a kindle, and it is delivered early, in pink. he finds never been written writings from ernest hemingway, insinuating alternate universe (speaking of which, i wrote down some authors who write a good alternate universe series)..anyways, then one of his friends notice all the similarities in the alternate universe's authors writings, things such as places, (like i said, king always writes in maine..etc)...or even names...and in the story book, one of the names was Mayer...and in the short story, he said it sounds like a similar book the author wrote, only instead of mayer, he wrote, meyer...sounds like the whole mayer/meyer synch i had a while ago, remember? tom goes to the mayer...meyer...

just weird...