Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Leeches

the first time i really discovered "myspace", say, some what, 5 years ago most likely, i went overboard in designing my page. say, have YOU been following me since those days??? me wonders. (HA!) i had my background neon pink playboy logos, bright pink leapord print, i had a bunch of random little magnets...and a song i used was "leeches" by a thrasher heavy metal band in flames. haha!
so, i have been feeling very drained lately. been feeling like nothing matters, nothing to look forward too. mike and i get into these fights, and...whatever...like, oh who cares!!!
anyways, i had a dream about leeches on my body, and me peeling them off, so i googled it and this is what it means:

Leeches

To see or be bitten by leeches in your dream, refer to something in your life that is draining the energy and vigor out of you. The dream may refer to people, habits, or negative emotions that are sucking you out of your vitality. Alternatively, if your body is covered in leeches, then you are feeling disgusted by your own body or repulsed by something you have done


interesting. im actually not sure if this living together situation is going to work out. all we do is argue, and....i want to enjoy myself and my life. i don't want to feel miserable and upset all the time. i could say a few things which occurred tonight, but i am not going too because, well, frankly....uh, i do give a damn, but it aint none of no ones business!

in lieu of the leeches theme, here is the song:



if you ever feel like reading my old myspace blogs, well, you have to manuever around and its really annoying! at least here there is that sidebar, but myspace its like, who wants to go through all that? i sure dont!

2 comments:

  1. myspace, lol, it was cool at the time. all them add-ons made it hard to view pages on dial-up...

    weird, recently had a friend have a similar dream, but about maggots coming out of the hands. says that there is somebody in their life that shouldn't be there...and lo and behold, a player trying to get with. who knows what it could be? there's got to be time for lori...work sounds like it could be profitable in relaxing if say, you could figure out how to relax every muscle in your body...you may be holding some energy somewhere that needs releasing. (knees, shoulder, etc...)

    spring break is coming up soon...and then summer break. hello!!

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  2. yes spring break! i dont think my school does that tho, which is not good! i could use a spring break! and work hours are getting to me!!! 4 in the morning on the weekends~!??~ what the heck is that??

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