thoughts

i have a few thoughts, that i can safely...((???)) of NOT! um maybe not tho since american idol guy is singing ,'every step you every move you make ill be watching you'

well ok than!

im gonna share my though dominions here

so....where to begin? these are  thoughts i would like to share on facebook, but i stopped myself. im trying to 'play it cool, or harmless' over there...

here, well, here i just...adhere..

earlier they mentioned the woman who gave birth in the bathroom, and she just left the baby in the toilet and the baby died. how many stories like this do we hear? this was done at the starters in reading pa...maybe it was northampton? it was somewhere close...well reading is about an hour away..

then we hear about all the stories of young girls who get pregnant, and while yes, they are scared, it is scary not to mention they are young and scared (speaking about young girls...i will get to that later)...

but they give birth, and they are alone, but then they will suffocate the baby, or strangle it, they do not think of it as another human being, they probably think about the baby as something from their body that they cannot deal with so they think just killing it and hiding it in a shoebox in their closet is no big deal...

yes, these are horrible stories! but we hear so much of these stories, that....isn't there any stories about a young girl who gave birth, but instead of killing her baby, she instead brings it to a hospital or church (they offer services like that. they will not get in trouble if these troubled girls bring their newborns to a hospital instead of cruelly killing it!)....any story about a girl bundling the newborn in a blanket, and bringing her to, even a restaurant, and going to the manager, and saying, 'please, i cannot take of this baby. i do not have the means right now' that girl who left the baby in the bathroom at starters, why!?? why didnt she bring the baby to a customer and say, i cant! or leave the baby ALIVE and crying but ALIVE keyword ALIVE on the bathroom floor and running out of there?


are there any stories like that!???!?!

i was going to ask facebook but i didnt. actually....

i was watching american idol, well, i watch with my parents, and i am used too and i now all the ok now they are singing, like a virgin...i think harry wants a virgin...a young girl!

i watch with my parents so its all innocense he just triggered her young girl sex alter by blowing on her face because jennifer was feeling sort of weird about harry giving a young girl attention

wait what am i saying i will repeat...i mean, i will explain k~???

im kidding now the feel of the show changed, and im just weird and normally i watch with my parents so its innocense, but mike needed his truck jumped so actually i went out to eat with my parents then we went to jump mikes car after his work. i parked my car at mikes so we saw a nail in my tire (i have a slow leak in the tire) it gets flat.


since i cant drive with a nail it might blow out, im at mikes now. ok so its a major headache being around him!! all the does is make comments, i said i told him i saw a guy that looked just like him going into burger king (he was a passenger) the other day, wore the same kind of clothes as him...(shirts on sale!) and glasses and cap, even had the same hat as him baseball cap...i just found it odd like..yeah weird!!??

and he goes (after i told him), he said it was his clone i said doppleganger and he said, was he with a pretty girl? that was kind of annoying but i ignored it i said he was with some fat woman...

well, then i got my new womens health magazine, and he saw it was sophiAAA vergara so he got all excited to check her out. why!? because she is a 'spicy latina' who is married to ed o neal (al bundy) and al bundy was married to a hot mama that he didnt want!?? he just drooled all over other hot womens...

so mike sees sophia vergara and he got all excited it just gets annoying you know? i mean, do it tastefully. i am not dating mike anymore...i mean, yes we still hang out we are so used to each other...but when you get used to someone, you love them and are so familiar with their body. see, i can look at mike and actually feel like hugging him and i feel so comfortable with him, does he feel that way about me tho? when you love someone, you just love every thing about them, their attributes, their personality, their dreams, their visions, their quirks..he has never been able to answer me when i ask him what he likes about me...oh but i ask him, 'what do you love about penny?" (from big bang) guarantee, he can find things he likes about a fictional character (written by a chauvanistic MALE mind you...**making her seem not very bright, allowing sheldon to put her down constantly, making her the fantasy amongst a bunch of nerds)....well, thats not a real woman! that is a fictional character played by an actress! ((kaballah pattern on meatloafs younger clone rock star dude on american idol, "the bigger stuff"...) oh and kaley cuoco may very well be MKd meaning she is really a blank slate!! no personality! only the ones chauvanistic males assign her!! shrug

i am used to mikes body tho, i mean, i admit, if i see him i want to squeeze him and hug him...but is it fair that i get hurt and upset when he never looks at me that way, yet when a photoshopped, well lit, makeup artists and hair people make sophia vergara look amazing for the cover (even tho her smile was a little witchy)...he gets all excited he knows it hurts me maybe that is why he does it tho...to "keep me in check"...well, a girl wants to feel comfort and safety as well as ego fed even guys need that too! feed the egos with love and respect too...come on tho! baby your babies!!

so.....i just get so sick of his comments..

oh american idol

yeah i guess harry connick jr....(im not accusing him of anything i just...thought it was kind of weird)...because a comment mike had made...

see, harry kept saying, 'im going for it im going for it!"

ok.......normally i watch the show with my parents ok? mike went to the store so i watched a bit by myself. im not driving because the nail in my tire otherwise id be home...

well when mike got him, it was at the part where harry ran into the crowd and found a girl to put on his arms. see, i dont think anything about it because i know it was harmless....and kind of funny, but mike made a comment, and then i started thinking...

oh what did mike say? oh he still had the girl on his shoulders when he sat down, which i thought was funny because uh...i dont know!???! but mike said, 'what if he was faced the other way'

i said to him, 'your a pervert creep! thats a little girl' but she did look kind of sexy i guess, with her long straight hair...i mean, james franco likes young girls, according to his confusion about being a pedophile. much like angelina jolie gets lost in her characters...

btw i dont think it was some sort of PR involving his new pedo perv, but i think he was confused and she used him, aka a plant. and therefore, she posted it all over so that everyone will think james franco is a pedophile, or maybe he is maybe he likes young weird body weird breasts girls with weird teeth

maybe i am a pedophile, for typing like this and thinking like this JUST KIDDING I AM NOT BUT I AM ALREADY ON THE LIST HUH THE FBI LIST!???!

and mike was joking but he briefly saw long straightened hair i mean, why did he pick her? oh because she was the smallest...but then i started thinking...

you see, a few odd comments were made....(in a moment!)

harry said to one of the contestants, 'you got to bury your face in that pocket" or something to that extent. i was still out of it from yelling at mike and having him curse back at me...

was that a slip that he wishes his face was turned around, 'buried in that pocket'
then keith urban, (who i think felt self conscious about the mullet like extensions but i thought he should of kept them...it was 80s night but harry started making fun of him...harry seems to always do stuff to get attention and always mocking keith and jennifer) keith said, 'you got to lose control' (orgasm) then he called harry a creep or something...

also....what else? ahh the moment is lost...but i am just kind of...

thinking. and then harry said pay attention to them! (the young girls) harry connick jr kind of reminds me of that weird, cute kind of goofy teacher that acts a little flirtacious, but all the girls like him, and he may cross the line sometimes, just a lil' bit...just a wee bit...but hey hes kind of cute and goofy, and you can feel his presence thinking of you, despite the fact he is trying to concentrate on...something else...

ha! you know tho!?? and then jennifer said something to him in his cell phone and tried to act cutesy, and he played up to jennifers ego (because jennifer lopez is OLD now...but still sexy and sizzling!!)


i mean, guys will check out other females, and hey, i remember being younger, 13 and having OLDER guys checking me out, and it felt GROSS!!

now kim is msging me about some other guy who likes her. she just wants someone to listen to her and her 'sexy stories' or whatever...not to be mean but....

i dont know!???

so then like i mentioned, the guy started singing every move you make ill be watching you and harry started talking about that creepy undertone to it...(like when he is checking out younger girls???)

i mean, its there some just are too oblivious to take note of it!!!

oh wow alot of chatting and msging..

hmm.......

i cant think? what else did i want to blog about now!??? ahh who cares right?????????????????