Outfit of the week

I am going to do a new thing where i post what I will call, 'outfit of the week'. I am going to find outfits that I like, and this week it is Leann Rimes. Mrs. Rimes, (is she married? yes!) is in the middle of a lawsuit, in which a brandi glanville fan called her and recorded her over the phone calling her a bitch then she denied it a minute later. well, she is now in treatment for anxiety? uh, last i heard, when normal people have anxiety, they deal with it! xanax helps and so does alcohol, but who goes to treatment? but then, who forgets what they said a minute ago aka lindsey lohan calling paris hilton a cunt and forgetting about it when she got triggered by her handler in the backseat. weird stuff....:/ nonetheless, leanns outfit is nice and you can tell it looks like its well over 1000.00...tsk

pics

here are some pics i guess i will upload them here?? not the best quality but you know, whatever!??! shrug

kind of cheesy...i need to lose weight and get better clothes too i have nothing to wear on shoots! i need a really good professional photo shoot tho...i dont know??? yuck

movie etc niagara falls

Hey, so....Monday my parents picked me up quite early, and drove me to meet moss at his moms in suffern new york. it was about an hour and a half drive. moss got his panties in a bunch because we were not there exactly at 10am. we got there at 11. my parents got me late! so yeah late start, but then it was his fault when he wanted to specifically get wendys for lunch and we made a turn on the highway to find the damn wendys, took us 45 minutes out of the way just to eat there. then he sat in the car to text, and we got out, he sets his ray bans on the table because i had to charge my phone, (bought the wrong charger, i left mine home, acually, the peice to my car charger was not attached damnet!) so he said he had to use the bathroom so he went to the bathroom but was taking so long! i was hungry. what was he doing there? taking a shit? jerking off to jenna haze? HAHA!!? but i was hungry so i got in line for my lunch and i got it and sat down, well, he finally comes out 15 minutes later, (i bought my own lunch!), :/ anyways...i guess he was texting in there. whatever?ha!..so we got to rochester and we went on a road and nicole, (one of anand jons victims, how moss described her..i hate the word victim tho) hmm...we met up with her. i chatted with her on facebook. she was there. we went to moss's friend who does real estate for a meeting since he wants to rent out property well he wants to invest. INVEST INVEST INVEST!!! so we sat there, then nicole suggested we go somewhere, someone brought up the garbage plate... but first we stopped at this cool cozy little tiki bar by the beach had a drink then went to ed tahous, i guess...i'll get the name later...here is a video of what makes 'the garbage plate' oh yeah..watch this too, its nicole and ron, this was all fake tho ha!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iErX2NVybo4 

(btw when you do these court cases on tv, they will pay you...she only got 300.00 she should of gotten more...moore?)

 also have some pics

garbage plate, watch video above to see what it consists of ha i had to try it tho

so, after that moss still wanted to hang out even tho it was late so we went to this middle of nowhere new york bar for a beer but she got anxiety it was late too and we still had an hour and a half to get into niagara. so we finally got there, i saw mist coming up i knew it was the falls. i wanted to walk over and see it lit up. well we did walk there, and it was cool but it was the usa side. we saw a place where we can walk to canada, but i thought it was closed. i saw these spinning doors made of bars so i walked through, not really thinking you know, i thought i would be able to get out but i got stuck and i couldnt get out. i had my purse in the car. well, i eventually had to go into the building and the border patrol police accusingly asked me why i dont have a license i felt like i was in trouble seriously. it was annoying i was tired and i just wanted to get out of their eventually they found my information and had a smirk on their face so it made me sort of paranoid.."are there notes in my files?" i thought to myself...who knows? at that point i was tired. when we got to the econo lodge i couldnt even get wifi. it was so cheap. ughh and i got so mad at moss for some reason he makes me scream at the top of my lungs! he started yelling and i was like, shut the fuck up!! i dont remember why now? he wanted me to go to the car and i didnt want too, plus being in that gross hotel room made me feel weird, and i was like, "i just want to be home!" ha who knows tho?

i only got about 4 hours of sleep. oh yeah, why doesnt moss ever put his bags in the trunk? he always puts them in the back seat. just weird lol!

so we got our call time for 10am and went to where they were shooting. it was fun. oh i have a copy of the script.....of my part, and the part after it, oh where is it??? i dont feel like looking for it now...but after my part, the girl says, "they are poisoning you" huh!?? poisoning??? (oh yeah nicole thought her ex boyfriend was poisoning her..) really?? it was funny because we got to spurt out stupid questions later, i called out, " what do you think of snooki's baby?" moss kept asking, "do you go by poison on your blog?" "do you poison your baby?" LOL! hope one of them make it in the film!

i have pics too. i snapped one of the guy we know well he was wearing a shirt with satan on it. reminded me of when jonas ackeland,(???) director of lady gagas telephone video, wore the satan shirt see?

see? on lady gagas set HA!!

 

all seeing eye??

so anyways, after we were done shooting, i wanted to walk into canada, (i thought i could with our licenses) to see the falls and to get poutine. apparently not. we needed our passports. i didnt eat all day and moss kept wanting to go back to the troma offices. i wandered downstairs because thats what i like to do, wander around!!! it was this huge warehouse with big rooms and air mattresses and spray paint and TROMA posters, it was pretty neat. i guess the crew and actors all sleep there while filming. i saw stairs leading downstairs DUH...ha! so i walked and saw graffiti spray painted but there were people sitting at a table this girl was like, "can i help you?" IM JUST WANDERING AROUND LET ME BE!! geesh!!!

i didnt say that i was just like, 'no im waiting for him upstairs' and flashed my copy of the script i had. we walked back to the office after we couldnt get into canada and at that point i was starving and moss wanted to get online. i started getting upset because he didn't want to leave and people were like, "are you staying here" aka, "your still here?" aka,"what are you doing still around?" HA! i was like, 'we never seem to leave!???!! FINALLY we left and stopped at a spot to find poutine at this place in buffalo new york.

about 20 minutes away. i saw it was a fancy establishment, in a fancy, 'hipster' part of collegiate town buffalo new york. it was at a brewery, with all types of fancy you know.. brewery type beers. nice place! we waited another 10 minutes so we could be seated outside. fuck it i ordered a red wine. ahh! moss went to use the bathroom so i just enjoyed being outside in this nice town of buffalo new york. buffalo. sipping and enjoying my merlot, (or whatever red wine it was)...lovely! this is what its about. enjoying a red wine outside at dusk...(it was getting darker but it was nice). then moss comes back. ruined! im kidding!!! LOL!!! but he was telling me facts and information but i was trying to listen to the bluesy music playing...

aww heck...so i knew the poutine would not be the correct proper canadian poutine. usually you get your poutine at a stand or a restaurant, not in some fancy shmancy brewy place, and it kept saying duck poutine...

turns out, duck was in it!!??! maybe it was foie gras?? i have the menu lets see...nevermind i dont have it. the restaurant was called the monk or something...

anyways, got home late. mike texted me to prove i was in niagara falls.


i had a photoshoot last night. it was a payed shoot which yes meant some nude pics but classy, never anything graphic or pornographic...i told mike this. in fact, i wanted him to come with me. when i used to model more, i would have payed shoots but most were for some nude shots too. and i would bring a friend or jeremy (NOT ron)  used to go with me. not a big deal. so we had the shoot in a luxury RV, and it was kind of weird when the guy closed the door, i dont think he should of did that seriously, that was weird. so mike got all upset and said, 'what the fuck are you doing' and started yelling and made me feel like i was doing something wrong. i need money and it was a payed shoot. plus i got images for myself! he kept calling me liar and slut and all of this, and even broke up with me. whatever. i cant take this anymore. he doesnt support me or care about things i do or want to endeavor. he doesnt care that i had that little part in the movie, he just doesnt care, or understand.

the guy payed me half of what he was supposed too, (200.00 for shoot SOME nudes so whats? nudes that word is dumb) i dont care about being naked! yes before it would be a big deal for me but alot of women do nude photoshoots so what! its not porn!

mike makes me feel like im such a bad person. im just sick of it. i need to figure things out. this aint working of course i love my marble!!!

she was posing

free drinks!

i just remembered, i got this in my email a while ago. i really wish i had more friends who like to do stuff like this. im going to post this to remind me:

Lori!

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Depending on how many people you have in your party would love to offer you a couple of our house made boozy carafes and up to a bottle of vodka paired with our house made specialty sodas for mixers (Strawberry tarragon soda/ Celery soda/ Grapefruit Soda).

Sexy space, cool ppl, good music, AMAZING drinks! Let me know if you're into it and I'll send you an email with more details. Happy Birthday!

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Uploaded videos (playlist)

ok so here is him (I DONT FEEL LIKE EDITING OK? ) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SDYJ3CbgZog&feature=related

walking in memphis?? thats a song put on my blue suede shoes https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KK5YGWS5H84

HEYZZZ!!

Ok i really really really need to figure something out, because THIS is not working! whats not working!? well, NOT WORKING for one! i keep telling moss, "i need to get a job!" i have to wait for filming, which i do want to do, because hey why not!?? at the same time tho, i need to start saving money. this morning i woke up when mike did, and as i sat there, i started thinking. well actually i went into the living room, which is much cooler due to windows being open, which omits a nice morning breeze, which i love! so i went back in the bedroom, i was like, ughh..i hate that room. its so dark and stuffy, there are no windows directly to the outside. it sucks. i had my own room in bethlehem which was nice. i want my own bedroom! for my clothes, beauty products, you know, posters...stuff like that. and i used to like sleeping there because i would feel the cool gentle breeze in the AM. well, i started feeling kind of like, what am i doing with my life? you know? as much as i felt lost on the west coast, i kinda feel like i should go back there, but the longer i stay here in easton pa, the farther it seems like those dreams will be. what dreams tho? i just want to get into the entertainment industry somehow. why? im creative? curious....i want to try!??? but uh....hmm.....i just feel like my life is pointless. im out here and i dont even work. this sucks! i want to do things with my life. i need friends too. everyone does. i asked mike, "when was the last real moment we had together?" and he seemed to take offense and start putting me down, making me feel like a bad person. he always reminds me that im a liar this and that and quite frankly it gets old and annoying. who wants to hear that shit all the time? you know?? plus, i just feel like no one is rooting for me. i feel alone. mike and i do not really have real moments or share real conversations. when i say this, well, past relationships, like glenn or whoever, i mean...i dont give a shit about past relationships tbh and i dont care about ex-boyfriends anymore! i dont give them much thought and i havent had alot but you know what i mean, we were able to hold conversations that were equal, us talking to each other in an equal, respectful manner, as adults AND AS friends! mike and i dont really have that....our relationship is this, ok and im not complaining i love mike, we know each other well, but he works alot and i dont. SUCKS! i want to work i truly fucking do this is insane doing absolutely fucking nothing with my life fucknuts! HAHA anyways...id take a job as a cashier in a grocery store. whatever!? there is a job, 3rd shift tho i dont care i would work overnight for the time being. like i said, i want to get a MAC and set up the office as a workspace where i can really start writing not fucking around on the laptop...i love fuckery flying fucknuggets fishsticks lispy....

NEXT TUESDAY! SHIT! datz when the scene is so GREAT SCOTT anyways...good so then i can start working!!! well...thats good i suppose but moss wants money for gas etc...i dont really have that, but whatever fucking A!

ehhh.....so yes mike works, i stay home. he comes home, tired. we eat, we tease each other, he goes to sleep. wknds is a hit or miss, fight or not but living with each other that tends to happen! im just...at the point i am feeling very you know....i cant think of the word...restless! i was thinking reckless. i need to start figuring things out for damn sure and after this i cant just have all these things going on...i need to work, save up money, then figure out what is best for me! sure i definately do want to go to see when ron tapes for conan, uh-oh, uh...since i just wrote about, yeah, that is going to end up NOT happening, just my luck. 

ok well thats all folks
oh yeah forgot to mention, i went to michaels yesterday got some art supplies and i went to target saw my mom as i was walking out of the bathroom haha! got some shirts i think im going to go to the mall again i need more clothes. i dont really have alot of clothes to wear. what else....oh so i went to shannans watched reefer madness and painted haha

Drunk Guy Tries to Buy More Beer

this is funny (no sound)