last night moss mentioned flavor flav free appearance at visions nightclub. i asked mike if he wanted to go because he likes flav and i was bored too so mike drove us up there. drinks were cheap too 2.00 draft beer 3.00 well drinks..1.00 jello shots etc i didnt drink much but i drank enough to have a silly buzz i guess? i was able to take a pic with mike and flav which mike got all happy about and sent to all his friends. my phone died after that but i didnt need a pic because i had one with flav before...
so last night i wore make up. for some reason when i drink, i go home and a.) drink more and post drunk of adult swim b.) watch and listen to youtube videos....c.) take selfies as of late...
i took a selfie and instagram'ed it and put it on facebook. so the heck what!??!? i never selfie full body shots of me in a bikini (k once i did last year when i had defined abs) still...so what if i wanted to anyways?? right? i never selfie cleavage pics and i am so sick of women being afraid to take beautiful pics of themselves. if it makes you feel beautiful then so what!? dont feel shamed because you want to take a pic of yourself, like for instance, you are wearing makeup. (no i dont let it drop) have fun!
last night i posted a pic of me and this morning i woke up i was like, 'oh great!' but i just shrugged it off. i regretted posting a selfie and a link to 'im so fancy' song but at the time it seemed fun!??
i even thought, i hope this doesnt annoy anyone, ahem...lisa
well later i had seen lisa posted something about 'selfies' and instagram and i personally felt hurt about that because come on, face it, she hates when i post facies i mean selfies, because she has told me this before! she says i posts too many and because i relish in the weirdos giving me compliments and that i need attention so much i am attention seeking 'look at me look at me' she said this when she was drunk but i think it is because of other issues (which i will not share because i do love her she is my sister) but i dont post to get attention i do because, well so what idk!??!
so i felt hurt i guess and rather than laughing and agreeing with her (which i should of did..in...retro...spect) and comment like yeah, some girls with their bikini shots and duckface ha! silly insecure girls. i never post pics like that! yes i have done modeling but why not? be proud of yourself. it does feel nice to feel beautiful, everyone wants to. make others feel beautiful! i mean, its not fair to me to be called hurtful names. i posted a pic of me sticking my tongue out on that comment, but only because i wanted a pic of me sticking my tongue out to pop up after she posted that (because i know fully well that selfie pic i posted last night just riled her bones like mama junes in that one meme).....but then i felt bad and i said sorry i will take it down to which she replied 'ew...' (well she basically replied filthy disgusting things to me) i will not tolerate that anymore! i will NOT be disrespected anymore! i will NOT be called awful names anymore! by ANYONE! i did not deserve that!
i am a good person! i have a good heart! but i am also sensitive too. i mean, i also get hurt! yet i am a bad person to her. i am in so much need of attention, i get DUIs i am a dumb dumb embarrasment, yet sage respects me so she would be heartbroken if she hears the way she speaks about me how fair is that to her? let her think shit of me but i NEVER call her names or put her down.
i guess its not fair to be BLOGGING about it! i mean, i just do....i need to stop but i also need to stop drinking too! but so should she....
but yeah have fun and selfie it up bunch of self obsessed idiots!
oh now i have someone upset with me about a comment i made which has been forgotten!
SELFIES SELFIES SELFIES!!! INSTAGRAM WAH WAH ALL ABOUT ME WAH ME WANTS ATTENTION MIND OF A TEENAGER STILL NEVER WAHNTS TO GROW UP WAHH WHAHH IM AN UGLY DISGUSTING PERSON I AM A ROTTEN MONSTER
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