Today

today was nothing special...had a quiz, i got a 92 because i got one wrong. what else??? i cant really think anymore, my mind is a mess. i have no time for myself. see, i would not mind IF i had just work, and play. see, right now, it is like i am working 14 hour days. see, i mean, listen, if i was working the whole time and making money, but its different. i do love going to class tho. see, i have school from 730 in the morning till 1230. first of all, my counselor or whoever he is called, tricked me! now why would i ever agree to school at 730? i swear to God he said, 830....i was planning on getting a job during the day and i was thinking i would be going to school evening classes. well, turns out, here i am...but i am halfway through school! (see moss, with all due respect, i AM doing fine! since he told me i dont have the mindframe to do it...) AAHH! cant think!!!??! so then, i drive home, (YAY! i need to make some good cds tho, my old cd maker is not working and the new one wont take my older blank cds....) hmm...........so i get back around 1, and i sit down and have lunch, then i have to be at work at 2pm. 2-8pm....also, my cousins bridal shower is coming up march 26th, and i want to take off, but they say they cannot guarantee it....since they are short people.

that producer wants to interview me, but i really dont think i can do it? today at work, i was thinking, because he asked me if i knew anyone else who can be interviewed and i DO know someone else...however, i do not want to put pressure on her. i would like a chance to explain how he was with my words, but i think in order to do that, i would have to write about it. getting interviewed is weird....but i was thinking, shannan NEVER even went on a plane. she has never been to far away from nj. she would love to take a payed trip out to LA for the weekend! i just need to see if she will be comfortable getting interviewed. anand jon IS an asshole tho and i HATE him and he is GUILTY of everything everyone has ever said about him, and that is NO LIE! he even assaulted her that jerk!

im sorry, well, if she feels comfortable with all that, it would be really nice and fun for us to get payed tickets and a payed hotel for the weekend! we deserve it! :)

hmm what else? im not so sure about this job anymore., i told them i would be done in april/may for my externship. im thinking, i should just find another job for the time being, since i will be taking off for LA and for my cousin Kims wedding...

right? SOON! i will be basking in my glory! SOON! i will be done with school! SOON! i will have a good job! SOON! i will be happy because SPRING TIME WILL BE HERE!!!!

i feel like i had more i wanted to write, but i am so scattered, i dont even know? i also need a shower...