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i just want to real quick write a few things on my mind. im mad about how slow this beat up laptop is...when i try to go to my poison blog, for some reason pornhub is saved (i dont even know why it is saved and pops up, its really annoying, but by the time this loads, HA! yeah, by the time i click on poison to get there, it already moved and its as if i clicked on that pornhub link, and I DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE! OK? i just want to get here, so that i can blog about nothing important........im just getting real sick of everything. i dont even have anything to wear. tomorrow is "green and jeans" day for st pattys day, but i dont even have jeans! i have nothing! i dont have no nice clothes anymore! i just have, well, nothing! im so sick of my life. also, mike wanted to get some food shopping, but i was so tired from school and work, and i did not eat today except for chicken noodle soup around lunch time. well, i got my access card refilled, but i didnt even have time to figure out what i wanted to get. i wish i can just go grocery shopping by myself and for myself, sometimes. i give up on everytihng tho. i used to want to eat healthy and good, but who cares anymore. i do not eat first thing in the morning so i skip breakfast. i have maybe a few light snacks at school, like a granola bar and chips, or whatever....then i come home and have some sort of stupid lunch. i do not eat at work because i do not want panini's or salads. so today at walmart superwhatever, mike and i got in an argument, and all i got was a bunch of microwaveable dinners and what not. and potato bread, NOT rye. i just dont care anymore....will my life EVER get better? i have no free time, im depressed. i have NOTHING going for me! im just exhausted! mentally, phsyically.....spiritually....who knows? im just not happy. i know there was more i wanted to write, but its 12pm, (daylight savings really messed me up!) and i need to get some sleep. sigh....who knows? oh, i want to make a blog post about natalie portman, standing next to hilary clinton looking disheveled and out of it. also want to put more info about hilary clinton, but right now too tired....