so...15 or so years ago, when i was in my early 20s, i hung out with kate, jen..and others. kate was dating this guy, who was a bit older than us..jimmy. jimmy was really nice and had alot of friends and always knew the fun spots to go too. He reminded me of Norm macdonald, in a way..but anyways, we all used to do fun things. jen was dating ryan, (she is now married and has a family with him..). i got out of relationship with glenn. i wasnt really dating anyone during that time tho. jeremy came after glenn. i would hook up with guys tho..but not seriously i suppose. Ho'in it. HA idk..whatever. it was easy to meet guys, i mean, its easier when you are younger and do things. i dont 'ho' it anymore. HAHA im just being weird. but yeah..no. anyways...
so recently, jen ran into jimmy. she kept asking him about kate and what not . well jimmy friended me on fb. he is married now but not doing good or something with his wife. so the other day i posted that mike asked for the ring back. so he messaged me and said he has extra tickets to go to the iron pigs game and invited me, which was nice..but honestly, i didnt really like going. im tired after work and what not.
it rained today and he said that the iron pig game was cancelled but we can meet up or he can pick me up and we can go to eat. his friend was going to hang out too. i was thinking, 'i dont really want to do that either' but since he kept insisting i was like, ok. sure. so he picked me up and we went to the bayou in easton. thats where i went with jay. aww..

but yeah so, oh my gosh it was raining so bad. and i just wanted to be comfy and cozy at home but we ran through the rain...it was funny tho. i laugh at stuff like that. so it was good to see him but also you know, its been so long too. i dont really know him anymore, but hes nice. hes a sweet guy. i didnt really know what to talk about tho, and listening to him talk about his job was kind of boring. i kind of glazed over. but i mean, plus i was super tired from work, and wet from the rain.

so we ordered an app and i ordered this drink that sounded good. apple barrel. apple pie moonshine, other stuff. it tasted like fireball tho. it was really sweet and weird...(like him!??) nah i dont know..but anyways, his friend came by finally.

like, his friend looked like one of those older guys, (a few years older than me im sure..or maybe..who knows?) you know how when you are younger, and there is an older guy..also looks like he would make a hearty old man. like, the kind that is like, a grandpa.

i dont know how to explain it, but i had a few sips and i thought he was attractive. like a mel gibson type i guess. haha

he ordered a jim bean /beam? and he just seemed really interesting. they were talking about back in the day frat boy stuff, which i found kind of relaxing and calming. like, frat boy rugby players. also, he said hes irish. i always liked irish guys! aww

but point of this is, it just reminded me..of something. i dont know. it instilled something. that guy is really succesful. 

im not interested, but it was actually kind of a decent awakening, just to be reminded..of things. not really sure what tho..

shrug. 

and thats my story. after we ate, i told jimmy i need to go to sleep, so here i am! they went out to another bar or something.

i also saw kates facebook. man...its just weird.

we talked about kate a bit...you know..idk. being reminded of times when you are younger..and what not..can be therapuetic? nah i dont know. but i really am tired.