saturday

its a nice day out, now! its sunny, birds are chirping. its weird, i mean, i like the country, but here we live, in a some-what urban area, i mean, we can hear cars driving by outside. its wilson pa...the nicer part of easton i guess? ehh...one day, i want to live in a big country house. i love country houses!! you know? dark wooden floors, high ceilings, stairs, lots of windows, and the country is so sexy it turns me on! well the summer turns me on!!! but so does country homes, oh my gosh!! ya know? hmm....so, work. i had been intending to write about work, yet, i have been so tired and too lazy too. so yesterday, oh...while i was making boxes and packaging crayons, i was also thinking about things to blog about! one thing, there is a new song by train, (i'll link it), i always think about that song, and it sounds like they are singing, 'everything is groupie..." whatever i make up words and hear that song in my head throughout the day, but i was thinking about a bunch of different songs in my head, from tori amos to foreigner to eminem, and annoying newer songs on the radio. this song LOL!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxqnFJ3lp5k  (i also saw them play on rachel ray show a few weeks ago)

everything is groupie!! (groovy most likely...boobie, poopy) sorry!! im just.......i need a shower and stuff

hmm what else? so yesterday, we were all putting the crayons in the box, like an assembly line (ill now everytime i hear that word, i think about how mike says girls lined up in an assembly line for him HA!!) anyways, there was an old lady from another department who came to help us, so she went to the front of the line since it was more fast paced i suppose? i thought she was nice because she was an old lady, right? wrong! some of the crayons i put in the spot for green were haphazard...but only that one time. well, she could of told me in a nice way, instead, she yelled at me. like, she says, "whats her name?" to the weird man that works there too who seems anal about everything..."whats her name?" "Gloria" um NO my name is not GLORIA its LORI everytime i tell someone my name they think im saying Glory or Gloria!!! oh gloria made me think of the gloria song, and it made me want to do a blog about that....not right now tho...and the singer....who....was sacrificed. bohemain grove sacrifice? more on that later....

and the ppl i work with sort of look like other ppl....ha!! uh...like actually on E! right now is eileen wurnos who that movie monster is about, (i want to watch that movie now) and this new lady looks like her also like edward palwick. im just to kidding why am i sharing all these thoughts!! LOL! their not gonna read it!! ppl dont read my blogs

hmm....oh what else? so they needed 3 volunteers and no one did, so i did. heck i'll take a break from crowns! so they put us in a new area, oh, that mean lady came too...so, we were at a conveyer belt with lots of crayons, and i intended to snidely ask her, so i did i was like, "are you gonna be ok?" because she kept asking questions about the new machine and if we can handle it sheesh you know? ma gootness mahn!! yeah so, she couldnt keep up so she had to go back to crowns. wow! i asked her before tho, 'ya gonna be ok?" i was intending it to be snide but it turned nice when i asked if she was left or right handed because she was faced the other way. idk??? who cares!!???///

so i kept thinking about when i hung out with jen and lisa and marta. all of them said they all got a grey hair before. wh-wh-WHAT?? uh, cuz i never got a grey hair!??? these ppl think they are so old, and yeah you know, i always felt left out when hanging out with others and jen. jen and i used to be friends but she is kind of weird and i just, i dont know? shes not a good friend. i used to blog about her and she read them too! it just seems like her and her mean husband talk about ppl and stuff. fuck it! she said to me, "oh i thought you moved back to california." what? no! shes so stupid! she sees my pics posted on facebook from when i went to LA and las vegas for a trip since moss wanted me to go, but she never asks me about it its like she assumes i go to do porn or something since i know ron jeremy, hell no! its like, whatever! you know, she married her high school sweetheart and everytime we get together i have to sit there and endure listening to jen talk to lisa and ask lisa about old high school friends and pals, and she never asks about my life. yeah i have been back on the east coast for 3 years no i didnt move back to california, weirdo! you see you look at my fucking facebook all the time but heavens to betsy you wont ever comment. i dont need a friend like that!
 she makes me feel awkward and i dont need it. of course, if she wanted to hang out i would. i just dont like being disrespected or made to feel like your judging me. oh so beautiful! sun rays!!! i used to feel left out i wanted to share this, i remember we had a friend named kate, (not friends with her anymore) this was years ago, not like i live in the past oh btw, a friend we all know named stephanie STILL lives in the past i was good friends w/ stephanies older sister missy but we and steph used to hang out, she sort of reminds me of marge's sisters tho idk? we watched classic simpsons last night mike and i....so....
yeah so they were poor, missy and steph and the family. i never cared tho, but their house was a shoddy shack, i believe the windows were even boarded up and they had bats flying above their heads? the dad was a slob, sorry. he just had what my dad had, bypass surgery, and i chat w/ stephanie sometimes..i feel gossipy for writing here...dont i ever learn my lesson? um no! i dont care either? so anyways, stephanie was poor and alot of ppl did not like her in high school. i remember she had bleached blonde hair and she would shave it underneath so that she would wear it up in a ponytail and it was shaved, she was pretty tho. she just hated high school and she still thinks its like high school!?? wow GIRL, i mean, not girl, your like, in your 30s now get over it! i mean, like jen, never experienced anything other than high school NJ, and following the footsteps on her sisters, adopting her mothers style, she was 22 years old and decorating with light maple desks, potpourri things, those weird dried out branches a shambles, precious moments, BORING country style pictures, (those prints you can get at any generic picture place) i mean i like country but i dont like thomas kinkade style....you know, like weaved baskets and longaberger. then she got married, had kids oh another thing ppl always ask me how old i am, i hate telling them and then they ask me if i have kids. i feel like a loser because i dont have a career so one guy asked me so where i worked before i said the cafe at the airport. but then i said i was interested in working for the TSA and he didnt even know what the TSA is/was? :/ hmm....yeah so, i remember one night we all went out, (jen said she hates remembering her early 20s because she didnt like who she was) i dont know? um, so, we went out with kate haha! to bars and stuff and went back to kates house and oh yeah! i remember after the repo club (young republicans) they were being all dumb, and we were driving to mcdonalds drive-thru and asked them, "do you know where the end of the rainbow is" or, "are you over the rainbow" huh thats an illuminati term HA! and they were being gooffy and i was sort of not amused and we went back to kates and they got on the bed and started dancing and it reminded me of the pink elephants, cuz kate was short with a big butt (ha that poison song, never trust a girl with a big butt, or something GASH that song is stupid! ok? i will maybe say how i came up w/ poison name although i believe i have before) jen was tall...lets see, heres the link to pink elephants!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=944cPciN-kw  i dont know what part its at with the tall and short elephant dancing together your just going to have to watch it i guess sigh! what else?

i think that about covers it....yeah? ok well, i need to make a list of tings i need!

EDIT i wanted to add, the night before i went to the howard stern show, both lisa and jen attacked me! like, i wrote about it before but i will re-iterate. lisa thought i was dumb for goign on the show, yet she went when her friend kait was on the show, (for biggest natural boobs) or something, and then lisa got breast implants when she scoffed me when i was going to get them, when i was 23 i was....what else? and jen attacked me she was supposed to take me to the bus station (actually she was going to drive me to the show but backed out) then she had to go to the ER due to some bee sting on her ear, so i went , but she tried to keep me up and i was sleeping on the floor and she got up to attack me and pull my hair. she was psycho back then. and like i said, if she was a true friend, she would ask about me in fact, no one really ever asked me about when i lived in LA...i never get to express myself because ppl dont care!!?? and i never tell anyone about weird things, cuz they dont believe me!!