i dont know what the heck...coachella...i have some funny links tho. why do all the celebs go there? well not all the celebs...but...its like a style that never made it to the east coast, but truly...its pretty hilarious. NEON nerdy 80s sportswear style, or hippie/bohemian rich and envied celebrities....boho with their boho hobos...
my tum tum hurts too much candy i will blog about that later tho
stupid links but funny
http://noisey.vice.com/blog/the-basic-bitches-guide-to-coachella-2014
http://tabrag.com/portfolio/coachella-2014-day-2-celebrity-sightings/#comment-11382
but why uh...why do all these celebrity ambrosias go there? ya know? its the cool thing i guess? oh,
why is that porn star
ivy league student getting so much attention? there are lots of porn stars who dont get that attention, you know? i just keep hearing about that porn star belle knox.
i ate too much candy now i want to throw up
Monday, April 14, 2014
Friday, April 11, 2014
irritaters
so...drones...ahh history channel big brother....im gonna cry...first of all, i slept in today. i woke up at it was 130 in the afternoon. i need to get my tire fixed, and i dont know??
i cant think. i need to get my medical coverage. i found this cool article i wanted to check out, about malls in the 80s, (i am going to get the book) :here is a link to the book http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2480247/Michael-Galinskys-Malls-Across-America-book-sheds-light-shoppers-defined-1980s.html
ok so....oh oooh... k better! yeah...but then, without being able to 'wake up' and get settled in, i saw that the temp agency was calling. well, i was in the midst of viewing the link above, and so i had to answer the phone or not see the rest of the article. well, needless to say, i did answer. it was heather from my temp agency. ahh....she doesn't care much about the employees because even during a snow storm she still wanted us to show up. i will go tomorrow to the job, but i cannot work those hours! she did not tell me what the hours were over the phone, she said 1st shift, which i was hesitant about. she said 10.00 an hour, (yeah they did!) well when i got there i did the drug test (passed of course!), then they called us in. sigh....she said hours are 615 am-430!?? what kind of hours are they? way too early! that means i have to wake up at 5 am!??! no way! aint no way i can wake up that early! i have trouble falling asleep!! I can't! Then I will be exhausted!! Mentally and physically exhausted and drained! wow!! that is 10 hours! yes i will get good paychecks, but uh...im afraid!!! no way!!! i can't!!! :( i prefer 10-6 pm seriously!!! yeah oh good paycheck!!! 550 a week! i think??? wait, no...450 a week....wow!! before taxes...geez! maybe i should work a week at least. im still not sleeping and it is 1230 am now!???! i will have maybe, 3 hours of sleep...HA!!
um.........damnet! too early!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( i don't want to not go tho, that is not professional. every time i work, i always make sure i am timely, meaning...on time, and punctual, and timely! i am a good worker!
i got so upset when i said i can start working. i need to get my bloodwork done! i don't think i can go tomorrow. i need to tell them those hours are too much for me. who am i kidding? ughh gosh....
another irritating occurence, (boy cow) because he wore cow to musgrave snickers..muskrat...uh..........moss didnt even tell me the story of how he ended up in the bulcony???
ooh old time western brothels! on AHC ..i want to dress up as an old fashioned brothel harlot. jk well for halloween. this show is about old western brothel workers. they commited suicide a bunch.
i need to brush my hair.
since he was going to be in atlanta, i told him to stop at atlanta, and i specifically told him "tell them i love them and see if they can get me a tour!!!" i did NOT tell moss to ask them about getting a job there. are you kidding me!??!?
i went to school for graphic web design yes. i have very little experience. i do not feel confident enough to submit a 'reel' why i do not even have a reel. moss says to show him
a reel then he will set up a meeting. i do not have enought experience or, i cant think of the other word....qualifications. i was so upset that he asked about a job. no moss! i told you to ask about getting a TOUR there! not a job! just like he wants to get me a job in 'entertainment'....come on get real! he also told me to stop paying my NJ surcharges because he could get me a lawyer to get rid of the charges. i mean, im so upset. i guess moss just strolled on in there, like some sort of stayin alive cowboy, or boy cow rather....and chatted it up with the front desk interns...who even offered him a 'look around', in which he said he was too busy. his schedule was too busied up to have a 'look around' williams street. oh yes, he must of mentioned he has a friend who is 'really good at computers'...wow moss....
dense!! or something else. yes i am mean but he has done that before. ughh....i just wanted him to ask about a tour! not a job! yes i would love to work there but i realize and understand that i am just not qualified. one of the places that i want to visit however, is williams street!!! and he just chit chatted about comic con and dana snyder...??? wtf?
he knows that i heart williams street and that is one place to visit. he said that they want to meet me. (he talks so fast tho) ha! yeah he said, 'they want to meet you' so im like this, 'fine! moss! yes, please set up a meeting with them!" and i mean it!
he said first to put together a reel!??? um, ok but the reel will consist of MS paint, some uh....what!??! i dont even have flash! what the fruck!???
bigmouth does it again. see if they said sure they can give me a tour, id schedule a bus ticket ASAP!!! i just want to say i went on a tour, thats all!???!
now i need to try to sleep even tho i know i will not be able too....sigh......................
i am very irritable, tired, drained, depressed, cannot think clearly.....etc etc etc. i need to get back on my meds. i just hate when my parents think when i get irritated its because of my thyroid. i get irritated because i cant wake up or sleep!!!
i cant think. i need to get my medical coverage. i found this cool article i wanted to check out, about malls in the 80s, (i am going to get the book) :here is a link to the book http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-2480247/Michael-Galinskys-Malls-Across-America-book-sheds-light-shoppers-defined-1980s.html
ok so....oh oooh... k better! yeah...but then, without being able to 'wake up' and get settled in, i saw that the temp agency was calling. well, i was in the midst of viewing the link above, and so i had to answer the phone or not see the rest of the article. well, needless to say, i did answer. it was heather from my temp agency. ahh....she doesn't care much about the employees because even during a snow storm she still wanted us to show up. i will go tomorrow to the job, but i cannot work those hours! she did not tell me what the hours were over the phone, she said 1st shift, which i was hesitant about. she said 10.00 an hour, (yeah they did!) well when i got there i did the drug test (passed of course!), then they called us in. sigh....she said hours are 615 am-430!?? what kind of hours are they? way too early! that means i have to wake up at 5 am!??! no way! aint no way i can wake up that early! i have trouble falling asleep!! I can't! Then I will be exhausted!! Mentally and physically exhausted and drained! wow!! that is 10 hours! yes i will get good paychecks, but uh...im afraid!!! no way!!! i can't!!! :( i prefer 10-6 pm seriously!!! yeah oh good paycheck!!! 550 a week! i think??? wait, no...450 a week....wow!! before taxes...geez! maybe i should work a week at least. im still not sleeping and it is 1230 am now!???! i will have maybe, 3 hours of sleep...HA!!
um.........damnet! too early!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( i don't want to not go tho, that is not professional. every time i work, i always make sure i am timely, meaning...on time, and punctual, and timely! i am a good worker!
i got so upset when i said i can start working. i need to get my bloodwork done! i don't think i can go tomorrow. i need to tell them those hours are too much for me. who am i kidding? ughh gosh....
another irritating occurence, (boy cow) because he wore cow to musgrave snickers..muskrat...uh..........moss didnt even tell me the story of how he ended up in the bulcony???
ooh old time western brothels! on AHC ..i want to dress up as an old fashioned brothel harlot. jk well for halloween. this show is about old western brothel workers. they commited suicide a bunch.
i need to brush my hair.
since he was going to be in atlanta, i told him to stop at atlanta, and i specifically told him "tell them i love them and see if they can get me a tour!!!" i did NOT tell moss to ask them about getting a job there. are you kidding me!??!?
i went to school for graphic web design yes. i have very little experience. i do not feel confident enough to submit a 'reel' why i do not even have a reel. moss says to show him
a reel then he will set up a meeting. i do not have enought experience or, i cant think of the other word....qualifications. i was so upset that he asked about a job. no moss! i told you to ask about getting a TOUR there! not a job! just like he wants to get me a job in 'entertainment'....come on get real! he also told me to stop paying my NJ surcharges because he could get me a lawyer to get rid of the charges. i mean, im so upset. i guess moss just strolled on in there, like some sort of stayin alive cowboy, or boy cow rather....and chatted it up with the front desk interns...who even offered him a 'look around', in which he said he was too busy. his schedule was too busied up to have a 'look around' williams street. oh yes, he must of mentioned he has a friend who is 'really good at computers'...wow moss....
dense!! or something else. yes i am mean but he has done that before. ughh....i just wanted him to ask about a tour! not a job! yes i would love to work there but i realize and understand that i am just not qualified. one of the places that i want to visit however, is williams street!!! and he just chit chatted about comic con and dana snyder...??? wtf?
he knows that i heart williams street and that is one place to visit. he said that they want to meet me. (he talks so fast tho) ha! yeah he said, 'they want to meet you' so im like this, 'fine! moss! yes, please set up a meeting with them!" and i mean it!
he said first to put together a reel!??? um, ok but the reel will consist of MS paint, some uh....what!??! i dont even have flash! what the fruck!???
bigmouth does it again. see if they said sure they can give me a tour, id schedule a bus ticket ASAP!!! i just want to say i went on a tour, thats all!???!
now i need to try to sleep even tho i know i will not be able too....sigh......................
i am very irritable, tired, drained, depressed, cannot think clearly.....etc etc etc. i need to get back on my meds. i just hate when my parents think when i get irritated its because of my thyroid. i get irritated because i cant wake up or sleep!!!
Thursday, April 10, 2014
changing times internet...blah
i cant see. i dont have my contact lenses on. however, it is 630 in the morning, and i cannot think to this blog idea i need to blog about. i was thinking about it last night too, so now here i am, typing in big font so that i can see what i am typing!
actually, i dont want to blog. i want to write!!!
i will come back later to embellish and clean up what i wrote.
breakthrough of the internet, when it first came out, dial up...blkmagic*inn renaissance role playing chat room mIRC, pervs on webchat, early days of internet...the 90s, going to seventeen.com thinking it was the site for the seventeen magazine when seeing it is a porn site. internet porn! printing out naked pamela anderson pics (HA!) reminding of first time being a weirdo as a kid drawing pictures of naked women. hiding pictures...later hiding naked pics of women that you print out on cheap printer...
early 2000s internet, having a life, also having hobbies. writing stories, creating stories, actually doing creative projects, illustrating and printing out actual story books (for neice), actually having dreams, using internet sparingly not just sitting all day on facebook or aimlessly blogging...using internet to check email (and actually correspond with friends and boyfriend who was still in the army) idk!?? or uh....using internet sparingly, and wisely! checking out sites...um...but mostly using computer to write, and take cutesy 'selfies' before selfie became a word...printing out pics (not naked women ha!) of unicorns, castles, and labyrinth stills, to turn into laminated posters and magnets (made for my neice too). having a life also!
writing stories! actually taking time to describe every little detail, and make actual sentences! writing, the way writing is supposed to be!
myspace blowing up! i joined myspace after i heard too many people talking about it. i saw that i could blog! so i blogged! i had a blogspot (sort of like this one). i would blog for shock value (to get attention!?? to stand out? who knows? because i was weird!?? just like i was a weird pervert who would draw naked women as a child!??)
i would write shock stuff. just because. shocking sexual stuff too. im weird!?? i dont know!???
which brings me to...more
story ideas
oops deleted that paragraph ugh thought it was the whole thing!
for some reason i am intrigued, well, not intrigued, nor fascinated, but interested in reading about sex workers. i read a few books about brothel workers...which i found interesting, to say the least. THE LEAST! mark of the beast!!??!
wow this is my almost 7 in the morning cant sleep thinking about this blog , well blog, cept in my cant sleep mode, actually thinking about taking the time to write this as a beautiful peice, good enough for an article, on vice, or buzzkill, but probably, neither...because...i aint into that! for my damn blog!
i was thinking about sex workers because an article on vice reminded me i guess...nah i dont know why tho!??
but i have read a few books about brothels and for some reason it is just interesting to read. no way i could never DO THAT! but i would visit one, just to check it out!? the one in las vegas has a bar there, i would go and have a few drinks..maybe, if i was with a guy i was dating and felt secure enough, maybe i would agree too 'order up a girl' and do fun stuff with, but NOT sex...i dont know what is on the menu? just to check it out tho, ya know!?? maybe play a game of....um....twister! and flirt around a bit, but not actual pay for sex...im sure, based on what i read, brothels would accomadate that!
i want to write a book about sex industry workers. i was thinking about putting ads up on craigslist, and asking for real story submissions from real sex workers. if i had the money, i would even offer to pay for these stories.
real, weird, strange, even scary stories....from anyone in the sex industry, such as:
brothel workers, escorts, strippers, (speaking of strippers, i do want to write a fictional story of a stripper...a young woman who is a stripper etc) i am fascinated by strippers too. girls who can work at night, dance, and have the confidence to be the center of everyones attention, while dancing on a stage with flourescent lights, to a song they chose to use...to knowing they look hot and sexy as hell, and being in control of those pigs, using them in a way, but if on stage, feeling safe, not having them grope them, but then lapdance, (ok i will save for story)
compilation of stories from sex industry workes:
brothel ladies, escorts, street hookers, (i could just make it up too no one will know. im pretty imaginative and creative), strippers, porn stars, web cam girls...and uh...whatever else!? what other type of sex workers are there????
dominatrix? fetish models? whatever ha i dont want to get too seedy.
well lets see, yeah i think that would make a rather interesting book to read...
i really do not judge anyone who works in the sex industry. i mean, who am i to judge really? it is kind of sad suppose. i mean, what about the issue involving sex trafficking, because yes that is an issue. i would like to obtain stories, oh yeah, 'happy ending massage women', thats another aspect. they are most likely trafficked.
they work all day, against their will at a massage parlour, doing happy endings, (HA!!! happy ending!!)) they live at the parlour, the end of the day, they all go hide in the wall waiting for the next day of horrors.
oh yeah, what about....those uh....girls who worked as coin whatever...during the time of seedy times square, coin operated stripper i guess, like the kind that was in the ll cool j video!?? i dont know!???!
i feel like a big creep now!! hmm.....:/
i just think its real, and i appreciate real! and like i said, who is anyone to judge anyone really!???!
i actually appreciate the strength and courage some of these women have and must endure, however, i do not condone a woman (like the type who end up on thedirty.com) who are young, vapid, LAZY women, who need their louie vuittons or loubotins...and they are escorts. they are lazy! (ugh deleted paragraph damnet!) i said, those types who post all over instagram, oh yeah i am following one, who happily admits to having clients, posting pictures of her fake stretched out boob implants, (looks almost tranny) this asian....um...escort....who posts pictures from fine lofty establishments in new york city (when she/whatever) is touring and such, or this other blonde woman in las vegas, who posts pic of her red bottoms...
now i thought of that metallica video, the remake of that very annoying song i hate, i turn the song whenever it is on the radio. i think its called turn the page. of that old hooker/stripper..
i dont know!? the whole thing is very strange, and bizarre. i would like to obtain true stories. and why, or how even, does anyone get into the sex industry? personally, i have thought about stripping, because it seems almost fun, but i would feel too weird doing it, which is why i want to write a story about it!!!
hmm.....im rambling. uh.....now i feel like im a big creep!! well i just like i said, find the whole sex industry thing very interesting. it is tho!?? and also kind of sad. some may say, 'this is what i do' but still....im thinking, who, as a child, ever thought, 'when i grow up, im gonna work in the sex industry?'
what if they were molested or abused as children tho? then i guess it just sort of, feels natural?? for them? hmm....
sad...:(
actually, i dont want to blog. i want to write!!!
i will come back later to embellish and clean up what i wrote.
breakthrough of the internet, when it first came out, dial up...blkmagic*inn renaissance role playing chat room mIRC, pervs on webchat, early days of internet...the 90s, going to seventeen.com thinking it was the site for the seventeen magazine when seeing it is a porn site. internet porn! printing out naked pamela anderson pics (HA!) reminding of first time being a weirdo as a kid drawing pictures of naked women. hiding pictures...later hiding naked pics of women that you print out on cheap printer...
early 2000s internet, having a life, also having hobbies. writing stories, creating stories, actually doing creative projects, illustrating and printing out actual story books (for neice), actually having dreams, using internet sparingly not just sitting all day on facebook or aimlessly blogging...using internet to check email (and actually correspond with friends and boyfriend who was still in the army) idk!?? or uh....using internet sparingly, and wisely! checking out sites...um...but mostly using computer to write, and take cutesy 'selfies' before selfie became a word...printing out pics (not naked women ha!) of unicorns, castles, and labyrinth stills, to turn into laminated posters and magnets (made for my neice too). having a life also!
writing stories! actually taking time to describe every little detail, and make actual sentences! writing, the way writing is supposed to be!
myspace blowing up! i joined myspace after i heard too many people talking about it. i saw that i could blog! so i blogged! i had a blogspot (sort of like this one). i would blog for shock value (to get attention!?? to stand out? who knows? because i was weird!?? just like i was a weird pervert who would draw naked women as a child!??)
i would write shock stuff. just because. shocking sexual stuff too. im weird!?? i dont know!???
which brings me to...more
story ideas
oops deleted that paragraph ugh thought it was the whole thing!
for some reason i am intrigued, well, not intrigued, nor fascinated, but interested in reading about sex workers. i read a few books about brothel workers...which i found interesting, to say the least. THE LEAST! mark of the beast!!??!
wow this is my almost 7 in the morning cant sleep thinking about this blog , well blog, cept in my cant sleep mode, actually thinking about taking the time to write this as a beautiful peice, good enough for an article, on vice, or buzzkill, but probably, neither...because...i aint into that! for my damn blog!
i was thinking about sex workers because an article on vice reminded me i guess...nah i dont know why tho!??
but i have read a few books about brothels and for some reason it is just interesting to read. no way i could never DO THAT! but i would visit one, just to check it out!? the one in las vegas has a bar there, i would go and have a few drinks..maybe, if i was with a guy i was dating and felt secure enough, maybe i would agree too 'order up a girl' and do fun stuff with, but NOT sex...i dont know what is on the menu? just to check it out tho, ya know!?? maybe play a game of....um....twister! and flirt around a bit, but not actual pay for sex...im sure, based on what i read, brothels would accomadate that!
i want to write a book about sex industry workers. i was thinking about putting ads up on craigslist, and asking for real story submissions from real sex workers. if i had the money, i would even offer to pay for these stories.
real, weird, strange, even scary stories....from anyone in the sex industry, such as:
brothel workers, escorts, strippers, (speaking of strippers, i do want to write a fictional story of a stripper...a young woman who is a stripper etc) i am fascinated by strippers too. girls who can work at night, dance, and have the confidence to be the center of everyones attention, while dancing on a stage with flourescent lights, to a song they chose to use...to knowing they look hot and sexy as hell, and being in control of those pigs, using them in a way, but if on stage, feeling safe, not having them grope them, but then lapdance, (ok i will save for story)
compilation of stories from sex industry workes:
brothel ladies, escorts, street hookers, (i could just make it up too no one will know. im pretty imaginative and creative), strippers, porn stars, web cam girls...and uh...whatever else!? what other type of sex workers are there????
dominatrix? fetish models? whatever ha i dont want to get too seedy.
well lets see, yeah i think that would make a rather interesting book to read...
i really do not judge anyone who works in the sex industry. i mean, who am i to judge really? it is kind of sad suppose. i mean, what about the issue involving sex trafficking, because yes that is an issue. i would like to obtain stories, oh yeah, 'happy ending massage women', thats another aspect. they are most likely trafficked.
they work all day, against their will at a massage parlour, doing happy endings, (HA!!! happy ending!!)) they live at the parlour, the end of the day, they all go hide in the wall waiting for the next day of horrors.
oh yeah, what about....those uh....girls who worked as coin whatever...during the time of seedy times square, coin operated stripper i guess, like the kind that was in the ll cool j video!?? i dont know!???!
i feel like a big creep now!! hmm.....:/
i just think its real, and i appreciate real! and like i said, who is anyone to judge anyone really!???!
i actually appreciate the strength and courage some of these women have and must endure, however, i do not condone a woman (like the type who end up on thedirty.com) who are young, vapid, LAZY women, who need their louie vuittons or loubotins...and they are escorts. they are lazy! (ugh deleted paragraph damnet!) i said, those types who post all over instagram, oh yeah i am following one, who happily admits to having clients, posting pictures of her fake stretched out boob implants, (looks almost tranny) this asian....um...escort....who posts pictures from fine lofty establishments in new york city (when she/whatever) is touring and such, or this other blonde woman in las vegas, who posts pic of her red bottoms...
now i thought of that metallica video, the remake of that very annoying song i hate, i turn the song whenever it is on the radio. i think its called turn the page. of that old hooker/stripper..
i dont know!? the whole thing is very strange, and bizarre. i would like to obtain true stories. and why, or how even, does anyone get into the sex industry? personally, i have thought about stripping, because it seems almost fun, but i would feel too weird doing it, which is why i want to write a story about it!!!
hmm.....im rambling. uh.....now i feel like im a big creep!! well i just like i said, find the whole sex industry thing very interesting. it is tho!?? and also kind of sad. some may say, 'this is what i do' but still....im thinking, who, as a child, ever thought, 'when i grow up, im gonna work in the sex industry?'
what if they were molested or abused as children tho? then i guess it just sort of, feels natural?? for them? hmm....
sad...:(
right now, i am watching jimmy kimmell (MIND KONTROLLED) its becaues...i am at mikes house...ughh, and its not really a house. the bedroom is in the other room, no door, so everytime i am trying to pay attention to the tv, i am so nervous, because i am waiting for a super loud sleep apnea snore to flush out the noise. or what hints or MD clues i am listening or trying to pay attention too...when i lived in bethlehem with him it was like this too, but we had a door, but he snores SO FUCKING LOUD!! i want my own place!
jimmy kimmel was dress up as tom petty, singing with stevie nicks? and then, jennifer garner came out and brought it up, jimmy kimmel felt too confused about it....'the show' like he was in some sort of tom petty rocker alter jennifer garner singing a song 'you light up my life' holding her cat she says, 'when it got it (the name, little cat) it was little (then shut one eye and pointed at her brain...' when....she got it??? to split her mind?
i dont mind mikes quiet gently snores but its the ones where he pauses and seems to stop breathing and then i know a super loud SNORES will become so loud that i wont be able to hear what i was trying to listen too!!????!
sorry this are the thoughts that i have. alter personalities! MK ULTRA! they say the ART/heart of rock n roll is the mind...CONTROL!! oooh ooh OOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
(so confused!???!)
jimmy kimmel was dress up as tom petty, singing with stevie nicks? and then, jennifer garner came out and brought it up, jimmy kimmel felt too confused about it....'the show' like he was in some sort of tom petty rocker alter jennifer garner singing a song 'you light up my life' holding her cat she says, 'when it got it (the name, little cat) it was little (then shut one eye and pointed at her brain...' when....she got it??? to split her mind?
i dont mind mikes quiet gently snores but its the ones where he pauses and seems to stop breathing and then i know a super loud SNORES will become so loud that i wont be able to hear what i was trying to listen too!!????!
sorry this are the thoughts that i have. alter personalities! MK ULTRA! they say the ART/heart of rock n roll is the mind...CONTROL!! oooh ooh OOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
(so confused!???!)
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
thoughts
i have a few thoughts, that i can safely...((???)) of NOT! um maybe not tho since american idol guy is singing ,'every step you every move you make ill be watching you'
well ok than!
im gonna share my though dominions here
so....where to begin? these are thoughts i would like to share on facebook, but i stopped myself. im trying to 'play it cool, or harmless' over there...
here, well, here i just...adhere..
earlier they mentioned the woman who gave birth in the bathroom, and she just left the baby in the toilet and the baby died. how many stories like this do we hear? this was done at the starters in reading pa...maybe it was northampton? it was somewhere close...well reading is about an hour away..
then we hear about all the stories of young girls who get pregnant, and while yes, they are scared, it is scary not to mention they are young and scared (speaking about young girls...i will get to that later)...
but they give birth, and they are alone, but then they will suffocate the baby, or strangle it, they do not think of it as another human being, they probably think about the baby as something from their body that they cannot deal with so they think just killing it and hiding it in a shoebox in their closet is no big deal...
yes, these are horrible stories! but we hear so much of these stories, that....isn't there any stories about a young girl who gave birth, but instead of killing her baby, she instead brings it to a hospital or church (they offer services like that. they will not get in trouble if these troubled girls bring their newborns to a hospital instead of cruelly killing it!)....any story about a girl bundling the newborn in a blanket, and bringing her to, even a restaurant, and going to the manager, and saying, 'please, i cannot take of this baby. i do not have the means right now' that girl who left the baby in the bathroom at starters, why!?? why didnt she bring the baby to a customer and say, i cant! or leave the baby ALIVE and crying but ALIVE keyword ALIVE on the bathroom floor and running out of there?
are there any stories like that!???!?!
i was going to ask facebook but i didnt. actually....
i was watching american idol, well, i watch with my parents, and i am used too and i now all the ok now they are singing, like a virgin...i think harry wants a virgin...a young girl!
i watch with my parents so its all innocense he just triggered her young girl sex alter by blowing on her face because jennifer was feeling sort of weird about harry giving a young girl attention
wait what am i saying i will repeat...i mean, i will explain k~???
im kidding now the feel of the show changed, and im just weird and normally i watch with my parents so its innocense, but mike needed his truck jumped so actually i went out to eat with my parents then we went to jump mikes car after his work. i parked my car at mikes so we saw a nail in my tire (i have a slow leak in the tire) it gets flat.
since i cant drive with a nail it might blow out, im at mikes now. ok so its a major headache being around him!! all the does is make comments, i said i told him i saw a guy that looked just like him going into burger king (he was a passenger) the other day, wore the same kind of clothes as him...(shirts on sale!) and glasses and cap, even had the same hat as him baseball cap...i just found it odd like..yeah weird!!??
and he goes (after i told him), he said it was his clone i said doppleganger and he said, was he with a pretty girl? that was kind of annoying but i ignored it i said he was with some fat woman...
well, then i got my new womens health magazine, and he saw it was sophiAAA vergara so he got all excited to check her out. why!? because she is a 'spicy latina' who is married to ed o neal (al bundy) and al bundy was married to a hot mama that he didnt want!?? he just drooled all over other hot womens...
so mike sees sophia vergara and he got all excited it just gets annoying you know? i mean, do it tastefully. i am not dating mike anymore...i mean, yes we still hang out we are so used to each other...but when you get used to someone, you love them and are so familiar with their body. see, i can look at mike and actually feel like hugging him and i feel so comfortable with him, does he feel that way about me tho? when you love someone, you just love every thing about them, their attributes, their personality, their dreams, their visions, their quirks..he has never been able to answer me when i ask him what he likes about me...oh but i ask him, 'what do you love about penny?" (from big bang) guarantee, he can find things he likes about a fictional character (written by a chauvanistic MALE mind you...**making her seem not very bright, allowing sheldon to put her down constantly, making her the fantasy amongst a bunch of nerds)....well, thats not a real woman! that is a fictional character played by an actress! ((kaballah pattern on meatloafs younger clone rock star dude on american idol, "the bigger stuff"...) oh and kaley cuoco may very well be MKd meaning she is really a blank slate!! no personality! only the ones chauvanistic males assign her!! shrug
i am used to mikes body tho, i mean, i admit, if i see him i want to squeeze him and hug him...but is it fair that i get hurt and upset when he never looks at me that way, yet when a photoshopped, well lit, makeup artists and hair people make sophia vergara look amazing for the cover (even tho her smile was a little witchy)...he gets all excited he knows it hurts me maybe that is why he does it tho...to "keep me in check"...well, a girl wants to feel comfort and safety as well as ego fed even guys need that too! feed the egos with love and respect too...come on tho! baby your babies!!
so.....i just get so sick of his comments..
oh american idol
yeah i guess harry connick jr....(im not accusing him of anything i just...thought it was kind of weird)...because a comment mike had made...
see, harry kept saying, 'im going for it im going for it!"
ok.......normally i watch the show with my parents ok? mike went to the store so i watched a bit by myself. im not driving because the nail in my tire otherwise id be home...
well when mike got him, it was at the part where harry ran into the crowd and found a girl to put on his arms. see, i dont think anything about it because i know it was harmless....and kind of funny, but mike made a comment, and then i started thinking...
oh what did mike say? oh he still had the girl on his shoulders when he sat down, which i thought was funny because uh...i dont know!???! but mike said, 'what if he was faced the other way'
i said to him, 'your a pervert creep! thats a little girl' but she did look kind of sexy i guess, with her long straight hair...i mean, james franco likes young girls, according to his confusion about being a pedophile. much like angelina jolie gets lost in her characters...
btw i dont think it was some sort of PR involving his new pedo perv, but i think he was confused and she used him, aka a plant. and therefore, she posted it all over so that everyone will think james franco is a pedophile, or maybe he is maybe he likes young weird body weird breasts girls with weird teeth
maybe i am a pedophile, for typing like this and thinking like this JUST KIDDING I AM NOT BUT I AM ALREADY ON THE LIST HUH THE FBI LIST!???!
and mike was joking but he briefly saw long straightened hair i mean, why did he pick her? oh because she was the smallest...but then i started thinking...
you see, a few odd comments were made....(in a moment!)
harry said to one of the contestants, 'you got to bury your face in that pocket" or something to that extent. i was still out of it from yelling at mike and having him curse back at me...
was that a slip that he wishes his face was turned around, 'buried in that pocket'
then keith urban, (who i think felt self conscious about the mullet like extensions but i thought he should of kept them...it was 80s night but harry started making fun of him...harry seems to always do stuff to get attention and always mocking keith and jennifer) keith said, 'you got to lose control' (orgasm) then he called harry a creep or something...
also....what else? ahh the moment is lost...but i am just kind of...
thinking. and then harry said pay attention to them! (the young girls) harry connick jr kind of reminds me of that weird, cute kind of goofy teacher that acts a little flirtacious, but all the girls like him, and he may cross the line sometimes, just a lil' bit...just a wee bit...but hey hes kind of cute and goofy, and you can feel his presence thinking of you, despite the fact he is trying to concentrate on...something else...
ha! you know tho!?? and then jennifer said something to him in his cell phone and tried to act cutesy, and he played up to jennifers ego (because jennifer lopez is OLD now...but still sexy and sizzling!!)
i mean, guys will check out other females, and hey, i remember being younger, 13 and having OLDER guys checking me out, and it felt GROSS!!
now kim is msging me about some other guy who likes her. she just wants someone to listen to her and her 'sexy stories' or whatever...not to be mean but....
i dont know!???
so then like i mentioned, the guy started singing every move you make ill be watching you and harry started talking about that creepy undertone to it...(like when he is checking out younger girls???)
i mean, its there some just are too oblivious to take note of it!!!
oh wow alot of chatting and msging..
hmm.......
i cant think? what else did i want to blog about now!??? ahh who cares right?????????????????
well ok than!
im gonna share my though dominions here
so....where to begin? these are thoughts i would like to share on facebook, but i stopped myself. im trying to 'play it cool, or harmless' over there...
here, well, here i just...adhere..
earlier they mentioned the woman who gave birth in the bathroom, and she just left the baby in the toilet and the baby died. how many stories like this do we hear? this was done at the starters in reading pa...maybe it was northampton? it was somewhere close...well reading is about an hour away..
then we hear about all the stories of young girls who get pregnant, and while yes, they are scared, it is scary not to mention they are young and scared (speaking about young girls...i will get to that later)...
but they give birth, and they are alone, but then they will suffocate the baby, or strangle it, they do not think of it as another human being, they probably think about the baby as something from their body that they cannot deal with so they think just killing it and hiding it in a shoebox in their closet is no big deal...
yes, these are horrible stories! but we hear so much of these stories, that....isn't there any stories about a young girl who gave birth, but instead of killing her baby, she instead brings it to a hospital or church (they offer services like that. they will not get in trouble if these troubled girls bring their newborns to a hospital instead of cruelly killing it!)....any story about a girl bundling the newborn in a blanket, and bringing her to, even a restaurant, and going to the manager, and saying, 'please, i cannot take of this baby. i do not have the means right now' that girl who left the baby in the bathroom at starters, why!?? why didnt she bring the baby to a customer and say, i cant! or leave the baby ALIVE and crying but ALIVE keyword ALIVE on the bathroom floor and running out of there?
are there any stories like that!???!?!
i was going to ask facebook but i didnt. actually....
i was watching american idol, well, i watch with my parents, and i am used too and i now all the ok now they are singing, like a virgin...i think harry wants a virgin...a young girl!
i watch with my parents so its all innocense he just triggered her young girl sex alter by blowing on her face because jennifer was feeling sort of weird about harry giving a young girl attention
wait what am i saying i will repeat...i mean, i will explain k~???
im kidding now the feel of the show changed, and im just weird and normally i watch with my parents so its innocense, but mike needed his truck jumped so actually i went out to eat with my parents then we went to jump mikes car after his work. i parked my car at mikes so we saw a nail in my tire (i have a slow leak in the tire) it gets flat.
since i cant drive with a nail it might blow out, im at mikes now. ok so its a major headache being around him!! all the does is make comments, i said i told him i saw a guy that looked just like him going into burger king (he was a passenger) the other day, wore the same kind of clothes as him...(shirts on sale!) and glasses and cap, even had the same hat as him baseball cap...i just found it odd like..yeah weird!!??
and he goes (after i told him), he said it was his clone i said doppleganger and he said, was he with a pretty girl? that was kind of annoying but i ignored it i said he was with some fat woman...
well, then i got my new womens health magazine, and he saw it was sophiAAA vergara so he got all excited to check her out. why!? because she is a 'spicy latina' who is married to ed o neal (al bundy) and al bundy was married to a hot mama that he didnt want!?? he just drooled all over other hot womens...
so mike sees sophia vergara and he got all excited it just gets annoying you know? i mean, do it tastefully. i am not dating mike anymore...i mean, yes we still hang out we are so used to each other...but when you get used to someone, you love them and are so familiar with their body. see, i can look at mike and actually feel like hugging him and i feel so comfortable with him, does he feel that way about me tho? when you love someone, you just love every thing about them, their attributes, their personality, their dreams, their visions, their quirks..he has never been able to answer me when i ask him what he likes about me...oh but i ask him, 'what do you love about penny?" (from big bang) guarantee, he can find things he likes about a fictional character (written by a chauvanistic MALE mind you...**making her seem not very bright, allowing sheldon to put her down constantly, making her the fantasy amongst a bunch of nerds)....well, thats not a real woman! that is a fictional character played by an actress! ((kaballah pattern on meatloafs younger clone rock star dude on american idol, "the bigger stuff"...) oh and kaley cuoco may very well be MKd meaning she is really a blank slate!! no personality! only the ones chauvanistic males assign her!! shrug
i am used to mikes body tho, i mean, i admit, if i see him i want to squeeze him and hug him...but is it fair that i get hurt and upset when he never looks at me that way, yet when a photoshopped, well lit, makeup artists and hair people make sophia vergara look amazing for the cover (even tho her smile was a little witchy)...he gets all excited he knows it hurts me maybe that is why he does it tho...to "keep me in check"...well, a girl wants to feel comfort and safety as well as ego fed even guys need that too! feed the egos with love and respect too...come on tho! baby your babies!!
so.....i just get so sick of his comments..
oh american idol
yeah i guess harry connick jr....(im not accusing him of anything i just...thought it was kind of weird)...because a comment mike had made...
see, harry kept saying, 'im going for it im going for it!"
ok.......normally i watch the show with my parents ok? mike went to the store so i watched a bit by myself. im not driving because the nail in my tire otherwise id be home...
well when mike got him, it was at the part where harry ran into the crowd and found a girl to put on his arms. see, i dont think anything about it because i know it was harmless....and kind of funny, but mike made a comment, and then i started thinking...
oh what did mike say? oh he still had the girl on his shoulders when he sat down, which i thought was funny because uh...i dont know!???! but mike said, 'what if he was faced the other way'
i said to him, 'your a pervert creep! thats a little girl' but she did look kind of sexy i guess, with her long straight hair...i mean, james franco likes young girls, according to his confusion about being a pedophile. much like angelina jolie gets lost in her characters...
btw i dont think it was some sort of PR involving his new pedo perv, but i think he was confused and she used him, aka a plant. and therefore, she posted it all over so that everyone will think james franco is a pedophile, or maybe he is maybe he likes young weird body weird breasts girls with weird teeth
maybe i am a pedophile, for typing like this and thinking like this JUST KIDDING I AM NOT BUT I AM ALREADY ON THE LIST HUH THE FBI LIST!???!
and mike was joking but he briefly saw long straightened hair i mean, why did he pick her? oh because she was the smallest...but then i started thinking...
you see, a few odd comments were made....(in a moment!)
harry said to one of the contestants, 'you got to bury your face in that pocket" or something to that extent. i was still out of it from yelling at mike and having him curse back at me...
was that a slip that he wishes his face was turned around, 'buried in that pocket'
then keith urban, (who i think felt self conscious about the mullet like extensions but i thought he should of kept them...it was 80s night but harry started making fun of him...harry seems to always do stuff to get attention and always mocking keith and jennifer) keith said, 'you got to lose control' (orgasm) then he called harry a creep or something...
also....what else? ahh the moment is lost...but i am just kind of...
thinking. and then harry said pay attention to them! (the young girls) harry connick jr kind of reminds me of that weird, cute kind of goofy teacher that acts a little flirtacious, but all the girls like him, and he may cross the line sometimes, just a lil' bit...just a wee bit...but hey hes kind of cute and goofy, and you can feel his presence thinking of you, despite the fact he is trying to concentrate on...something else...
ha! you know tho!?? and then jennifer said something to him in his cell phone and tried to act cutesy, and he played up to jennifers ego (because jennifer lopez is OLD now...but still sexy and sizzling!!)
i mean, guys will check out other females, and hey, i remember being younger, 13 and having OLDER guys checking me out, and it felt GROSS!!
now kim is msging me about some other guy who likes her. she just wants someone to listen to her and her 'sexy stories' or whatever...not to be mean but....
i dont know!???
so then like i mentioned, the guy started singing every move you make ill be watching you and harry started talking about that creepy undertone to it...(like when he is checking out younger girls???)
i mean, its there some just are too oblivious to take note of it!!!
oh wow alot of chatting and msging..
hmm.......
i cant think? what else did i want to blog about now!??? ahh who cares right?????????????????
Monday, April 7, 2014
'crazy!!!!" moss thinks kacey musgraves is his fiancee
i am not really sure why 'kacey musgraves', whoever that is..is the new flavor of the...moss's new crush...first it was miley cyrus?? (when she was 15), then katy perry....now...he seems to think kacey musgraves is his fiancee. i don't think that is very fair for kacey musgraves tho!?? for him to assume that she is going to just...*snap and alas* marry him!?? right??
i think he likes her because he thinks she will be the next big thing, or something!?? reason why i am blogging this is because he keeps msging me about 'his future wife'
yes kacey! you should marry the guy who wears cow! just do it! why!?? because he thinks you will!! and hes your biggest grown up man fan!
what made moss choose some random unknown (most ppl do not know who she is) country singer to all of a sudden go become a #1 fan, following her around to all her concerts!??
beats me!
now its news tho!!!
he wants to be known as 'kar -razy' tho!!??s like aww moss you so CRAZY!! i think kacey wants to have yo' baby!!
(moss will find out about this post! ha!) sorry but....its annoying to hear you refer to someone as your fiancee i think its not fair to the person...i would not want someone i would never even consider marrying to be calling me his fiancee!??! ya know!?? idk....shrug
i think he likes her because he thinks she will be the next big thing, or something!?? reason why i am blogging this is because he keeps msging me about 'his future wife'
yes kacey! you should marry the guy who wears cow! just do it! why!?? because he thinks you will!! and hes your biggest grown up man fan!
what made moss choose some random unknown (most ppl do not know who she is) country singer to all of a sudden go become a #1 fan, following her around to all her concerts!??
beats me!
now its news tho!!!
he wants to be known as 'kar -razy' tho!!??s like aww moss you so CRAZY!! i think kacey wants to have yo' baby!!
(moss will find out about this post! ha!) sorry but....its annoying to hear you refer to someone as your fiancee i think its not fair to the person...i would not want someone i would never even consider marrying to be calling me his fiancee!??! ya know!?? idk....shrug
alternate universe
quatum....suicide?
idk...but this is odd. i wonder when they false hoax report of celebrity deaths, that means...that they died already, in an alternate universe...and its just a clue or hint to us? in some weird twisted way!??
also, check this out...the post is made for...tomorrow? today is the 7th
http://en.mediamass.net/people/ray-winstone/deathhoax.html
from this page: http://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/22der2/ray_winstone_is_alive_now/
idk...but this is odd. i wonder when they false hoax report of celebrity deaths, that means...that they died already, in an alternate universe...and its just a clue or hint to us? in some weird twisted way!??
also, check this out...the post is made for...tomorrow? today is the 7th
http://en.mediamass.net/people/ray-winstone/deathhoax.html
from this page: http://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/22der2/ray_winstone_is_alive_now/
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